Information gives me his number. I call. He answers on the second ring and sounds alert. “Seymour,” I say. “This is your new friend.”
“Lara.” He is pleased. “What are you doing? It’s four in the morning.”
“I have a little problem I need your help with.” I check the street sign. “I am at a gas station on Pinecone Ave. I am six miles inland from Seaside, maybe seven, due east of the city. I need you to come get me. I need you to bring a change of clothing for me: pants and a sweatshirt. You must come immediately and tell no one what you’re doing. Are your parents awake?”
“No.”
“What are you doing awake?”
“How did you know I was awake?”
“I’m psychic,” I say.
“I was having a dream about you. I just woke up from it minutes ago.”
“You can tell me about it later. Will you come?”
“Yes. I know where you’re talking about. Is it a Shell station? It’s the only one on that road.”
“Yes. Good boy. Hurry. Don’t let your parents hear you leave.”
“Why do you need the change of clothes?”
“You’ll understand when you see me.”
Seymour arrives a little over an hour later. He is shocked at my appearance, as well he should be. My hair is the color of a volcano at sunset. He stops the car and jumps out.
“What happened to you?” he asks.
“A few people tried to rough me up, but I got away. I don’t want to say any more than that. Where are the clothes?”
“Wow.” He doesn’t take his eyes off me as he reaches back into the front seat. He has brought me blue jeans and a white T-shirt and two different sweaters: one green, the other black. I will wear the black one. I begin to strip right in front of him. The boy has driven far and deserves a thrill. “Lara,” he says, simply amazed.
“I am not shy.” I unbutton my pants and wiggle them down. “Do you have a towel or some kind of old cloth in the car?”
“Yes. You want to wipe off some of the blood?”
“Yes. Get it for me please.”
He gives me a stained dish towel. Now I am completely naked, the sweat on my skin sending off faint whiffs of steam in the cold night air. I clean my hair as best I can and wipe the blood from my breasts. Finally I reach for the clothes he has brought.
“Are you sure you don’t want to call the police?” he asks.
“I am sure.” I pull the T-shirt on first.
Seymour chuckles. “You must have had a bow and a few arrows with you when they caught up with you.”
“I was armed.” I finish dressing, putting my boots back on, and bundle my clothes together. “Wait here a second. I have to get rid of these.”
I bury the clothes in the trees, but before I do so I remove my car keys and Slim’s wallet from my pants pocket. I am back with Seymour in ten minutes. He is behind the wheel with the engine on, the heater up high. In his frail condition he must get cold easily. I climb in beside him.
“My car is in Seaside, not far from the pier,” I say. “Can you take me there?”
“Sure.” He puts the car in gear. We head north. “What made you call me?”
“Your sexy mind.”
He laughs. “You knew I was the only one in town who wouldn’t immediately report you to the authorities.”
“I am serious about you keeping this private.”
“Oh, I will.”
I smile and pat his leg. “I know you will. Besides your sexy mind, I called you because I know you don’t object to a little stroll on the wild side from time to time.”
He eyes me through his thick glasses. “You may be a little wild even for my tastes. You can’t even tell me a little something about what happened?”
“You would have trouble believing the truth.”
He shakes his head. “Not after this dream I had about you. It was amazing.”
“Tell me about it.”
“I dreamed you were on a battlefield and a whole army of demons was approaching you from every direction. They had all kinds of weapons: axes and swords and hammers. Their faces were hideous. They were jeering loudly, anxious to rip you to shreds. Where you were standing was a bit above the rest of the field, on a grassy knoll. But the rest of the field was a reddish dust color, as if it were a plain on Mars. The sky was filled with smoke. There was only you against thousands. It looked hopeless. But you were not afraid. You were dressed like an exotic goddess. Your chest was covered with silver mail. You had a jeweled sword in your right hand, emerald earrings set in gold that chimed as you slowly surveyed the army around you. A peacock feather stood in your braided hair, and you wore tall boots made of fresh hide. They dripped with blood. You smiled as the front rank of the demons went to strike you. You raised your sword. Then you stuck out your tongue.”
“My tongue?”
“Yeah. This was the scary part. Your tongue was real long. It was purple, bloody—it looked as if you had taken a bite or two out of it. When you stuck it out, all the demons froze and acted afraid. Then you made this sound at the back of your throat. It’s hard to describe. It was a loud sound, nasal. It echoed across the whole battlefield, and as it reached the ear of each demon, he toppled over dead.”
“Wow,” I say. The part about the tongue naturally reminds me of the yakshini. There is now no question in my mind. Seymour is supernaturally sensitive to emotional states. More than that he seems to have linked up with me somehow, formed an intuitive bond with me. Certainly, I have with him. I am mystified. I cannot logically understand my great affection for him. It is not the same as my love for Ray, my passion for the son of Riley. For me, Seymour is like a younger brother, a son even. In five thousand years I have never had a child except for Lalita. I would like to play with this young man. “Is there more?” I ask.
“Yes,” he says. “But you might not want to hear this part. It’s pretty gross.”
