Something about Hazpo’s face disturbed Shera. The often benevolent, calm patina on Hazpo’s face was replaced with a worrisome look tonight. It distressed Shera greatly to see the clear distress in Priestess Hazpo’s eyes. The smile that was always on her face during High Priestess Iktai’s address was missing. Something was clearly wrong, though Shera did not know why. She was resolved to approach Hazpo about after the Commune was over.
The elder Priestess was the only one who acknowledged Shera’s intense curiosity. In the court where inquisitiveness was often met with annoyance, Hazpo welcomed any questions Shera had about Maan. Shera’s often too observant nature sometimes got her into trouble. Her inquisitiveness towards the religion was met with discomfort by the other Young Acolytes. From a young age, they have been taught to accept the teachings of Maan without questioning it.
“… Praise to Maan,” the High Priestess’s voice sounded garbled in Shera’s ears.
Her attention dissipated from its current plane, traveling to random flights of fancy. She wondered if Andel would still be in the Academia, poring over his scrolls. Had father left for Enmei? Or would he wait for her to return from Commune first? Shera sighed inwardly, her hand reaching down to scratch at the itch on her ankle.
“Indulging in the needs of your physical body is the devil in Maan’s court,” Iman’s sharp lips whispered. “To scratch an itch while the High Priestess speaks is disrespectful. You should know better.”
Iman’s sharp and acrid words sliced its way through to the other Young Acolytes adjacent to their persons. Some even turned around in the most discreet manner to look at Shera in displeasure. The High Priestess, oblivious to the Young Acolytes’ arguments, ploughed on with her speech.
“An itch is merely an itch. Disturbing the High Priestess’ Commune is a devil in Maan’s court,” Shera whispered back.
“What is your point?” Iman countered.
“You, Iman. You are a devil in Maan’s court, preventing me from listening to the High Priestesses’ words.”
The gasp from Iman’s mouth was worth Shera’s retaliation. But she knew then, that she had gotten a bit too far with her words. Already, a few of the Young Acolytes, in deference to their friendship with Iman, gave Shera looks of shock and disbelief.
“Praise to Maan, what is going on there? Why are those Young Acolytes not paying attention during Commune?” High Priestess Iktai suddenly said out, her voice now channeled in Shera and Iman’s direction.
Shera felt the weight of the entire Commune fall upon her. She was often the scapegoat of such situations. None of the eyes regarded Iman in annoyance; the only indulgence she received being that of sympathy and concern. Hazpo’s eyes however, were those that showed mere neutrality in situations such as these.
“Young Acolyte Shera, disturbing the Commune again, Praise to Maan…” High Priestess Iktai shook her head.
“Praise to Maan…”
Shera’s face burnt at being spoken to directly by the High Priestess. She had no choice but to settle her gaze on the small blot of pattern on the marbled floor, hoping that the berating would be over soon. Luck was unfortunately not on her side. To her right, Iman tried her best not to laugh out loud.
“My apologies, High Priestess Iktai, I was merely scratching an itch on my ankle,” Shera tried to explain.
The earlier curved lines around Iktai’s eyes now strained to accommodate the widening of her eyes.
“Indulging in an itch is the devil in Maan’s court,” she echoed Iman’s sentences. Though her tone was soft, its magnitude conveyed an explosive emotion, for the Priestesses looked around uneasily at each other.
As High Priestess Iktai continued to denounce Shera’s quality in front of many, the Young Acolyte merely focused on the runes on her hands. The wrists of her hands were imbibed in circular runes that snaked all the way up to the juncture of her elbows. It was the direct Runic translation of Maan’s words to the first Queen Vahana I when she descended from the heavens to aid in the Great War.
‘There are multiple forms of the truth, and they are people’s words. Live your truth and share them with others.’
If there were any of Maan’s teachings that Shera took to her heart, it was that. Sadly, none of her peers or seniors echoed her sentiments on the matter. Maan’s teachings to them, was what came out from the High Priestess’ lips. Iktai was the one who dispensed the knowledge of Maan, and her followers were forced to obsequiously follow it without batting an eyelid.
Iktai continued along this vein of Shera’s denouncement. The Young Acolytes took the opportunity to shoot Shera nasty glances. Shera was angry and tried to contain her emotions. Gripping at her wrist, she mentally repeated the first mantra of Maan.
And then she spoke out against High Priestess Iktai.
“Is it so, High Priestess Iktai?” Shera interrupted Iktai’s lecture, her voice tinged with innocence. “Is scratching an itch really that bad?”
Everyone in the Inner Sanctum gasped audibly. For the first time in history, Shera spoke back at the High Priestess. Shera, stubborn as she may be, was also intelligent in the art of conveying her thoughts. Anger and open defiance would be met with retribution by the High Priestess herself. If she addressed the question properly, perhaps she could emerge victorious in this battle.
“Praise to Maan, do you dare question the teachings of Maan? Help Maan maintain her rein on all of us.”
“Praise Maan, help Maan…” the others chanted around Shera. Some even clutched at their chests, others clapping their mouths in horror.
