The lucky prize-winner and young Thornton had been out riding most of the day, and immediately on their return they had gone to Mortimore for their mail. Dugdale’s eyes glittered when he read the contents of the long official envelope.
“I’ve been allotted Daly’s Yard, Mr Thornton!” he told the squatter, who was writing in his own portion of the office.
You have, Dug? Well, my congratulations!” Thornton said, genuinely pleased. “Now, I suppose you’ll be wanting to leave us.”
Dugdale became serious. Here at last was decent excuse to tear himself away from Barrakee and all the bitter-sweetness of his life there. But what at one time had seemed desirable now threatened to be a wrench.
“Well, yes; I suppose so, Mr Thornton,” he admitted. “There is, of course, no immediate hurry. Say, after lamb-marking.”
“Fine, Dugdale! We start lamb-marking next Monday. We’ll be at it for about a fortnight, or a little over, as usual. Go, then, and look at your land, and then come to me, and for what financial assistance you may need you know you have only to ask. If you serve yourself as well as you have served me, you will succeed. Honestly, I am sorry to lose you.”
“It is kind of you to say that and to offer assistance,” Dugdale told his employer-friend warmly.
Within a few hours everyone in the back country knew the names of the winners and the names of the prizes won. Just before the men’s dinner gong was due to sound Dugdale had a caller in Fred Blair.
“I’ve come ter offer you me congratulations,” Blair explained. “I’m mighty glad you got a block, and as usual mighty disappointed the Board won’t give me one. My gal, who has been waiting all these years, will cry her eyes out. She always does.”
“I am sorry you weren’t lucky, Fred,” Dugdale said sympathetically.
“Not half so sorry as I am meself, Mr Dugdale,” Blair rejoined grimly. “Still, it’s no use singing about it. What you must do now is to head a syndicate of a few blokes to take a try in Tattersall’s. The Golden Plate is to be run on August 2nd, and you’ll be just in time. Tickets, one pound three and sixpence; first prize, twenty thousand quid, second, ten thousand, third, five thousand. What about it?”
“Yes, I am agreeable, Fred.”
“Good!” Blair went on: “You’ve got the luck now, and, while you’re getting the run of it, put your name down first. Be sure your name is first, now. Put me down, too, and ’Enery McIntosh, will you?”
“I will.”
“And you’ll do it tonight before midnight,” urged Blair seriously. “Tomorrow your luck might be out.”
Dugdale laughed. “And what shall we call the syndicate?” he asked.
“Why—Daly’s Yard Syndicate, of course.”
“All right, we’ll do it, Fred,” Dugdale agreed.
“Good! If we don’t pull in the winning horse, my name’s not Blair.”
And so it happened that the Daly’s Yard Syndicate—consisting of Dugdale, Mr Thornton, Ralph, Blair and McIntosh—was formed, and five tickets bought in the Golden Plate Sweep.
Dugdale’s luck was a subject of the dinner conversation that night.
“I am so glad he drew Daly’s Yard,” Mrs Thornton remarked to everyone, the others at table being her husband, niece, and “son”. “But I shall be sorry to see him go. I like Dugdale, and I liked his poor father.”
“His father would have been proud of him had he not—had he lived,” the squatter said, leaning back in his chair in a suddenly reflective mood. “It must have been a terrible thing for the son, faced by the manner of his father’s death. However, he has proved his worth. He will get on all right, no doubt of that.”
“He will find life very lonely there by himself,” Ralph put in. “He will find he’ll have to look out for a wife.”
Whilst speaking he sat his chair in a manner that could not now be described as graceful. He lounged rather than sat. Wearing a black dinner-coat, this and his shirt and tie were faultless; but round his waist he wore a cummerbund of brilliant blue, and from his shirt-cuff there hung a silk handkerchief of the same colour.
Apparently neither Mrs Thornton nor her husband noticed the incongruity of dress, or the slipshod manner of sitting at table he had fallen into. The effect, however, was not lost on Kate Flinders. To her the young man had visibly changed during the few short months since he had finished with college. It seemed that he was quickly losing the polish that a first class college had put on him; and Kate observed this progressive deterioration with an acute sense of regret, as well as anxiety, concerning the hidden reason for it.
