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For my mum, Betsy,
and my sister, Louise
1
I grabbed him and threw him into the wall. He crashed to the floor, tried to stand, tried to speak. His face was white, his eyes wide and wet. I hoisted him up and slapped him a couple of times. He focused on me and his head jerked back in horror. He tried to pull free, tried stupidly to bat away my arms. His breathing was wheezy and beneath that there was a squeaky whine. He landed a couple of punches on my face, but they bounced off and I had to slap him again, harder this time, to shut him up. The slap knocked his head sideways.
Beckett stepped forward, out of the dark part of the living room. He said, ‘That’ll do.’
I dropped the man. I remembered his name then. He was called Paul Warren. He was thirty-three, but looked older. He was short and pale-faced, freckles on his nose and puffy hands. He was slumping into middle age. He coughed for a while and gulped air and shook with shock. Then he did the smart thing and collapsed backwards against the wall, where he stayed, trying to work out what was happening. His grey suit jacket was twisted about him, and his shirt front was ripped. The fear had gone and left him limp, and now he looked scared and alone. That was good.
‘Calm down,’ Beckett told him. ‘You’ll be all right.’
Beckett seemed cool enough, but I saw the sweat on the back of his neck, and I heard the tightness in his voice. He nodded to me and I moved aside. Warren looked up at us. We wore dark suits, white shirts, thin leather gloves. We wore stockings over our heads. That was deliberate. We could’ve worn balaclavas. Warren doubled over and retched. Nothing came out but spittle. He retched again. After that, he breathed more deeply.
‘My wife,’ he said.
Beckett turned and nodded to the darkness behind him. A shadow moved and a table lamp flared.
She was younger than her husband, and pregnant. We’d taped her to a wooden kitchen chair. She’d spent an hour fighting the tapes, and now her eyes were red and swollen from crying, and her dark-blond hair was stuck to her forehead with sweat. More tape kept a cloth gag in place. A line of spit ran from the corner of her mouth.
The thing standing beside her was called Simpson. He was a squat man, with small eyes, dressed the same as me and Beckett. He touched the woman on her cheek and his hand drifted down to the neck of her sweater. He stretched the cloth back and looked down. She tried to pull away, but there was no give in the bindings. Beneath the stocking, Simpson’s face leered. He looked like a gargoyle. He looked like that without the stocking. I suppose I looked worse. He put a hand inside her sweater, groped and squeezed.
Warren leaped to his feet, a kind of wild fear on his fat, flushed face.
‘Fuck’s sake,’ Beckett muttered.
I moved an arm out and wrenched Warren back and flung him to the floor. Beckett shot a look at Simpson. Simpson’s greasy smile faded. He took his hand off the woman.
I’d never met Beckett or his men before this job. I’d heard of them, of course. From what I’d seen, they seemed okay. Walsh and Jenson and Beckett went back, but Simpson was new to the firm. I had the feeling he was trying to prove himself to me, show how hard he was. He acted like he was trying to prove something, anyway. That act with Warren’s wife was all show.
I didn’t know why I was there. Simpson was stupid, but he was good muscle and it should’ve been an easy four-man job. I didn’t think they needed me, but Kendall had told me Beckett asked for me specially.
‘He wants someone frightening, Joe,’ Kendall had said.
Warren made another half-arsed attempt to scramble to his wife and I had to push him over with my foot.
‘I told you to fucking calm down,’ Beckett said.
The smoothness had gone from his voice. He was snarling now, his lips drawn back.
Warren put a shaking hand to his face. I moved back a step, gave him some room. He stood slowly. His face was grim and waxy, but he’d finally got the message.
‘All right,’ Beckett said.
We had to be careful with Warren. We couldn’t hurt him because we needed him later. Even signs of a struggle would be bad. But we also needed to scare the shit out of him. A pregnant wife was good leverage, but we couldn’t touch her. In her state, anything heavy might have bad results and then Warren would be useless, too angry or too scared or whatever.
