Contents
Then
Prologue
Now
Chapter 1: Ryan
Chapter 2: Eden
Chapter 3: Ryan
Chapter 4: Eden
Chapter 5: Ryan
Chapter 6: Eden
Chapter 7: Ryan
Chapter 8: Eden
Chapter 9: Ryan
Chapter 10: Eden
Chapter 11: Ryan
Chapter 12: Eden
Chapter 13: Ryan
Chapter 14: Eden
Chapter 15: Ryan
Chapter 16: Eden
Chapter 17: Ryan
Chapter 18: Eden
Chapter 19: Ryan
Chapter 20: Eden
Chapter 21: Ryan
Chapter 22: Eden
Chapter 23: Ryan
Chapter 24: Eden
Chapter 25: Ryan
Chapter 26: Eden
Chapter 27: Ryan
Chapter 28: Eden
Chapter 29: Ryan
Chapter 30: Eden
Chapter 31: Ryan
Chapter 32: Eden
Chapter 33: Ryan
Chapter 34: Eden
Chapter 35: Ryan
Chapter 36: Eden
Chapter 37: Ryan
Chapter 38: Eden
Chapter 39: Ryan
Chapter 40: Eden
Chapter 41: Ryan
Chapter 42: Eden
Chapter 43: Ryan
Chapter 44: Eden
Chapter 45: Ryan
Chapter 46: Eden
Chapter 47: Ryan
Chapter 48: Eden
Chapter 49: Ryan
Chapter 50: Eden
Chapter 51: Andie
Chapter 52: Ryan
Chapter 53: Eden
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Hiya!
The idea for Broken Heart Club has been unfolding for a while, and I have my readers to thank for it. Several years ago, I met five girls at a big school visit and was signing books for them. The girls were best friends … and they confided that their nickname was the Heart Club, because the initials of their names could be arranged to spell the word heart. ‘Put us in a story!’ they challenged. Years later, I finally did. This is not their story – as always – it’s totally fictional, but it is definitely inspired by them. The story is told in alternate viewpoints, by narrators Eden and Ryan, and there are lots of flashbacks and a sneaky twist in the tale … Settle down and get reading … this one is a bit of an emotional roller-coaster, but I think you’ll like it!
Books by Cathy Cassidy
The Chocolate Box Girls
CHERRY CRUSH
MARSHMALLOW SKYE
SUMMER’S DREAM
COCO CARAMEL
SWEET HONEY
FORTUNE COOKIE
LIFE IS SWEET
BITTERSWEET: SHAY’S STORY
CHOCOLATES AND FLOWERS: ALFIE’S STORY
HOPES AND DREAMS: JODIE’S STORY
MOON AND STARS: FINCH’S STORY
SNOWFLAKES AND WISHES: LAWRIE’S STORY
THE CHOCOLATE BOX SECRETS
DIZZY
DRIFTWOOD
INDIGO BLUE
SCARLETT
SUNDAE GIRL
LUCKY STAR
GINGERSNAPS
ANGEL CAKE
LETTERS TO CATHY
BROKEN HEART CLUB
LOOKING-GLASS GIRL
For younger readers
SHINE ON, DAIZY STAR
DAIZY STAR AND THE PINK GUITAR
STRIKE A POSE, DAIZY STAR
DAIZY STAR, OOH LA LA!
THEN
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Prologue
It’s a Friday afternoon in late July, the summer after Year Six, and Andie and I are scrabbling about in the drizzle, wrestling with the canvas of the big old bell tent and giggling too much to actually get anywhere. Ryan from next door comes over to put up his little pop-up one-man tent and we drag him in to help, but that makes things worse because Andie is too busy flirting to take much notice of ropes and canvas. In the end Ryan goes home and Andie’s dad has to untangle the mess and help us put the tent up properly.
It’s Andie’s eleventh birthday, and we’ve planned a sleepover party, a garden camp-out for the Heart Club. It’s also a bit of a farewell thing, because Tasha and her family are moving to France in ten days time and Hasmita will be going to a different secondary school after the holidays. Tomorrow Andie and her family are going to Scotland for a week’s holiday, so even if Tasha’s family are still here by the time she gets back, it could be the last time we all get together properly. I get a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach at the idea of us being parted.
We all know that things are changing, and none of us like it.
‘It’s got to be a sleepover to remember, Eden!’ Andie says, peering out at me from under her anorak hood. ‘It’s got to be special!’
‘It will be.’ I promise, because our sleepovers always are and who cares if the TV says this is the wettest summer we’ve had in forty years? A bit of rain can’t stop the Heart Club from having fun. We spread bright rugs, pillows and blankets inside the bell tent, hang battery-powered fairy lights around the inside, make raggedy bunting to liven up the inside of the tent by tying endless strips of bright fabric scraps on to the strings of fairy light. They look beautiful, in a frayed and slightly frantic way.
‘OK,’ Andie declares at last. ‘It’s my birthday, and I reckon we’ve earned cake. C’mon, Eden, let’s go get ready – the others will be here soon!’
