by Jean Plaidy
Now they had left him with her; and she lay helplessly looking up at him.
She said: “I am sorry, Henry.
We have failed once more.”
“We have failed? I did my part. It is you who fail to do yours.”
“I do not know where I failed, Henry.”
Those were the wrong words. How easy it was to speak the wrong words.
“You would suggest that it is something in me!”
“I do not know what it is, Henry.”
She thought he would strike her then.
O God, she thought, how much it means to him! How angry he is!
He had taken one step towards the bed and stopped; then he turned and began pacing the room. He was holding in his anger. He was hurt and bewildered. He had thought, after Mary, that they would get a son.
She knew that with each attempt she lost some charm for him. Each time she took to her bed in the hope of giving birth, she rose from it more wan, more listless; each time she left some of her youth behind.
She understood him well enough to know that these failures hurt him so much because they brought an insidious doubt into his mind. He would admit this to none, but she who had lived close to him for nine years knew him perhaps better than he knew himself, for he was a man who would never know himself well because he refused to look where it was not pleasant to do so.
Yet he could not drive the question from his mind. Is it in some measure due to me? Am I incapable of begetting a healthy son?
He could not bear that he should be anything but perfect. He loved himself so much.
Even in that moment she, who was so much wiser, was sorry for him. If she could, she would have risen from her bed and comforted him.
He had paused before the device which hung on the wall. The device of the pomegranate—the Arabic sign of fertility.
Oh, if I could but go back to the happy days in Granada before I had seen England, when my beloved mother was alive, I would never have chosen this as my device.
Henry began to laugh, and his laughter was not pleasant to hear.
He lifted his hand, and she thought that he was about to tear the device from the wall and trample on it. As though with difficulty he restrained himself; then, without another look at her, he strode from the room.
HENRY RODE OUT to a certain Priory, and with him he took only his most intimate friends. Compton and Bryan were among them, and they chatted and laughed gaily as they went along.
But Henry had not his heart in the raillery. He listened half-heartedly and there was a strained expression on his face. And after a while they fell silent.
Henry believed what was waiting for him at the Priory was of the utmost importance. He was praying, as he went along, for a sign. He would discuss his thoughts with no one, for as yet he was afraid of them; but if what he hoped should happen, then he might begin to reshape his life.
When they reached the Priory, he rode ahead of his friends into the courtyard, and grooms who clearly were expecting the important visitor hurried out to do them service.
Henry leaped out of the saddle; he was striding into the building and as he did so he was met by two excited nuns; their faces under their black hoods were flushed and their eyes alight with excitement.
“What news?” demanded Henry.
“It is all over, Your Grace. Her ladyship is well and will be eager to see you.”
“And…is there a child?”
“Yes, Your Grace, a bonny child.”
Holy Mother of God, they torture me, thought Henry.
He shouted. “Boy or girl?”
“A bonny boy, Your Grace.”
Henry gave a shout of triumph.
He called to Compton who was close behind him: “Did you hear that? A boy! Bessie has my boy!” Then he seized the nearest nun by the shoulder. “Take me to them,” he cried. “Take me to Lady Taillebois and my son.”
They led the way, running, for this was an impatient King.
He saw her on her pillows, her red gold hair spread about her as he had seen it so many times before. She was pale and triumphant. She was his beautiful Bessie who had given him what he wanted, now as she always had.
“Why, Bessie.” He was on his knees by the bed. “So you've done it, eh, girl? You've come through it, eh?” He took her hand and kissed it loudly. “And the child? Where is he?” Suspicion shot up in his eyes. “Where is he, I say?”
A nun had appeared; she was holding a child.
Henry was on his feet, staring down at the burden in her arms.
So small. So wrinkled. Yet a child. His child. He wanted to shout with joy. There was the faint down on that small head—and it was Tudor red.
Tears were in his eyes. The smallness of the child moved him; this little one, his son!
Then he thought, Holy Mother, how could you do this to me…? You give Bessie my son… when I want to give him my crown.
He took the child from the woman.
“Your Grace, have a care. He is young yet.”
“Do you think to tell me to have a care for my own child? Let me tell you, woman, this child means as much to me as my crown. This is my son. By God, this boy shall know great honors….” He was overcome with love for the child, with gratitude to Bessie, who had not only given him a son, but proved his capability to beget sons. He said rashly: “This child might have my crown.”
Bryan and Compton exchanged glances.
The remarks of an exuberant father on beholding his son?
Mayhap. But both Bryan and Compton were wondering what effect the existence of this young child could have on the Queen.
HENRY HAD SUMMONED the whole Court to that Manor which he had some time since bought for Bessie Blount. This was the occasion of the christening of his son.
It was to be a grand ceremony, for he would have everyone know that since he welcomed his son into the world with such joy, so must they all.
There was one guest at the ceremony whom many thought it was cruel to have asked. She had come, pale and resigned, looking like a middle-aged woman since her last pregnancy.
Poor Katharine! How sad it was that it was she who, out of so many pregnancies, had been only able to produce one daughter while Bessie Blount should give the King a healthy son.