We could’ve used guns – Beckett and Simpson were tooled up – but guns sometimes scared people too much, turned them into wrecks. Besides, few things shocked a man as much as a quick, effective beating. So, Beckett had needed someone violent, someone massive, someone cold. Anyway, that’s how Kendall had explained it to me, and I’d believed him.
‘What do you want?’ Warren said.
‘The casino,’ Beckett said.
Warren shook his head.
‘But... don’t you know – ?’
‘I know. Is the schedule for tonight the same?’
‘My wife – ’
‘Shut the fuck up and listen.’
Warren seemed dazed again, shocked. That was one of the dangers; he was in an impossible situation. He sagged and staggered, backing up until he hit the wall. He kept staring at his wife, and every now and then he shook his head. I’d seen this before. I reached out and grabbed him. He flinched, lifted his hands to protect his face. I hauled him upright and Beckett walked forwards, blocking his view of his wife. Beckett leaned in close to Warren. He talked quietly, but his voice rumbled.
‘Listen to me. Your wife’s fine. But I’m leaving this man here. Look at him. Look at him.’
Warren looked up at me. I looked back. It was all I had to do; he could see what I was. Beckett touched Warren on the shoulder.
‘If he doesn’t get a call from me before seven, he’ll hurt your wife. He’ll fuck her up and then he’ll leave. You understand?’ Warren nodded. ‘Good. Now, is the schedule for tonight the same?’
Warren nodded again. It was like someone had hit a switch and put him on automatic.
‘Yes,’ he said.
‘I want you to tell me the procedure and times for moving the money to the armoured car,’ Beckett said, the smoothness back.
Warren told him. Beckett made notes and read back what he’d written.
‘The casino closes at five. The money is collected by two security guards inside the casino and taken to the counting room.’
‘The auditing room.’
‘Right. Where you and the manager supervise the count and log it. The armoured van arrives at the back door at six forty-five. There are cameras over the back door and a keypad. When the correct number is entered by the guards from the van, they open the door and are given the money by the casino’s own security. Is that right?’
‘Yes.’
‘That’s good. You’re doing okay. Now, here’s what you’re going to do: you drive back to the casino – we’ll be following you all the way – and you tell them the reason you went home was because your wife thought she was going into labour, but she’s all right now. Got that?’
‘Yes.’
‘You’re going to call up the security firm and tell them there’s a half-hour delay. That’s built into their contingency, so there won’t be a problem. Make the call from your mobile and make sure no one’s hanging around when you do it. Then go straight into the office.’
‘They’ll phone the casino to confirm.’
‘Make sure you answer it. Nobody else at the casino must know you’ve contacted the security firm. Do it when the office is clear, if you can. There’s only one person there most of the time, right? You should get a chance.’
‘If I can’t
be alone?’
‘Just make sure your manager isn’t there. You and your manager are the only two who can confirm the change of times, so even if someone else is in the office, you answer the phone. The security company won’t need to speak to anyone else. If you’re overheard, keep your talk to a minimum.’
‘Yes.’
Beckett handed Warren a pad and pen.
‘Write down the security code for the back door.’
Warren’s hands shook too much to write. He took a breath and got a grip and then wrote a number on the pad. Beckett took the pad and pen from him, looked at the number and made him repeat it back.
‘That’s good. Now get yourself tidied up, put on a clean shirt. Then you, me and Mr Smith over there are going to leave, get in our cars and go back to the casino. Got it?’
‘Can I talk to my wife?’
‘Sure.’
Simpson pulled the tape off the woman’s mouth. She spat the cloth out.
Beckett took a phone from his jacket and called Walsh, who was in the car with Jenson, cruising the area, avoiding main roads and CCTVs. Their route had been checked, but in a suburban neighbourhood like this it was easy.
‘Five minutes,’ Beckett told Walsh.
