The only people who weren’t happy about this turn of events were Mark and my mom. Mom thought that like her, I should hold out for Mark’s return, which is what she did with my dad with disastrous results both times he came back, or she let him back in.
I’d learned that from her I guess, to hold onto what I know even if it was bad for me. A few months ago I would’ve been more than happy to take Mark back, and feel like I was winning no doubt, but now I see through new eyes. I see through the eyes of a woman who finally knows what it means to be loved, truly and deeply.
If what Dane felt started as physical lust it had certainly morphed into something bigger and I felt it every time he touched me, or in the way he looked at me, the way I caught him looking at me when he thought I wasn’t paying any attention to him.
I feel it in the way he holds me at night when we sleep. The way he now refuses to sleep without me by his side. He still sneaks out in the early morning for Alana’s sake, but he doesn’t let me sleep alone.
That’s why I was even now on my way to his place dressed like an idiot in the exercise outfit my daughter and my so-called best friend had chosen for me to wear. He had offered his services as a coach again and I’d decided what the heck. I wouldn’t mind losing the little extra flesh around my middle, though it wasn’t as bad as all that, a flat tummy would be nice again after all these years.
I felt nervous as I climbed out of the car into his personal garage that he’d given me the passkey for. What ever possessed me to think I could pull this off? The top stopped just beneath my ample breasts and was a green so bright he might need his famous sunglasses just to be in the same room with me.
The bottoms were stuck to my ass like a second layer of skin, and were a mix of the same green and every color of the rainbow. They had the added benefit of making my ass stick out like the main attraction at a freak show. I tried pulling and tugging but to no avail, there was no give in this mess.
I made my way upstairs in the private elevator thanking heaven that no stranger would be subjected to this sight. He’d said to come right through to his exercise room in back since he would probably already be getting started on his own routine by the time I dropped Alana off at school.
I could hear the cling clang of a machine coming from the room where he kept his torture devices. I hope he wasn’t planning on making me do any of that fancy stuff my first day, I haven’t done any kind of exercise in eons. I never had to before I had the baby and then after, who the hell had time?
Mark was never really any help with Alana and by the end of the day I’d been too worn out after running after a toddler to care too much about it. Not that my body had been horrible, but obviously my husband had found something lacking in me, and that had sent him running into the arms of someone else.
The old sting wasn’t as strong as it had been in past, in fact as the days go by it was getting easier and easier to see Mark for what he was, and I even found myself being a little grateful that his selfish ass was no longer my problem.
I walked into the room and he dropped the bar thing he held in his hands, that had the weights suspended in the air, clashing back into place. I bit my lip and watched as a slash of red crossed his high cheekbones and his nostrils flared.
“Did anyone else see you in that?” The look in his eyes made me twitchy. He was still across the room but I could feel his touch. I shook my head because my mouth went suddenly dry and I couldn’t hold a thought.
My legs started to tremble slightly when he got up from the bench thingy he’d been sitting on and moved towards me like a predator. I swallowed hard and tried to back up, but my feet refused to work.
***
DANE
“Fuck.” I bit off my exercise gloves and grabbed her up sweat and all. Her scent hit me hard and as if the sight of her in the sexy as fuck outfit wasn’t enough, her natural essence made me ravenous.
I didn’t know where to start. I wanted my hands and teeth on her, and my dick in her in the worst fucking way. I bit the flesh over her right nipple as I bent her backwards. Sweat matted my hair and stained my shirt but I didn’t care. I wanted her dirty. I wanted her covered in me, by me.
My hands tore at her clothes as I walked her backwards towards the opposite wall, where the pull-up bars were. That was the only place I could think of for what I had playing through my head.
I tugged the tube top off over her head and threw it to the floor. Her shorts were almost to her calves so I toed them all the way off. “Step out of them.” She had to use my chest for support as she lifted first one leg and then the other to free them.
I didn’t speak anymore, the time for words was past, plus I couldn’t form a sentence if my life depended on it. My face was a stony mask as I lifted her arms up over her head and wrapped her fingers around the bars.
Next I pushed her legs wider apart. She whimpered when I knelt before her, pulling her pussy forward so that I could feast. I grabbed her ass and pulled her down on my tongue so I could suck her pussy like a half peach.
“Dane...” She tried bringing her hands down to my head. “Put theme back and leave them there.” Since I knew she was already there, I decided to play with her. I used my tongue to tease her to distraction, licking her clit until it was hard and begging for attention, then leaving it alone to lick into her sweet pussy.
When she was barely hanging on I stood in front of her and brought her hand down to my straining length, moving it up and down my pole under mine. “You feel that? he’s hard as fuck babe, that’s what your ass did.”
She blushed and looked down at her hand as it stroked my dick. “Take me in your mouth.” I stepped back making room for her as she dropped to her knees. Lately she has been getting more comfortable with my length in her throat. And if the sounds she made as she serviced me were anything to go by, she was enjoying the shit out of it, like now.
