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by Rachel Howzell Hall




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  For Maya Grace

  Acknowledgments

  Jill Marsal, thanks for being a superagent and being “on it” so often that I never have time to fully commit to my role as impatient, neurotic author.

  Kristin Sevick, my editor, you’re so funny and you’re so smart. Thanks for loving Lou and helping to make her shine. And big thanks to the folks at Forge, including Bess, Seth, and Julie. Oh, the places we’ll go!

  Thanks to my friends (a.k.a. my victims). You know I’m paying close attention to everything you do—and yet, you still do it, knowing that it will eventually make it into print. I love you, man!

  Thanks to Terry, Gretchen, and Jason for being perfect siblings and great friends. I appreciate your advice and glimpses into other worlds. Terry: all things law. Gretchen: Ransom Unique. Jason: Visine and unattended cocktails. There are so many “Really? Are you kidding me?” nuggets of crazy that you drop to help create the world found in these pages. And thanks for having great kids who now serve as my ambassadors to “The Youths.” Now tell them to get off my lawn and turn down that music!

  To my parents, Nate and Jackie, thank you for nurturing my need to surround myself with books—even when that meant schlepping crates of them up and down the coast for four years. More than that, thank you for not forcing me to be “normal”—as though that’s even possible in our family.

  David, my first reader and toughest critic, thanks for encouraging me to go further and farther. And! Thanks for buying me video games to play when I’m tired of thinking and just want to wander a pixilated world in search of treasure chests. And also, thanks for never rolling your eyes when I ask, “When is the next Fable coming out?” which is all the time.

  And thank you, Maya Grace, for being my sweet girl. Thank you for watching The Golden Girls with me every single night, for always filling my water bottle, and for asking permission before using my fancy pencils. You are my greatest creation and my favorite heroine. I look forward to witnessing every chapter of your extraordinary life.

  Contents

  Title Page

  Copyright Notice

  Dedication

  Acknowledgments

  Epigraph

  Wednesday, June 19

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Thursday, June 20

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Friday, June 21

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  Chapter 34

  Chapter 35

  Chapter 36

  Chapter 37

  Chapter 38

  Chapter 39

  Chapter 40

  Chapter 41

  Chapter 42

  Chapter 43

  Chapter 44

  Saturday, June 22

  Chapter 45

  Chapter 46

  Chapter 47

  Chapter 48

  Chapter 49

  Chapter 50

  Chapter 51

  Chapter 52

  Chapter 53

  Chapter 54

  Chapter 55

  Sunday, June 23

  Chapter 56

  Chapter 57

  Chapter 58

  Chapter 59

  Chapter 60

  Monday, June 24

  Chapter 61

  About the Author

  Copyright

  Twenty-four hours a day somebody is running, somebody else is trying to catch him.

  —RAYMOND CHANDLER, The Long Goodbye

  Wednesday, June 19

  1

  Two hundred and six bones make up the adult human skeleton.

  And on a Wednesday night in June, I was perfecting my hammer fist, an efficient strike that could break at least four of those bones.

  Fifteen minutes into my Krav Maga class, the bell tower rang—a ring tone chosen for Lieutenant Zak Rodriguez. And even though I was hammer fisting; even though, a yard away, my friend Lena was flirting with Avarim as he taught her how to break from a choke hold; even though I was off duty and needed this workout and was observing the tradition known as “having a personal life”—duty called.

  For whom the bell tolled.

  Elouise Norton, LAPD Homicide Detective, Southwest Division.

  I excused myself from my trainer, Seth, and padded over to the mirrored wall. I scrutinized my abs, a part of my body that rarely saw the sun and was always hidden beneath silk shirts and six pounds of Kevlar. Not to brag, but my belly looked awesome in this light.

  I grabbed my iPhone and towel from the floor and glanced at the phone’s picture of a middle-aged Latino with smoke-colored eyes and a Clark Gable mustache.

  And the bell tolled again.

  I took a deep breath, then said, “Lou here.”

  “You’re not answering your radio,” Lieutenant Rodriguez shouted. Sirens blared in the background.

  “Because it’s in the car.”

  “And why aren’t you in the car?”

  “Because I’m on the Westside, getting in some exercise.”

  Lena, also getting in some “exercise,” was now sticking her ass into Avarim’s crotch and cooing, “Like this? Like this?” Newly divorced, Lena was tiny and dazzling. More than that, she could filet men like a hungry grizzly could filet salmon.

  I swiped the towel across my sweaty forehead. “What’s up, LT?”

  “A Jane Doe hanging in a closet.”

  Unimpressed, I lifted my left knee to my chest and held it for two seconds. “Oh, yeah?”

  In this city, Jane Does were always found hanging around. In closets, off bridges, in shower stalls …

  “Yeah. A security guard found her in one of those condos over on Santa Rosalia near the Jungle, the ones still under construction. You know ’em, right?”

