Toothless reached inside the bag with his large sun-browned hand and pulled out a skull.
‘I don’t really have whole heads, mind you,’ he said. ‘Mostly jaws, with a skull or two.’
The skull was the wrong shape to be human.
Audrey relaxed. ‘It’s a sheep.’
‘No flies on you, are there?’ Toothless put the skull on the ground and dug around in his bag again. This time he pulled out a long jaw. The teeth were a funny shape, not like the teeth that Audrey had lost.
‘Why do you carry sheep skulls around with you?’
Balancing the jawbone in his left palm, Toothless slipped his other hand into his back pocket. He pulled out a large pair of pliers, then fastened them onto a tooth. He wriggled the tooth back and forth.
Audrey’s mouth dropped open. She only realised it when a bush fly got too close to her lips. Quickly, she clamped them shut again.
Cracking sounds came from the tooth. Then, with one last twist of the swagman’s wrist and an even louder crack, the tooth popped out.
The swagman held it up, still pinched in the pliers. ‘See?’
Audrey nodded. ‘My tooth came out by itself.’ She touched the gap with her forefinger. ‘When I was asleep.’
‘I always wanted to be a dentist,’ said Toothless, ‘but never had much schooling. Not that good with the three R’s.’
‘Three what?’ asked Audrey.
‘Reading, ’riting and ’rithmetic.’ He flicked the sheep’s tooth away, slipped the pliers into his pocket and replaced the sheep jaw in the bag. ‘But I can be a bush dentist. All I need is a bit of practice, like. That’s why they call me Toothless. Because I like pullin’ teeth.’
‘I know a swaggie called Bloke. She’s a girl swaggie,’ said Audrey. ‘She’s got no teeth. Not one. She sucks her meat off the bone. Bloke has lots of saliva that sort of melts her meat.’
‘Too right?’
‘Bloke gave me a nickname. Two-Bob, cos she reckoned I’m crazy as a two-bob watch,’ said Audrey. ‘I do have two arms like a watch, and a round face. But I don’t have numbers.’
They sat without speaking for a few minutes, busy with their own thoughts. A tiny skink darted across the sand and behind a rock.
Then Audrey said, ‘I reckon you’d make a good dentist.’
Above his beard, the swagman’s cheeks went red and shiny. ‘It’s a good thing to know who you are. What you want to be.’
‘Maybe grown-ups ask children what they want to be because they’re looking for ideas. Axshully …’ Audrey took a breath and tried again. ‘Actually, I’ve got a really good idea.’
Seven
Audrey strode towards home. It didn’t take long to put some distance between her and the swagman’s camp. She wiped perspiration from her forehead with the back of her hand. ‘Stumpy, I can’t stop now.’
She kept walking, trying not to let him sidetrack her. ‘I can see you behind that tree. I know hide-and-seek is your favourite game, but I’ve got things to do.’
Stumpy gave up and followed her, as he always did.
‘Do you know why trees grow up and not sideways?’ she asked.
Stumpy didn’t answer.
‘I don’t know, either. But Toothless might. He’s seen more trees than most people. I might ask him. Mum reckons I ask too many questions. She says some things don’t have answers. But if there are questions, there has to be answers.’
Audrey waved her hand to frighten the flies away from her face. ‘Should have brought my hat.’ She knew there would also be flies on her back. But it was best not to disturb them or they would go for her face.
As she crossed the clearing around the house, she saw Price near the vegetable patch. He was squatting on his heels, stretching fresh rabbit skins over bent wires to dry them. A mob of flies hovered around him.
In the last few months, Price had grown taller in a hurry and his legs seemed too long for his body. But he was as skinny as ever. When he was younger, Dad called him ‘Spindleshanks’. Price used to think it was funny, but not any more.
‘He’s caught lots of rabbits,’ Audrey said to Stumpy. ‘Now there won’t be so many to munch Mum’s cabbages.’
Rocks weighed down the wire fencing around the vegetable patch, but rabbits still sometimes burrowed underneath.
Once, when rabbits got into the vegetable patch, Audrey’s mum had gone after them with a stick. It was the only time Audrey had heard her shout. It didn’t worry the rabbits too much. They hopped off, then sent their cousins, aunties and uncles back to have a go at the rest of the vegetables.