Warren walked stiffly towards his wife. He stopped a few feet from her, straightened his clothing. She looked up at him.
‘Just do what they want,’ she said.
‘I will. Are you okay?’
‘Yeah.’
‘It’s going to be okay,’ he said.
He looked at her a bit, but he’d run out of things to say.
‘Do it, Paul,’ his wife said.
Beckett tugged his arm.
‘Let’s go.’
Simpson stuffed the gag back in the woman’s mouth and reapplied the tape. He was all professionalism now. Warren moved forward and kissed his wife on the forehead, then turned and walked back to us. He wouldn’t look at me.
‘Make sure he doesn’t hurt her,’ he said to Beckett.
‘You make sure.’
I heard them go up the stairs. The woman was quiet, watching. The room was still. The only sound came from the movement above. Floors creaked; a cupboard door opened. The three of us waited. Simpson glanced at me and then looked away. He flexed his hands, stretching the thin leather, and began to walk back and forth. The woman watched him with large eyes, but he ignored her now and paced, jaw tight, neck stiff. Water flowed into a sink somewhere upstairs. Simpson looked at the ceiling.
This was the easy part. I didn’t know how much grief they were expecting when they hit the casino. One thing was for sure, though, Simpson was close to bottling it.
I didn’t know Simpson, didn’t know what jobs he’d done, how he’d done them. I wondered.
Truth was, I didn’t know much about any of the others either. Jenson was a tall gangly man with white-blond hair and a constantly joking manner that quickly became annoying. Walsh was the smallest of the outfit, wiry, covered in tattoos. I hadn’t spoken to them much; there hadn’t been time. I’d only been told a few days before what I was supposed to do. Beckett and Walsh and Jenson worked as a crew and had done some decent jobs. They’d been together a few years. Kendall had told me they were tight. But they didn’t trust me, the outsider. That was fine. I was doing the job because Kendall had always been careful not to mix it with cowboys.
Simpson stopped his pacing and looked over at me.
‘Hey, what do you make of this?’ he said.
I was about to ask him what he was talking about when Beckett came back, with Warren in tow. Warren looked neat now, and calm. Simpson turned off the table lamp. The room filled with shadow. The three of them left the room. I heard the front door open and close. It was 1.45 a.m. Less than an hour had passed since the woman had phoned her husband.
I moved a seat over to the back wall and sat down. And waited. I had about five hours left.
At first, she stared at me, her eyes on mine, unflinching and fierce. She had bottle, this one. More than her husband. I sat there and looked back at her. She hated me with everything in her. I didn’t take it personally. I didn’t take it any way at all. After an hour or so, she grew tired of hating me and started fidgeting, shifting in her seat as far as the tape would let her. When she realized she wasn’t going to get free, she bent her head forwards and closed her eyes. I didn’t think she was asleep. At about 4 a.m., I took a bottle of water from my jacket pocket and drank deeply. I took the bottle over to the woman and removed her gag. Her head snapped back.
‘Untie me,’ she said. ‘Please. I won’t try to run or anything.’
I lifted the bottle to her mouth and tilted it. She spluttered, trying to talk while the water sloshed around her mouth. She swallowed enough and I lowered the bottle. I waited until she’d finished coughing.
‘I need to go to the bathroom. Please. Please.’ I wiped her mouth. ‘Please.’
I put the cloth back in and reattached the tape. She fought me, twisting her head back and forth savagely. I took my seat again and watched her fight her restraints for forty minutes, the words of pleading muffled, sweat on her forehead. Finally, she urinated and her body jerked with sobs. After that she was quiet, sagging in her seat. There was a sour smell in the room now, mixing with the sweet-smelling flowers and the warmth of a house well lived-in. It was cloying.
It was 6.52 a.m. when my phone rang.
‘We’re done,’ Beckett said.
When I stood, she looked at me with fury. I went into the hallway, removed the stocking, unlatched the front door and pulled off my gloves, letting the door close behind me.
