by Violet Paige
“Oh God,” I cried. It was so erotic. So dirty. So much fucking fun. I’d never been this turned on. I was ready to explode the minute he slid inside me .
With my knees widened so that everything I had was exposed. The way I stroked myself. The way Luke made my arousal flow with his dirty words. He positioned his cock at my entrance and with a solid stroke slammed into me with powerful force .
“Ohh,” I whimpered. The blinding white light turned to bliss. I rocked as he thrust inside me .
This was how I loved sex with him. Our skin blazing against each other. His cock soaked by my juices. The silkiness of his shaft kissing over my clit. It was beautiful and painful and sinful in so many ways. I felt as if every nerve in my body was a live wire. A singing, floating wire hitting my skin, running through my blood, lighting my core on fire .
“Oh shit, Alexa.” He twisted my nipples, pumping in and out of me, sheathing his cock until it disappeared in my heat. “Watching you like this. God, I could come over and over. Inside you. Just like this .”
“Fuck me harder, Luke. Fuck me until you know I’m going to have your baby .”
He smiled, his eyes darting to the dark place where his body joined mine. I didn’t want it to end. I didn’t want it to stop. I wanted us to make a baby just like this .
My fingers strummed over my clit until I knew I couldn’t hold off any longer. The sensations had taken over my body. I was going to spiral and crash into him. Slam into his cock, seize it like a vise. Clamp on it and claim it .
“Yes,” he coaxed me. “Fuck me. Fuck me, Alexa .”
I jolted and jerked my hips, riding him, grinding my heat into him. And then I saw his eyes change. I saw the hunger and lust turn to something else .
He leaned forward and brushed my lips with a kiss .
“I fucking love you,” he whispered .
“Ohh,” I cried. The orgasm shattered through me. I grabbed his shoulders, giving my body to him. “I love you. I love you .”
He pulsed inside me and I knew he was fucking me with everything he had. Rooting deep inside me, planting his seed. Giving me his baby .
The orgasm spiraled through me again. I shook with pleasure knowing Luke was filling me .
I looked in his eyes. “This is the hottest fucking thing we’ve ever done,” he growled .
I smiled. “It is .”
He pushed one last time before rolling off of me. He took a deep breath, his hand landed on my belly .
“I wanted that stick to be positive,” he admitted. “Damn it .”
“I didn’t think I did until it wasn’t. I’m sorry it’s been such a roller coaster .”
“But that was fucking awesome. And until we get a positive stick, I’m fucking you like that every day .”
I giggled. “Every day ?”
He kissed my shoulder. “Every damn day. Without Jake in the picture, you and I are the team now. We do what we want to do .”
I curled up next to him. “Ok .”
“And that means this team is making a baby .”
I smiled. I had never been so happy in my life. He tickled the side of my arm. “What happened last night at the award show ?”
“Oh, that ?”
“Yeah, that .”
“If you look in the trunk of the rental car parked in your driveway you’ll see five CYA awards .”
“No shit .”
I laughed. “Apparently, the votes were cast days before my news story broke, so it had no effect on the results .”
“Damn. I’m sorry I missed it .”
I was too, but I knew it was something I had to do alone. I had to prove to myself that I was strong enough to face my demons and my enemies. Every time I walked on stage last night I carried myself a little taller. A little stronger. I had fight in me I had to find without Luke .
“It’s ok.” I smiled at him. “I’m glad I woke up in Texas this morning .”
He cleared his throat and pushed off the bed, depositing me in a heap .
“Where are you going?” I searched for an explanation .
He stepped into his pajama pants. “I’ve got the perfect place to put those awards .”
I scrambled to follow him, trying to pick my scattered clothes off the floor as I ran after him. “What are you talking about ?”
“You’re moving into the ranch .”
I stared at him. “What ?”
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Luke
I t made sense. It made a hell of lot more sense than trying to start a family in two different states. And what if she was pregnant because of today? My baby wasn’t going to be a thousand miles away from me. No .
“I’m getting those CYAs and putting them in the office. I have shelf space .”
“Luke, slow down.” Alexa shuffled behind me .
I popped the lever on the trunk. She hadn’t bothered to lock the car. I saw her collection of hardware. It was fucking impressive. I reached for one of the awards. It sparkled in the sun .
“Alexa Wilde, Country Year Award Artist of the Year ,” I read aloud. “These are pretty sweet .”
She shook her head. “Go back to the other part. The part about me moving to the ranch .”
Her hair was wild and her neck was pink from my unshaven scruff. My mark was all over that girl. If I didn’t live on a hundred acres in the middle of nowhere I’d be more worried someone would see she was wrapped in a sheet, holding her PJs in one hand .
“Right. That’s exactly what I said .”
I collected the trophies in my arms .
“You want me to move here? Now in the middle of this scandal ?”
I slammed the trunk and walked back inside. “Are you going to have my baby ?”
“Yes.” She smiled .
“Then, you are living under my roof. With me. That’s the end of it .”
Her hands flew to her hips and I laughed when the sheet fell. She tried to catch it a few seconds too late. I didn’t know what she thought she was going to protest, but I appreciated she thought it was worth a try .
