by Leah Vale
Juliet turned her back on the man she had dreamed of being with again and growled at her brother, "You were supposed to be watching him, William."
Her use of his proper name stopped him as if she'd yanked his chain, and his hazel gaze jumped to her. As usual, her big, lazy, older brother's short brown hair stuck flat to his head on one side and stood straight up on the other, and he had his red-and-black flannel shirt misbuttoned.
"What'd he do?" Willie quickly scanned the store till he spotted the toddler. "You botherin' the customers again, booger?"
"Don't call him that," she ground out. "I've told you a thousand times."
Nat's father said, "He's not bothering anyone." He rumpled Nat's too-long hair.
Ohh, how she remembered his deep, nimbly voice that had turned her to mush in a heartbeat. And the sweet words of flattery and destiny he'd whispered in her ear. And how she had allowed herself, just that once, to believe. To believe in knights in shining armor and princesses who lived happily ever after.
"But I bet you like to bother ants, don'tcha?" he asked her baby and stood. "Just like your daddy."
"Who knows?" Willie said as he went toward them. "Natter's daddy was just some guy on a sweet bike who stopped only long enough to disappear in the back shed with my little sister."
"William!"
"It's not like it's any big secret." Willie scooped up his nephew and tossed the little boy on his broad shoulder. She thought Nat's daddy was about to protest until he appeared to realize that the squeals the child made were ones of pleasure.
"So you thought that bike was sweet, eh?" he asked Willie.
"Yeah, I did."
"So did I," he said with a wistful smile that sent a jolt of longing through Juliet.
She closed her eyes and fisted her hands at her sides. Maybe if she concentrated real hard this would all go away.
Willie was halfway to the back of the store before what the guy had said registered. "Say what?"
Nat's father let out a soft breath. "Boy, that thing could move. But what do you expect from a Beemer? I could have done without the fluorescent green, though." He said it all so offhandedly, like her brother already knew that he was the guy on the bike. Juliet's eyes snapped open. Clearly he wanted him
to know. No, no, no. He'd already made his feelings toward her clear. He would only want Nathan.
"You knew that bike?" Willie asked as he started back toward the handsome man by the door.
"Of course." With his hands buried casually in his pockets, he looked for all the world as if they were chatting about the weather.
Her brother frowned fiercely. "How?"
Willie was so dumb. He had been the only other person around that day, though he had been too interested in the green-and-white BMW racing motorcycle to notice his little sister falling head-over-heels for the guy who had climbed off the thing. But she'd just turned twenty-one at the time, so she doubted his notice would have mattered much anyhow.
Her one and only mistake's expression grew serious. "Because it was mine."
"What?" Willie exclaimed.
Extending a hand toward her brother, he said, "The name's Harrison Rivers."
Harrison. His name was Harrison Rivers, of all things. She would have remembered a name like that. So he really hadn't told her. Her fantasies were unraveling more and more by the second.
His gaze locked on hers as he said to her brother, "I was the guy in the back shed with your sister."
"No!" Harrison's brown-eyed girl practically shouted the denial. She swiftly moved forward and reached for his child.
My God. He had a child. His chest felt ready to explode with emotions he couldn't name or begin to control.
He watched her perch the baby on her slim hip and tuck his little head under her chin. "This isn't the guy." She stared him in the eye, daring him to argue.
"Are you sure?" her brother asked, eyeing Harrison from head to foot.
"Of course I'm sure. Don't you think I'd know?" she said sharply.
"You heard what I said." Harrison stated quietly what his heart wanted to shout, "That baby is mine." Then his throat closed up. They'd made a baby that day. All this time he'd thought they'd only made a little magic, a little bit of heaven that wasn't meant to last.
His baby's mother gulped like she was swallowing something distasteful. "No. No he is not," she clearly lied, her face growing paler by the second.
Harrison captured her gaze again. Why was she denying this? He would have thought a woman in her circumstances would be pointing a finger at him and screeching, This is the guy who knocked me up!