The imminence of Dugdale’s departure for his block also weighed heavily upon her soul. He had become, as it were, a part of Barrakee; and, since she had known she loved him, it was a little balm to know she was near him. But now he was going away—probably right out of her life—the loss that was coming to her was overwhelming. And here was Ralph cynically saying that Dugdale would be obliged to seek a wife.
“You are right, dear,” Mrs Thornton agreed, bestowing on the young man an affectionate smile. “But I think he will find it hard to secure a good wife. Nowadays the girls won’t stay in the bush. They must be in the cities, gadding about in clothes which I consider indecent. What the world is coming to I don’t know.”
“Do you hear that, Kate?” the young man said laughing. “You’ll have to lengthen your dress.”
Kate was daydreaming, but awoke with an answering laugh when directly addressed.
“Lengthen it,” she cried, with assumed gaiety. “Why, when I go to Sydney again I shall be obliged to shorten it, if I would avoid being laughed at.”
Ralph turned to the Little Lady: “There, Mother,” he said. “Even in our own family do we find the sinners.”
“Some were born many years ago,” interjected the squatter, with twinkling eyes.
“I know,” Mrs Thornton countered. “Why, last year, when we were in Melbourne, I saw a woman of forty dressed like a girl of fourteen.”
“I was not referring to the age of the sinners, my dear Ann. I was thinking of the time when quite a young man—before I met you—I went to a music hall in Sydney. And there I was duly shocked at seeing a dancer in a dress much longer that is worn by the average woman today. Each new fashion shocks us at first, till the next shock makes the previous shock seem old fashioned.”
Mrs Thornton sighed. “Yes, John. Perhaps that is it. We are growing old fashioned, you and I.”
Dinner over, they played cribbage, and when Mrs Thornton announced her intention of retiring Kate rose, too, to leave with her. Ralph kissed the Little Lady affectionately. Kate he kissed with equal warmth, whispering:
“Goodnight, Kate. I am sorry I am so poor a sweetheart.”
The girl’s eyes widened with surprise, and she would have replied, had not Ralph gone over to a chair, where lay a novel he was reading. Was Ralph tiring of the engagement? Was he thinking of asking for his release? And then Dugdale’s white face and burning eyes, when he looked at her that night of the party, made her catch her breath.
And an hour later, when she fell asleep, Ralph Thornton was in his room, looking through his clothes. First he selected an old suit and a pair of riding boots, which he placed on a chair. Then he chose a complete change of underwear.
On the floor he spread out a bed sheet, and on that he laid two blankets. On top of these he put the underwear, his shaving kit, a hairbrush and comb, an old hat and a few soft collars. The long sides of the sheet he turned in, and then rolled up the whole into a cylinder, which he strapped. He had created a bushman’s swag. From deep in one of the drawers of the chest he produced a hessian sugar bag, containing smaller calico bags of flour, tea, and sugar. Yet another bag of cooked meat and bread he added to those in the hessian bag, and the neck of this gunny sack he loosely connected to one of the swag straps with a towel.
His preparations complete, he changed into the old suit and donned the riding boots. He was ready for his Great Adventure. With the swag slu
ng over his back, balanced by the gunny sack hanging in front of him, he picked up an old billy and silently opened the door. Two minutes later he was walking through the garden to the bottom gate.
Beyond the gate he halted. It seemed that he was waging a battle that had often been fought before without decision. There he stood on the fine edge of the divide. Behind the gate lay his home, his inheritance, the woman he loved as his mother, the big generous man he looked up to and admired as his father, the pure lovely girl who was to be his wife. Before him, across the billabong, a little way up the river, awaited the goddess of love, that beautiful black girl whose arms were so soft and clinging, whose kisses were so passionate, so full of the very essence of love’s perfect joy.