“If merely scratching an itch is unacceptable, surely something else as trivial as breathing, or even blinking our eyes are bigger devils in Maan’s court, for we do them all the time. I… I just thought that perhaps an itch paled in comparison to those other deeds.”
At the corner of her eye, Shera could see the Priestesses lining the perimeter of the wall look at each other.
“It is a devil! Scratching the itch makes you not pay attention to the words coming out of my lips!” the High Priestess continued. “Breathing and blinking the eyelids do not prevent you from listening, does it?”
Shera pondered at the absurdity of Iktai’s words. Having studied Maan words in its purest, original form, she knew that there were no such rules. Commune itself was a human conceptualization. And the rules of Commune were made by the High Priestess.
Maan could give a rat’s ass if someone were to scratch themselves.
But around the prayer hall, the Priestesses and Acolytes nodded fervently. Some were still too stunned by Shera’s audacity; their hands were planted firmly on the floor to prevent them from falling over at the sheer intensity of the drama. Shera wanted to scream at them, but knew that they were too glued to the High Priestess’s teachings.
“My apologies, High Priestess Iktai… I still don’t understand. Earlier when we bowed in prostration, a Young Acolyte let out a terrible fart,” Shera struggled to keep a straight face. “Do we have to denounce her just because her body chose to act in a natural way?”
Some of the Young Acolytes giggled, a small blame game starting around them. Most of the priestesses however looked like they were going to faint at Shera’s words. Iktai’s lips pursed intensely.
“Be quiet!” Iktai raised her voice, her staff glowing brightly as she waved it around. “Praise to Maan, she does not accept such remarks in the prayer hall!”
“Praise to Maan,” everyone chorused.
“But if the itch persists, and I don’t scratch it, I would not be paying attention to your words High Priestess Iktai. Surely Maan does not want that,” Shera asked, her voice slightly higher, emulating that of a child’s innocent curiosity.
At the foot of Iktai’s pedestal, Hazpo smiled discreetly. The High Priestess was ruffled by the manner in which Shera could answer her, and was silent for a moment. Then she spoke.
“If you are bothered by an itch during Commune, Maan deems you unworthy of her attention and blessing then, Yo
ung Acolyte Shera.”
The smile on Shera’s face vanished instantly. All around her, the Priestesses and Acolytes were shocked to hear the High Priestess openly denounce a disciple in such a manner. They had never seen Iktai speak with such malice, though it was also their first time seeing a Young Acolyte lob a question towards Iktai. This was unchartered territory for all of them.
Shera bit at her lip, hoping the hurt would blunt out the thoughts swirling in her head. She tried her best not to look at Hazpo, who was now slowly, but surely shaking her head at the High Priestess’ behavior.
Satisfied at putting Shera back in her place, Iktai looked everyone else in the prayer hall.
“Now… as I was saying, praise to Maan,” High Priestess Iktai continued her speech.
Shera was not listening anymore. The tears welled up at the edges of her eyes. Iktai had openly called her unworthy of Maan’s attention. Her hazy vision caught the expression on Hazpo’s face.
The older woman nodded towards Shera, a sign of support from a distance. Hazpo, though being a senior Priestess, could not openly announce her camaraderie towards the Young Acolyte. Hazpo was frustrated at the High Priestess’ tendencies in singling the Young Acolyte out of many. It was an unfair maneuver to make Shera the scapegoat.
Shera averted her gaze from Hazpo, unwilling to let the Priestess see her cry. The Young Acolyte knew then that she would not be accepted in this court, no matter how hard she tried.
The event that night revealed to Shera, that she may never be a full-fledged Priestess of Maan. The five years of studying the runes of Maan went up in smoke when she decided to speak up against the High Priestess. Glad that no one was paying her any more attention, Shera let the tears fall freely. Never had she felt so much shame.
“As we all know, the Festival of Providence will be upon us in two days,” Iktai continued as though she has not been interrupted. She paused and looked around the room. “This will be the three hundredth Festival of Providence, Praise to Maan.”
“Praise to Maan.”
“As Maan dictated through Queen Vahana I’s body after emerging victorious…” here Iktai paused to adopt a more ethereal voice. “Though my enemies are defeated, they should no longer be called our enemies. That is the purpose of a war; to let peace bloom. Henceforth, this land that I claim will be Sedayval, which I will part from the Earth. It will be the pinnacle of Civilization. Sedayval will open its doors to those who fought against us, to allow them, for a week, to experience life in this floating city. It will be known as the Festival of Providence. O’ my Enmeit Brothers and Sisters from the North, my Xeraian Siblings from the South, my blood relations, Shandorians from the East, I beckon all of you to come to my home during the day of Providence. Let us put our differences aside.”
Iktai stopped to let out a small cough. Had Shera not been crying at Iktai’s cruel words earlier, she would have laughed at the High Priestess’s horrible impersonation of Maan’s voice.
“Every year, for the past two hundred and ninety-nine years, only the Enmeits and Xeraians had graced us with their presence during the Festival of Providence. The selfish Shandorians, bitter over their defeat, retreated beyond the eastern mountains, never to be heard of again… or so we thought.”
