by Amy Lillard
OUTSTANDING PRAISE FOR AMY LILLARD AND HER AMISH ROMANCES!
TITUS RETURNS
“Fans of inspirational romance will appreciate Lillard’s vivid characters and positive message.”
—Publishers Weekly
JUST PLAIN SADIE
“A beautifully written romance with an adoring character who sees herself as merely ordinary looking. When an outsider comes into the mix, the outcome will shock readers. The story is fast paced and believable. Lillard writes stories readers can relate to.”
—RT Book Reviews
LORIE’S HEART
“This is a charming, contemporary novel with no-nonsense characters who are struggling with who they thought they were and who they are now, while trying to figure out in which world they belong.”
—RT Book Reviews
CAROLINE’S SECRET
“Sweetly inspirational . . . Rich with the trappings of Amish culture and tradition, the novel informs as well as entertains.”
—Publishers Weekly
“Lillard’s evocative prose, well-drawn protagonists and detailed settings result in an inspirational story of romance, faith, and trust. Caroline’s search for forgiveness and happiness will appeal to fans of Wanda Brunstetter and Beverly Lewis.”
—Library Journal
Also by Amy Lillard
The Wells Landing Series
CAROLINE’S SECRET
COURTING EMILY
LORIE’S HEART
JUST PLAIN SADIE
TITUS RETURNS
MARRYING JONAH
Published by Kensington Publishing Corporation
The QUILTING CIRCLE
AMY LILLARD
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Table of Contents
OUTSTANDING PRAISE FOR AMY LILLARD AND HER AMISH ROMANCES!
Also by Amy Lillard
Title Page
Copyright Page
MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
Chapter Nine
MORE THAN A PROMISE
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Chapter Seven
Chapter Eight
MORE THAN A MARRIAGE
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Chapter Four
Chapter Five
Chapter Six
Teaser chapter
MORE THAN FRIENDSHIP
Again, ye have heard that it hath been said by them of old time, Thou shalt not forswear thyself, but shalt perform unto the Lord thine oaths
—Matthew 5:33
Chapter One
Clara Rose Yutzy pulled the buggy to a stop and set the brake. “She’s a good horse indeed, Mammi.”
Her grandmother smiled. “I got her at the Clarita auction.”
“I know, Mammi. I was with you, remember?” Clara Rose slid from the buggy. Her grossmammi was as sharp as a tack. Of course she remembered. Mammi just wanted the reinforcement that she had gotten an excellent animal when she bought the retired thoroughbred.
“She’s a beauty, huh?” Her mammi got out as well, smiling to herself as she patted the shiny roan on the rear.
“That she is.” Clara Rose slipped her arms out of her black sweater and folded it across her arm. It was warm for early October, but that was the way of Oklahoma. It seemed, come fall or spring, she always carried a sweater whether she thought she would need it or not. The weather was so unpredictable it was certain if she didn’t have one she would most certainly need it.
“It’ll be fun to get started on a new project, jah?” Mammi pulled their basket of materials from behind the buggy seat and hooked it over one arm.
Though she was nearing sixty, Verna Yutzy had a spring in her step and a sparkle in her eye that Clara Rose had forever admired.
Verna attributed her glow of happiness to her longtime marriage to Clara Rose’s grandfather. Abraham Yutzy had gone to his reward the year before, and yet Verna plodded on. Secretly, Clara Rose felt that her grandmother was enjoying life on her own. It was really no matter to her. All she cared about was that her grandmother was happy.
“Do you think Helen and Emily will be here?”
“Maybe,” Mammi replied.
Clara Rose unhitched the horse, even as her gaze searched the yard for Emily Riehl’s familiar buggy. She always enjoyed spending time with her friend. Though they weren’t in the same buddy bunch when they were running around, Wells Landing wasn’t that large, and everyone knew everyone else.
She turned the horse free into the pasture, watching as her grossmammi’s favorite new beast snickered and approached the other horses already there.
“Verna, Clara Rose, come in, come in,” Eileen called from the front porch. “You’re late.”
Verna shook her head. “Five after is not late, Eileen Brenneman. Keep your apron on. We’re coming.”
“You’ve been racing that new horse on the back roads.”
Verna shook her head, but her eyes twinkled mischievously. “Just because she’s a former racehorse doesn’t mean Daisy Lane wants to run any faster than necessary these days.”