“Leave it.” I eyed her .
She stood in the office as I made a row for her awards. When I was finished I pulled her into my arms .
“We are going to rewrite the headline.” I kissed her throat .
“What’s it going to say?” she asked .
“It’s going to say Country Star Marries Star Quarterback .”
Her eyes widened. “Marry ?”
I nodded. I’d never wanted her as much as I did now. “You’re already mine. Might as well make it official .”
She nodded. “I am .”
I picked her up, loving how she felt against my chest. “Charlie is going to have a stroke when I tell her to figure this one out.” I chuckled .
Her hands flattened on my bicep, stroking my muscles. “Any chance she might want to take on a new client ?”
I stepped over the threshold of my bedroom. “Interesting idea.” I looked at Alexa. “If she could repair my reputation, imagine what she could do for such a bad good girl.” I winked .
“I’m serious, Luke. Do you think I could hire Charlie ?”
I lowered her to the bed. “I’m serious too. But let’s wait to call her. Ok ?”
She folded me into her arms. “Ok. I can be bad a little while longer .”
“That’s what I wanted to hear .”
Epilogue
Luke
I heard my alarm. I rolled over to turn it off, careful not to wake Alexa. She wasn’t getting much sleep lately .
She faced me, her eyes fluttered open. “Good morning .”
“Sorry. I was trying to sneak out and not wake you .”
“It’s ok.” She tugged on my hand, drawing it to her belly. “I’m not the only one awake.” She grinned, biting her bottom lip .
My palm felt the tiny twinge hit her skin. “He’s up early .”
“He doesn’t want to miss out .”
My hand traced the gorgeous swell
of her belly. Alexa was beautiful, but with my baby inside her she’d never looked more radiant. Her hair was thick and shiny. Her skin glowed. And her sexual appetite had ramped up to a whole new fucking nirvana. I couldn’t get enough of her .
She moaned when my hand dipped below her belly .
“I have a few minutes before I have to get in the shower,” I whispered .
She nodded. “Charlie isn’t going to like it if you’re late to the camp .”
I pushed my fingers between her legs. “A bunch of kids can wait for me to get to camp. I need to make sure my wife has what she needs before I go .”
“Oh God.” She fisted the pillows .
Pregnant Alexa could come at the flick of her clit. It was fucking amazing. She’d had more orgasms since she was pregnant than I knew was possible. And her tits were unbelievable. All of her. Her body was creating and growing my child. If she needed some morning attention, I could deliver that to her .
Her knees fell to the side and I smiled. She gave me her full pussy. All of it, to touch and rub. Soak in her juices. Fuck. I was hard .
She panted as the orgasm began to crest. I watched her nipples turn to hard peaks. Her clit throbbed. Her eyes sparkled .
I licked my fingers, groaning. “Fuck, baby .”
She nodded. “Yes, please .”
I chuckled as I climbed on top of her, careful of her belly and slid my cock inside her. I fucked her with gentle strokes. Pushing until she gasped and then pulling out until she cried for more .
I never thought I was the kind of man who could fuck one woman for the rest of his life. I never thought I wanted to be a father. I didn’t think I could do any of those things until I met Alexa. And now I was both. A husband and a father .
I was the kind of man who protected his wife. Who did what he had to do for his family .
“Oh yes,” she rocked her hips into me. I grinned, watching her pleasure. She was about to come again. Fucking epic .
Sometimes I thought about where my life was a year ago. I was angry. I was pissed at life. Drinking my way through practices. Fighting with my coach. Ignoring my teammates. I didn’t give a shit about anyone but myself .
And now my whole life was in my arms. Everything I wanted was this woman. This goddess. The temptress who lured me to love .
My fingers curled through hers, tangling our hands together as I felt my release begin to seize me. I bit at her lips, sucking and kissing them while I came deep inside her. She whimpered with satisfaction, gripping my cock with one squeeze after another until the pulsing subsided for both of us .
I looked in her eyes. “Good morning .”
She laughed. “Good morning .”
* * *
Alexa
F ive months pregnant. I looked down at my belly and rubbed my hand over it protectively. I was having a boy. A cute little rambunctious boy that was probably going to be more like his Daddy than his Mommy. Hopefully, he could sing better than his father though .
I laughed and took a sip of tea .
Luke walked up behind me and kissed me on the neck .
“I’m going to be late to camp .”
“I tried to tell you .”
He had showered after our morning in bed. But I felt amazing. Pregnancy sex was incredible. I loved it more than any other kind of sex we had had. Having Luke’s baby had changed everything for us .
I was going to be a mother. And I was a wife. I looked at the big rock on my left hand. There was no question who I belonged to. Luke would have tattooed his name on my back if I would let him .
“I’ll be back by dinner I guess.” He filled a travel mug with coffee .
“Ok. I’m going over the new cuts for the album today .”
“That’s today? Shit .”
“It’s fine. I’ve got it .”
