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by Angela Sorby


  and undergrowth “for mystery.”

  Olmsted said scenery

  “unbends the mind,”

  but what then? Unbent,

  trees gather and store

  the sun. Unbent, space grows

  larger than any one thought, or feeling:

  always this tossing,

  always this retrieving.

  Fat

  It is not the look but the act

  of overflowing that attracts:

  this falling out of an XXL shirt,

  over the edge of the Rascal

  scooter at Piggly Wiggly,

  this turning a corner

  into the snack aisle,

  bearing the impossible

  burden of the body,

  how fat folds conceal

  a rib cage identical

  to the cage inside

  the U.S. president

  since no one’s exempt

  from the urge

  to enlarge into eternity,

  like the heads at Mt. Rushmore,

  or the Statue of Liberty,

  to extend the self beyond

  its airplane seat,

  into the space of strangers,

  into discomfiting touching,

  to gorge on sleeve after sleeve

  of cookies, each stamped

  OREO, starting and ending

  with the same letter O,

  seductive and circular as the wheels

  Ezekiel saw and instantly

  craved so intensely

  he thought they were part of his soul.

  Sacred Grove

  David Shields appears

  on PBS to proclaim

  the death of the novel,

  but I always knew

  the library was a repository

  of corpses. By third

  grade their silence

  attracted: so pasty, so inky,

  so compliantly unreal,

  so unlike the reconstituted

  orange juice smell

  that took dominion

  over us children,

  recalling our obligation

  to grow, to thrive, to speak.

  The novel, bloodless

  and cadaverous,

  could keep secrets

  grave-deep,

  which is why it’s tempting

  to worship trees:

  so many pages,

  poised to leap,

  like Daphne,

  from sap to text—

  the second-best kind

  of little death.

  Go-Between

  i.

  Just before it died,

  their marriage went to Madeleine Island

  with me, their third-wheel friend.

  Why does beautiful weather

  have no shame,

  like a ukulele at an execution?

  At dusk we drank at Tom’s Burned-Down Café,

  a tent stretched over ashes.

  Was it a psilocybin flashback

  that made me think I could coax them together,

  like God if God were God?

  We drained our pints.

  The sun set, though I whispered pause—

  Down, down it went,

  metabolized by night.

  ii.

  Terrance McKenna, the ex-

  hippie ethnobotanist,

  says mushrooms

  are the earth’s way

  of conversing with human brains,

  but we are deaf,

  made too sad by sadness, too joyful

  by joy. Whatever the fungal shibboleth,

  we’re sitting here still

  at Tom’s Burned-Down Café,

  missing everything.

  Sofia’s Stove

  A nineteenth-century Norwegian stove,

  tall and ornate, forces heat

  through my friend’s villa

  in Hamar. It’s hard to let

  her have her stove,

  because I’ve been cold

  since 1979.

  I want to screech That stove

  is rightfully mine!

  Still it sits in Norway

  as winter enters the Western hemisphere

  gently, like a sister,

  through the unlatched door.

  January spreads quickly,

  the way life flattens into a broad field

  of snow: we are old in our mittens.

  Even our cats know.

  Sofia, friend, I allow you your stove,

  the one you earned

  and deserve. Our fortunes curve inward

  like our toenails—once supple,

  now brittle. It’s best to stand

  a little apart from the fire.

  The stove assembles itself,

  not in real time but in the warm

  intervals between women,

  the place where we can’t meet,

  where strawberries redden and stay

  impossibly sweet.

  The Second Daguerreotype

  of Emily Dickinson, Amherst College Library Special Collections, 2012

  Her teacher,

  Edward Hitchcock,

  took plaster casts

  of Amherst’s dinosaur tracks,

  but could not reconstruct

  their musculature,

  how they moved when Massachusetts

  was steamy, newly broken

  off Pangaea, and yet

  in Dickinson’s photo

  a shape is visible under her dress:

  not America,

  but an older landmass,

  its theropods killed by a comet,

  flood, or volcano. Then

  came the pressure

  that turned organic matter

  into coal. She clearly

  knew an occult route back

  to those astonished

  condensed creatures

  fueling her planetary

  distribution: inky, glittery carbon

  no longer exchanging

  atoms with oxygen.

