Giving In

by J L Hamilton

  "Myself you know that."

  Did she really just say that and run? I know she belongs to me but she needs to know it as well. I want her so bad, every part of her. Not just sex, I want her mind, body, heart and soul.

  Jennifer

  I must say I am proud of myself almost through the week and every tactic he has used to get me to admit that I love him, I have refused.

  Fuck me though when he stuck them damn Ben Wan balls in me with the micro vibrator, than ate me, fuck I thought I was going to break and tell him everything.

  But I didn't.

  My mind was stronger than my pussy this time. But if he does it again or anything like that I won't be able to hold back.

  The only thing we have not done is make actual love. It's always some kind of kinky freaky shit that you would only see in a porn. Never thought I could ever bend or move the way the women did in them videos, but we did it. I'm still flexible.

  Shower, eat and more sex. I must say, I am no longer sore and weakly enjoying everything we are doing.

  "Smells good."

  "Thanks I an cook an egg or two."

  "Trey?"

  "Yea?"

  "Do you have to stand in my kitchen cooking with nothing on but your sweat pants?"

  "That's how I do it at home? Would you like for me to take them off and cook with nothing on?"

  "Mmm as tempting as that sounds, I'm gonna say no. I don't want to see him burnt. But then again that will give me a reason to kiss him."

  "I've turned you into a beautiful sex craving monster and I love it."

  God, he smells so good. Glad I only put my robe on. Got me sprawled out over the kitchen counter, legs spread licking me. Feasting on me like I am some elegant meal.

  "Ride me Jenny."

  Crap he just pulled me off the counter into his lap.

  "My pleasure Trey."

  I could never get tired of the feeling of him sliding into me. Always stretching me, filling me up. The way he starts off slow then about half way just slams into me, making me scream every time. God how I love this man, I just can't tell him.

  I love when he bends me over and fucks me from behind. He needs to fuck my ass, the butt plug is not doing it anymore.

  Damn wanton slut, always jumping into my thoughts.

  Chapter 4

  A day and half left, I don't know if I can hold back much longer. Maybe I can get him to move to the next step without me saying that I am his. I love being in his arms like this. Snuggled to his chest, legs tangled up, breathing in his very sexy scent.

  "Trey."

  "Yes baby."

  "I want you to fuck me like we talked about the first night. This week has been fun, but I want you to do it now."

  "You think your ready for that?"

  "Yes I do. And don't stop kissing my neck. I love when you kiss me like that."

  "I love kissing your body, everywhere. Flip over baby."

  I'm excited, he's going to do it.

  Holy shit he's going to do it, maybe I shouldn't.

  Oh god, he's fingering me again. That he has become a master at.

  "Harder baby. Right there. Don't stop. Shit Trey."

  "Now relax your body. I'm going to slip my fingers in your ass first. Loosen you up, then I will ease into your ass. If it hurts tell me to stop. I don't want to hurt you. Than I am going to slide in the vibrator we bought the other day. Are you ready?"

  "Yes. No. Yes. Do it. Just do it."

  "Jenny baby, I really do love you. And not because you are letting me do this."

  I hope I can handle this. At least I don't have to try to hold myself up on my hands and knees.

  Shit, he is big, and it hurts in a good way. God it hurts in such a good way.

  Trey

  "Your ass is so tight baby. Your tight virgin ass feels so good. I'm trying so hard not to just slam into you."

  "I can't take it Trey, fuck me harder please."

  "No, it has to be slow at first. Be patient. Don't tighten your body."

  "I'm gonna come baby, shit I'm so filled I can't help it. Oh god, Trey!"

  I haven't even started yet. That's how tight she is. Just sliding the vibrator in her while I'm in her ass made her come.

  Nice and slow Trey, don't rush it. Listen to her scream for me to just slam it in her. To fuck her. I want to make love to her so bad but not until....god she feels so good. Keep the rhythm Trey, don't lose it.

  Fucking hell, I'm gonna come.

  Control yourself. Not yet. She needs to finish again.

  "Harder Trey. Please harder. I am yours. I have been since before the first time."

  "That's what I wanted to hear love. Come for me now. Come all over that vibrator. Feel me come in your tight hot ass."

  Finally she admits it. Now I can make love to her the way I want to.

  "Tell me you love me Jenny, tell me."

  "No."

  "I will smack your ass if you don't."

  "Right there don't stop."

  "Right here baby. Like this. How about when I do this."

  God I love the redness her ass gets when I smack it. My perfect hand print on her beautiful ass, that's now mine.

  "Do it again, please."

  "You begging me to punish you? To smack your ass again."

  "Yes. Please do it again."

  "You are incredibly sexy. Come for me."

  I can't hold back any longer. I have to fuck her harder. Shit, I'm gonna explode.

  "God Trey!"

  "That's it baby, let it go. Come for me. Your mine, this is my ass. My pussy. You belong to me and only me. FUCK ME JENNY."

  That was the most amazing thing I have ever felt. Never have a I gotten off like that. Ease out carefully. Mmm look at that come, dripping down her lips to her clit.

