His Love VS Her Lust

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by Angie Hayes


  We fucked two more times that day. Once in the shower until the water turned cold and the other time in his bedroom. Adam was an incredible lover and a good piece of dick that I wouldn’t mind having on the side. I knew I said it was going to be a onetime thing, but that was definitely out of the question now. After that first encounter, we started fucking on the regular. Now don’t get it twisted, I never missed a beat with Hasan. I still fucked and sucked my husband on the regular and kept my house in order.

  That’s the difference between a man and a woman who has extra curriculum activities on the side. Men let their routine switch and cause suspicious in the house. Not me, I kept my shit in order. I loved my husband and had no intentions on leaving him, but Adam’s dick was too good to leave alone.

  CHAPTER 16

  ADAM

  Three months later…

  Hi you’ve reached Sevyn sorry I missed your call but at the beep please leave your name number and brief message and I’ll return your call as soon as possible.

  This is the third time I’ve called her ass tonight and she still hasn’t picked up. I know she’s gonna come at me with some I wasn’t around my phone or I was busy with lesson plans bullshit. I ain’t trying to hear that shit, especially since her ass was supposed to come through after she got off last night. I picked up the phone and tried calling again, and this time her phone went straight to the voicemail.

  “Fuck!” I yelled as I threw my phone down on the couch.

  I got up and went down to my basement that I converted into my mini-gym and started working off some steam on the punching bag. I never would have thought I would be feeling this way about a woman. I guess what my momma use to say was true, it’s always the ones that you least expect. What Sevyn and I had was supposed to be just a fuck thing, but months into this I started seeing her as more than a piece of pussy. Not only did she know how to fuck me and throw the pussy back how I like it, but her mind was right.

  She was always concerned about me and the things I had going on in my life. When she sees that I’m slacking on the stuff I need to be doing, she points that out and helps me get back on track. She doesn’t sweat me on the small stuff like why I don’t answer my phone when she calls or return texts in a timely matter. That’s the shit I’m use to dealing with from other women in the past. She wasn’t clingy and gave me space. Hell, when we first started fucking around I never even had to ask her to leave, she knew what time it was.

  We were on the same page and that’s something I’ve never experienced with a woman before, which is why I never had a committed relationship. Her being married was never issue either. I’ve never asked about her life at home and she’s never spoke of it. Over time things changed on my end and I admit that I started catching feelings for her ass and that caught me off guard. I remember the day I told her I think I was falling in love with her.

  It was two months ago when she came over to my house for a quickie. She called me saying she was thinking about me and needed to feel me real quick so I told her to come through..

  “Damn that was good.” Sevyn said catching her breath after we just finished fucking.

  Soon as she walked through my door it went down on the living room floor. We didn’t even make it to the bedroom.

  “Shit, it’s always good.” I said kissing her the tip of her nose.

  “That it is, and that’s why I keep coming back for more.” She said as she got up and headed to the bathroom.

  I got up, put my briefs back on, and headed to the kitchen to get a bottle of water. Minutes later Sevyn came out fully dressed and she was putting her hair back up in ponytail.

  “Are you leaving already? You just got here like thirty minutes ago.”

  “That’s all I needed, besides I gotta get back. I told him I was coming to give Michelle a ride somewhere real quick because her battery was acting up on her car.” She said.

  “Guess you know how to cover your tracks.” I said after taking a sip of my water.

  Sevyn walked up to me and started slowly tongue kissing me.

  “I think I love you.” I said to her once we pulled apart.

  I don’t know what made me blurt that out, but it felt right when I did.

  “What?” she said pulling back from me.

  “I said I think I love you. I know this has to be love because I never felt this way about a woman before.”

  “No Adam, that’s not love you’re feeling, its lust baby trust me.”

  “Come on Sevyn, don’t tell me what I’m feeling. I’ve been with enough women to know when it’s just about the pussy. This ain’t that type of situation because our shit is deeper than that.” I said pointing back and forth between us.

