by Donna Fasano
“Today you said I couldn’t have an affairâ”
“I said I thought you weren’t that kind of person,” he corrected. “You couldn’t handle that kind of thing.”
“I want to know why not.”
“Well,” he said, unable to control his lopsided grin. “Let’s just call it an educated guess.”
Michael stared into her glazed eyes. Her body slowly swayed away from him and she gave a tiny jerk to balance herself. He was more than a little surprised at finding her here. Something pretty serious must have happened to make her sit here alone in the dark.
He inhaled sharply, her weight pressing into him as she slid onto his lap. He felt her fingers lace behind his neck. She rocked backward and he steadied her; one hand spread across her stomach, the other on the small of her back.
“I think I can do it, Michael,” she whispered.
Her wine-sweetened breath passed lightly over his face. His heart thumped wildly. The muscles in his stomach grew painfully taut. Her soft, parted lips silently called his name, and an urgent need to answer welled up in him. But he couldn’t. Doing so wouldn’t be right.
Although he’d known Laurel only a short time, he was sure this behavior was not part of her character. Something else motivated her actions, and he was determined to find out what it was.
“I take it your talk with Ginny didn’t go well?”
“I said I didn’t want to talk about her.”
“And you feel you still need to prove something?” he pressed.
“Shh.” Kissing the frown from his brow, she said, “I know I can do it. And you can help me.”
“Wait.” Lifting a hand, he gave a gentle tug on her arm.
“Kiss me, Michael.”
She lowered her lips to his. Her mouth was warm and sweet, as he knew she would be. Desire overwhelmed him. Closing his eyes, he ran his tongue lightly across her silky skin. Helplessly, he deepened the kiss, wanting to taste her sweetness. She opened herself to him, eager for his exploration.
The fabric of her sweater was like velvet as he slid his hand around to rest on her waist, his thumb caressing the soft swell of her breast.
The kisses he planted along her jaw made her arch her back and offer him her neck. He kissed it, feeling the blood pulse rapidly through her veins. Her fingers wove through his hair, drawing his head backward, and she once more pressed her mouth to his.
He drew her closer and ran his hand over her hip and down along her outer thigh, then closer to the heat that was beckoning him. Laurel gasped at his intimate touch, and he quickly removed his hand from where he’d tucked it between her corduroy-clad thighs.
“Please,” she moaned.
“Laurel.” Taking a deep breath, he leaned back against the cabin, away from her, in an attempt to control the desire roaring inside him.
“You don’t want me?” Laurel asked, drunkenly hurt but seeming somehow relieved.
She untangled her fingers from his hair and swayed away from him. He put both hands around her waist to steady her, and when she laid her head on his shoulder, he took the opportunity to slide her down his legs a bit. If he hadn’t, he was sure she would notice his body’s response to their kiss.
Wisps of her hair tickled his jaw as she buried her face in his neck. He smoothed it back, liking the silky feel against his hand. She was sweet-scented, and he filled his lungs with her fragrance. He felt her chest rise and fall as a tiny sigh escaped her lips.
“You make me feel so good, so safe,” she murmured against his skin. He closed his eyes, fighting the tingle that coursed along his spine, the desire that curled in the pit of his belly, and knew she was anything but safe.
“Laurel, listen to me.” He spoke softly, almost in a whisper. “I don’t know what happened between you and Ginny tonight. I don’t know what made you come here. Or what it was that made you drink the rest of that bottle of wine.” He stopped and stroked her hair for a moment before continuing. “But I do know that what happened between us just now wouldn’t have happened if you weren’t…if you hadn’t been drinking.
“There’s no reason to be embarrassed or anything,” he added. “And if you want to talk about your problem with Ginny, I’m still here to listen.” He stopped, waiting for her response.
“Laurel?” He looked up at the bright, twinkling stars and listened to her soft, even breathing, the only sound in the still night air.
Chapter Five
“Laurel?”
Contentment washed over her as she woke to the husky male whisper. Wanting nothing but to slip back into her blissful slumber, she sighed.
“Come on, now. Wake up.”