  "I need to lick you Jenny, flip over. Let me have your sweet juice."

  "It's all yours. I love when you eat me."

  My own bit of heaven, right here in this bed, finally mine. I need to hear her scream my name again, feel her pussy tighten around my fingers when I make her finish.

  "Who do you belong too Jenny?"

  "You, I belong to you."

  "That's good, now I want you to scream my name when you come."

  Love when she forces my head closer to her pussy. I never would of guessed she had this much sexual drive in her.

  "God, TREY, I'm coming. God I lo...."

  Mmm one of the greatest sounds ever. She almost said it. As much as I would love to hear her scream it like that. I want her to tell me when I'm not licking her cunt.

  I will pretend I didn't hear her. Brush it off.

  "I love to hear you scream my name when you come. Lets go get cleaned up."

  "I can't move."

  "I will carry you to the bathroom. We can rinse off, than I will start you a bath."

  "Sounds good. I hurt everywhere, but in a good way. Until you, I never knew pain could feel so good."

  "There is a lot we can teach each other. You just have to give me the chance."

  "There is no chance to give you. I already told you what you wanted to hear. My pussy belongs to you and so does my ass. There is nothing else to give."

  "There is everything to give Jenny. You just have to open up about it and give it to me. You have it, just let it go."

  "No. And I can run my own bath. You got everything you wanted from me."

  Chapter 5

  Jennifer

  I almost told him I loved him. I can't do it. I need him out of my house. But I don't want him to go. I want him to fight me on this and join me in the bath like he did last time.

  I'm so sore, I hope it's not like this every time. I might not be able to handle it. A hot bath that's what I need.

  Ah, the water feels so good. I figured he would of been in here by now. Maybe he is waiting for me to get out. Letting me enjoy the peace and serenity of my bath.

  He's gone. He left while I was in the shower. I can't believe it. I knew all he wanted was to fu
ck. Well fuck him. I don't need him or any man. Like I said before. I have lasted this long without him I can last forever. Fuck him.

  Am I really crying over him. Yes I am. God why did I let him get to me. Let myself believe that he actually wanted me beyond sex. Stupid, that's what I am. I let my wanton slut take charge and now look the rest of me is hurting. Damn bitch. She can now rot in her own hell. No sex for her at all, FOREVER!

  It has been three days since I have heard from him. Guess it's time to get my life back. Time to get ready for this banquet. Now that I'm going alone since he was supposed to be my date.

  There are a lot of people here. Thank you lord I don't have to socialize that much. I can just do my rounds and get out. I'm not up for all the mingling and dancing. Two hours should be plenty of time spent at this thing.

  Finally I'm free and at home. my last night alone before the boys come home.

  It's so good to be home.

  Now to undress and take a hot bath.

  "You look beautiful tonight."

  "Holy shit Trey you scared me. What are you doing in my room again. I cussed you and swore you off. You left me and didn't even say goodbye. I knew all you wanted was to fuck."

  "I never left you. Well I did physically. But I had a damn good reason to. Where are the boys?"

  "With their father still. And what reason was that? Fuck my ass and be done with me."

  "Never. This was my reason."

  Did he really just drop to his knee? Holy shit he is going to propose. I can't do this.

  "Trey, please don't."

  "I have to Jenny. I want you to spend your life lying to me about how much you love me. I want to wake up in the morning begging you to tell me. I already know that you do and so do you. I am your forever and you are mine. Please Jenny just marry me. Let me show you how a man is suppose to love his wife everyday."

  Tears again, I am crying again. Fuck. Why does he make me cry so much now?

  "Yes."

  "Really, yes?"

  "Yes. I know that I love you, I don't want to hurt you that's why I always said no. I didn't think I could ever love again. But when you left me the other day after what we did. I knew for sure that I loved you unconditionally. I cried for you every night. I slept in your spot because it smelled like you still. I want you Trey. I belong to you and only you. Now and forever."

  "Damn Jenny, that might of been the greatest thing to ever come out of your mouth. Let me make love to now. Slow and passionate."

  What I have been wanting, for him to make love to me. To slowly undress me, kiss down my body in a caressing way. I am loving when he picks me up like this.

  Gracefully he lays me on the bed, not flipping me to my stomach. One by one, piece by piece he removes my shoes, my black stockings, my black lace garter belt. Leaving soft kisses down my legs as he pulls off my matching black lace thongs.

  Never have I felt more sexy and desired than I do right now.

  "I'm sorry Trey that I deprived us both for so long."

  "You never have to apologize for it. A patient man gets what he desires most."

  How can I not love a man like this? I am here, on my bed naked, not tied down, watching the most amazing man worship my body. Kissing every inch of me.

  Slowly sliding into me, making my body tremble from the connection and with the anticipation of what is to come.

  Holding me tight, kissing me softly. Whispering in my ear how good I feel wrapped around him. My fingers raking down his back, my legs wrapped around his hips, pulling him deeper into me.

  Perfectly our bodies move together, as one. No slamming, or smacking, or even fucking, no toys of any kind. It's pure passionate love of giving in.