"Then how did he know about the bike?" her brother asked, still unconvinced.
Her breath started coming so hard Harrison could hear it from where he stood. "Ah, lucky guess?" she fumbled, refusing to meet his eyes.
Harrison's heart went out to her for what she must have gone through, pregnant and alone, but he wasn't going to let her deny him. That child was part of him.
"Why would he be claiming to be the guy if he's not the guy?" her brother argued. Maybe he wasn't as mentally challenged as he looked.
"Why?" she parroted. She started shifting her weight from one bare foot to the other.
Man, she still had sexy feet. His body responded instantly with all sorts of throbbing and hardening.
Just as it had over two years ago. Only, now he couldn't blame his reaction to her on his grief and the way it had made him so out of control. So why did she still push all his hot buttons just standing there with bare feet?
He gave himself a shake and promised not to find out. He had never reacted to any woman the way he did to her, and instant fatherhood was complication enough.
"Why?" she repeated. "How the heck should I know? Maybe he's some kind of pervert who wants to get his hands on Nat." Her desperation became glaringly obvious in the way she struggled for an argument.
Again he found himself wondering why she wanted to negate his responsibility. Could she be so selfless as to want to spare him? But why would she think he wanted to be spared?
He asserted, "I am not a pervert. I'm a man who takes responsibility for his mistakes."
Her eyes flared, and he instantly regretted his choice of words.
"My child is not a mistake," she hissed.
He raised his hands in supplication. "I'm sorry. You know what I meant."
"You're right, I do. Just like I know what you meant when you said
earlier that you'd hoped I'd gotten married and left town. So why don't you head on back down the highway like you'd planned."
"I can't. Not now."
"Wow." Her brother laughed in disbelief.
"No, no, no," she whispered, and slowly backed away.
Harrison pointed at the child. "Just look at him.
He looks exactly like me. There are pictures of me as a baby on my grandmother's piano. That's what I looked Like at...what? About eighteen months?" he asked the brother and received a nod in answer. "He looks just like me because I'm his father. I came through here the beginning of June over two years ago and saw the most beaut- I saw you, sitting up on that balcony, and, well, I lost my head."
"And got something else," her brother mumbled crudely.
Harrison glared into William's hazel eyes, nowhere near the deep color of his sister's, and thought if he had been her brother, he would have flattened the man who'd left his sister pregnant by now. But this idiot looked downright amused.
She didn't. She looked...scared? What did she have to be afraid of? The only thing he was sure of at that moment was that he intended to accept his responsibilities, as he'd been raised to do, for this child. His child. Holy smoke.
The spark back in her mesmerizing brown-and-gold eyes, she said challengingly, "What makes you think you weren't just one of a ton of guys who've... who've ridden through here?"
"Nobody's gonna buy that, Julie," her brother said, butting in. He turned to Harrison. "She's not like that. As far as anyone knows that's
the only time she's even let a guy get close," he said, defending her with an odd sort of pride.
Harrison blanched, vividly remembering his shock when he'd discovered she had been a virgin-after she no longer was one. She had been adamant that it had been her choice, that she had wanted him to be the one. A distinction that even now stirred something vaguely possessive within him. He'd never felt possessive about any woman before, which was why he'd known even then that he shouldn't see her again. But now things were different. He had a son.
William gave his sister a fond look. "Fellas 'round here don't call Julie the ice princess for nothing."
She gave him a virulent glare in return and growled, "You are such dead meat, Willie. I already said, He's not the guy."
Harrison willed her to look at him again, but she buried her face in the sleepy toddler's soft hair. "Your name's not Julie," he half whispered, racking his brain for the name that floated just beyond his reach. It was more lyrical than Julie.
His inability to remember her name bothered him. But names hadn't been important then. They had stepped to a different plane where such things didn't matter. The only thing that had mattered was the connection he had felt to her the second their gazes had met. The connection that tugged at him still.