  “Look Adam, we got into this agreeing that it was for fun. Please don’t try to change our plans. I wanna keep things how they are. Now, I gotta go boo but I’ll call you tomorrow.” Sevyn said as she gave me one last kiss and left.

  It’s been on her terms like this ever since. She comes around when she wants her pussy stroked right. She tells me what she thinks I want to hear to keep me from being in her ear, and then she goes back home to her fucking husband. Now that school has started back and she had to go back to work, I’ll probably see her once a week, if that. It’s not a secret that I love her ass, but I’m getting tired of her playing with my feelings.

  I looked at the clock and saw that it was 6:30 p.m. I headed back upstairs, grabbed my keys, and headed out the door. If her ass wasn’t going to answer my calls, then I’ll do a fucking drive by her house to see what the fuck is really keeping her busy.

  CHAPTER 14

  MICHELLE

  Things have been on the slow side with me and Patrick since the new school year started. Between me being back to work, his schedule, and not to mention I still haven’t been feeling quite like myself, I haven’t been stressing the issue about me and him spending time together. I had just walked through the door from work and I was exhausted when my phone rang. I looked at the caller id and smiled.

  “Hey you,” I said as I answered the phone.

  “What’s up baby? I was calling to see if you made it home because I was about to swing through for a minute.”

  “Yeah, I just walked through the door.”

  “Alright, I’ll be there in like 10 minutes.” He said and hung up.

  I went into my bathroom and jumped in the shower. All though I was tired, I still wanted to see Patrick. Once I came out the bathroom, I heard him coming through my front door. After I lotion up and put on my night shirt, I went into the living room. Patrick was on the couch with his feet up while flipping through the channels on the TV.

  “Hey baby.” I said as I went to sit on his lap and give him a kiss.

  “Hey yourself,” He said running his hands underneath my shirt.

  “You must have missed me.” I said smiling as I got up off his lap and sat down next to him on the couch.

  “I always do. What are you cooking tonight?” he asked.

  “Really Patrick, that’s what you came over here for, food?” I asked giving his ass a crazy look.

  “No, but I’m hungry.”

  “Well, either your ass will wait until you get home and have your Martha Stewart cook you something to eat which I’m sure she will, or you can get you some takeout. I’m not cooking a damn thing. I’ve been dealing with other people’s kids all day and I’m not feeling well.” I let him know.

  “Damn, what’s with the attitude? I just asked a question.”

  “And I gave you an answer Patrick.”

  “Man, whatever. What’s up with you still feeling sick? I thought you were going to the doctor.” Patrick said.

  “Every time I’m about to make an appointment I start feeling better, so I haven’t been yet. Since it’s always off and on I bought some over-the-counter medicine to take when I start to feel bad.” I explained.

  “Well you’re not pregnant are you?” Patrick asked looking me dead in my eyes.

  The ne
rve of this nigga. It’s not as if we use condoms when we’re fucking so what if I am.

  “Patrick you know I’m on the shot.”

  “So what, that shit isn’t always accurate and you still didn’t answer my question.” He said looking at me.

  “No I’m not pregnant. I took a test last month and it came back negative.” I assured him.

  “Did you go to the doctor to take a test or did you do a store bought test?” He asked.

  “What’s with all these fucking questions? I did a store brought test!” I said getting agitated.

  I really wasn’t in the mood for this shit right now. All I wanted to do was lay down and get some rest so I could get ready for work tomorrow.

  “Look I’m just trying to make sure you’re ok. I think you need to make an appointment with the doctor and do a test there.” He said.

  He took my legs, placed them on his lap, and started rubbing my feet. I laid there enjoying his foot rub for a moment before I spoke.

  “If I go to the doctor, take the test, and it comes back positive, then what Patrick? I asked him.

