by Angie Hayes
“Hasan and I don’t have any problems. Except for the fact that he sometimes works long hours, but that’s not what pushed me into Adam arms. It was the thrill. With Adam I started feeling like how I did in college. I don’t think about my home life, job, or responsibilities. I just lived carefree with Adam. I get what I want from him and then I go home.” She explained.
Listening to her explain to me how she felt about the man on the side had me wondering if Patrick felt that same way about me. You always hear of men thinking that way about the other woman, but I’ve never heard a woman saying that about another man, let alone my best friend.
Sevyn was playing on dangerous ground with Adam. I remember in high school how he beat this guy merciless because the guy confronted him about messing with his girl. The only reason the guy’s mother didn’t press charges on Adam was because she and my aunt went to the same church and my aunt begged her not to. If Adam had gotten a record he wouldn’t have been able to enlist in the military, and my aunt didn’t want that.
“Listen, I’m definitely not the one to judge but I just want you to understand that Adam is not worth losing your family over. Hear me when I say this because I’m his cousin and I know him. So please just end it Sevyn and move on with your husband.” I pleaded with her.
I know I sounded like a hypocrite right then because I was sleeping with a married man, but Sevyn said she wasn’t in love or had any feelings for Adam so it was best to just let it be.
“I am going to end it. After seeing Hasan hurt like that and the way he talked to me with so much disappointment I know I can’t risk my marriage again.” Sevyn said.
Suddenly Sevyn’s phone rung and by the conversation I could tell it was her daughter Hope on the other end.
“Ok honey, I’m on my way now. I just came over to Goddy Michelle’s place real quick. I’ll see you in a little bit.” I have to go. That was Hope calling and saying Hasan said I needed to get home because he needed to go to the office to catch up on some work. I guess this is what it has come to, him using our child to talk to me. I’ll call you later, and thanks again.” Sevyn said as she gave me a hug and left.
After I locked up, I got my tea and headed to my bedroom to get ready for bed. Hasan was always a cool dude to me and I knew how much he loved Sevyn so I could only imagine how hurt he was. Then I started wondering about Patrick and Dante. They both went home to someone after they got what they wanted from me, while I went to bed alone. What Sevyn said about Adam made me wonder if that was the case with me. Am I really just a thrill?
C HAPTER 20
HASAN
“Hey can you talk?” I ask.
“You know I can for you. How are you?”
“Not good, I’m stopping by the spot.”
“I’ll leave the door unlocked.”
After I hung up the phone, I headed to my destination. I had Hope call Sevyn and tell her that she needed to come home because I needed to get to the office, but that was a lie. What I really needed was to leave the house for a while before I caught a charge behind Sevyn’s ass. After she admitted her affair, I felt like I couldn’t breathe. I became emotional and told her how disgusted I am with her, and then I moved into the guestroom.
I couldn’t for the life of me understand how she could be so fucking ungrateful and decide to fuck someone else, and then has the nerve to cry about it. I’ve worked so damn hard to make sure my family didn’t want or need for anything, but I guess that shit wasn’t enough. Ten minutes later, I pulled up to the driveway and made my way inside the house. When I went in I was greeted with the smell of pot roast and potatoes cooking. Although I wasn’t in the mood to eat, I knew I couldn’t resist one of my favorite meals.
“Here, have a drink and relax.”
I took the glass of wine and sat down on the couch to relax. This was exactly what I needed right now, a clear mind to think about my next step.
“So I take it things are still rough at home?”
“What do you think? I just caught her ass cheating on me so things couldn’t be sweet.” I responded in a sarcastic tone.
“Well, have you decided on what you’re going to do about your marriage?”
“No I haven’t. I mean I didn’t get married to get a divorce, and then there’s Hope to think about.” I answered.
“Listen getting a divorced doesn’t make you a bad parent. I’m sure your daughter would rather see you happy then miserable.”
“So you think her seeing us together instead of me and her mom would make her happy?” I asked as I downed my drink.
“I’m just saying, you’re happy with me right? I have no problem with making a move on my end. I’m just waiting on you.”
“That pot roast smells good in there so how about you fix me a plate.” I demanded as I tried to change the subject.
What I needed was to have a peace of mind right now. I did not need to be questioned as if this was the First 48.
“That was smooth changing the subject to food, but I’ll let it slide this time. After I feed you, I plan on being desert.” My dick instantly started jumping at the thought of what was to come later on that night.
Normally, I would be on a time schedule and trying not to stay too long because I had to get home. However, with everything that has been going on, at this point I could care less. Hell, far as I know Sevyn probably went to her lover’s house when she left home earlier. This is now justified in my book. I know I’ve have been living foul myself, but I take care of home and everything in between. I never imagined what it would feel like if the shoe was on the other foot.
There’s a lot Sevyn didn’t know about me when we first got together and a lot she still doesn’t know. She was just the right woman I needed to complete my plan to get married and start a family with. I knew I was different from what she was used to dealing with. I knew all I had to do was keep showing her there was more to me than looks and body, and that I had a plan and future. I love my wife even though I know what I’m doing is wrong, but I don’t plan on leaving her. My life at home is very beneficial towards my career.
