Giving In

by J L Hamilton

  "I trust you more than anyone else in my life. However I am not going to let you tie me up. I need control, that's how I live."

  "But Jennifer, you won't let me do what I want to do if your hands are free. At least let me kiss you good night and I will leave you with a smile on your face. I don't like to see you so sad."

  "Fine, just turn around so that I can fix my towel."

  "Would it be too much to let me stay here with you tonight since the boys are not here?"

  "Pushing your luck. But you can turn around and kiss me good night."

  "Your still in bed."

  "Yes, and?"

  "And nothing."

  Take it easy big boy, we don't want to scare her again. But I am not backing down. Once I get her into kissing me, I am gonna go for it all.

  "Trey, are you just going to hover over me or are you going to kiss me again?"

  "Kiss you. When I said that you would have a smile on your face when I left that I meant it."

  That was easier than I thought.

  "Damn you Trey, untie me right now!"

  "No, I don't want you to hit me. Now tell me baby, what do you want me to do to you the most?"

  "Untie me so that I can kill you."

  "Tis tis, baby. Not going to happen. I am going to remove your towel so I can kiss every inch of your body."

  "You know this is rape right?"

  "Is that how you see this? That I am forcing myself on you? How about this? I will not put my dick in you until you beg me to. I want you to be willing to make love to me just as I am with you. Can I kiss you again or will you bite me?"

  "I'll bite you. Trey just tell me one thing and then if you are truly honest with me I will let you have me anyway you want."

  "What is it?"

  "Why me?"

  "Because you drive a desire in me I have never felt before. I want to try everything with you. See what we like together. I want to hear you scream my name while I fuck you, and whisper it in my ear during those intense moments of passion that I know I can only have with you."

  "Kiss me again. There is so much I want to try with you."

  "Before I untie you tell me this, why did you reject me for so long?"

  "I don't want to be another notch on your headboard or fall in love."

  "Oh my god baby, never would you be a notch on my headboard and you already fell. You just need to admit it."

  Now is the time, I can't wait to kiss her soft lips again.

  "Let me feel you please, I want to touch those soft wet pussy lips. Dip my fingers into you until you come."

  Fuck me she is so wet, hope she doesn't panic when I put her dildo in her and turn it on full speed.

  "Trey, I want you to fuck me with my vibrator and eat my pussy at the same time."

  "Your wish is my command. Could you read my mind? That's what I was going to do but I got caught up in the feel of your tight pussy on my fingers."

  "No and before you lick me, I want to taste you. Untie me and let me suck your dick."

  "I keep your hands tied. I tie your feet, prop some pillows behind your head and let you suck my dick. I want control over tonight. And I want you to take my dick so deep in your mouth until I am satisfied."

  "Then separate my hands at least and keep fucking my with your fingers, I'm gonna come."

  "Harder?"

  "God yes, and don't stop."

  "Not so soon baby, I want you desiring me so bad it hurts."

  "I am already there, I fuck myself every night several times thinking about you tying me up like you always say you wanted to do. And sucking your dick, and even thought about letting you fuck my ass while you fucked me with my vibrator."

  "Shit baby, you are gonna make me explode just listening to you talk about what you want to do. What brought on these desires? I know you never did any of this with our ex."

  "You. Just that simple now please make me fucking come."

  "No. I want to watch you suck my dick."

  "Fine, but afterwards you’re going to eat, lick, suck and fuck my pussy until I can't walk."

  "I am the one in control and if you keep demanding then I won't do anything but tease you. And since you are completely tied up, there is nothing you can do about it."

  I am going to really enjoy watching her suck my cock. Stroking it in front of her, as she licks her lips, she knows she wants it. "Baby, I want to feel your lips around my cock."

  "I want to taste him, I want you to finish in my mouth."

  "Shit baby, never would I have guessed you were like this. Here suck on him and don't stop until I tell you to."

  Shit look at her take him all the way to where my hand is. I need to feel her hands on my balls.

  "Your hands are free and I want you to massage my balls with your left hand and stroke my dick with your other one. Put your hand right where mine is. I want to tangle my hands in your hair. When my dick hits the back of your throat, swallow. Shit just like that Jenny. Damn! Keep doing that. Your mouth and tongue feels so damn good around my cock. Can you go faster and deeper?"

  "Mmmm hum."

  "Pick up speed then. Fuck me baby, suck that dick. It's your dick and I want you to drain it of every drop. Shit yes baby, don't fucking stop. Swallow now, feel my sperm shoot down your throat! Shit baby that is amazing. I'm gonna pull out but don't stop sucking my cock until I am all the way out. Look at me Jenny, that was mind blowing. Kiss me and let me tie you back up."

  "You taste so good I didn't want you to pull out. Let me suck you again."

  Is she really pouting at me to suck my cock again? God I am going to fall even more in love with her if she keeps this up. No more bouncing from one submissive to the next. She will be all I ever need again. Let’s just hope she doesn't find everything I want to do to extreme and leave me before I can get her to admit she wants to love me forever. God she is beautiful, tied to the bed, exposed to me like this with no shame in her eyes.