  “We’ll cross that bridge when and if it happens. In the meantime just make the appointment and go baby.” He said before flashing that sexy smile and rubbing up and down my legs.

  His touch was so soft and smooth against my skin. Needless to say, Patrick and I fucked that night on my couch before he went home. That night before I went to bed, I wondered what would happen if I was pregnant. Would I keep the baby? Would he leave his wife and kids and come be a family with me? Would he just up and leave my life for good? I didn’t know what to think. The only thing I could do is make a doctor’s appointment and take it from there.

  CHAPTER 15

  HASAN

  The drawings were finally approved by the state last month and we start building in two weeks. This is the part I love about my job. I get to stand back and watch my crew do their magic and build stuff like Legos.

  “Hey baby how was your day?” I asked as Sevyn walked through the door from work that evening.

  Me being home before her lately was a good feeling.

  “Ugh, bae today was rough. I had to break up a fight between these two fast ass girls who were fighting over some pissy tail boy in my class. I tell you the things these kids get into these days. Hope better not think about acting a damn fool like that over a boy when she gets older.” Sevyn said while going through the mail on the counter. I don’t even want to think about my little angel with a damn boy at any age.

  “Anyways, how was your day?” she asked me as she gave me a kiss.

  “My day was good. We start the building soon. I’m glad I hired Christopher. He’s been a great asset to us. The fact that I get to come home early and be with you is a bonus in itself.” I said wrapping my arms around her waist.

  “I’m cooking spaghetti tonight baby so just go upstairs and unwind with a hot bath. Hope is in her room watching TV and her homework is done.” I assured her.

  My wife is always the one handling everything soon when she gets off work. I figured I’d handle those things since I’m able to now.

  “Thank you baby, but I’ll save the bath for later. Right now I’ll just go up to change out of these clothes and I’ll be back down shortly.” Sevyn said as she headed upstairs.

  Later on that night we all enjoyed a nice family dinner while listening to Hope tell us about the life of a third grader. Even though the school year had just recently started, she already had a bunch of stories to tell us. After dinner, I cleared the table and washed the dishes. I also made sure Hope got ready for bed.

  “I’ll be up in a minute baby. I’m just going to go and take the trash cans out to the curb.” I said to Sevyn as I headed to the garage to retrieve our garbage cans.

  As I’m placing the cans by the curb, I noticed an unfamiliar black Dodge Ram truck parked right across the street from the house. What caught my eye was the person sitting in the truck. Soon as I looked in their direction, whoever it was cut the light on inside to make sure I saw them. It was a guy and he was staring right back at me and grinning. He then cranked up his truck and slowly pulled off. I stood there staring at the truck until its back lights were out of my view. I went back into the house wondering who the fuck was that was.

  “Bae some weird shit just happened when I went outside to take the garbage cans to the curb.” I said as I headed into our bedroom.

  Sevyn was already in the shower so she didn’t hear me. I walked over to our closet to change out of my clothes when I heard a continuous buzzing sound. I looked over on Sevyn’s night table and noticed it was coming from her phone. It kept buzzing back-to-back. I’ve never had an urge or a desire to check my wife’s phone. That’s not what we did in our marriage; we gave one another their privacy.

  Considering the strange shit that just happened outside, my gut feeling told me something wasn’t right. I walked over to her phone and saw that she had five missed calls. I checked the log and saw that it was from someone called HIM. Then a text message came in and read: I saw what you go home to every day, buddy looks like he ain’t hitting it like me.

  I just stared at the phone like I was seeing shit. All of a sudden, Sevyn came out the bathroom and I turned around with the phone still in my hand.

  I held the phone up and asked, “What the fuck is this bullshit?”

  CHAPTER 16

  SEVYN

  I’ve been kicking it with Adam now for the past three months, and things have been going the way I want them to. I call when I want some of his good dick and he gives it to me. I made it my point to never discuss my home life and he never asked. I had everything in control. I had a loving and supportive husband, a beautiful growing daughter, and a sexy piece on the side whose sex was out of this world. Adam tried to throw a wrench in our set up by telling me he’s falling in love with me. To make matters worse Hasan decided to go through my fucking phone and saw a message that Adam had texted me.