With her head pressed against his chest, Michael’s voice was a soft rumble in her ear. He brushed back a strand of her hair, his fingers warming a trail across her cheek.
“We’ve been sitting here long enough. It’s time to go in.”
“In?” It took a laborious effort to open her eyes. Feeling disoriented, she sat up and rubbed lightly at her eyes. She was in the cab of Michael’s truck, parked outside Jim’s cabin. “How did I get here?” she asked.
“I carried you to my truck. Then I drove here.” His mouth split with a grin as he teased, “You certainly couldn’t stay at my house all night, now, could you?”
“You’re right, I couldn’t do that,” she feebly agreed, but she was sure he hadn’t heard as he was already out of the truck and walking around to open her door.
“Come on,” he coaxed. “You need to get to bed.”
It wasn’t until she had stepped onto the porch that she remembered the way she had acted earlier, practically throwing herself at him.
“Oh, Michael.” Embarrassment flooded her and she clamped a hand over her mouth.
“What?” he asked, alarmed. “What is it?”
Tilting her head, she gazed at the night sky. Gleaming stars winked and sparkled, unnoticed by Laurel in her shame. Dropping her arms to her sides, her shoulders sagged. A rueful twist tightened her lips before she spoke.
“I’m not even going to bother to apologize for my behavior.” She frowned, fixing him with a steely stare. “You’ll just have to take my word for it when I tell you that the Laurel Morgan you’ve seen tonight is not the real Laurel Morgan. I’m not a drinker. But then, I guess you figured that out.”
“What worries me,” Michael said, leaning his shoulder against the porch post, “is the reason that it happened.”
“Ginny.” Laurel couldn’t quite keep her frustration hidden as she sighed her sister’s name. “If there’s one thing I’ve learned in the last three days, it’s that I can’t go on trying to be Ginny’s mother.” Shrugging her shoulders, she shook her head as she continued, “I mean, I don’t know how to handle her anymore. One minute she’s sweet as pie, then the next she’s snippy, rebellious and hateful.”
“I’ve heard of that. I think it’s called adolescence,” Michael teased.
Her frown softened at his good-natured razzing.
“Yes, I guess you’re right. But, the funny thing is, I don’t remember ever being like that.”
“None of us do,” he chuckled. “Don’t worry so much.” He took a step toward her. “I have a feeling things will work out just fine.”
She looked into his eyes, wishing she knew what he was thinking.
“You get to bed,” he said gently. Michael planted a quick kiss on the tip of her nose and whispered, “And remember what I said. Don’t worry.”
He stared at her, and for a split second his eyes lit with a mischievous gleam. “It’s all going to work out.”
Then he turned to jog down the stone steps, failing to notice the puzzled expression on Laurel’s face as she wondered what he was up to.
~
“Wake up, sleepy head!” Ginny hopped onto the bed, tugging at the quilt that was tightly tucked around her older sister.
“Ginny, please,” Laurel groaned, “stop bouncing. And leave me alone. I came in late.” She tried to pull the blan
ket back over her shoulders.
“I know! You two sat out in that truck for over an hour!”
Laurel’s eyes popped open.
Ginny laughed.
Struggling to sit up, Laurel thought through all the implications of that sentence. She had slept, cuddled against Michael’s chest, for over an hour? And he just sat there and watched her? Her hands unconsciously clutched at the blanket as her whole body broke out into a sweat.
“You’re blushing!” Ginny exclaimed. “Don’t be embarrassed. I didn’t see anything.” She wrinkled her nose impishly. “But didn’t you tell me that you were too old to make out?”
“Go away!” Laurel bellowed. She needed time to think. “Go make a pot of coffee or something. I need to take a shower.” She threw back the covers, forcing Ginny to jump off the bed.
“But I wanted you to tell me all about your date!”
“Later, Ginny, later. After I’ve dressed and had a cup of coffee.”
“You’ll tell me everything?”
“Yes, absolutely everything. But later!”
“Okay, okay!” Ginny left the room mumbling. “What a crab.”
