I don’t really know how to respond. It seems unreal, but I can tell he is completely serious.
“Like ever?”
“That’s what I said, Mama.”
“How can you tell if you like a girl if you don’t even know her?” I ask and something about this conversation hurts me.
“I fuck her.”
Oh. My. God!
“You... I don’t even know what to say to that.”
Dragon seems to get agitated. His face went from being somewhat soft (I’m not sure it could ever go completely soft, he was too harsh.) to being tight and there is a vein popping along the side of his neck.
“Nothing to say, Mama it’s just the truth.”
“That’s unreal.”
“I’m not shiny and new Nicole. I’ve fucking been around the block. I’ve got scratches and dents and a lot of fucking miles. I’m a classic and not just anyone can handle me. I’m not about to make apologies for that shit. I am what I am.”
“A classic?”
“Only ride worth a damn is one that’s been around awhile and knows the curves in the road.”
“Been around awhile? I can see that. That must be why there’s so much rust. God I can’t believe you. You’re such an ass.”
“Whatever woman, I’m tired. Let’s get in bed.”
“Um, this is my house.” I said.
Dragon stands up and without even asking, yanks my afghan away.
“Hey stop that! I’m cold!” I complain reaching for it, but he threw it on the chair across from us before I could.
“That’s why we’re going to bed, so I can warm you up.”
“Dragon you can’t sleep here.”
“Nicole, I can.” He counters and bends down and picks me up like I weighed nothing. It was a strange feeling and if I hadn’t been panicking over Dragon informing me we would be sleeping together tonight. I might have enjoyed it.
“We shouldn’t. We should get to know each other better first.”
“I was planning on just sleeping tonight Mama, but I told you how I get to know women. If that’s what you want, I can change my plans. It’ll have to be quick though, because I’m beat girl.”
“Uh… we could just sleep.”
It was then I knew I was in trouble—like really big trouble. Because it was then I saw a complete miracle. Dragon smiled. Holy hell! He was a walking wet dream before, but a smile? A real one, the kind that lit up those dark eyes of his and caused angels to weep. Christ.
Dragon carried me upstairs and I directed him to my room. Once there, he slowly let me slide down his body until I stood in front of him. He moves his hand around to undo my hair, letting it fall free.
“What the hell do you call this?” He asks looking at the holder I had put in my hair earlier that day.
“A scrunchie.”
“A what?”
I didn’t know how to explain further, so I just remained quiet. Dragon flung the article in question on my night stand. I wanted him, but I needed to hold myself back. I had never in my life reacted to someone the way I did to Dragon. I don’t think it’s entirely healthy. I need to take a few steps back. That was easier said than done though, because the man of my fantasies was currently undressing.
First the shirt went up and over his head and I found myself staring at his broad chest. It took all I had not to reach up and start licking him like a postage stamp. When his hands went to the snap on his jeans I reach out and stop him.
“What are you doing?”
“Getting undressed babe, it’s late and I’ve got a shit ton of things to do tomorrow.”
“You can’t sleep naked.” I croak.
“I do it every night Nicole. Best you get used to that shit now.”
Panic starts to set in, until his words register.
“Umm… why would I need to get use to it?”
“Because babe, you’re in my bed. While we’re on the subject, cute as that shit is you’ve got goin’ on there, get out of it.”
“I’m in your bed?” I asked trying to digest this.
“That’s what I said.”
“How many others are in your bed?”
Dragon looks at me and it feels like his eyes are boring into me. I did my best to not look away though. I wasn’t sure what I was doing, what he was doing. I wasn’t even sure what we were doing together! Still, I sensed that this conversation was important.
“Me burying my dick in another woman, I’m sensing is a deal breaker for you.”
“Damn straight,” I answer immediately.
“Then for however long this lasts, you’re the only one who gets my dick.”
“You’re so romantic.”
“Mama if you’re trying to mold me into this perfect fucking boyfriend, that’s not who I am. I’m dark, I’m jaded and I like my sex dirty. I’m not going to say I’m sorry for being who I am. I like who I am baby, I ain’t changing for no fucking body.”