“I do not gross out easily.”
“After seeing you tonight, I imagine you don’t. When all the demons were dead, you began to stride about the battlefield. Sometimes you would step on a demon’s head and it would be crushed and the brains inside would ooze out. Sometimes you would stop and cut off the head of a demon. You accumulated a number of heads. You were making a necklace out of them. Other times you would find a demon that wasn’t entirely dead. These you would grab by the throat and raise up to your mouth.” He pauses for effect. “You would open their necks with your nails and drink their blood.”
“Doesn’t sound so bad.” He continues to amaze me. His dream is like a metaphor for the entire night. “Anything else?”
“One last thing. When you were through walking about, and stood still, the flesh of the demons began to decay. In seconds they were nothing but dust and crumbling bones. Then the sky began to darken more. There was something in the sky, some kind of huge bird, circling above you. It disturbed you. You raised your sword to it and let out that weird sound again. But the bird kept circling, getting lower and lower. You were afraid of it. It did not seem you could stop it.”
“That hasn’t happened yet,” I whisper.
“Pardon?”
“Nothing. What kind of bird was it?”
“I can’t be sure.”
“Was it a vulture?”
“Maybe.” He frowns. “Yeah, I think it was.” He gives me an uneasy look. “You don’t like vultures?”
“They are symbolic of a forsaken ending.”
“I didn’t know that. Who told you that?”
“Experience.” I sit silent with my eyes closed for a few minutes. Seymour knows not to disturb me. The boy saw the present, I think, why couldn’t he see the future? Yaksha is circling me, closer and closer. My old tricks will stop him. My strength, my speed, were never a match for his. The night is almost over. The day will soon be. But for us the day is the night, the time to rest, to hide, to despair. I know in my heart that Yaksha is not far.
Yet Krishna said I wou
ld have his grace if I obeyed him.
And I have. But what did he promise Yaksha? The same?
I do not believe so.
The scriptures say the Lord is mischievous.
I think Krishna told him the opposite.
I open my eyes. I stare at the road in front. “Are you afraid of dying, Seymour?”
He speaks carefully. “Why do you ask?”
“You have AIDS. You know it.”
He sucks in a breath. “How did you know?”
I shrug. “I know things. You know things as well. How did you catch it?”
He nods. “I am HIV positive. I suppose I have full-blown AIDS. I have the symptoms: fatigue; skin cancer; bouts of parasitic pneumonia. But I’ve been feeling good the last few weeks. Do I look that bad?”
“You look awesome. But sick.”
He shakes his head. “I was in a car crash five years ago. Ruptured my spleen. I was with an uncle. He died, but I got to the hospital in time. They operated on me and gave me two pints of blood. It was after the test for HIV was routine with all donated blood, but I guess this batch slipped through the cracks.” He shrugs. “So I’m another statistic. Is that why you asked about fear of dying?”
“It was one reason.”
“I am afraid. I think anybody would be lying if he said he wasn’t afraid of death. But I try not to think about it. I’m alive now. There are things I want to do . . .”
“Stories you want to write,” I interrupt.
“Yes.”
I reach over and touch his arm. “Would you write a story about me someday?”
“What should I write?”
“Whatever comes to mind. Don’t think about it too much. Just whatever is there, write it down.”
He smiles. “Will you read it if I write it?”
I take my hand back and relax into the seat. My eyes close again; I feel suddenly weary. I am not mortal, at least I didn’t think I was until tonight. Yet now I feel vulnerable. I am as afraid of death as everyone else.
“If I get the chance,” I say.
EIGHT
Seymour takes me to my car and tries to follow me back to Mayfair. But I speed away at a hundred miles an hour. He is not insulted, I’m sure. I warned him I’m in a hurry.
I go to my mansion by the sea. I have not described it before because to me a house is a house. I do not fall in love with them as do some mortals. The house is on twenty acres of property, at the top of a wooded yard that reaches from my front porch all the way down to the rocky shore. The driveway is narrow and winding, mostly hidden. The house itself is mainly brick, Tudor style, unusual for this part of the country. There are three stories; the top one has a wide view of the sea and coast. There are many rooms, fireplaces and such, but I do most of my living in the living room, even though it has wide skylights that I have yet to board up. I do not need a lot of space to be happy, although I have lived in mansions or castles since the Middle Ages. I could be quite happy living in a box. I say that as a joke.
My tastes in furniture are varied. At present I surround myself with lots of wood: the chairs, the tables, the cabinets. I sleep on a bed, not in a coffin, a grand mahogany affair with a black lace canopy. I have gathered art over the centuries and have a vast and expensive collection of paintings and sculptures in Europe, but none of it in America. I have gone through phases where art is important to me, but I am not in one now. Still, I have a piano wherever I go. I play almost every day, and with my speed and agility, I am the most accomplished pianist in the world. But I seldom write music, not because I am not creative, but because my melodies and songs are invariably sad. I do not know why—I do not think of myself as a sad vampire.