  I had started to lift my right knee but froze. My grip tightened around the phone because yeah, I knew Santa Rosalia, and yeah, I knew the Jungle. From age three and on to my eighteenth birthday, I had lived in that part of black Los Angeles. Worse, my big sister, Victoria, had been snatched off those streets, never to be seen again. I hated the Jungle, and yet I had never left.

  “From what the first officer told me,” Lieutenant Rodriguez was saying, “she’s pretty ripe, more than five hours old, and … Hey, you there?”

  I stifled a sigh. “Yep. I’m … good.” But his words must have spooked me—Lena had abandoned sexy Avarim to come stand beside me. Big brown eyes wide with worry, she touched my wrist and whisper
ed, “You okay?”

  I nodded, even though, no, I wasn’t okay, not entirely. “I don’t understand,” I said to my boss. “Why am I catching this? Last time I scanned the board, there were blank spaces by Guerrero’s and Dolby’s names.”

  “First,” he said, “you know the people in that area better than Guerrero and Dolby, so it won’t take thirty years for you to figure out your ass from your elbow. Second: Guerrero and Dolby are on everybody’s shit list for screwing up that Sizzler robbery, and this Jane Doe in a closet could be something, and I really don’t wanna read in the Times that two Southwest Division dicks forgot to fingerprint the scene. I swear those two are SOS.”

  He paused, then added, “I know you have two cases simmering right now, but you know and I know that our clearance rate is shit right now. I need the A-Team on this.”

  “One more question,” I said. “May I ask why you’re heading out to a suicide? Not that I don’t enjoy your company.”

  “Again: she’s on Napoleon Crase’s property. That worries me.”

  Yeah. That worried me, too.

  “I just want everything done right,” he said. “I already called Taggert and he’s en route to the scene. He’s an ass, but he’s now your ass, so be nice to him, all right?”

  “I’m always nice,” I said with a smirk.

  He chuckled. “Oh, yeah. You’re a black Marie Osmond. Meet you over there.”

  2

  Lena had returned to grappling or … whatever she had been doing with Avarim.

  “I caught a case,” I told her. “A suicide. So I gotta bail.”

  Eyes on her trainer, Lena puckered her lips. “Lovely. Go protect and serve. Be a hero. Join the Navy.” Then, she shooed me away—she was now able to flirt with Avarim without worry or judgment from her personal Jiminy Cricket.

  Four minutes later, I strode from the locker room to the exit, wearing the blue pinstriped pantsuit and white silk shirt I had just ditched twenty minutes before but had Febreze’d after Lieutenant Rodriguez’s call.

  In the space of ten miles, buildings along Olympic Boulevard transformed from glass and marble towers named after powerful lawyers and bankers to burned-out medical offices and bail bond joints, storefront churches and liquor stores, lots of liquor stores. The billboards changed, too—from Nicole Kidman selling Chanel N°5 to people-less Rémy Martin and “Have you been tested for HIV?” ads.

  I sped past it all in my silver Porsche Cayenne SUV, a beast of a car even at thirty-five miles per hour. Behind the wheel of my Porsche, I became That Asshole, ducking and dodging, revving and tailgating—so different from the Other Lou who used to drive a Jeep Cherokee before she caught her husband banging an E3 booth babe while he was supposed to be attending a seminar on next-gen video games for tween girls and so, as penance, had to buy his wife a $90,000 sports car.

  Tonight, I had a reason to be That Asshole. The ripe Jane Doe hanging in a closet wasn’t gonna cut herself down, was she?

  The condo site over on Santa Rosalia Drive sat at the base of Baldwin Hills and on a plot of land that had been vacant just a year ago. When I was a kid, pick-up-snake churches, speak-in-tongue churches, and go-to-church-every-day-of-the-week churches had pitched large white tents there for revivals. At the end of the week, the portable organ played “Take Me to the Water” as sinners and their mothers trudged to the altar for redemption and a dunk in the rollaway baptismal pool. My family attended a few of those week-long extravaganzas, but after Dad abandoned us and after Tori had disappeared, Mom stopped talking to God. For the two remaining members of the Starr family, “churches” became Church’s, the fast-food joint that sold fried chicken and hush puppies.

  The revival tents disappeared completely after April 1992, when twelve angry white people acquitted three LAPD officers of using excessive force. Black and brown folks, pissed off at that verdict, burned down the city. And then, two years later, a 6.7 magnitude earthquake finished the demolition, knocking down the charred remains, including much of the Santa Barbara Plaza off Santa Rosalia. No more shops and nightclubs, gas stations and burger stands. There had been talk of rebuilding the plaza and some initial efforts had succeeded—Earvin “Magic” Johnson opened a movie theater that prohibited men from wearing baseball caps, and across the way, Walmart bought space in the irrelevant shopping mall. But none of this brought the sexy back, and blacks with money, the ones who lived in the surrounding hills, found fancier parts of Los Angeles to shop and dine.

  My Motorola radio, now riding shotgun, squawked. “Where you at, partner?” Colin Taggert’s slow baritone filled the car.

  I grabbed the radio and keyed the mike. “Five minutes away.”

  “I’ll go ahead and—”

  “No, you won’t.”