I could get pissed here, but the truth was I wanted to have more of Dragon. I had made a decision to live more and I have never felt more alive then when I am around this man.
“Just to say if you want to be in my bed, then I want sole ownership of it all, not just your dick—for ever how long this lasts.”
“You’re a hard bitch.” He said, but he was half way smiling.
I shrugged.
“Whatever mama if that’s how you want it, that’s how you’ll get it. Just remember, you are solely mine too. Now strip and get your pretty ass in bed, I’m tired.”
I look away as he finishes undressing. It was weird. We’ve had sex, and I wanted to again. Right now, even. Still, I was embarrassed to see him naked with the harsh light in the room. I walk over to the door and turn out the light. When I turn back around Dragon has pulled the cover down and climbed in the bed. He turns the lamp on that is on the nightstand. He then stretches out against the pillows, his eyes locking on mine, daring me to undress.
I take a deep breath and try to channel my inner Dani. She would have already been undressed and rubbing up against him.
Yes! Yes! Let’s do that!
And here I thought Bad Nicole had given up the ghost. I close my eyes, because seriously I couldn’t do this any other way. I quickly stepped out of my clothes. I leave my underwear and tank on and climb in the bed.
“You can open your eyes now Mama.”
“Um no, I can’t, not yet anyways.”
“Why the hell not?”
“I have to work up my courage.”
Dragon laughs. I had never heard him laugh freely before. It wasn’t a full belly laugh, I had a feeling Dragon didn’t do those. Still, it was a soft laugh and it warmed me inside. I don’t think many people made Dragon do that. I really liked that I could.
He pulled me tight against him. His arm acts like my pillow. He kisses my forehead. I didn’t think that was something tough bikers did, but I liked that he did and I wanted more of it.
“Night Mama.” He says softly in the darkness.
“Night, Dragon.”
Chapter 10
Dragon
I don’t sleep through the night. I can’t remember ever doing that shit. With the life I have led? That shit could get you killed, or fucked up in a way that a man wished he was dead. Sometimes the dreams woke me, sometimes the memories. Point being they always woke me…except for last night.
I woke up to the sunshine blasting through faded yellow curtains. I never thought much about curtains, especially freaking yellow ones with white daisies all over them. I sure as hell never figured I’d be waking up staring at them. I look around the room and I am immediately bothered. Nicole is no where to be found. Damn it, after spending the night curled up against her ass, it did not make me a happy man to find she wasn’t nearby. I jump out of bed, not bothering to get dressed. I hear pans banging in the kitchen so I make a beeline for it.
“Not happy Mama.”
She turns around to look at me and Christ. She’s in her pajamas aga
in, minus those hideous socks she had on last night. Her hair is pulled up and away from her face in another one of those god-awful bun contraptions she had last night. She doesn’t have a bit of make up on, and she’s in front of the stove holding a spatula and smiling at me. I don’t think I had ever seen anything better. Gorgeous! My dick which had already been hard now throbbed. Her smile falters and her face heats as she looks at me and takes in my aroused state. So, fucking cute! Hell had I ever known a woman who blushed?
“Dragon you’re naked!”
“I woke up and my woman wasn’t in the bed.”
“I was hungry….Wait your woman?” She asks but I wasn’t in the mood to play twenty fucking questions.
“I was too.” I growl walking over to the stove, turning it off and yanking the spatula out of her hand.
“Was too…what?” She asks as I put my hands under her ass and pulled her up on my body.
She squeals and then put her arms around my neck and locks her legs behind my back.
“Hungry.” I whisper nibbling on her neck gently while trying to make my way back up the stairs.
“Holy hell did I enter Skinemax?” A loud voice asks from behind me.
I look over my shoulder to see Nicole’s friend standing there. What had Crush said her name was?
I ignore her, more important things on my mind.
“I can’t believe you’re naked! Dani is ogling your ass!” Nicole whispers in my ear.