Tonight, though, I am an anxious vampire, and it has been centuries since I felt the emotion. I do not like it. I hurry into my home and change and then rush back out to my car. My concern is for Ray. If it is Yaksha after me, and I have little doubt now, then he may try to get to me through Ray. It seems a logical course to me based on the fact that Yaksha probably first became aware of me through Ray’s father. I now suspect Yaksha has been observing me since I first visited Mr. Riley’s office. But why he didn’t attack immediately, I don’t know. Maybe he wanted to study the enemy he hadn’t seen for so long, to probe for weaknesses. Yet Yaksha, more than any living or nonliving being, already knows where I am vulnerable.
I am still in shock that he is alive.
I drive to Ray’s house and leap to the front door. I half expect to find him gone, abducted. For a moment I consider not ringing the doorbell, but to just barge in. I have to remind myself that Ray is not Seymour, capable of accepting anything that comes along. I knock on the door.
Pat surprises me when she answers.
The girlfriend is not happy to see me.
“What are you doing here?” Pat demands.
“I have come to see Ray.” Pat must have called Ray’s house while he was at my place, probably several times. She must have called not long after he came home. He probably invited her over to pacify her concerns. But she does not look that pacified.
“He’s asleep,” Pat says. She starts to slam the door in my face. I stick out my arm. She tries to force it shut. Naturally, she is not successful. “Get out of here. Can’t you tell when you’re not wanted?”
“Pat,” I say patiently. “Things are not as they appear. They are much more complicated. I need to see Ray because I believe he is in danger.”
“What are you talking about?”
“I cannot tell you, not easily. I have to talk to Ray and I have to talk to him now.” I put my eye on her. “Please do not try to stop me. It would not be a good idea.”
She cowers under my stare. I move to press her farther, but it becomes unnecessary. Upstairs, I hear Ray climb out of bed. I wait a few seconds, then call out his name.
“Ray!” I say. I hear his steps quicken. We both do.
“He’s mine,” Pat mutters as we wait for Ray to arrive. She is sad, seemingly defeated already. Instinctively she knows I have a power she does not, beyond my beauty. Her love for him is genuine, I can see that, a rare thing in a girl her age.
“Have hope,” I say sincerely.
Ray appears. He has on sweatpants, no top. “What’s going on?” he asks.
“Lots of things. I need to talk to you, alone.” I glance at Pat. “If that would be all right?”
Her eyes are damp. She lowers her head. “I can just go,” she mumbles.
Ray puts a hand on her shoulder. “No.” He gives me a sharp glance. I have to be careful. “Tell me what it is?”
“It has to do with your father,” I say.
He is concerned. “What is it?”
I am stubborn. “I must tell you alone.” I add, “I’m sorry, Pat.”
Ray rubs her back. “Go upstairs to bed. I’ll be up in a few minutes.”
Pat shakes her head, giving me a look as she leaves. “I don’t think so.”
When we are alone, Ray wants me to explain myself. “You told me you wouldn’t hurt Pat,” he says.
“My coming here could not be helped. I have not been entirely honest with you, Ray. I think you suspect that.”
“Yes. You tampered with the file on my father’s computer.”
“How did you know?”
“When I turned on the computer, I noted the size of the file. It was large. When I returned, most of it had been deleted.”
I nod. “That file was about me. Your father was investigating me. He was hired by some people to do so, one man in particular. This man is dangerous. Tonight he sent some people to abduct me. I managed to get away. I believe he may come after you next.”
“Why me?”
“Because he knows you are my friend. I believe he has been watching me today and tonight. Also, even though this man hired your father, your father did not part company with him on the best of terms.”
“How do you know that?”
“The people who came for me tonight told me.”
> “What do you mean, they came for you? Were they armed?”
“Yes.”
“Then how did you get away from them?”
“They made a mistake, and I am resourceful. I do not want to get into all of that now. What is important is that you come with me now.”
“I’m not going anywhere until you tell me where my father is.”
“I can’t.”
“You don’t know?”
I hesitate. It is not easy for me to lie to those I love. “No.”
Ray is suspicious. His sense of the truth, and therefore of lies, is remarkable. “Do you think my father is in danger?” he asks.
“Yes.”
He hears the truth in that word. “We should call the police.”
“No!” I grab his arm. “The police cannot help us. You have to come with me. Trust me, Ray. I can tell you more once we are at my house.”
“What will we do at your house that we can’t do here?”
“You will see,” I say.
Ray consents to accompany me. He goes upstairs to say goodbye to Pat. I hear her crying, and wonder if she will not shed a stream of tears in the days to come. I could be wrong. I could be bringing Ray into danger, not away from it. I scan up and down the street but see nothing. Yet I feel eyes on me, powerful eyes such as my own. I wonder if I am not reaching for Ray because I am afraid.
Maybe afraid to die alone.
Ray reappears in a few minutes, dressed. We go to my car. He has not seen it before and marvels that I have a Ferrari. We drive toward my mansion and he wonders why we are not going the same way as before. I tell him I have two houses.
“I am very rich,” I say.
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