She took her time, no rushed movements, as she fondled my balls and licked around the head of my cock. I watched with gritted teeth and forced myself not to take over as she took her time playing with me.
“Ilene.” She totally ignored the warning tone in my voice as her eyes smiled up into mine. Okay, we’ll see. I let her have her way, only going as far as grabbing fistfuls of her hair as she sucked me off. I would like nothing more than to shoot off in her mouth, but in the last few days I’d been focused on my breeding plan.
When I was too close I pulled her head back and off my dick and helped her to her feet without uttering a word. Had we said more than two words since she came into the room? I can’t remember.
I turned her back around to hold onto the overhead bars. I wanted to fuck her from behind, wanted to see and feel her ass as I pounded into her sweet heat.
She hissed and spread wider when I split her with the tumescent head of my cock. My shit was iron hard and I was having one of those days where the shit seems to have grown an extra inch each way.
She was up on her toes with her ass canted just right, meaning the pussy was at the right angle for what I had in mind. I took my sweet time sliding into her pink gash, holding her around her middle to keep her from falling.
I watched my cock slide in and out of her, her juices coating me, making the fuck easier. The bend in the tip of my cock rubbed against her sweet spot each time I slid in. “You know what I want baby?” Bending over, I nibbled her ear as I rode high into her pussy, rubbing my groin against her ass.
“I want your pussy cream, not just the juice this time; brace baby, this is about to get rough.”
The screams and yells were loud enough to wake the dead but I didn’t let that deter me. I was on a mission I wanted her pussy to cream for me.
She called out to me as I fucked into her harder than ever before. I bit into her neck and played with her nipples as she begged for mercy. When she sagged after a massive orgasm and begged for the bed I wrapped a hand around her throat and pulled her head back so I could reach her mouth.
We were both cover
ed in sweat, our bodies all but glued together, but I didn’t want it to end. I could feel my seed rising up inside me and tried to hold off. Pulling out I went back at her pussy with my tongue, giving myself time to calm down.
After I’d drunk some of her sweet juice I got back to my feet and slammed my cock back into her. “Ahhhh...” She lifted off her toes as I slammed her back hard on my cock.
I fucked her twisted until I emptied my nut-sac inside of her. I didn’t stop stroking until she stopped trembling. With my face buried in her neck, I inhaled her scent and my dick twitched inside her.
***
I hadn’t wasted any time after I got the stuff from Cole and now both my girls were bagged and tagged. In the interim I’d gone looking at homes on my own because I realized with her hard headed ass that approaching her with a done deal was easier than asking her input. I’m hoping to fix that shit in the future, but for now I don’t want to waste any time.
The good news is that Simon the fuck isn’t after me after all, but the fucker is up to his old tricks again it seems, which means he’s gonna have to be taken care of; which means I might have to make a run. I’m not moving one fuck until I had things exactly how I wanted them.
She was asleep in my bed. I’d knocked her out with my little impromptu fuck session in the exercise room and now she was lying there like an innocent, her face soft and so fucking beautiful it hurt.
I liked watching her like this, with no interruptions, nothing to take away from the moment. I wonder if it would ever be possible to show her just how much love I had for her. If the day would ever come when I could find the words needed. For now I thought it enough to show her.
I trailed my fingertip down her cheek before turning to leave the room. I had some things to do, we’ll have to get to her exercise another day, granted she didn’t wear another one of those get-ups, because chances are she’d get the same results if she kept that shit up. Then again there’s exercise and then there’s exercise. All in all I’d say she had a good first day at the gym.
Chapter 17
ILENE
“So where have you been?” I almost jumped out of my skin at the voice coming from behind me. “What are you doing here? how did you get in here?”
I tried not to let the sneer on his face get a rise out of me. “My wife and kid live here, I don’t need a reason to be here. As to how I got in, I still have my ways.”
My mind went immediately to Alana, but why would she do that? She was the one who’d been egging me on where Dane was concerned. Has she been secretly hoping her dad and I would get back together?
Somehow I couldn’t reconcile the girl who had told me to go for it in such a mature way, with the same one who would then turn around and give him a key. There was only one other person who had a key and...
“Well, you want to tell your husband where you’ve been all morning?” he actually came towards me with a menacing look on his face. I was so shocked by this turn of events that it took me a minute to find my voice.
“Wait, what, your wife? What are you talking about?” Had he fallen and hit his head or something? I was seriously starting to think that something was wrong with him.
“This is still my family isn’t it?”
Was he demented or something? What the hell had gotten into him? “Mark, are you feeling okay?” Just my luck, after a morning like the one I’d just had I have to deal with this. The glow hadn’t even had time to fade as yet.
“Of course I’m okay, what kind of question is that? did you give any thought to what we talked about?”
“Look I don’t know what’s going on with you lately, but I think we need to keep things civil for Alana’s sake, other than that I don’t think we really have anything to do with each other. You’ve gone on with your life and I’ve gone on with mine.”
Just then my phone rang and I held up a finger for quiet while I answered. Shit, it was Dane. “Hey baby, I missed you already.” I couldn’t hold back the smile that broke out across my face.