We head for Andie’s bedroom, a tiny boxroom painted sunshine yellow and papered with boy-band posters and bright, manga style paintings she’s done herself. Andie’s mum is saving the birthday cake for later when Hasmita, Tasha and Ryan arrive for the sleepover, but she’s given us jam tarts and cheese on toast, and Andie ramps the music up to full volume to get us in the mood.
‘I think I’m in love,’ Andie says, throwing her arms wide. ‘Ryan Kelly. Who knew?’
‘Isn’t it a bit awkward falling in love with one of your best friends?’ I ask.
‘It’s awesome, because we’ve known each other forever,’ she says. ‘We already love each other in a friend-ish way, I just have to get Ryan to see I’m not just the girl-next-door. Imagine … all this time and I’ve only just noticed how cute he is!’
I smile, but I know my ears have gone pink and I hope Andie doesn’t notice.
‘Tonight could be the night,’ Andie sighs. ‘He might say something – make a move. Or maybe I will! What d’you think?’
‘Cool … why not?’ I say, even though it’s not cool and I can think of a million reasons why not. It doesn’t matter, though; I don’t think Andie will do anything more than flutter her eyelashes at Ryan. She’s eleven; she’s not ready for romance yet – any more than I am.
For me, friendship comes first anyway; I think it always will.
I reach into my sleepover rucksack, pull out a little parcel wrapped in gold tissue paper and tied with red raffia, and hold it out
to Andie.
‘Just wanted to give you this before the others get here,’ I say, grinning. ‘Happy birthday, Andie!’
‘Oooh! What is it? It’s tiny … but heavy!’
She peels the tissue paper back and lifts out a little silver heart pendant, the kind that breaks in two so that two best friends can share. Her face lights up with glee, and she holds one half of the heart pendant out to me.
‘Wow! I’ve always wanted one of these!’ she exclaims. ‘Thank you. A friendship locket, right? One half for me and one for you, because you are the best, best friend ever, Eden Banks. I love you loads, and I’ll always be there for you, promise!’
I believe her. Andie has always been there for me, even through this past year. My parents split up, and I don’t think I could have got through it without Andie’s support.
‘Any word from your dad?’ she asks, as if reading my mind.
‘Nothing,’ I tell her. ‘I think he’s forgotten me.’
‘Oh, Eden,’ Andie says. ‘As if anyone could ever do that!’
She puts on her half of the heart pendant while I put on mine, and then she flings her arms around me and hugs me tight, laughing, and I can smell the vanilla scent of her shower gel all mixed up with the aroma of strawberry jam and cheese on toast.
‘I love my pressie,’ she tells me. ‘I’m going to wear it always. Awww … tonight is going to be epic!’
Epic is one word for the camp-out, I guess. By midnight, the rain is sheeting down and the bell tent is full of puddles; Ryan’s little one-man tent has already collapsed in a soggy heap.
It’s like the end of the world, but Andie doesn’t do failed sleepovers and somehow she makes it all seem cool, an adventure. We eat hot pizza with pineapple chunks and chocolate birthday cake with ice cream. Ryan has brought over his copy of Harry Potter and the Philosopher’s Stone, which he wants to lend to Andie, but she’s not in the mood to listen to chunks of story right now. She has swiped her mum’s iPod and makes us all sing karaoke to dodgy, ancient cheese-pop. By the time Ryan launches into his rendition of ‘It’s Raining Men’, we’re laughing so much the tears run down our cheeks, and it doesn’t matter any more about the leaky tent or the fact that fate is pulling us apart.
Andie ramps up the volume to max, opens the tent flaps and drags us out into the downpour.
‘Noooooo!’ Tasha is screeching. ‘I’m soaked already! Are you crazy, Andie Carson?’
‘I’d rather be crazy than boring,’ Andie declares, pulling me and Tash out into the deluge. ‘C’mon, guys, think of it as a rain dance in reverse! Who cares about a little bit of rain? Once you’re wet, you’re wet, right?’
‘A little bit of rain?’ Hasmita argues, pushing her black plaits up into a woolly hat with a grin. ‘Trust you to look on the bright side, Andie! This is a monsoon, a tsunami, a hurricane … plus it’s pitch black! Are you serious?’
‘Andie’s never serious,’ Ryan says. ‘But I am – get dancing!’
He flings himself into a full-on disco routine, playing it for laughs, and the rest of us join in, half-hearted at first and then with energy. I’m drenched, but it feels awesome, like I am truly alive for the first time in forever. I’m wearing pyjamas and a rain jacket, my feet soaked and squelching in thick socks that are already slick with mud. Trickles of cold rain slither down my upstretched arms, but I’m laughing, singing, loving every moment. I’m with my best friends. So what if it’s chucking it down? We are the Heart Club, and not even the wettest summer in forty years can stop us having fun.
I’m dancing around, my arms wide like wings, doing some kind of shimmy with Andie when I slip on a patch of mud, twisting my right ankle. I gasp with pain. Andie whirls away from me in the dark, oblivious, her bare feet sliding in the wet grass, long fair hair transformed into rat’s-tail ringlets flying out around her face. Tasha and Hasmita dance on too, faces turned up to the starless sky … they have no idea I’ve hurt myself. Only Ryan sees me stumble, and drops his comedy routine to come over and help.