Aww…Dani, whatever, I can’t help but grin at Nicole’s words though.
“Dani quit staring at Dragon’s ass!” She yells and damn, the woman has lungs.
“It’s a fucking nice ass Nic. Makes you want to just dig your nails into it and hold on for the ride.”
Nicole lays her head down on my shoulder.
“She’s not wrong,” she sighs, her breath tickling my ear.
My dick leaks at the image of her holding on as I fuck her hard. I want to feel her nails biting into me as her body opens for me to sink in. Aw, fuck if I don’t get control I’m going to nail her here on the stairs while her girl is watching.
I count backwards in my head, trying to calm myself. It’s hopeless, my control snaps when she begins nibbling on my neck, sucking my skin into her mouth, running her teeth gently against the muscle and releasing with a teasing lick. She has one hand in my hair and another slowly trailing her nails down my chest.
“You taste good Dragon.” She whispers, her fingernails graze my nipple at the exact same time she bites into the lobe of my ear. Nicole’s tongue licks over the bite and then twirls in my ear.
I don’t know how to explain it, I’ve fucked so many women in my life, I couldn’t tell you who they were, let alone what they looked like. It had always been a warm hole and a way to work out the anger inside of me. You didn’t live the life I have led and not be filled with hate and anger. Still, with all the experience I’ve had, not one touch had affected me like Nicole’s.
I made it to the bedroom, but it was a near thing. I slam the bedroom door, drowning out her girls’ laughter. I admit I might have run up those last two stairs. I lean against the closed door and let Nicole slide to the floor, keeping her body tight against mine.
“You’re running awful hot Nicole after being cool last night.”
“A girl can change her mind, can’t she Dragon?” She asks her voice soft and husky, sending even more need through my body.
“I wasn’t complaining Mama, just wondering about my good luck.”
“There’s something I can reassure you about Dragon.” She said.
Nicole pulls away from me and I let her, even though I would rather keep her closer. I was afraid she was going to put a stop to our party and I wish I had kept my damn mouth shut. Instead she shocks the hell out of me and starts taking off her shirt.
“Reassure me?” I ask, watching the shirt fall to the floor, as her hands move to unlatch the front clasp of the hot pink and black bra she’s wearing. It’s sexy as hell, but can’t hold a candle to the way her rose colored nipples are pebbled and her heavy breasts call to me, once she frees them. I make a fist to keep from reaching out and taking what I want. She has a plan and I’m damn sure interested to see where she is going to take it. Still, I have every intention of torturing her later and covering every inch of her breasts with my marks. I want her to look at herself for days and see where my mouth and teeth have been. Fuck, I’m not talking just her tits either. I can’t wait to explore her entire body.
“Yeah, because I know beyond a shadow of a doubt, you are going to get very lucky.” She says, stepping out of her pajamas to reveal she’s not wearing anything underneath. I thought she was perfect in that moment. I honestly didn’t believe anything could get better. Then, she reaches up and pulls her hair down, so that it falls around her face in waves. I drink her in like a man that has been lost in the desert for months. Fucking phenomenal! The fact that her face is heated with embarrassment makes her sexier. She wasn’t used to this. She was stepping out of her comfort zone…for me. Opening up and laying her-self bare, all for me. I made a decision right there in that moment. It wasn’t conscious, it just locked into place. I’d be the last fucking man she opens up to. She was mine and she was fucking staying that way.
“You’re fucking gorgeous baby, fucking gorgeous.”
Her face heats some more, but she smiles and the nervous worry that had been in her expression left. Some idiot had shaken her in the past. I may have to hunt the fuckwad down and thank the stupid bastard, after I pound his face in for touching what’s mine.
Nicole licks her lips and watching that pink little tongue come out to caress and moisten… shit. I reach for her, but she ignores me. Instead she drops to her knees in front of me. Her hand reaches out and fists my cock, her thumb gently caressing the leaking moisture all over the head. Holy fuck! Those words blast through my mind like a school boy getting his first blow job.