Finally she looked up into his eyes, and it hit him. "Juliet. Your name is Juliet."
Her eyes welled and a single tear spilled down her cheek. His throat closed up again. She turned and ran with the child through the door to the back. Apparently, for her the connection had broken. For some inexplicable reason his pride felt pricked.
"That's right," her brother exclaimed. As he turned to follow his sister he added, "But everyone around here calls her Julie."
Harrison shook his head. He would never call her that. Despite the fact there could never be anything other than parenthood between them again."You what?" Harrison's father, George Rivers, roared and jumped to his feet, nearly toppling his chair.
Harrison raised his eyes to the study's high, coffered ceiling and willed himself to stay calm. "I said, I just discovered I'm the father of an adorable, eighteen-month-old boy," he repeated, annoyed by the slight tremor of emotion in his voice. He would have to get a handle on that and soon. He had to keep his perspective to make rational decisions.
Unfortunately, he suspected that little boy had already undermined his determination to keep his emotions under control. Nathan was one more person Harrison had to fear losing-one more person with the power to change him like his father had been changed.
His father put his fists on the desk and leaned forward. "The hell you say. Who is she? You haven't taken the time to see anyone from around here. Is she one of your classmates from Harvard?"
"Her name is Juliet Jones. And no, she didn't attend Harvard."
"Juliet? I don't remember meeting any Juliet." His father straightened and ran a weary hand over his balding head, massaging it as he went. "I don't recall hearing you so much as mention a Juliet."
"That's because you didn't meet her and I am certain I never mentioned her." Harrison walked to the floor-to-ceiling windows lining one wall of the study.
He braced his hands against the frame and gazed out at the expanse of freshly cut lawn and a wall of manicured shrubs. That time with Juliet had been his most private-not to mention distracting-memory. Having to make it known rankled, but he would do what was right.
"How long were you involved with this girl?"
Harrison's jaw tightened as he faced his father. "One day." One incredible, fateful day.
His father's brows rose to where his hair had once been and he flushed vividly. "Are you saying this was a one-night stand? My God, Harrison. You've always pushed the envelope, but you've never done anything stupid before."
"George, stop badgering the boy and let him tell us about the baby," Harrison's paternal grandmother finally spoke up from her chair in front of the fireplace.
George raised his hands in submission and sat back down behind his desk. "All right, all right." Gesturing to Harrison, he said with a sarcastic note, "Please. Continue. I'm dying to hear about any and all of your illegitimate offspring."
"Damn it, Dad-"
"Gentlemen, please." Dorothy Rivers rose and came toward them. Elegantly diminutive, she looked up at Harrison with warm green eyes. "Darling, do get back to telling us about the baby and this Juliet."
Harrison blew out a breath. "Yes, of course, Grandmother." He took her small hand in his and used the excuse of leading her to one of the chairs in front of the great mahogany desk to reclaim his temper.
His father made a rude noise. "Exactly how much do you know about this woman?"
Harrison helped his grandmother get seated then faced his father. "Not much. Her family lives above and in the rooms behind a store they operate up on the McKenzie River."
His father crimsoned. "Are you telling us you knocked up a storekeeper's daughter?"
"George, don't be crude."
Harrison frowned. "As far as I could tell today, she's the one who does the keeping." He wished he had found out more, but Juliet had refused to speak further with him. Her brother, suddenly acquiring a proper brotherly attitude, would only answer the most basic questions about his sister and nephew.
"So why did she wait so long to contact you?" his father asked. "You didsay the child was eighteen months old, didn't you?"
"Yes, he is. And she didn't contact me. I found out about him when I went back to the store-"
His father sat forward. "You went back? Why? You said it was a one-night stand."
"Yes, I went back, and why is none of your business. If I hadn't I never would have known about Nathan."
His grandmother sat forward, too. "His name is Nathan?"