Price looked up. He was hot and flushed. His sandy hair stuck out all over the place like a spinifex bush. His fingers were spotted with rabbits’ blood.
Audrey screwed up her nose. The smell of fresh skins did strange things to her stomach.
She took a second look at her brother’s messy hair. It was worse than usual. She put one hand to her mouth and whispered to Stumpy, ‘Looks like he’s been pulled through a bush backwards.’
‘What was that?’ asked Price.
‘Nothing. I was talking to Stumpy.’
Her brother shook his head.
‘You don’t have to be so serious just because you’re twelve.’
Price didn’t argue. Instead he asked, ‘Want a rabbit’s foot for luck?’
‘No, thanks.’ Audrey couldn’t understand how carrying a dead rabbit’s foot could change your luck. It certainly didn’t make things better for the rabbit.
Price shrugged and began stretching another skin.
‘I found out what’s in the swaggie’s bag.’ Audrey clasped her hands behind her back.
Her brother’s eyes sparked with interest. ‘What?’
‘Skulls and jawbones.’
Price snorted. He sounded like a grumpy camel, except he didn’t spit. ‘Why do you always make things up?’
‘Don’t believe me, then.’ Audrey held her head high as she marched past him. ‘I’m going inside. I have something important to do. And it’s a secret.’
‘And can I have some rope?’
Eight
Audrey’s mother stood at the kitchen bench with both hands plunged into a cut-down kerosene tin of water. She was soaking a kangaroo leg. Meat had to be salted to stop it going bad, but too much salt made it chewy and horrible to eat. Soaking the meat before cooking made it much tastier.
Kangaroo wasn’t Audrey’s favourite food. It was dark and strong-tasting.
‘Toothless says thanks for the eggs and he’s coming down later to do a job for you, Mum, and can I have a saucepan?’
said Audrey. Then she added, ‘What’s that noise?’
Mrs Barlow pushed the kangaroo leg deeper into the water. ‘Douglas is being a kookaburra in the bedroom.’
‘Oh. So can I have a saucepan, please?’
‘Are you going to help me cook?’
Audrey shook her head. She wasn’t ready to explain. Mum might cry. Imagining her mother in tears made Audrey’s eyes sting with sympathy.
‘Have you forgotten the chookyard?’ Mrs Barlow reminded her gently.
‘No. I haven’t forgotten. I’ll do it later. Promise. So can I have a saucepan?’
‘Yes, but don’t put dirt in it or dent it.’
‘I won’t.’ Audrey went over to the fireplace. She thought hard for moment. If she chose the smaller saucepan that would leave the big ones for her family. She stood on tiptoe and grabbed a blackened pan from a hook, then plonked it on the wooden table. ‘And can I have some rope?’
‘How much rope?’
‘I have to check something first, then I’ll know.’
‘I look forward to hearing your plans.’
Audrey dashed into the little bedroom she shared with Douglas. Price had a room of his own. It was an iron lean-to at the side of the house, hot in summer and cold in winter. But Price liked it because he didn’t have to share, and he had a door that opened to the outside, not into the main house.
/> Douglas sat on the kangaroo-skin rugs with his elbows out. ‘Kookookaakaa.’
Audrey gripped one end of her mattress and thin blanket and began rolling them up, along the bed frame.
Douglas jumped up and threw himself on the mattress, giggling.
‘Hop off, Dougie. I can’t do this if you’re lying on it.’
‘Pway a game.’
‘You’re a bird. Birds don’t play games.’
He lay still, looking at her with a cheeky spark in his eyes. ‘Kookookaakaa.’
She lifted the end she had rolled so far and tried to flick Douglas off. His giggles became a squeal. Then he leapt off the bed and ran around the room, flapping his arms.
Audrey found her mattress harder to roll up than she expected. And not just because of the interruption from the ‘Douglas bird’. Mum had recently re-stuffed the mattress with fresh grasses so it was plump. As the grasses dried out, it would flatten. She glanced longingly at her chook-feather pillow. It would have to stay. She could only carry so much at once.
‘Kookookaakaa,’ said Douglas, even louder than before.