Clara Rose hid her smile. Her grandmother’s new buggy horse was a retired racehorse from Tulsa. The owner had donated her to the Clarita School Auction, and her grandmother had snapped the beautiful beast up as quickly as she could. Frankly, Clara Rose thought her grandmother had paid a bit much for the horse, but she knew that Mammi got a secret thrill out of owning a retired racehorse for a buggy horse like some of the folks in Holmes County did.
“I brought sugar cookies,” Clara Rose said as she climbed the porch steps.
“Set them on the table with the rest. We’ll quilt for a while, then we’ll eat.”
Verna led the way into the large room off to one side. The house had been converted from an Englisch house to an Amish house, and the rumor around town was that the room had previously been the owner’s car garage. Now it held several large chairs. After their quilt squares were all complete, they would sew them together, then bring out the quilting f
rame to finish the job, but that wouldn’t be for a month or so.
Clara Rose slipped into the seat next to her good friend Tess Smiley. Tess gave her a shy smile, then ducked her head. The girl really was the prettiest person Clara Rose had ever seen. Maybe even prettier than Lorie Kauffman. Though these days Clara Rose hardly recognized Lorie when she came to town, not since she’d turned Englisch.
“This should be fun, jah?” Tess said.
Clara Rose gave a small nod. “I was here last year. It was a lot of fun.”
Their circle was the kind that met year-round, unlike some that only quilted in the wintertime due to the extra summer work of planting, farming, canning, and the like.
Tess gave a small nod. Everyone pulled out their needle and thread and started to work. The twenty-five-block square of beautiful pinks and corals would surely fetch a good price at the school auction next year.
The sewing group had been donating quilts to the Clarita School Auction for as long as Clara Rose could remember. And to be part of such a long-standing group gave her a secret thrill. After every meeting, she had to say a little prayer of forgiveness for her prideful nature in the beautiful quilts that they made.
“How much longer till the wedding?” Fannie Stoll asked. Was that a bit of jealousy she heard in Fannie’s voice? The poor girl was nearing thirty with no prospects. It had to be hard on Fannie to see all her friends get married, while she was the only one who remained single. There was nothing wrong with Fannie. She was pleasing to the eye and a good cook. So why no man had scooped her up and married her by now was anybody’s guess. Only the Lord knew.
“Six weeks,” Clara Rose said. Her heart gave a little pound at the thought. In six weeks, she would marry Thomas Lapp. She would be Clara Rose Lapp. Marriage was something she had thought about for a long time. Not just the past year while she and Thomas dated nor the past nine months or so since they had announced their engagement to the community. Long before that. Back before she had even met Thomas. She had prayed and prayed for God to send a special man just for her, and He had. Now soon, so very soon, her dream would be a reality. She could hardly wait.
As she stitched, her mind wandered into daydreams. What would it be like when they moved into their own house? Would the garden be on the left or the right-hand side of the house? Would the barn be painted red? She hoped so. She also wanted chickens so she would have fresh eggs every day and a garden plot just for tomatoes because she loved them so much. She would can whatever was left over in the fall, come to quilting circle and make quilts, and she would change her church cape from black to the color of her dress, signifying to everyone that she was now a married woman. That thought thrilled her more than thinking about the upcoming November day when she would pledge her life to Thomas.
The other women began to talk around her, as her mind continued to wander. She could hardly wait to be married. She knew it might seem a little silly to some, a little overly joyous, but all she’d ever wanted to be was somebody’s wife. She looked over to her grandmother, who sat across from her, chatting with Eileen. Her own parents were a sure testament to how to make a marriage work. Most people felt that Amish marriages were destined to succeed. She’d heard the talk in the grocery store, down the aisles of the market, but she knew how hard it was for people to make a good marriage. Her parents had made a good marriage, her grandparents had made a good marriage, and that was all she wanted for herself.
“Do you have your material picked out and your dress made already?” Eileen asked.
“Jah, of course.” That had been done long ago. So why was Eileen asking?
“If you need any help, we could always work on some of it here,” Mariana added.
Clara Rose shook her head. “Oh no, that is such a generous offer. But I wouldn’t dream of taking the time away from making the quilts for the auction to do something like sew my wedding dress.” As important as it was to her, helping others topped her own wedding by miles.
“I heard that you were thinking of taking in foster kids, Mariana,” Verna said.
Mariana shook her head. “No. Not now.”
Clara Rose wondered if the information was incorrect or merely outdated. She had been coming to the quilting group long enough to know that Mariana wanted a baby so very badly, but now she was in her forties and her husband was very sick. Ill enough that she had heard rumors that he had already had someone make his funeral clothes. But Clara Rose would never dare to ask. It was just too personal. Since his illness, Mariana had completely given up the idea of having children. At least she didn’t talk about it these days like she had before.