‘You OK, Eden?’ he asks, and like an idiot I am blushing because he’s noticed and cares.
I try shifting my weight on to the damaged foot, and red-hot pain sears through me instantly. ‘Ouch,’ I say. ‘I can’t stand on it …’
Ryan takes my elbow and steers me back to the tent, and I crawl inside, peeling down one squelching sock. He flicks a torch on, and in the little pool of yellow light I can see my ankle is already swelling, looking disturbingly spongy and Swiss roll-like.
A surge of self-pity rolls over me. My ankle is throbbing and sharp, shooting pains make my eyes brim with tears. The party vibe has ebbed away; I am soaked to the skin, cold to the bone.
‘I’ve spoiled everything,’ I say. ‘Our last proper get together ever, and now it’s ruined …’
‘Hey,’ Ryan argues. ‘Nothing’s ruined – this was just an accident, OK? Dancing on wet grass in torrential rain probably isn’t the greatest idea ever!’
‘But … things are changing,’ I protest. ‘Everything’s being shaken up. What if we break up, drift apart?’
‘Shhh,’ he says, softly. ‘Change isn’t always a bad thing. And nothing is going to come between us, Eden, OK? I promise.’
The words seem laden with meaning. I feel my cheeks flame and there is a fluttering in my chest that’s halfway between terror and joy. It’s all in my imagination, of course … Ryan is talking about all of us, not just me and him.
But then his fingers curl around mine, and I don’t pull away. I have never held hands with a boy before. I have never felt so happy, or so scared.
‘You’re shivering,’ he says, grabbing a blanket to drape around my shoulders. The tip of one finger wipes the tears from my eyes, and then he leans over as if he might kiss me and I panic and turn my face away, and he kisses my ear. I think I might die of happiness.
The music ends, and there is a sudden shift in the air around me. I open my eyes to see Andie kneeling in the doorway of the tent, her face frozen, eyes like ice. An Arctic chill falls over me.
‘She slipped,’ Ryan is saying. ‘A twisted ankle, pretty bad. I was just …’
He trails away into silence.
‘You were just what, Ryan?’ Andie asks, her voice clipped and cool. ‘Getting in the way, most likely. I’ll sort this. You’d better ring home, Eden, get them to fetch you. You might need an X-ray or something. Too bad.’
A new track begins to blare out of the iPod speakers, an upbeat number about it being the end of the world as we know it.
I think maybe it really is.
NOW
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1
Ryan
Andie was the first proper friend I ever had. We met when we were toddlers, and the proof is there for all to see, a series of shaky smartphone videos of us crawling around in the park or sharing fruit and biscuits as we played.
We lived next door to each other, and there were just a few months between us in age, so it was inevitable we’d be thrown together. Our mums were friends, too, and we spent so much time in each other’s houses that both places felt like home.
Once my mum went back to work, I spent most of the week at my gran and grandad’s, where everything was neat and tidy and quiet. We took long walks in the countryside, collecting acorns and fallen leaves. Gran taught me to bake bread and Grandad gave me a little patch of his garden to grow carrots and sunflowers, and sometimes we did puzzle games together or kicked a ball around in the garden.
At the end of the day one of them would often drop me off at Andie’s while I waited for
Mum and Dad to get home. If my grandparents’ house was quiet and orderly, Andie’s was the opposite … noisy and hectic and warm and fun, especially after Andie’s two little brothers came along.
Andie always said I was lucky, back then, getting to go to Gran’s. She thought she was missing out. Then, when we were four, Andie started at nursery school, and I was the one who felt left out. I didn’t go, because Gran and Grandad lived on the other side of town, and because Mum said spending lots of time with them was an education in itself.
It wasn’t the same, though. I wanted to know everything about nursery school. Andie said there was a sandpit and a water table and computers, books and building blocks. There was a dressing-up box and a playhouse and an indoor slide, and every other day it seemed she came home with paintings and egg-box dinosaurs and once a frog puppet made from a Dairylea cheese triangle box, some buttons and a sock.
I won’t lie; I was kind of jealous.
And then Andie brought something even more astonishing home … a girl called Eden Banks.
‘She’s my new best friend,’ Andie explained. ‘She can be your new best friend, too!’
The two girls looked at me, Andie with her blonde pigtails and Eden with her wonky, golden-brown fringe, her upturned nose dusted with freckles. Andie was like a sister to me … I knew her almost as well as I knew myself. Eden was different. Her face was solemn and serious but her mouth was already twitching into a smile. She was wearing a blue cotton dress embroidered with bright flowers all around the hem, and stripy tights in shades of pink and orange and red.
I shrugged and broke a Jammie Dodger biscuit in half and offered half to Andie and half to Eden, and that was it, the friendship was sealed.
I was four years old, and already a little bit in love.
2
Eden
Best friends forever? Yeah, right.
I don’t believe in that stuff any more; it’s for the kind of kids who still believe in the tooth fairy and pots of gold at the end of the rainbow. They are nice ideas, but they’re just not true.
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