I have a reputation and too many clients at stake. After I finished eating, I headed upstairs to the bedroom to get comfortable. I took off my clothes and lay in the bed with the TV on. I must have dozed off because I woke up to the sensation of having my dick sucked. I opened my legs wider and gripped the back of the head as my dick went in deeper in the mouth. I started pumping harder in and out of this hot mouth as I felt my cum beginning to erupt. I finally released myself in the back of the throat.
“Damn I needed that.” I said stroking my dick.
“I know you did, now let me give you some more of what I got.”
We fucked for an hour straight. By the time we were finished, I was beyond exhausted. I looked over at the clock and noticed it was 3:30 a.m. I rolled back over to cuddle and go to sleep. I had already decided to take tomorrow off so there definitely wasn’t a need to rush home. I really tried to be the good doting husband, but that shit didn’t work so Sevyn will see me when I get there.
CHAPTER 21
ELAINE
Brian must really take me for a damn fool. I know his ass has been up to no good. The signs are so fucking clear but every time I ask him, he makes me seem like I don’t know what I’m talking about. Now, he’s either being careless or just not giving a damn anymore because he left his other phone that I had no idea he had in his nightstand drawer. I found it two days ago but it had a lock code on it. I wanted to confront him about this phone, but I knew he would tell me nothing but lies. I decided enough was enough.
I met with a private investigator I found on Google this morning. I gave him all the information he needed in order to see what the hell was going on with Brian. I’ll be damn if I confronted him again without hard evidence. Brian and I have been married now for ten years, and believe me when I say this hasn’t been easy. Brian is very easy on the eyes and he has a nice body. Not to mention he can charm you right out of your
panties. He’s also an intelligent man and a wonderful father to our eleven year old son, but he hasn’t been that good of a husband.
I always thought that Brian was too good for me. My self-esteem wasn’t at its best when we met in church some 13 years ago. My father was the pastor and one Sunday our church fellowshipped with another church and that’s when we met. After the services, my father introduced me and my mom to the other visiting church members and it was then that Brian asked for my phone number.
I was beyond shy, but Brian always made me feel secure and beautiful. Over time we grew closer and my mother and father approved of him greatly. We both were already in our first year of college, and we were only an hour away from one another. I majored in education and he majored in finance. Later on I became a teacher and now I’m an assistant principal and Brian is a financial advisor with a lot of high clientele under his belt. You would think our life would be sweet and smooth sailing, but that’s far from the case. I’ve caught Brian having an affair on numerous occasions, but I never left.
He always seemed to remind me that he is the best I will ever have as far as a man goes, and somewhere along the line I believed him. I’ve been with him now for a total of 13 years and I’ve put in a lot of time and hard work into my family. It seems like the more I do and the more dutiful wife I try to become, my husband still feels the need to go out there and give another bitch his time and dick. Brian thinks that I don’t know or that I just turn the blind eye, but the truth of the matter is I’m far from both. I keep quiet because I don’t want to hear his lies.
Finding that phone was it for me though. Its time I grab a hold of my life with Brian. Times like this I really wish I could go and talk to my parents about my situation, especially my mother. My father has officially retired from the pulpit and my mother is no longer the acting first lady. Yet, they still live by their strict religious creed and divorce is not an option in their eyes. They would only tell me to accept what God is allowing in my life and pray for guidance. What God would allow you to accept infidelity in your union? So to prevent the sermon they would preach to me and having them to tell me what to do with my life, I just keep quiet. I have them along with everyone else on the outside thinking everything is all good with us.
I heard the front door opening and closing so I looked at the time on the clock. It was 12 a.m. and Brian was just getting in. I laid there turned on my side pretending to be sleep when I heard him coming into our bedroom. He quietly crept in his closet where I heard him removing his jewelry and clothes. He then went into the bathroom and started his shower. I wanted so badly to storm in there, hit his ass in the face, and go off on him for continuing to be so disrespectful and coming home whenever he felt like it.
Finally, I heard the shower stop. He came out of the bathroom and got into the bed. He didn’t even kiss me or even let me know he was home. He just rolled over on his side with his back facing me and went to sleep. I laid there, staring at the darkness of the wall with tears sliding down my face. How could a man I love so much not love me the same? I know I really do deserve better than this, but I don’t know how to find the strength to leave.
CHAPTER 22
ADAM
It’s been a week since Sevyn and I got caught fuckin by my cousin, and I still haven’t heard from here. She’s back to not responding to my calls or texts. I don’t think Sevyn knows who the fuck she is dealing with. I don’t like the way she’s been playing with my feelings as if I’m a fucking a yoyo. One minute she wants me, and then the next minute she tells me I’m just an easy fuck. I looked at the time and noticed that school would be getting out in thirty minutes. I decided to pay her ass a visit at her work place. If she wasn’t going to answer my calls I’ll make her ass talk to me.
As I pulled up to the school house, I heard the dismissal bell ring. I drove around to the teacher’s parking lot to look for Sevyn’s car. Once I spotted it, I decided to park directly behind her car so her ass could see me as soon as she came out.