She brought presents for the child. She showed no resentment for she had already learned that it was wise to hide her true feelings.
The King seemed unaware of the indignity he was heaping upon her; he seemed at that time unaware of her.
And when the name of the newly born child was asked, it was Henry himself who answered in a deep, resonant voice which could be heard by all: “This child's name is Henry Fitzroy.”
And as he spoke he looked at Katharine. She was startled; she had always known that there was cruelty in his nature; but now she read his thoughts: You see, I can get me a son. But not through my wife. Here is my boy…my healthy boy. Is it not strange that you should have tried so many times and failed? Is it because our marriage is frowned on in Heaven? Is it, my wife? My wife!
Now her nightmares had taken shape. They were no vague phantoms.
She saw the speculation in those blue eyes.
She thought: I am the Queen. None can change that. And she would not meet his gaze for fear she should be tempted to look into the future.
She was here in the Manor he had bought for his mistress; she was attending the christening of his only son—and a son by that mistress.
For the present she was the Queen of England. She would not look beyond that.
The Cardinal's Revenge
KATHARINE, QUEEN OF ENGLAND, SAT AT HER WINDOW LOOKing down on the Palace gardens; her hands lay idly in her lap, her tapestry momentarily neglected. She was now approaching her thirty-fifth birthday, and her once graceful figure had grown somewhat heavy during the years of disappointing pregnancies; yet she had lost none of her dignity; the humiliation she was forced to suffer could not rob her of that serene assurance which reminded all who
came into her presence that she was not only the Queen of England but the daughter of Isabella of Castile and Ferdinand of Aragon.
She wore the fashionable five-cornered hood which glittered with jewels, and from it hung a black mantilla, for although it was nineteen years since she had left her own country she still clung to certain customs and fashions of her native land; her gown was of blue velvet trimmed with sable; and as she sat, her feet gracefully crossed, her petticoat of gold-colored satin was visible; at her throat were rubies, and similar jewels decorated the cordelière belt which encircled her thick waist and fell to her feet.
Now as she gazed out of the window the expression on her regular, though heavy, features was serious in the extreme; and the high forehead was wrinkled in a frown. The woman who was watching her felt compassion welling up within her, for she knew that the Queen was uneasy.
And the reason was obvious, thought Lady Willoughby who, as Maria de Salinas, had come with Katharine to England nineteen years before, and until her marriage to Lord Willoughby had never left her mistress's service; and even now returned to her whenever she found it possible to do so.
Katharine the Queen had anxieties enough.
If there could only be a male child, thought Maria. One male child. Is that too much to ask? Why is it denied her?
They had been so close to each other for so many years that there were occasions when they read each other's thoughts, and the Queen, glancing away from the gardens, caught Maria's pitying look and answered that unspoken thought.
“I have a feeling that it will never be, Maria,” she said. “There have been so many attempts.”
Maria flushed, angry with herself because she had betrayed thoughts which could only bring further pain to her beloved mistress.
“Your Grace has a charming, healthy daughter.”
Katharine's face became young and almost beautiful as it invariably did when her daughter, the five-year-old Princess Mary, was mentioned.
“She grows more beautiful as the months pass,” murmured the Queen, smiling to herself. “She is so gay, so merry, that she has won her father's heart so certainly that I do believe that when he is with her he forgives her for not being a boy.”
“No one could wish the Princess Mary to be other than she is,” murmured Maria.
“No. I would not change her. Is that not strange, Maria? If it were possible to turn her into a boy I would not do so. I would not have her different in any way.” The smile disappeared and she went on: “How I wish I could have her more often with me here at Greenwich.”
“It is because the King is so eager that she shall enjoy the state which is due to her that he insists on her maintaining a separate household.”
The Queen nodded and turned to her tapestry.
“We shall be leaving for Windsor shortly,” she said; “then I shall have her ferried over from Ditton Park. I long to hear how she is progressing with the virginals. Did you ever know a child of five who showed such musical talent?”
“Never,” answered Maria, thinking: I must keep her mind on Mary, for that will give her a respite from less pleasant matters.
But as she was reminding Katharine of that occasion when the King had carried his daughter down to the state apartments and insisted on the ambassadors of France and Spain paying homage to the little girl's rank and accomplishments, a shout from the grounds diverted the Queen's attention to other matters, and Maria noticed the momentary closing of the eyes which denoted that disgust she felt for what was happening down there.
It was a mistake, Maria told herself, for the Queen to hold aloof from the King's pastimes; and while she sympathized with Katharine and understood her mistress's revulsion, she felt that it was unwise of her to show such feeling. The King was a man who looked for adulation and, because it was almost always unstintingly given, he was quick to perceive when it was not; and merely by declining to accompany him to the arena, the Queen had doubtless offended him. True, she had pleaded indisposition; but the King, who was himself so rarely indisposed, was apt to regard the illness of others with scepticism and derision.