“I miss you...”
“Who’s that? we’re having a conversation here, tell whoever it is they’ll have to call back.” I was rudely cut off in mid-sentence. What did it say about me that that quickly I’d forgotten about him?
“What the fuck is going on over there?” I’d never heard ice in someone else’s voice before, now I can say I knew that shit was real. “Um...”
“I’m on my way, if he’s still there when I get there, it’s going to be both your asses.”
“I...” he hung up before I could get the words out. Why is this ass always getting me in trouble? where did he come from all of a sudden anyway? I hadn’t seen him since he walked out on us, except here and there in passing, and now, suddenly, when I was beginning to have feelings for someone else, he shows up.
Yes it was important to me that he kept a relationship with our daughter, but I no longer felt like I needed to use that as an excuse to see him. Whatever was going to be between the two of them was just that, I no longer played any part in it.
I didn’t crumble into ash at the realization, didn’t feel like my world was going to end. I guess I was healing after all. It felt good, but I’ll have to celebrate later. Right now I had a mad man on his way to my house.
“You’re gonna have to leave I have to take care of something.” I picked up my purse as if I were about to head out again.”
“What, but you just got back here, now I...”
“Mark, I said I have something to do, my days of bowing to your wishes are long over. Now will you please excuse me, and in the future I’d appreciate it if you didn’t just let yourself in here.”
“My money pays for this place in case you’ve forgotten.”
“Actually no it doesn’t, I earned that money by keeping your home and raising your child while you built your career.” I was never so pissed in my life, but I didn’t have time to debate the merits of the past fifteen years of my life. Dane sounded like he meant business on the phone and I had no doubt he’d carry out his threat.
***
Calm the fuck down brother. My little pep talk wasn’t working. I sped through the streets to get to her, the warm glow from the morning long gone.
I’d already started setting things in motion for our future together. I’d found a house that was just perfect for the three of us and any future children we might have.
I was still riding high on this morning’s activities and thinking as always about when I could get my hands on her again, and now this shit.
I pulled into the driveway and was disappointed to see just her truck there. She’d gotten rid of the fuck, too bad. Now she would have to bear the brunt for both of them. I wasn’t even a little bit calm when I beat my fist on the door.
She opened the door a bit tentatively but I didn’t stop to placate her as I stormed into the room forcing her to take a step back.
“What the fuck part of stay the fuck away from him don’t you get?” She did that ringing hand shit again and looked at me pleadingly.
“It was nothing Dane come on. You can’t seriously believe that I’d have any interest in him after the way he treated me.”
“Hey, look at me, this isn’t a fucking democracy I said no, that’s all the fuck there is to it. I said he wasn’t to be here and he sure as fuck has no need to be here while Alana’s in school if she’s his interest, he ever heard of a phone?”
She worked her mouth like she wanted to argue, which would be the worse fucking thing she could do while I’m in the mood I’m in; not fucking good.
“You have something stuck behind your teeth?” I walked over to her and looked down at her stubborn as fuck head.
“No.” That pout said different.
“Thought so, it looked like you were getting ready to say something to me. I wouldn’t advise it, you’re in enough shit as it is. Get your bag let’s go.”
I didn’t wait for her acceptance and she had the good sense not to ask where we were headed
as she grabbed her purse and slung it over her shoulder.
I still strapped her in as pissed as I was, and the move surprised her. She wasn’t accustomed to being treated like a woman I’ve long realized. Still she was willing to piss me the fuck off for his dumb ass. I’ll never understand women as long as I live.
I didn’t say fuck all to her as we drove. She didn’t have much of a reaction when we drove past her old neighborhood and into the one after it, until we pulled into the mile long driveway.
“What’s this?” She finally showed some life as she looked at the mansion up ahead. I’d planned on doing this different, but this shit worked for me too.
She was nervous when I helped her down from the truck and took her hand. I felt my anger ease a little because I just couldn’t stay mad at my girl, hardheaded fuck though she was.
I know who my enemy is, and before long I’m going to have to take that boy out to the shed, but he had no place here, so I put my fire on hold so I could give her this.
This shit represented her regaining her womanhood, or at least that’s the way I looked at it. She’d been degraded in the eyes of her neighbors, and not that I gave a fuck about them, but I wanted her to be able to hold her head up if we were gonna live here, and this place was the best on the market.
“Dane what’s all this?” Her hand trembled in mine as I led her through the doors into the marble foyer with the cathedral ceilings. I knew from Janine that my girl was into this shit.
I just squeezed her hand and took her deeper into the house. Her eyes told the whole story as she took it all in. I knew down to the second when she realized what was going on.
Instead of waiting for her to ask again, I turned her into me. With my hand wrapped around her nape, I drew her lips up to mine.
Wordlessly I led her down to the bare floor, bracing my hand beneath her so that she did not get hurt. I was mindful of the hardwood floor and her tender skin, so removing my shirt I placed it under her head for a cushion.
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