Harrison smiled into her eyes, only slightly faded by age, and nodded. "Nathan Maxwell Jones. Apparently, she named him after her grandfather."
"Just like you were. Is he a towhead like you were, too?" Her eyes positively sparkled now.
Harrison's smile widened. "As blond as can be." He felt an intense warmth he wasn't inclined to squelch spread through his chest when he pictured the little boy. His little boy.
George gave him that narrow-eyed look he'd been using at the office. "Is this Juliet aware of how much you're worth?"
Harrison glared right back. "Seeing as I left my business card with her brother, I don't think it'd be too hard to figure out."
His father tented his fingers in front of him, his high forehead creased in displeasure.
Harrison raised his hands in exasperation. "What difference does it make? I'm going to do the right thing in regards to my child."
His father slowly rose to his feet. "And just what do you consider 'the right thing' to be?"
Harrison shrugged at the obviousness of the answer. "To provide for my son and become a part of his life, as any father should."
His grandmother's eyes went wide. "You mean through marriage?"
Harrison pulled back his chin, not having thought of his involvement in those terms at all. To say Juliet wasn't exactly corporate wife material would be putting it mildly. Their differences were too great for that sort of relationship. Besides, he didn't want any kind of relationship. No matter how much he was attracted to her, he could never let himself have her again.
His father scoffed. "Of course he doesn't meanthrough marriage." He waved the idea off then fixed Harrison with a hard look. "What kind of proof did she give that you are indeed the father? No way will I acknowledge some random child as a member of the Rivers family without proof."
Not about to give his father ammunition by telling him about Juliet's claim that someone else fathered Nathan, he said, "She doesn't need any proof. All you have to do is look at Nat to know he's mine. I know he's mine." That baby was tangible proof of the intangible connection he'd felt with Juliet. A connection the likes of which he had never felt before or since.
"And all she has to do is look at you to know she's hit the jackpot."
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nbsp; "Juliet thinks no such thing. She made it quite clear she doesn't want anything from me." Just as he'd made it clear he wanted nothing more from her before he'd met Nathan. An image of her in her snug T-shirt, jeans and bare feet came to mind, and his body instantly responded. Too bad it was a lie. Good thing lust could be ignored.
"Well, if she's not making any claim, you certainly aren't obligated-"
Harrison fisted his hands at his sides as a cold, suffocating anger surged through him. "It doesn't matter if she's making a claim or not. That child is of me. And obligated or not, I plan to be a part of his life and to make his life better for it. End of discussion."
He turned to leave, but his grandmother's soft touch on his hand stopped him. She placed an emerald silk-clad elbow on the arm of the chair and leaned toward him, an intense expression in her mossy eyes. "Do you intend to make a claim on the child?"
Harrison raised his brows. "You mean sue for custody?"
Only one of her brows went up in response.
His father put his head in his hands and groaned, "Good God."
Harrison shook his head. "No. That would be wrong."
From behind his hands George said, "And you're the expert on that, aren't you? Getting a girl you don't even know pregnant and all."
Harrison gave his father a narrow-eyed look of his own. "At least I'm prepared to deal with it," he shot back before he turned and left the room. Taking Nathan away from his mother would definitely be wrong. The notion hadn't even occurred to him.
Then the image of the store came to mind. The place was falling apart. No one would blame him for wanting to take his baby out of those conditions. He stopped in the foyer and looked around. Nowhere could be more perfect for raising a child than the opulent but extremely livable Rivers estate. He had loved growing up here.
Knowing the importance of family, his grandfather had wanted his son and grandchildren close to him, so he'd had this huge house built, with separate wings providing each part of the family with their own space. And Harrison needed every inch of that space when his father was in one of the moods he had begun to suffer in the past two years. If not for his grandmother and his younger sister, Ashley, Harrison would have bought a condo in town close to work. Were he to ever move, though, he would miss the place, and Harrison knew Nathan would love living here.