No, it was unfortunate that while the King, surrounded by his courtiers, was watching a bear being torn to pieces by his ban dogs, which had been kept hungry for hours in order to increase their ferocity, the Queen should be sitting over her tapestry with one faithful friend at her side.
More shouts followed, and the sound of trumpets came through the open window.
Katharine said: “The game will have ended. How thankful I am that I was not there to witness the death agony of some poor creature.”
“We shall never grow accustomed to English sports, I fear,” answered Maria. “After all these years we remain Spanish.”
“Yet we are English now, Maria, by reason of our marriages. We both have English husbands, and Spain seems so very far away; yet I shall never forget the Alhambra and my mother.”
“You would like to return to Spain, Your Grace?”
Katharine shook her head “I did not want to after she had died. For me she was Spain. I do not think I could have endured life there after she had gone. There would have been too much to remind me. It is so many years since she died…yet for me she never died. She lives on in my heart and brings me comfort still. I say to myself, when I think of my own sweet daughter: Katharine of Aragon will be such a mother to the Princess Mary as Isabella of Castile was to Katharine of Aragon.”
“She was both great and wise.”
“There are times,” went on Katharine, “when I wish with all my heart that she were here, that she had her apartments in this Palace and that I could go to her, tell her what perplexes me, so that out of her great wisdom she might tell me what to do.”
What could even great Isabella tell her daughter? wondered Maria. How could she advise her to please that wayward husband of hers? She could only say, as so many at Court could say: Give him a son. Then you will be safe.
Katharine looked at the woman who for so long had been her dearest friend. She knows of my troubles, thought the Queen. It would be impossible for her not to know. Who in this Court does not know that the King is persistently unfaithful to his wife, that he is beginning to find her five years seniority distasteful, that he is dissatisfied because, although she has proved herself capable of becoming pregnant, she has also shown herself unable to bear him a healthy male child? Twelve years of marriage had resulted in several miscarriages and only one healthy child—a daughter.
She was not one to ask for sympathy; she knew it was dangerous to confide in others. Yet Maria de Salinas was her very dear friend and she believed there was no one in her life who loved her more. It was a sad admission. Her husband no longer loved her; she was fully conscious of that sad fact. Her mother who had loved her dearly—even as she herself loved Mary—was long since dead. Recently her father, the ambitious, parsimonious Ferdinand, had died; but of course Ferdinand had never had much love to spare for any one person, his possessions taking all the affection he had to give; and to him she had merely been an important counter in the game of politics which was his life. Mary loved her; but Mary was a child.
God grant she never has to suffer as I have, thought the Queen hastily.
But all would be well for Mary who was now heir to the throne, because there was no Salic law in England. If there were no male children born to her parents, and one day she ascended the throne, she would be Queen in her own right, which was a very different matter from being a King's Consort.
Katharine's mother had been a Queen in her own right and, much as she had loved her husband, she had never forgotten it; for although Ferdinand had often been unfaithful—there were several illegitimate children to prove it—although she had accepted this as inevitable, forgiven him and remained his loving and submissive wife, in state matters she had held rigorously to her supremacy.
“Oh, Maria!” she sighed. “I am passing through troublous times, and I feel… alone.”
Maria went to Katharine and kneel
ing, buried her face in the blue velvet. “Your Grace, while I live to serve you, you are never alone.”
“I know it, Maria…my very good friend. I love you dearly, as you love me, and to no other would I speak of these matters. But to you I will say this: I despair of getting a male child. There is so little opportunity. The King rarely visits my bed. And since the birth of a son to Elizabeth Blount his manner towards me grows colder.”
“That sly creature!” Maria said angrily.
“Nay, do not blame her. She was a shy girl, and he is her King. He said, ‘Come hither' and the girl has no more power to resist than a rabbit facing a stoat. And she has given him this son.”
“I hear that she no longer pleases him.”
The Queen shrugged her shoulders. “He has taken the boy away to be brought up.”
“In seclusion, Your Grace,” said Maria quickly. “But royally. If another woman should give him a son…”
Maria knew that the Queen was thinking of that catastrophe which she feared so much that she would not even speak of it. It was summed up in one dangerous word which was whispered throughout the Court: Divorce.
Impossible! Maria assured herself. Even Henry would never dare. How could he when the nephew of the Queen was not only King of Spain but Emperor of Austria, the greatest monarch of them all. No, it was all so much talk. Had the Queen been some humble princess, there might have been cause for fear; but the aunt of the Emperor was surely safe from all such indignities.
The Queen went on: “There is this new girl.”
Maria waited.
“She was in France; he found her during that extravagant frolic. She is of a bad reputation and is known in the court of France as a wanton. I cannot understand him. But I have decided to send for the girl.”
Maria trembled. She wanted to say: Oh …no…no. It is folly. Let the King have his women, and look the other way.
“She is the daughter of Thomas Boleyn. I believe he has two girls and a boy. The other girl is in France now and much younger, and is said to be more intelligent than her sister. It is to be hoped this is so. But I shall have something to say to this Boleyn girl.”