Sitting up on the edge of the bed, Laurel rubbed her hands lightly over her face. Why hadn’t Michael awakened her when they first arrived at the cabin? It was a question she couldn’t begin to answer. Then, a slow warmth gathered inside her as she imagined Michael holding her, watching her as she slept.
Pulling her fingers through her tousled hair, she heaved a sigh. Really, what must he think of her? Grabbing her robe, she stuffed her arms into it. Ginny wanted to know everything about her “date.” Laurel shook her head. And that meant more fabrications! She couldn’t possibly tell her the truth.
As she padded toward the bathroom, she whispered, “Boy, this is not going to be easy.”
Laurel sat at the kitchen table cradling a mug of coffee between her hands. She’d showered and dressed in a cheery yellow sweater and matching print skirt that was at odds with her mood. While she was showering, she’d thought about what she should tell Ginny. Keeping it simple, she’d decided, would be the only way to handle it. The last thing she wanted was to find herself hopelessly lost in a twisted maze of lies that would probably snap the thin thread of respect Ginny had for her.
“Okay, so tell me. Tell me!” Ginny could hardly contain her excited curiosity.
“There’s really not all that much to tell. I went to Michael’s, I had a good time, and he brought me home.”
“Well, that’s a bit skimpy on the details.” Ginny’s eyes were wide with exasperation as she watched Laurel sip her coffee. “Okay, I can see we’ll have to take this slow. Let’s focus on the ‘good time’ part. Tell me about your good time.”
“Ginny!” Laurel laughed nervously. “I had a good time, that’s all!”
“You said he was going to cook for you. What’d he make?”
Laurel picked up the teaspoon that was lying on the table, studying its flowery pattern intently.
“I’ll bet he broiled steaks,” Ginny said.
“Um, yeah, steaks,” Laurel lied, her eyes not leaving the spoon in her hand.
“Men always do steaks! They have no imagination.” Ginny rolled her eyes heavenward. “I’ll bet he made a salad, too?”
“You’ve got it,” Laurel said lightly. “Steaks and a salad.”
“Anything else?”
“Oh, uh, a sauce for the steaks. He made mushroom sauce for the steaks.”
“Candles?”
“Uh-huh.” Laurel nodded.
“Wow! Sounds romantic,” Ginny exclaimed. “How about dessert?”
She couldn’t carry it on anymore, Laurel thought. “No,” she said. “No dessert.”
“Ooo…” Ginny’s eyebrows wiggled expressively. “More time for kissing, huh?”
“That’s none of your business.” The spoon slipped from her fingers and clattered onto the tabletop.
“Touchy, aren’t we?”
“Not touchy.” Laurel shrugged. “I told you, I had a good time. That’s all.”
“Am I allowed to ask if you’re seeing him again?”
“Yes, you’re allowed to ask. And no, I don’t think I’ll be seeing Michael again.” Laurel pushed away the tiny twist of regret that curled in her stomach. Michael couldn’t possibly want to see her again, and she couldn’t bring herself to lie to Ginny about another date. “You did say there were lots of fish in the sea. I thought I’d throw in my line and catch another one.”
“Good grief!” Ginny laughed. “I’ve created a monster!”
Laurel was trying to think of some smug rejoinder when a knock at the front door made Ginny jump up from her chair.
“That’s probably Sharon. We’re going shopping this morning.”
Laurel set her empty mug on the counter, too despondent to wash up the few dishes that were there. She couldn’t believe she’d gotten through Ginny’s inquisition without hanging herself.
I’ll never, ever, lie again, she silently promised.
“Laurel, it’s for you!” Ginny sang out the words.
Laurel stiffened, knowing, even before Ginny finished her last, drawn-out note that it was Michael at the door. Glancing heavenward, she mumbled a quick prayer.
“Lord, you really don’t have to teach me a lesson. I just promised never to lie again.”
She left the kitchen expecting to be caught in her own deceitful web but found herself immediately enveloped in a warm, tight bear hug. Michael’s freshly shaved cheek was smooth against her own and his earthy cologne seemed as familiar to her as his touch. Caught off guard, she simply stood there, limp as a wet noodle. His quick, firm kiss shocked her even further and she stared at him, silent questions written all over her face, she was certain.