For, though he had decided, the decision had been arrived at only after much mental struggle. He fully recognized the consequences of the step he was about to take, yet there was that lure of the bush, that call to his blood, that pull at every fibre of his being which at last had become irresistible. His mind was chaos. One side of him appeared to cling passionately to home and love, whilst the other demanded that wonderful freedom from all restraint, compared with which the freedom of Barrakee was as artificial as that which is conceded to the more favoured animals at the Zoo.
The hesitation disappeared of a sudden. He almost ran across to the riverbank, and hurried up the empty river till he arrived at the fallen red gum at which he had always met Nellie.
There was no one, however, awaiting him. But stuck in a cleft stick, so placed that he could not miss seeing it, he saw a dainty silk handkerchief which he recognized as one of his gifts to Nellie Wanting. The handkerchief was wrapped about a folded piece of paper. With a sense of calamity he struck a match to read the almost illegible scrawl:
I can’t come (he read). It would be no good for you. I’m black, you white. Goodbye my Ralphie—my Ralphie.
The young man’s mind ceased to function for a while; Bony’s note, written with Nellie Wanting’s sanction, had the effect of a stunning blow.
Chapter Twenty-Seven
A Cold Camp-Fire
BY MID JUNE the lamb-marking was in full swing. Every man on the station was working at full pressure, and extra men had been put on for the occasion. Watts, the overseer, was in charge of the camp, with Ralph as second in command, and during the marking the camp was moved to four points on the run to which the flocks were taken by the riders under the direction of Frank Dugdale. Mr Thornton himself undertook a roving commission, accompanied often by his niece.
The Western Division of New South Wales had become a comparative paradise. The frost of mid-winter not having yet come to cut down the growing grass, the whole world was covered in brilliant emerald, whilst the full water-holes and clay-pans sparkled like huge diamonds beneath the mildly warm sun. It was the kind of weather that makes man and beast very glad to be alive.
Perhaps the worst or hardest of the work was the marking, done by George Watts himself. He had a surgeon’s hands, plus the knack of mental concentration, which enabled him to keep at his labours at extraordinarily high speed. For an hour at a time Watts kept moving up and down the line of lamb-catchers, followed by Ralph with ear-markers and tarbrush. At the end of each hour the young man was permitted to use the knife under the calm directions of the master, who whilst supervising Ralph rolled and smoked a thin cigarette.
Yet, in spite of the interest of the work, and the gaining of essential experience, young Thornton’s mind was not in it. Watts was too busy to notice his preoccupation at the time, but subsequently events recalled those evenings by the camp-fire, when Ralph sat and stared silently into the glowing embers.
Warring for the soul of Ralph Thornton were two separate influences, influences that had well nigh assumed personalities like those of Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde. Each influence, backed by distinctive desires, was pulling in opposition to the other, and it seemed to him sometimes that the struggle going on within him would drive him mad. It was as though he stood on the very summit of a high ridge, with the ineffable lure of the bush, typified in Nellie Wanting, trying to pull him down on the one side, and on the other the civilizing restraint of Barrakee and the conventions embodied by Mrs Thornton.
Of this strife the two women concerned were utterly unconscious. Neither was aware of the other’s opposing influence—the one sure of her affectionate domination, the other resigned to the surrender of hers. Mr Thornton realized in a dim, careless way that the lad was thinking out some personal problem, whilst Kate Flinders believed it also, and believed, moreover, that the problem was a basic reason of the gradual change in his habits.
It was Bony, the half-caste detective, not a student but a professor of human nature, who saw so plainly the perpetual struggle occupying Ralph’s every waking moment. But, though Bony was witness of the battle, was conversant with the personalities, he could not fathom the underlying reason. To him Ralph had become an absorbing study, so much so that it almost excluded from his mind his real business at Barrakee.
A battle of lesser intensity was being fought in the heart of Kate Flinders, but of this battle Bony knew nothing. To the girl it was unutterably distressing to be betrothed to one man and wholeheartedly in love with another. Her sense of loyalty was outraged, for, no matter how she tried to banish thoughts of Dugdale, the sub-overseer’s personality would obtrude, making her feel a traitress every time Ralph kissed her, which fortunately had now become a rare occurrence. As to the kissing, Bony wondered if Ralph occasionally, when kissing his betrothed, consoled himself by imagining it was Nellie’s lips he was kissing. Actually Kate had wondered twice whilst being kissed if Dugdale’s kisses would be fiercer.