I had moved my headquarters to Austin. Nashville wasn’t the right fit for me anymore. Once the Mandy Brown story had broken, I had never fit in the way I had before. America’s sweetheart had crashed and burned in front of everyone .
But I still had fans, and I could still make music. Austin seemed more accepting of what I wanted to say. I moved and never looked back .
When I found out I was pregnant I had just thrown up Thanksgiving dinner. Luke and I looked at each and we knew immediately it had nothing to do with turkey and everything to do with our future .
That day I had told him the truth. The day he promised to give me a baby—was the day it had happened. I think he was upset we didn’t get to practice more, but I loved the pregnancy sex. Even when I had morning sickness it was the one thing that made me forget how terrible I felt .
But I was past all of that now. I felt healthy and strong. I had music I loved. A husband I loved even more and a baby that was going to be spoiled to death .
“I don’t want you to overdo it.” Luke looked worried .
“I’m going to listen to music. Can’t possibly overdo it.” It was cute that he wanted to watch over me. “Helena will be there too so you can text or call her .”
“Good. I’m glad she finally moved down here so I’m not the only one keeping you in line.” He pinched my ass playfully .
“She does not keep me in line,” I explained .
He leaned down and kissed my belly. “Be good while I’m gone .”
I looked up at him. “You know you’re adorable .”
“I’m not adorable . Save those words for the baby. I am a football player. The Warrior QB.” He scrunched up his face .
“Right,” I teased. “Ok fine. Have fun with the camp kids. Tell Charlie and Linc hello .”
He groaned. “Don’t get me started on them .”
“I think they’re cute together. It was like they were meant for each other or something .”
I was a fan of my brother-in-law and manager seeing each other. My husband hadn’t warmed up to the idea .
He eyed me. I took the warning .
Eventually he would see how they complimented each other. That Charlie had a way of being a softer version of herself when we weren’t at work. Sometimes she and Linc would come over for dinner. I would catch him doing the little things I loved that Luke did. Kissing her neck. Refilling her drinks. Making sure she had a blanket if we were out by the campfire. Linc was always more openly warm and loving than his younger brother, but I knew I had cracked every wall Luke Canton put up .
I had torn them down with a sledgehammer. And we built new walls together. The ones that sealed us inside a world with just the two of us and our baby. I knew when he asked me to marry him the road was going to be harder before it got easier .
Charlie had to work some kind of witchcraft to convince the Warriors to let the fallout from my scandal blow over. But she did it .
The biggest turning point came when she convinced me to do an exclusive one-time interview with Sports Now. A country star had never done anything like that before. Sports fans loved music, sure, but they weren’t my audience .
But her idea was brilliant. The Warrior fans rallied around me when they realized how quickly I had been slaughtered in the Nashville press. It made Luke instantly likeable that he stood by me. Even more that he asked me to marry him .
“Can we have them over for dinner?” I suggested. “And Helena and James ?”
“Are we running some kind of match-making business on the side?” he groaned .
I looked at him from the corner of my eye. “It’s family. And friends. And if they all end up hooking up there is nothing we can do about it.” I shrugged my shoulders .
“Fuck,” he growled. “James is going to think I’ve adopted him or some shit .”
“Love you, babe.” I smiled. “I’ll get everything ready. You just show up with beer and your brother .”
“Love you too.” He snaked an arm around my waist .
I inhaled sharply. His eyes raked over my lips and I knew what was coming next. It didn’t matter that we were married. It didn’t matter he had kissed me so
many times it wasn’t possible to count. All that mattered was that he stole my breath every time he did it .
His mouth covered mine and I moaned softly as his tongue slipped between my lips, curling with expert flicks .
He eyed me. “If you didn’t invite all these damn people over tonight I could take that kiss a lot further when I got home .”
I pulled his lips back to mine, clinging to his neck, begging for more. The passion rolled between us. The fire stirred under my skin .
“Fuck, Alexa,” he whispered .
I looked into his eyes, trying to steady myself. God, he made me spin. He lit every fuse I had .
“Ten minutes?” I asked .
He growled, but I knew exactly how we would spend the next ten minutes. I smiled at him as he lifted me on the kitchen counter .
He would love me until we both drowned in our fever. And when he was done and I let him walk out of my arms, I would stroll to the front window to watch him drive toward the city .
I never would have thought the first time I drove to this ranch in the middle of the night that this would be the place I would raise my family. I thought it was a bachelor pad. The home of an egotistical womanizer. And maybe back then it was. But now it was where Luke and I loved each other .
It was where he whispered dirty things in my ear that made me quiver with want. It was where we stayed up all night and binge-watched TV shows. It was where we decorated the nursery for our baby. And invited our friends to be a part of what we had built together .
It was the place where my husband could make me come one more time on the kitchen counter before he left for work. Where I could tell him I loved him. Where we made our future. The walls were filled with music and football. Sports and art. Love .
I didn’t miss Nashville. I didn’t miss the mansion with the infinity pool, or my five-car garage. This was where I was meant to be. Because every time Luke was home I knew I was with the other half of my heart .
For the next ten minutes everything else would fall away. I would be his and he would be mine .