“Good morning,” he whispered, a wicked gleam in his eyes.
“Morning,” she croaked.
“I’m glad you’re up and about. I came to take you girls out to breakfast.”
“Oh.” Laurel’s throat was so dry she could hardly speak.
“Darn,” Ginny said, snapping her fingers smartly. “Doesn’t look like we’ll be going fishing today, sis.”
“You two going fishing?” Michael asked. “I didn’t know you already had plans.”
Laurel glared at her sister’s innocent expression. “We do not have plans,” she said.
“I do,” Ginny said sweetly. “I’m going shopping, remember? You couldn’t have forgotten that fast, Laurel. I just told you thirty seconds ago.”
“Oh.” Laurel cleared her throat.
“But you’ll come?” Michael asked, catching hold of Laurel’s hand.
“Sure,” she replied, still not sure what he was up to. Her voice was tight with apprehension as she added, “I’d like that.”
“Michael.” Ginny’s voice made them both turn toward her. “Laurel tells me you’re one terrific cook.”
Michael frowned in confusion, and Laurel quickly squeezed his hand to get his attention.
“Yes,” Laurel said, trying to cover her panic. “I told her about the dinner you fixed for me last night.” She spoke the words deliberately, hoping he’d catch on. Gripping his hand tighter, she added, “The steak. And the salad.”
Before Michael could speak, Ginny piped in, “And she said the mushroom sauce was delicious.”
Michael raised one eyebrow, staring down at Laurel. “My mushroom sauce was delicious, huh?”
He stared at Laurel for the length of a heartbeat, then two.
Taking the sudden wicked glimmer in his dark gaze as acquiescence, Laurel was flooded with relief.
“Absolutely delicious,” she said, trying hard not to laugh at his crooked grin. She was so glad his back was to Ginny.
“Listen, could we go now? I’m starved!” She had to get out of the house before she burst into hysterics at this farce.
“Anytime you’re ready,” Michael said. “Better bring a jacket. It’s chilly.”
“You two have a good time,
” Ginny said.
When Laurel stepped out of the bedroom with her jacket, Michael placed a guiding hand on the small of her back. “Get a move on, woman.”
“See ya later,” Ginny called.
As they walked toward his truck, Michael exclaimed, “Mushroom sauce? I hate mushrooms!”
“I had to think fast,” she said, laughing. “I couldn’t tell her what really happened, now, could I?” She got into the truck and slammed the door, narrowing her eyes at him. “What’s this all about, anyway? I thought maybe you were up to something last night, but the last thing I expected to see this morning was you on my doorstep.”
“Well, I got to thinking last night.” He started the engine and pulled out of the drive. “If Ginny was driving you to drinkâ” even though he said the words jokingly, Laurel felt her cheeks flame “âthen you definitely needed my help.”
“Your help?”
“From everything you’ve told me, you’re obviously not comfortable with this dating idea.” He kept his eyes on the road. “So I’ve decided…if you’re in agreement, of course, that maybe I could help you. We could go out, make Ginny think you’re fooling around a little, and, like magic, all your problems will be solved.”
She shifted in the seat and stared at him. “You’d do that?”
“Why not?” He shrugged. “We residents of Oakland are a friendly, accommodating bunch.”
Michael glanced over to see her reaction and was relieved to see her smile. He had stayed up half the night trying to figure out the best solution to their problem. He couldn’t quite put his finger on when Laurel’s worries had become his own, but in the brief time he’d spent with her, she’d stirred something deep inside him, something that made her happiness important to him.
What she needed right now, he’d decided, was a friend, an ally, even if she didn’t know it herself. And he felt an overwhelming urge to be that friend.
“What are you grinning about?” Laurel asked.
“Oh, I was just congratulating myself on what a sly guy I am.”
“Oh, yeah?” she mocked. “I want to know what happened to that big lecture you gave me yesterday?”
“Lecture?”