“It was me.” Eileen’s words sent the group into utter silence. The only sound was the whir of the ceiling fan that was powered by the solar panel on the roof.
“You did?” Mariana asked.
“Well, sort of.” Eileen stopped stitching and twisted her fingers together before dropping them into her lap. “I’m thinking about adopting.” Like Mariana, Eileen was over forty and childless. The two women seemed to huddle together whenever they met, and Clara Rose wondered if it was this childless phenomenon that brought them together as friends. She knew there was a buddy bunch of childless couples, though she knew no more than that. They were a lot older than she was, of course. What they did at their meetings was their business. Not hers.
“That’s wonderful,” Tess said. Her words seemed to break the spell that had descended on the room, and everyone started stitching again except for Mariana. She just stared at her hands.
“You are?” Mariana said. Clara Rose chided herself for examining the two words for any hint of jealousy. Every night, she prayed for Mariana. Not for her to have a baby, but for her to have peace over her husband’s illness. Clara Rose couldn’t imagine what would happen if Thomas were to fall ill like Leroy had.
Her lips trembled, and Clara Rose said a small prayer of forgiveness. She had been so wrapped up in her own issues—the wedding, getting ready for the wedding, sewing dresses, and planning menus—that she hadn’t thought much about Mariana and Eileen and how different their lives were from how she pictured hers. She wanted as many kids as she could have. Didn’t every Amish woman? Little girls and little boys. Little Clara Roses and little Thomases all running around barefoot in their outfits made from matching fabric. She could almost see them chasing a herd of puppies through her coveted chickens. It was an idyllic fantasy and she knew it. But that was how she wanted to picture her life.
They continued to quilt and chat though the conversation seemed to turn to the lighter side. Maybe no one wanted to bring up weddings and children anymore. It seemed that both topics were a little bit weighted for some of their members.
“I was sure hoping to see Emily this afternoon” Clara Rose said.
“Their buddy bunch planned a day trip to Tulsa. Seems there’s some big market at the fairgrounds and they all wanted to go and shop,” Fannie said. She made a face that said she wouldn’t want to go do anything like that, and Clara Rose wondered if the expression was sincere.
“And Helen stayed home to take care of the baby.”
Emily’s little girl could hardly be called the baby. Maybe a toddler, and Clara Rose wondered when she and Elam might have another. They were very good parents. And she loved to see them when they came to church.
Helen and Emily had both been steady members of the quilting circle, but in recent months it had become harder and harder for the two of them to attend. As the bishop’s wife, Helen always had a full plate and since Emily had married Elam, her time had grown precious as well. Elam’s father, James, had been kicked in the head by an ornery milk cow a few years back and needed special care. He was much better these days, but he had limitations to deal with. Limitations that affected his entire family. Clara Rose knew it had to be hard on them all.
Eileen tied her thread in a knot, cut it down low, then stood. “I don’t know about the rest of you,” she started, “but I’m hungry. Is everyone ready to eat?”
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A round of “jahs” went up around the room. Everyone tied off their threads and prepared to snack.
Clara Rose grabbed a paper plate and piled it high with the cinnamon buns Eileen had made, one of her own sugar cookies, and the seasoned pretzels Tess had brought, along with two slices of cheese, a scoop of the pizza casserole, and a couple of bread and butter pickles that she knew for a fact had come from Fannie’s mom’s cellar.
“If you eat all that, you’re not going to be able to get into your wedding dress come November.”
Clara Rose whirled around, her hand pressed to her heart. “Obadiah Brenneman! You scared the life out of me.”
Obie smiled, his green eyes twinkling. “That was not my intention.”
“It is a sin to lie, you know. Don’t make me go to the bishop.”
His grin widened at her feigned anger. Though he had surprised her.
“What are you doing here?” she asked.
“This is my aunt’s house.”
Clara Rose took a big bite of the cinnamon bun and set it back on her plate before licking her fingers. “Yes, I do know. But what are you doing here during our quilting circle?”
Obie glanced around as if looking to see if anyone was paying them any attention. Only Fannie seemed to notice that Obie had come into the house. Everyone else was still milling around filling their plates.
“I was hoping I might talk to you.”
Clara Rose nodded. “Jah, okay.” She waited for him to start.
But Obie shook his head. “Not here. Maybe I could take you home this afternoon.”
Clara Rose shrugged. “I guess so. I came with Mammi.”