  "No baby, it's my turn to show you the pleasures I can bring to you. Don't pout, that won't be your only time you get to suck my dick. Now I want to eat your pussy."

  "I like the sound of that."

  "You are missing out on so much. I saw your butt plug, can I put it in while I eat you."

  "God yes. Before you showed up, I was going to do it and hope by the end of the week I could put both of my vibrators in me."

  "I know, I was in the house when you were talking to yourself about it. Now that you are all tied up, let me get everything."

  "If I don't like it, will you stop? And no more creeping into my house."

  "Yes love, all you have to do is say stop."

  "What if I want you and another man to fuck me at the same time?"

  "Never going to happen. I don't share and I am especially never going to share you with another man. You are mine Jenny and only mine. Say it, say that you are only mine."

  "I am no body's, that simple."

  "Really now? I think by the time I'm done with you, you will be begging to be mine. Now let me taste that sweet pussy and maybe this time I will make you come."

  "Please Trey, don't make me wait any longer, make me come than fuck me."

  "I will in due time, right now I want to....damn Jenny your pussy is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen. So wet, dripping between your ass, and pink. Oh so deliciously pink. Can I taste you Jenny? Have you ever had you pussy eaten before?"

  "No, and I want you to. I have seen it done, so I am not scared of it."

  "What you mean you have seen it done?"

  "I watch porn. Now lick my clit slow at first, I want to feel and watch everything you do."

  "No demanding me, and we are going to be watching porn together. No more watching it alone. Do you understand me?"

  "Yes fine, anything you want, just stop smacking my cunt and lick it. I want to feel it so bad."

  "Mmm baby you have missed out on so much in life. How is it that you never experienced anything like this, but willing to try to so muc
h?"

  "Because sex was mandatory not pleasure."

  "Damn baby, I am going to teach you everything I know and let you have the full experience. If there is anything you want to try speak up. If you enjoy something don't old back, let me know. There is no reason to be shy and bashful with me. You like what I like and I can already tell. Just be my submissive and let me have my way with you, and we both will be pleasured and satisfied beyond belief."

  "Okay, okay now shut up and lick me. I want to know what it feels like."

  "Stop demanding me, I am the dominate one for right now. When you come, god you taste so damn good. When you come, don't hold back, let it all go and enjoy it."

  Holy shit I have never tasted pussy so sweet and juicy. She is intoxicating. I will never get enough. I will make her fall in love with me, that I guarantee.

  Chapter 2

  Jennifer

  Shit I can't believe that I am tied up to my own bed with Trey in between my legs, and I'm panting and begging like a dog. Him licking my pussy is incredible. The feel of his tongue stroking up me, damn I can't explain it.

  "Lick me harder baby, make me come."

  I never knew sex could feel like this and he has yet to fuck me. I am never going to make it out of this room with my heart still belonging to me and only me.

  If he keeps sucking on my clit like that, I am going to explode into a million pieces and he will have to put me back together.

  "Make me come baby, please make me come. I can't take it anymore."

  "You’re not ready yet, who do you belong to?"

  I wonder if I tell him no one if he will smack my pussy lips again. I know I shouldn't like that stinging or the pain, but it feels so good.

  "Not yours. I belong to me."

  Shit, he did smack me again. What was the name of them balls that goes inside your pussy. Fuck me, I can't think straight with him slamming his fingers in me like that.

  "You are making me mad by bringing me to the breaking point then stopping or slowing down. Just make me come damn it."

  "No, not until you tell me who you belong to. The moment you do is the moment you find your release."

  Shit, is he really playing with me?

  "I will never belong to anyone. Not even you."

  "You will and you will be begging me to make you mine. I will let you come but I will not make love to you until you are ready."

  "Then just lick my pussy."

  "I love this side of you. Submissive but yet demanding of what you want me to do."

  Oh. My. God, he just slammed my vibrator in me, he's licking my pussy, and fucking me with my vibrator. Is there anything that could make this feel better?

  "Shit Trey. Please fuck me. Hit my G-spot just make this feeling end. I'm burning on the inside and want to explode."

  Right there, I pray he doesn't stop.

  Shit almost there.

  "Fuck, Trey, I'm coming! Holy goddamn shit, don't fucking stop Trey."

  He stuck his finger in my ass as I came. Holy shit it intensified the sensation. I want to try it so bad now. We need to get to a store, there is so much I want to buy right now and so much I want to do with my week with him or by myself whichever it will be.

  "Baby are you okay? Your eyes kind of rolled back in your head."

  "I'm excellent, tired, still want to be fucked. Keep that in me. Get the butt plug and the anal ease. I want to try it now."

  "Not tonight baby. You are not ready for it unless you have already tried it and have prepared yourself for it. It's not something you can just shove in you."

  "No I haven't. Come kiss me again."

  Damn I really wanted him to fuck me while the butt plug was in me. If I exploded like that with just a finger, I can't even imagine what it will be like when he is in me at the same time with the butt plug.

  "Trey, will you fuck me with the butt plug in? I want to know what it feels like to be fuck in both the ass and the pussy at the same time."