“Do you know what I’ve wondered Dragon?” She whispers and I’m looking down to see her staring up at me with her wide blue eyes and knowing beyond a shadow of a doubt that I am lost to this woman, in ways I can’t even comprehend.
“What Mama?”
“How you taste… I really want to know. I’ve been dreaming about it.”
“Have you baby?” My voice is shaky as hell; she has me on pins and needles.
I’m waiting to see what she says next, but she surprises me by running her tongue over the head of my cock. She tightens her fist and begins stroking me in a gentle slow rhythm that already has my balls tightening up.
I sift my fingers through her hair. I’ve never in my life paid attention to color; too many fucks in my life had shown me that kind of hate, yet right now at this very minute though it hits me. Her soft, dark blonde hair and darker brown highlights shines bright against my dark skin. As I graze my thumb across her cheek, the pale white of her skin against my darker one is stark, but beautiful. It is completely fucking different, but calls to me. I’m not stupid; I know it has nothing to do with our differences and everything to do with the fact that something inside of me needs this particular woman. Everything about her that I have discovered in the short time I’ve known her? It soothes me, and is just another reason why I’m not fighting it anymore. My brain screams, ‘Mine!’ and I know it.
As the words echo in my mind, all thoughts cease at once, as Nicole envelops me completely in her mouth. Taking my cock into the hot, wet tunnel her mouth has created. My hand wraps into her hair and my head goes back, as I close my eyes and lose another piece of myself to this woman.
I have to fight to stop myself from thrusting into her mouth, demanding she take what I give her. She started this show and I want her to be the one to finish it. Still she takes me almost completely, her fist stopping me from going too far. Her tongue is darting over the length of my cock, the tight suction of her mouth feeling like heaven. Then her free hand begins palming my balls, rolling them, stroking them at the same time and I know this parti
cular ride is going to end very soon. She moans against my cock and the vibration raises chills along my skin. She’s picking up speed, working me harder and faster, harder and faster, my heart is beating so fast that it may jump out of my chest. I need to stop her, I want to finish inside of her, God I really do, but I don’t think I have it in me to pull away from this right now. I need this but I know I should warn her…
“Nicole, God baby…I…I’m…you need to stop…I’m going to cum Mama.” I say tightening my fist in her hair to pull her away before it’s too late.
She looks up at me, her eyes filled with lust, her face flushed, her lips plump and wet. Holy shit I thought she was beautiful before, but now? There are no words. Just her, and she hits me. She hits me all the way to the fucking bone.
“Give it to me Dragon. I want it. Give me every damn drop. It’s mine.”
Then she plunges her mouth back down over my cock taking every inch I’ve got to give, like she was starving for it and fuck me I think she is. Whatever this is between us, she’s feeling it too. So I stop fighting. I give her what she begged for. My fist wraps tighter in her hair and I fuck her mouth with all I’ve got, trying to hold on for as long as I can before I explode. I’m holding on until I feel her finger move back to my ass pushing against the opening there and teasing me. There is no holding back after that. One, two three more thrusts and I cry out her name as I release into her mouth, I listen to her moan as she swallows me down.
Nicole slowly releases my cock and the popping noise is loud through the room. She uses the back of her hand and her tongue to clean her mouth but it doesn’t seem to bother her. No, she’s smiling up at me, and I can’t seem to move, barely catching my breath.
“Come here Mama.” I growl weakly, because the woman has drained me—in more ways than one.
She stands up gracefully and looks up at me. There’s a question in her eyes. I’m not sure what it is, but it’s there. I can see some pearl white of my seed on the corner of her lips. I push that into her mouth with my thumb. She sucks it and my thumb gently, her eyes never leaving mine. I search for something to say. There’s something in her eyes and I want to give her what she needs, but I’m a dumb fuck. I’ve never been here before. My experience with women boils down to get in and get out. Hell until last night I had never slept with a woman all night. This is completely fucking different. I’m at a loss. Still, I want to try…Nicole stops that though when she smiles at me and says with a dare in her eyes,
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