  “I’ve done this before—”

  “That was then. This is now. You will wait for me.”

  Colin had lived in Colorado Springs all of his life. His daddy was an Air Force colonel and his mommy was married to an Air Force colonel. Colin hated flying, and so he had chosen to pound the pavement for the Colorado Springs Police Department. After four years on patrol and some strings pulled by his father, Colin made detective at just twenty-eight years old.

  “Jane Doe ain’t going nowhere,” I told him now, “unless you have magical resurrection powers. Do you have said powers?”

  Colin sighed, then said, “No one’s here, and—”

  “That doesn’t make sense,” I said, narrowing my eyes. “What address do you have?”

  “I’m at the condos on Stocker.”

  “You’re supposed to be at the condos off Stocker.” Then, I gave him new directions to Crase Parc and Promenade.

  Two years ago, a businessman named Napoleon Crase and his partners wrote a check to purchase the old plaza. Wonder of wonders, the check didn’t bounce (like prior checks from other developers had), and the Santa Barbara Plaza revitalization effort was resurrected.

  The Crase Parc and Promenade would soon house Buppies and young white couples looking for cheap yet swanky condominiums in a soon-to-be-gentrified neighborhood. A neighborhood that had already seen its only Starbucks close and the crime rate double. No worries, though. The fancy “c” in “Parc” would act as an invisibility cloak, hiding the chickenheads, wackjobs, and gangbangers roaming the ruins of the Plaza just a block away.

  One of those abandoned stores in the dead shopping center had been Crase Liquor Emporium, Crase’s first business and the last place where I had seen my sister alive. Twenty-five years had passed since that day at the liquor store, and I still didn’t know how to answer a very simple question: Did your sister die? Didn’t know, because the case had never been solved.

  Colin stood near his Crown Vic, now talking with Lieutenant Rodriguez. He had a burger in one hand and waved at me with the other. My new partner had dirty-blond hair, steely blue eyes, and a swimmer’s body. He also had a too-square jaw, a hawkish nose, and ears as big as sails. He was almost hot but then, in the LAPD’s candy shop, perfection didn’t matter.

  Not many black female police officers worked in Colorado Springs, and so Colin didn’t know how to deal with me. On our first day together—just three days before this Jane Doe suicide—I took him for coffee and broke it down. “I’m sassy, but not Florence-the-Jeffersons’-maid sassy. Nor am I ultrareligious. I’m sure as hell not an earth mother, so there’s that to remember, too. Actually, you’d be better off seeking comfort from that palm tree across the street before coming to me.

  “Also: I hate watermelon but I love chicken. I can say ‘nigga’ but I will break every bone in your face if I hear you say it.” I squinted at him. “And you look like someone who’s been around people who say it a lot. So be careful, please.” I sipped my Venti drip, then added, “On a lighter note: yes, the myth is true. The blacker the berry and so forth and so on.”

  He had gaped at me—what’s this about berries?

  It had been a very long week.

  The sun was now dropping behind
the hills, leaving Santa Rosalia Drive in shadow. There was a chill in the air. Typical June gloom: overcast with a high of seventy degrees. Not too cold but cold enough to slow death’s decay. There weren’t many looky-loos standing on the sidewalks yet. Just an old black couple, a guy wearing khaki Dickies, and his tatted-up girlfriend in a sequined halter top.

  Two separate buildings made up the under-construction Crase condominiums. No concrete had been poured yet over the dirt to make sidewalks and driveways, and white paint had been slapped only on the south-facing walls. The burgundy sign nailed to the construction trailer showed renderings of one- and two-bedroom units. Starting at only $400,000!

  “Almost half a mil to live here?” I mumbled, gazing at the buildings. “Not even open yet, and the place is already in the shit.”

  I slipped on my shoulder holster full of Glock, pulled on my suit jacket, and clipped my gold shield to my belt. Then, I whispered a quick prayer—God was like my mother’s ex-boyfriend who I still liked, and so I snuck quick conversations with Him because, sometimes, He did cool things for me.

  Colin, finishing the last of his meal, ambled toward me, smiling his all-American smile and I’m the Shit eking from his pores. “That dispatcher,” he said, shaking his head. “Who the hell gave her a radio?”

  “Oh,” I said, “it’s her fault that you were about to bust down the wrong door.”

  He wore a wool suit too heavy for Southern California, a red-and-gray striped tie he had worn in prep school, and black cowboy boots that were shinier than the detective’s shield hanging from his neck. He crumpled the burger’s wax paper as he admired the Porsche’s curves and sexiness. Then, he smiled at me, bit his lip, and tilted his square head.

  That was a thing of his. A gesture that was supposed to make me rip off my slacks and lie spread-eagled on one of those Crown Victorias.

  “You look exhausted,” he said to me, before tipping a plastic container of orange Tic Tacs to his lips.

  I grimaced as the tiny candies rattled, as his teeth crunched, as he shook the little box again before slipping it into his pants pocket. “And you look like you’re going to a bar mitzvah at the Ponderosa. You just eat?”

 

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