  How did I get to be so nasty? I have read one to many dirty books. Anna needs to stop sending them to me. I went with normal sex for so long that everything I read turns me on and I can't help but have the desire to try everything, and I mean everything.

  "Is that what you really want Jenny, for me to fuck your ass and your pussy at the same time? It's intense for both of us and I won't use the butt plug. I will be the one in your ass, and I will fuck your pussy using your vibrator."

  "Yes it is, I have been curious about it. And when I just came and you slipped into my ass it was incredible. I want to feel more of it."

  Ben wan balls, that's what Anna called then.

  Look at that man there, sexy as hell and he is in between my legs, kissing my body. Shit how did I get so fortunate?

  "Trey lets go to the dirty sex store and buy some stuff. I just remembered the name of the balls that go in my pussy and you can bend me over and smack my ass and it will be a new kind of pleasure."

  "Where did you hear that from?"

  "From both my best friend Anna and Fifty Shades. That is where I read so much about things I never even knew existed. Like flogging, anal fucking, whipping, and the tying down, not to mention the whole dominate and submissive rolls."

  "I swear that book has caused more damage to women than they will ever admit. You know I love kissing your body. Tied up right now you have never looked more beautiful to me. You are mine Jennifer, mine."

  Damn he is really possessive, why is he so determined to make me his. Can't he just enjoy the moment of what we are doing? That's right he is a man and men are possessive assholes. I learned that with my ex-husband.

  God I hope he keeps slipping his finger in my ass. I wonder what my come taste like.

  "Trey untie my hands, I want to rub on my pussy. I'm still horny and since you won't fuck me, I can take care of it myself."

  "No, I am not going to untie you, but I will flip you over. We are not leaving this room for nothing, so your Ben balls will just have to wait for another time. Since you are curious about me fucking your ass, I am going to get you use to it."

  Is he serious, he's gonna do it? I'm scared and excited. At least he is going to untie me for a brief moment, maybe I can grab his dick and suck on it again. One hand free, now to just get the other one. And like that I am free, while he is untying my feet I can grab him.

  Both feet untied, but he is just sitting there staring at me.

  "What is it?"

  "The look in your eyes, you just seem, I don't know. Maybe I shouldn't continue. Was I too mean or rough? I'm sorry."

  "No you weren't too mean or rough. I know it is my first time doing anything like this, but I have enjoyed it so much. All I want right now is to feel your body under my hands and your cock back in my mouth but this time, I want my pussy juice all over it so I can lick it off."

  "I swear woman, I have created a monster. Have you always enjoyed sucking dick?"

  "No I haven't, I use to hate it."

  Did he really just ask me if I use to like giving head?

  Really?

  Why is he so worried about my past, he knows what kind of marriage I was in. He knows that we did not have wild freaky tie me to the bed, fuck me in the ass sex. Maybe I should ask him why he is worried about it, but I don't want to sound like a bitch.

  Shit, this is why I didn't want to get involved with him or anyone.

  But he feels so good against my body.

  However, I don't want the relationship. I never should of let it get this far. Maybe I can stop.

  God I can't stop when he kisses down my neck like that.

  Pull yourself together. Your being a loose hoe. No man is needed for pleasure and you know that.

  All this man is doing is making my body shake with need and rage. I need him to fulfill this wanting in me, but I'm raged because I need him. I have to get away, put space between us. NOW!

  "Trey I can't do this, I know I said I wanted to, but I can't. I don't want to need you. I don't need to need you. I do
just fine on my own. Please just stop."

  Ha, there I did it. I pulled myself out of his arms and away from his soft sexy lips.

  But why is he smiling at me?

  He should be mad and yelling. Or at least storming off and slamming doors. Instead he is smiling and coming towards me like he wants to kiss me again and make me beg him to take me. Which isn't a bad idea of him taking me. Stop thinking like that, stand your ground be strong. You don't need him or any man.

  Look at me, I am having a conversation in my head like I am two different people. One is my normal level headed self, while the other is like a freaky wanton slut waiting for me to go to sleep she she can get out and fuck Trey until he begs her to stop.

  "I'm not letting you go Jenny. You are mine and until you can admit that, I'm not leaving."

  "Yes you are. And your leaving now. I don't need you. I don't want you. I tell you that over and over and yet you can't get that. I am not going to be your possession or any man's. I belong to me, myself that is it. Now get out."

  "If that's what you really want. However it is not what you need. I am what you need and you are what I need. I tell you this over and over and yet you won't listen. So I guess it's not just men who don't listen. As for becoming my possession, that is not how I see you. When I tell you that I want you to be mine, I am talking about your heart.

  You can give your body to anyone and it not mean a damn thing, but to give someone your heart with your body, that is the world if the person knows what to do with it. Jenny I know what you need and it is me. I am everything you could ask for. I belong to you, I have for a long ass time. I knew from the first time we spoke about your car that I was yours.

  You might be a woman, but when you spoke about fixing the brake lines on your car, that turned me on. Never have I met a woman that is willing to get down and dirty in car grease. And the way you are always outside playing with your kids, that, there are no words for that. I know that you can't have anymore children but to be able to be a part of that in your life and your boys' lives would mean the world to me.