Audrey wrapped both arms around her mattress and blanket to carry them through the doorway. But the bedroll was too wide and she bounced backwards. Refusing to give up, she threw it over her left shoulder and carried it into the kitchen. She dumped the bedroll on the table, next to the saucepan, and hoped it wouldn’t slip off.
Arms flapping, Douglas followed Audrey.
Mrs Barlow stared at Audrey but didn’t ask questions. She dried her hands on her apron, then began selecting potatoes from the hessian bag in the corner.
Audrey returned to the bedroom, relieved that Douglas had stayed in the kitchen to flap around in there. She reached under her bed until her fingers touched metal and she pulled out a large tin decorated with a red and green parrot. Her cousin, Jimmy, had sent the tin from the city. It had been full of biscuits. Real biscuits. Ones he had bought in a shop, and they had all been the same size and shape. They’d been eaten a long time ago, but Audrey loved the tin almost as much as she had loved the crunchy sweet biscuits.
The tin was even more special now because it held treasure.
Nine
Audrey sat on the bare planks of her bed and opened the lid of the tin.
Price kept a collection of birds’ eggshells on a length of string in his lean-to bedroom. Audrey collected her things in the tin.
Inside was a book called Martin Rattler. Jimmy had left it for her when he went back home to live with his dad in Adelaide. Cousin Jimmy had stayed with them for a year when his dad got into trouble. Audrey wasn’t sure what sort of trouble. Her parents didn’t talk about it. Martin Rattler was about a boy who had adventures at sea. Audrey couldn’t picture water that stretched so far that no one could see the end of it.
There was also an eagle feather. She stroked it gently.
Then she unwrapped her green emu egg from its soft cloth. Dad once told her emus could foretell the weather. If there was going to be a drought they wouldn’t lay eggs.
There were two pink quartz stones lying next to the emu egg. Audrey picked one up and turned it over, watching it glint.
Next, she scooped up her five sheep knucklebones, tossed them in the air and turned her hand over. Two knuckles landed on the back of her hand. The other three fell into the tin. She let the knucklebones she’d caught drop beside the others.
There was a tattered diary, another gift from her cousin Jimmy. It was maroon with the year 1930 written in black letters on the front. Every page up till the end of March was crammed with Audrey’s large, uneven handwriting and drawings.
She couldn’t leave the diary behind. There were so many of her private thoughts written in there. Things she didn’t want to share—or forget. And what if Price saw she’d described him as having ‘a head like a robber’s dog’? That was after an argument, so she’d been cross with him. Although it was true—he often did look like a dog. Especially when he hadn’t combed his hair. But usually he looked like a nice, friendly dog.
‘Kookaakookaaa,’ Douglas burst out.
Audrey jumped. Absorbed in her treasures, she hadn’t noticed him sneaking in. He was on his hands and knees on the kangaroo-skin mat.
He flapped feebly, pretending he was still playing birds. But the look of curiosity on his face suggested he wanted to know what she was doing.
Audrey glared at him. ‘What are you up to, Dougie?’
‘Kooka hungwy,’ said Douglas.
‘Kookaburras eat worms and snakes.’ Audrey replaced the lid on her treasure tin.
Douglas’s arm-wings drooped.
‘They whack them on the ground first,’ said Audrey, ‘to kill them.’
‘I’m a boy now, not a kooka.’
Audrey carried her tin out to the kitchen and added it to the growing pile on the table. The square tin would be awkward to carry, but she couldn’t leave it behind. ‘Mum,’ she said. ‘I need the rope now.’
Her mother looked up from the potato she was peeling with a small knife. ‘Now would be a good time to explain, dear.’
Audrey hesitated. Her idea had come so easily. Sorting through her things hadn’t been so hard either. But telling her mother about her plan was going to be awkward.
‘I’ll visit sometimes so you won’t miss me too much,’ she began.
Douglas scampered into the kitchen. ‘Want to eat boy food. I’m hungwy.’
Mrs Barlow ignored him. ‘Audrey, why am I going to miss you?’
‘I’m leaving, to be a swaggie.’
Ten
Mrs Barlow looked at the things on the kitchen table, then at Audrey.
Audrey’s heart was beating hard.
‘Well. If you’ve made up your mind, there’s not a lot I can do,’ said Mum. ‘I wouldn’t want to hold you back.’