  Adam had been calling me all day, but I really didn’t feel like talking to him. After he told me he loved me, I decided to back up from him a little bit. I had no feelings like that for him, but he started showing he was developing some feelings for me. So I would return his calls when I felt like it, and go over to his place when I wanted a quick fuck. When I came out of the bathroom that night, Hasan was holding my phone up in his hand and asking me what the fuck was going on.

  “What are you doing going through my shit?” I asked defensively.

  I went over to him and tried to snatch my phone out of his hand, but he blocked me with his other arm.

  “Fuck that! I asked you a question. Who the hell is HIM in your phone that is saying that I can’t fuck you like he can?” I knew Hasan was beyond pissed because he never cursed or raised his voice at me.

  I stood there for a moment trying to see if I could come up with a quick lie, but I knew I was busted. The evidence was right there in his hand and I couldn’t deny it. Taking a deep breath, I sat down on the bed.

  “Ok baby listen, I know what this looks like.” I began to explain.

  “Don’t fucking try and play me for no fool Sevyn and don’t try to lie to me. Who is this in your phone?” Hasan asked once again cutting me off.

  “Ok, it’s a guy that I met at the gym.” I told him looking down at the floor.

  “The gym…You mean to tell me that you’re stepping out on me with a guy that you met at the gym.” Hasan said.

  “Hasan it’s really not like that baby, I have no feelings for him.” I said looking up at him with pleading eyes and hoping I could convince him.

  “It’s not like that, no feelings? You must think I’m a damn fool. Do you wanna know what’s so funny? I went to take the trash to the curb a few minutes ago and saw some dude sitting across the street from our house in a truck. He was just staring at our house, he cut his light on to make sure I saw his face, and then he drove off. Soon as I come back upstairs, you’re fucking phone is ringing off the hook! So if I put
two-and-two together I can assume that was you’re little boyfriend sitting outside our house! How the fuck does he know where we stay, and did you fuck him in our house Sevyn!” Hasan asked yelling.

  I got up and closed our bedroom door hoping that Hope didn’t already hear us.

  “Hasan I have not fucked him or anybody else in our home.” I answered calmly.

  “Oh but you fucked him though.” Hasan said with a look on his face that I’ve never seen before.

  I saw nothing but hurt in my husband’s face.

  “Yes Hasan, I have had sex with him. I swear baby it was only one time and a huge mistake.” I said trying to sound convincing.

  After seeing that look on his face, there was no way I could tell him I was carrying on a three month affair with Adam. I also knew that telling him that he was Michelle’s cousin would make it even worse. Hell, Michelle didn’t even know I was fucking her cousin. I had the opportunity right then and there to tell Hasan the whole truth, but for some reason I couldn’t. Hasan just stood there for a few more minutes staring at me and shaking his head with a disgusted look on his face. The silence was scary between us.

  He threw my phone on the floor and walked out of our bedroom. I suddenly heard our front door slam. I rushed over to our bedroom window and saw him pulling out of the driveway. I just lay on the bed crying. I had been caught, and not only had Hasan seen the message in my phone, but for whatever reason, he saw Adam sitting in front of our fucking house. I don’t know what the fuck Adam was trying to do, but I damn sure was gonna find out.

  I kept calling Hasan’s phone that night, but he never answered. It was now 2:00 a.m. and I was getting worried. I was thinking he might have gotten into an accident or something when I heard the garage door opening up. I breathed a sigh of relief knowing that he was home. I heard his footsteps coming up the stairs, and then I heard the guestroom door close shut. In eight years of marriage, Hasan and I have never slept separately. I knew I had to get my marriage back on track. The only thing is I hope it’s not too late.

 

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