“What are you doing here Adam?” Sevyn asked as she came out into the parking lot to leave.
“You’re not answering your fucking phone so I decided to come here and see why?” I told her as I was leaning against my car.
“Adam, you can’t show up at my job like this! Everyone knows I’m married, not to mention Michelle works here too. First, you come to my house and now this, you have to stop.” She said as she came close to me so no one else could hear her.
The smell of her perfume was getting my dick hard. I wanted to push her ass in the back of my truck and fuck the shit out of her right then and there.
“You think I give a fuck Sevyn? Now you can either talk to me or I’ll keep showing up here or your house until you do. It’s your choice.”
“You are unbelievable! Fine, follow me and there’s a park about five miles from here.” She said.
We both got into our vehicles and headed out. Minutes later, we pulled up to this secluded park. Sevyn got out of her car, and then came and sat inside my truck.
“So what is it that you want to talk about Adam?” Sevyn asked getting straight to the point.
I just looked at her for a moment before responding. She looked so fucking sexy sitting there with this pissed off look on her face.
“I wanna talk about how you haven’t been returning my calls and messages for a week. What the fuck is up with that?” I demanded.
“Adam my husband knows about us and your cousin caught us fucking, but you still don’t think this shit is over?” she asked.
“Hell no! I don’t give a fuck who caught us or knows about us! I told you what you got going on at your house is your business. As far as my cousin, she doesn’t give a fuck, trust me I know Michelle.” I told her.
“Adam, how did you know where I lived at?” she asked me.
I knew she was going to ask me that when she told me her husband saw me parked across the street from their house.
“I got the address from your license out of your purse?” I answered as I started rubbing my fingertips down her arm so I could feel her smooth skin.
“What were you doing in my purse in the first place Adam?” Sevyn yelled as she slapped my hand away from her arm.
“Damn, does it matter? You need to stop tripping and give me some of that good pussy.” I said as I placed my hand under her skirt and started massaging her thigh.
I crept my hand up to her pussy and I felt how wet she was. No matter how hard she tried to act, I knew she could never resist me. I damn sure couldn’t resist her.
“I think it’s time we end this Adam. I have too much too lose and I’m not trying to lose my family.” She said in an exasperating tone while grinding her pussy on my finger.
“Yeah ok,” I said not paying what she said any attention as I reached over and started kissing her on her neck.
Like I expected, Sevyn and I fucked in my truck that day in the park. Afterwards, without saying anything to me, she got out of my truck, jumped in her car, and left. I drove back home smiling and constantly smelling her juices on her fingers. Sevyn was intoxicating to me. I knew I had to have her to myself. I’ve never felt this way about any woman. It wasn’t just about the pussy with me. It was about her as a whole person. At this point, I don’t give a damn about her husband or what she’s got going on at home. All I care about is having access to her whenever I want to. I want her all day every day and I’m gonna make sure that happens.
CHAPTER 23
SEVYN
I can’t believe I slipped up again and fucked Adam. I don’t understand why I can’t just stay the fuck away from him. I had just left the park from fucking Adam in his truck. Now I’m speeding to pick up Hope from school. I was never late picking her up and totally forgot the time when I was tied up with Adam.
“Hi baby, sorry I’m a little late. How was your day?” I asked my daughter when I picked her up in front of the school.
Hope started talking about her day as we drove home, but I wa
sn’t listening. I kept thinking back to what had just happened between Adam and me. I knew it so wrong, but I’ll be damn if it didn’t feel right. Soon as we got home, I saw Hasan’s car parked in the driveway. As we walked inside we were greeted by the smell of dinner cooking. That shocked the hell out of me, especially since he didn’t bring his ass home last night.
Ever since he found out about Adam, it’s as if we have been living like roommates. We’re sleeping in separate rooms and only speaking to one another through text messages.
“Hi daddy!” Hope said jumping into Hasan’s arms.
Looking at those two always gave me a calm of peace. You would have never known I’d just fucked another man in his vehicle, at the park about thirty minutes ago. I didn’t say anything to Hasan. I went straight upstairs to wash the smell of Adam off of me. After my shower, I came back downstairs to find Hope and Hasan sitting at the table eating. Hope was repeating to her daddy what she told me about her day again. I turned back around and went upstairs. Hasan and his acting as if I wasn’t around was starting to take its toll on me. I wasn’t even hungry. I just laid in the bed and started reading this book called, Divas with Drama by Shamel Carter. I was so into the book that I didn’t even hear Hasan when he came into the bedroom.
“I’ve fed Hope and got her settled in for the night and I think it’s time we talk.” He said as he sat down at the foot of the bed.
I sat up and put my book down. I gave him my undivided attention.
“It is time we talk Hasan. I’m so sorry baby.” I told him.
“No, just stop.” Hasan said holding up his hand and cutting me off. “I need to say this and I want to make sure you hear me. I knew when we first started dating that you were out of my league. I wanted to show you that there was more to life then looks. When you started loving me for who I am, I knew you were the woman I wanted to have a future with. I’ve made sure I provided everything your heart could desire and loved you unconditionally. What could it possibly be that would make you seek out another man?” he asked me and was now looking me in my face.