The air outside was cold. I walked for a half-hour towards the bus stop I’d scouted earlier. There I’d catch a bus to Walthamstow Central and then change. I didn’t think anything more about the job or Warren or Warren’s wife or Beckett.
It was starting to get light. The sky was the colour of concrete. I walked past a playing field, churned up and guarded by a row of lime trees that looked scratched in charcoal on grey paper. Rooks’ cries cut through the early stillness. I walked past an old man bent over a walking frame, dragging himself somewhere for some reason that he probably didn’t know or care about, dragging himself onwards for the sake of it. I walked past rows of the same semi-detached houses, drenched in the same shades of grey, coated by grime from the traffic, from the acid rain, from the wash of sameness, as if the life of them had become washed out from contact with their surroundings. I walked on, past these things, hardly aware of them, not caring.
2
When I woke, it was early afternoon, and still dull. Something like daylight crept through the small windows and gave up halfway across the room, leaving the far ends dark. Below, the traffic on the High Road whirred, the odd lorry or bus humming with a deeper sound. I lay there and listened to it and gazed up at the cracked ceiling, a long way from it all. It was another day to face, another one to cross off.
I thought about Brenda again. I turned my head to one side and looked at the picture of the ship, old and worn out and being dragged to its death by some ugly brute. It was a good painting. It made me feel something, anyway, though I don’t know what. It made me think of her, I suppose. I looked at it, as I often did, and tried to call the picture of her to my mind, to fill the empty moment. But it was getting harder to remember her, and the empty moments were getting emptier, and every second that passed took me further from her, further from the image of her. I looked at that picture more and more, and the picture itself became her, or she became the ship. Or something.
So I looked at that picture and counted the cracks on the ceiling and stared at the wall and looked at the picture some more, and all the time I was getting further from her, inch by inch, second by second, day by lousy fucking day until those small things added up and became one big blur. And all the time that blur became duller, darker, emptier. And the jobs I did meant less and less until I was doing them for the sake of it, just to keep on doing something, just to keep from bein
g swallowed up by the emptiness.
‘That poor old ship, Joe,’ she’d say.
And while the blur became bigger, and my memory of her became blurrier, and I became older and more worn out, the jobs became smaller. I was dying by inches.
And then this job came along. A big job. And all I had to do now was sit and stare at the picture and try to think of her and wait for my cut and wonder why the fuck I was getting so much for doing so little.
I’d decided to stash some of my cut, though I wasn’t saving for anything especially. I had nothing much to spend it on. I was saving for the sake of saving. I was like that old man, clinging on to his walking frame. I told myself it was emergency cash, it was a retirement fund. It was some fucking thing.
I hauled myself out of bed, feeling the ache in my muscles. I washed and shaved, trying to clear away the muzziness that seemed to stick to me more these days. I did a set of push-ups and a set of sit-ups, did stretching exercises for my back. When I finished dressing, I went into the kitchen and made tea, and cooked a cheese and onion omelette. Omelettes were about the only thing I could cook well. Still, I liked omelettes.
I sat at my small table and turned on the radio and ate as I listened to stories of lies and murder and mass murder. The world turned. Then the local news came on and the casino job was the second item after a stabbing in Kilburn. One million quid, that was the haul. I worked for a flat fee plus two and a half per cent of the take. I could’ve got a better cut if I’d joined up full-time with some firm, but I didn’t want to do that. I switched the radio off. I felt okay.
My cut came to twenty-five grand. Say, fifteen, if the money had to be cleaned. I didn’t know about that. Less twenty per cent. Plus the flat fee of four thousand. Sixteen thousand total. At least. That was the most I’d ever earned. For sixteen grand, I could lay off work for a while. I didn’t know what I’d do, but I could find something. Go somewhere, maybe. I couldn’t think of anywhere to go. I’d always had half an idea that I might go live in the country, but I knew that was bollocks. I belonged in the country like a traffic jam.
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