She could not help it. The thought came involuntarily and horrified her. It made her both grieved and ashamed. Yet how could she ask Ralph to release her? How could she disappoint the Thorntons who had been ever as a father and a mother, surrounding her with their protection and love?
And it was these thoughts that filled her mind when in company with the squatter, who himself drove, but more slowly than Dugdale, the big station car about the run. The thoughts and the growing forebodings made her silent till her uncle rallied her with teasing questions or some joking remark.
Many times did they come upon a great flock of sheep being taken to or brought from the lambing camp. The squatter, of course, knew precisely where those flocks were, but coming upon them invariably took Kate by surprise. At the first sight of the moving mass, with its attendant horseman and lolling-tongued dogs, Kate’s eyes searched hungrily for the graceful figure of Dugdale, sometimes on a grey gelding, at others on a spirited bay mare with white feet.
And when they did come upon him her heart fluttered and her eyes sparkled till she remembered Ralph, and then the sun appeared to lose its light, and the sudden glory of the world die down to a dull drab.
It was thus they came upon him when engaged, with the help of three riders, in moving a flock of ten thousand sheep towards the marking camp. When the car slowed, Dugdale cantered over to it and, dismounting, removed his wide-brimmed felt to Kate.
“Good afternoon, Kate. Good day, Mr Thornton,” he said levelly. A quick glance at the girl, another at her uncle who was watching the milling flock, and a second look, longer and searching, at the girl.
“Gad! how lovely she is today and for always,” was his thought.
And hers, when her eyes that were in danger of telling too much, fell aside: “Always cool and good-looking, and so efficient. How can I—Oh, how can I help loving him?”
“How are they travelling, Dug?” asked the squatter, referring to the sheep.
“Good,” answered the sub-overseer. “Mr Watts still has ten hundred at the yards, so I am not hurrying these.”
“That’s right, Dug. How are the lambs going, do you think?”
“I should say about eighty per cent, if not a little higher.”
“Humph! That rain came just in time.” For a while Mr Thornton again regarded the flock, and abs
ently looked at the slow-moving riders, none of whom carried a stock-whip, for he would not allow a man working sheep even to crack a whip. Cracking of whips, or any methods designed to hurry sheep unduly, the squatter frowned at, and it was these little points, among others, which had made him so successful a sheepman.
“Who owns that brindle dog working close in?” was his next question.
“Sam Smith.”
“Is it a pup?”
“No, second year. One of Elsie’s pups.”
“Oh!” Elsie was a famous kelpie bitch belonging to the overseer. “Well, it looks as though it’ll never make a good dog. Keep your eye on it, Dug. I noticed it biting just then. Tell Sam to make it work wider or—shoot it.”
“All right. Sam, I think, reckons it to be no good, but his other dog is sore-footed and he is giving it a spell.”
“Well, we’ll get on. So long, Dug.”
“Goodbye! Goodbye, Kate!”
“Au revoir, Dug.”
And when the car moved ahead Kate dared not raise her eyes and look at him, yet she could not refrain from looking back to see him vault into the saddle and canter off easily on his return to the sheep.
Half an hour later they came to a winding creek in which was a chain of water-pools.
“What about a drink of tea, Kate?”
“I would like it, Uncle, if we have time to boil the billy,” she said with an affectionate smile at his consideration, well knowing that, had not she been with him, he would never have thought of it.
So, while he gathered a few sticks and made a fire, afterwards putting the billy against it, she undid the strap securing the small “tucker-box” to one of the running-boards, and produced tin pannikins, a bottle of milk, tea, sugar, and sandwiches. He came across, got the tea-tin and with it returned to the billy; and there, whilst waiting for the water to boil, stood idly looking about the scene, sylvan and lovely. She saw him frown, saw him hesitate, and then watched her uncle walk away for some fifty yards and examine the ground about a large box-tree, growing at an angle of forty-five degrees from the ground.
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