  How strange, how alien

  to be both an energy source

  and a burner. She’s not quite human

  to us. We’re not quite human

  to her,

  but there are two women

  in the picture. No wonder

  she presses her hand

  hard against Kate Scott Turner’s

  spine, as if to say We were friends

  in real time, which matters more than poetry,

  because it leaves no trace. The print

  is not the finger. The paper

  is not the face.

  Epistle

  Sylvia Plath, Bad Mom,

  we love how you wet

  no towels for us,

  your readers. You turned on

  the gas and let it run

  into the vast unwholesome system

  of English 101:

  that’s where we found you,

  curled in the Norton,

  and you said: Hello,

  and we said: Mom.

  How you hated that!

  How un-sexy

  to be Mom to so many

  perfectly sane young

  tattooed women wondering

  Am I crazy?

  Still you smiled

  yourself blurry,

  modeling swimwear

  in the student paper,

  giving us your all.

  And we took it.

  The Suburban Mysteries

  after H.D.

  Begonias lashed

  to stakes still fall,

  crushed by the weight

  of storms so light

  they travel miles

  above the turf.

  Damage is reason-

  proof: a spine compresses

  in a dream,

  and the dream’s daughter

  can’t walk it off.

  She’s shorter

  by a fraction.

 
There are eyes

  in the begonias,

  eyes in the thunder,

  eyes controlling

  the children’s limbic reactions.

  Have you seen me?

  O to stare from a milk carton,

  gone through fields

  too dark to farm,

  into the old forest’s old

  dissolving arms.

  The Sleeve Waves

  The pigeon-catchers come out to catch—

  wait for it—

  yes—

  pigeons. They use a net

  & a rusty cat carrier.

  A pigeon’ll fetch

  “three dollars on the open market,”

  says the older catcher.

  The younger catcher, with dyed black hair,

  says nothing. He looks

  like he thinks about pigeons

  all day. His eyes have turned

  white & grey,

  & they’ve flown away.

  Sivka-Burka

  Sleep’s smashed

  to shards. Lap-

  tops glow in bed after bed.

  Strangers pull strangers

  into their heads. And yet,

  as starlings scatter,

  unwired Russian grandmothers

  strip to drink

  what’s left of the sun

  after the death of Stalin,

  and the collapse

  of the Soviet Union.

  No one pays attention

  to these women but themselves,

  as they harvest

  vitamin D directly,

  laying out a foil sheet

  and roasting.

  Slowly, they turn

  tree-bark brown,

  not to please their husbands,

  but just to absorb

  something profound

  without reading.

  The Felix Pollak Prize in Poetry

  Ronald Wallace, General Editor

  Now We’re Getting Somewhere • David Clewell

  Henry Taylor, Judge, 1994

  The Legend of Light • Bob Hicok

  Carolyn Kizer, Judge, 1995

  Fragments in Us: Recent and Earlier Poems • Dennis Trudell

  Philip Levine, Judge, 1996

  Don’t Explain • Betsy Sholl

  Rita Dove, Judge, 1997

  Mrs. Dumpty • Chana Bloch

  Donald Hall, Judge, 1998

  Liver • Charles Harper Webb

  Robert Bly, Judge, 1999

  Ejo: Poems, Rwanda, 1991–1994 • Derick Burleson

  Alicia Ostriker, Judge, 2000

  Borrowed Dress • Cathy Colman

  Mark Doty, Judge, 2001

  Ripe • Roy Jacobstein

  Edward Hirsch, Judge, 2002

  The Year We Studied Women • Bruce Snider

  Kelly Cherry, Judge, 2003

  A Sail to Great Island • Alan Feldman

  Carl Dennis, Judge, 2004

  Funny • Jennifer Michael Hecht

  Billy Collins, Judge, 2005

  Reunion • Fleda Brown

  Linda Gregerson, Judge, 2007

  The Royal Baker’s Daughter • Barbara Goldberg

  David St. John, Judge, 2008

  Falling Brick Kills Local Man • Mark Kraushaar

  Marilyn Nelson, Judge, 2009

  The Lightning That Strikes the Neighbors’ House • Nick Lantz

  Robert Pinsky, Judge, 2010

  Last Seen • Jacqueline Jones LaMon

  Cornelius Eady, Judge, 2011

  Voodoo Inverso • Mark Wagenaar

  Jean Valentine, Judge, 2012

  About Crows • Craig Blais

  Terrance Hayes, 2013

  The Sleeve Waves • Angela Sorby

  Naomi Shihab Nye, Judge, 2014

 

 

 


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