Audrey’s knees felt weak with relief. She hadn’t wanted an argument just before leaving home.
‘Want some tucker before you go?’ her mum asked. ‘And a cup of tea? It’s no fun walking a long way on an empty stomach. And then there’s the weight you’ll have to carry.’
Audrey nodded.
Douglas jiggled up and down on his bare feet. ‘Hungwy.’
‘How about you set the table and get out the jam, Audrey?’ her mum said. ‘I’ll slice the bread and make a pot of tea.’
‘Bwed,’ said Douglas.
Suddenly Audrey realised it might be a long time before she saw her little brother again. She would miss the way Douglas flung himself at her legs and hung on, and the funny way he talked. And he was so adorable when he was asleep.
Mrs Barlow opened the back door and called out, ‘Hungry, Price?’
Price yelled back that he wanted to finish stretching the rabbit skins.
Audrey picked up her mattress from the table and put it on the floor. Then she added the saucepan and tin of treasures. There wasn’t room on the table for her swaggie’s gear and morning tea.
Carefully, she placed three white teacups on their saucers, then added a clean teaspoon. She took three plates from a shelf and put them on the table. Audrey often set out the plates, but usually she paid no particular attention to it. Today was different. This could be the last time she did it. She noticed how smooth and cool the saucers were, the shape of the cup handles, and the clack as she sat them on the wooden table. The pot of jam was heavy and, when she removed the lid, she could smell sweet plums.
Mrs Barlow set down a plate of thickly-sliced bread and a pot of tea.
The moment she spread jam on Douglas’s bread, he grabbed it and took a bite. He dropped it back on his plate and hopped down, jumped about, climbed back up on his chair for another bite, then ran back to the bedroom.
‘He’s having an emu’s smoko. A drink and a look around,’ said Mrs Barlow. ‘So, Audrey, where are you headed?’
Audrey didn’t know exactly, but she didn’t want to say so. ‘Um …’ She waved her jam-smeared knife. ‘That way.’
Mrs
Barlow poured two cups of tea from a large teapot. ‘What’s that way?’
‘Um … things to find. Adventures.’
‘Now that you’re leaving,’ said her mum, ‘we might bring Price back into the house. He can have your bed.’
Audrey felt her chest tighten. She didn’t want someone else sleeping on her bed, or storing their special things under it.
‘What will you cook in the saucepan?’
Audrey wiped plum jam from her lip. ‘Whatever I can find. Kangaroo, possum, maybe rabbit or a bird …’
Although cockatoos were not such a good idea. Her dad had told her a story about a swagman who was so hungry he cooked a cockatoo. The swagman put a rock in the water with the cocky, then boiled it until the rock was soft. Only then was the cocky ready to eat.
‘You’ll need a trap and a sharp knife to catch rabbits,’ said Mrs Barlow.
Audrey frowned. She hadn’t thought about having to catch her food and kill it. At home, Mum, Dad or Price took care of that. ‘Maybe I’ll eat plants.’
‘I could never work out which things are all right to eat in the bush. Quandongs are good for jam and tarts, of course. But things like paddymelons …’ Mrs Barlow shook her head. ‘If horses eat them, they can go blind.’
‘Dad told me you watch what the birds eat.’
Mrs Barlow reached for a thick slice of bread. ‘Yes, of course you can. But sometimes birds are able to eat things that upset human stomachs. If you’re not sure, you can eat just a little of anything new, then wait to see if you become sick. If you do, then you know not to eat more.’
Audrey felt her enthusiasm for the swaggie’s life begin to fade. But her things were already stacked along the wall. She had announced she was leaving. She couldn’t back out now.
Eleven
When Audrey had a high fever, her mum had brought her broth to sip and laid cool damp cloths on her forehead. She’d fanned Audrey to make a cool breeze. Out in the bush, on her own, there would be no one to do those things for her.
‘You’re a brave girl.’ Mrs Barlow spread jam on her bread, then sipped her tea. ‘I’m sure you have a plan to protect yourself against dingoes and snakes. And then there are the mosquitoes. But you know how to rub your skin with animal fat or crushed ants’ nest to stop the mozzies biting you. I’m sure you’ll be fine. Too bad the mozzies are so awful at the moment.’
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