The Young Acolytes in the room gazed at each other nervously.
“Just a few hours ago, Queen Vahana IV has just informed me that for the first time in three hundred years, the Shandorians will be coming for the Festival of Providence in Sedayval.”
A wave of whispers broke around the prayer hall. High Priestess Iktai who usually frowned at such noises, allowed the Young Acolytes to converse amongst themselves. Some news was too immense for traditions. Shera’s earlier debasement was eclipsed by this revelation.
“And that is why I called for this Commune. No one knows why the Shandorians have decided to attend the Festival of Providence. But as Maan has dictated, we will play the part of the good host,” High Priestess Iktai said. “As the Young Acolytes of Maan, you are the face of Sedayval’s religion. Show our visitors why we are the pinnacle of civilization. Praise to Maan!”
“Praise to Maan!” everyone chorused loudly.
“My Young Acolytes, all eyes will be on you during the Festival of Providence. The People of Sedayval will look to you as the symbol of Maan’s power. Do not disappoint our Goddess. Praise to Maan!”
“Praise to Maan!” one final chant rippled around the prayer hall.
Chapter 2: The Rumor
The Commune came to an end, and the High Priestess vanished into the veil behind her.
Everyone stared for a moment at the empty pedestal from which Iktai had stood. Realizing that Commune was over, the Young Acolytes got up from the floor. Iman was still sitting next to Shera, a worrisome look plastered across her face. The hands on her lap trembled a little. Shera was about to approach Priestess Hazpo when Iman spoke.
“The nonbelievers are coming into our city. If I were the High Priestess, I would put an end to such improper practices. Maan’s body does not deserve to be stepped on by those infidels!”
“Why don’t you drop a suggestion into the High Priestess’ chambers and see what she says about it?”
Iman had a gift, or rather a curse, of being unable to detect sarcasm. She looked at Shera with bulging eyes that almost mimicked High Priestess Iktai’s, when she was giving one of her sermons, and then smiled. “I might just do that!”
The red-haired Acolyte stood up and brushed her white robes before rushing off in the High Priestess’s direction.
Stupid girl, Shera thought, shaking her head. She did not have time for Iman’s idiocy. Priestess Hazpo held more importance.
Scanning the prayer hall, Iman saw Hazpo conversing with another Priestess. By the look Hazpo’s face, the conversation was not at all pleasant. Shera discreetly walked around the perimeter, waiting for the best moment to approach Hazpo. Her ears were able to capture snatches of conversations between some other Priestesses.
“They are threatening Sedayval.”
“War has broken out in the Enmei region. It won’t be long till it reaches Sedayval.”
“The Dragon Knights of Shando. Dragon Knights, can you imagine? In Enmei! I think they want to begin a new war!”
“Oh, bless us Maan, what would we do? They will be coming for the Festival of Providence!”
When Priestesses or Acolytes saw Shera approaching, they gave her snide looks, remembering the way she had been spoken to by Iktai. Branded as the undesirable element in court, there was repelling force between Shera and the others wherever she walked, all of them choosing to maintain their distance from her. She was used to being an outcast. Even during lessons, the Priestesses were quick to remind her of their displeasure towards her exuberantly inquisitive nature.
Noticing Shera’s presence, Hazpo ended the conversation with the priestess. In a room where everyone deliberately avoided Shera, she was the only one who had the energy, and patience to walk towards the Young Acolyte, a smile breaking across her face.
“Glory to Maan,” Hazpo whispered, taking Shera’s smooth hands into her own gnarled ones. “How are you feeling?”
“Glory to Maan,” Shera reciprocated. Though still thoroughly affected by High Priestess Iktai’s words, she would recover. The presence of the bald, Priestess in front of her suddenly had a soothing effect on her flayed ego. “I did not expect High Priestess Iktai to react in such a way. I was merely stating a fact.”
“If anything, I thought you made a sound argument towards Iktai,” Hazpo said. She looked around, unwilling to have eavesdroppers steal in to their conversation. Already, the other Priestesses and Young Acolytes were staring in their direction.
“Let’s get out of here first,” the Priestess said. She took Shera’s hand and led her out the temple.
The unwavering glow of the street was intense, able to light up the area for hours at ends without flickering. The Jewel of Maan heart powered the whole of Sedayval. It made sure
that the waters flowed, the lights shone, the gears of the city moved, and most importantly, it kept Sedayval floating thousands of feet above the Earth.
“You should not have spoken to Iktai in such a brazen manner,” Hazpo advised. “There is a time and place to argue, Shera.”
“The original words of Maan never said anything about not being able to scratch itches, or blink, or fart for that matter. Why do we have to care about such trivial things?”
“For show.”
Shera looked at Hazpo’s smiling face. She did not expect the Priestess to have been completely candid and concise with her answer. The Priestess thought so too.
“Maan never said such things through Queen Vahana I. That is true. But there are certain expectations when you want to become a Priestess of Maan. And that is self-discipline and rigor.”
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