Dessa Rose
Sherley Anne Williams
Contents
Author’s Note
Prologue
The Darky
The Wench
The Negress
Epilogue
Reader’s Guide
About the Author
Copyright
About the Publisher
Author’s Note
Dessa Rose is based on two historical incidents. A pregnant black woman helped to lead an uprising on a coffle (a group of slaves chained together and herded, usually to market) in 1829 in Kentucky. Caught and convicted, she was sentenced to death; her hanging, however, was delayed until after the birth of her baby. In North Carolina in 1830, a white woman living on an isolated farm was reported to have given sanctuary to runaway slaves. I read of the first incident in Angela Davis’ seminal essay, “Reflections on the Black Woman’s Role in the Community of Slaves” (The Black Scholar, December 1971). In tracking Davis to her source in Herbert Aptheker’s American Negro Slave Revolts (New York, 1947), I discovered the second incident. How sad, I thought then, that these two women never met.
I admit also to being outraged by a certain, critically acclaimed novel of the early seventies that travestied the as-told-to memoir of slave revolt leader Nat Turner. Afro-Americans, having survived by word of mouth—and made of that process a high art—remain at the mercy of literature and writing; often, these have betrayed us. I loved history as a child, until some clear-eyed young Negro pointed out, quite rightly, that there was no place in the American past I could go and be free. I now know that slavery eliminated neither heroism nor love; it provided occasions for their expressions. The Davis article marked a turning point in my efforts to apprehend that other history.
This novel, then, is fiction; all the characters, even the country they travel through, while based on fact, are inventions. And what is here is as true as if I myself had lived it. Maybe it is only a metaphor, but I now own a summer in the 19th century. And this is for the children—Malcolm Stewart, Patricia Grundy, Steven Allen, Evangeline Birdson—who will share in the 21st.
SHERLEY ANNE WILLIAMS
San Diego, California
September 14, 1985
Prologue
Someone…
“Hey, hey…”
coming down the Quarters.
“…sweet mamma.”
Kaine, his voice high and clear as running water over a settled stream bed, swooping to her, through her…He walked the lane between the indifferently rowed cabins like he owned them, striding from shade into half-light as if he could halt the setting sun.
“Say hey now, hey now—”
Even without the banjo banging against his back—she would have known him
“Dessa da’ling…”
arms outstretched, fingers soundlessly snapping, their rhythm the same one that powered her heart…Mouth stretched wide in a grin, shadow running to meet him
“Don’t you hear me calling you?
Hey, hey, sweet mamma, this Kaine’s holla…”
Hoe thrown aside, running, running…
“Kaine calling, calling his woman’s name—”
caught, lifted from the ground, pressed hard against his chest, hands locked behind his neck, the banjo banging against them. “What you doing down here so early?” On the ground now and scared. Lawd, if Boss Smith saw him—And that no-good Tarver was still behind them—
“They think I’m still up there at that old piece-a greenhouse trying to make strawberries grow all year round.” His warm breath tickling the side of her neck—almost, she lost herself in the sensation; dread held her quiet. Laughing, ignoring her silence, he stooped and picked up her hoe…
The Quarters stirred. Smoke curled lazily from several stovepipes; children ran here and there. Already a few people waited a turn at the grinding stone near the center of the row, others at the well next to it.
“You just asking for trouble, coming down here like this,” she told him (she had told him…told him time and time again
“Baby, I’m already in trouble.”
He grinned but still the breath caught in her throat. “What you mean?”
“Mean a nigga ain’t born to nothing but trouble,” David seemed to materialize out of the twilight as he spoke, “and if a nigga don’t court pleasure, he ain’t likely to get none!”
“Naw,” Carrie Mae, fat brown baby slung on her hip, chimed in, “Masa done sent his butt down here to get it out of trouble: taking care that breeding business” baby…baby—“he been let slide.”
“Now yo’all know I be trying.” Kaine was laughing, too. “But I got something here guaranteed to ease a troubling mind.” He patted Dessa’s shoulder.
Laughing, David and Carrie Mae passed on.
“Kaine—”
“Lefonia gived me—”
“After how much talk?”
“Didn’t take much”
The laugh was choked out of her; she had looked into his eyes. They were alive, gleaming with dancing lights (no matter what mammy-nem said; his eyes did so sparkle) that turned their brown to gold. Love suffused her; she had to touch him or smile. She smiled and he grinned. “Don’t take much, Dess—if you got the right word. And you know when it come to eating beef, I steal the right word if it ain’t hiding somewhere round my own self’s tongue.” He tugged her up the steps to their cabin. She laughed despite herself; he could talk and wheedle just about anything he wanted. “And I pulled some new greens from out the patch and seasoned em with just a touch of fatback.”
“A touch was all we had. Kaine, what—”
“Hmmmm mmmmmm. But that ain’t all I wants a touch of,” he said holding her closer, pulling the dirty, sweaty rag from her head. “Touch ain’t never just satisfied me.”
She laughed and relaxed against him. They were inside, the rickety door shut against the gathering night. “Our greens going get cold.”
“But we ain’t.” He stood with one leg pressed lightly between her thighs, his lips nibbling the curve of her neck.
“I got to clean up a little.” Teasing now, yet conscious, too, of the moist grittiness of her skin against the coarse cleanness of his shirt. Never end! Suddenly, fiercely, the wish was upon her. To be always in this moment, her body pressed to his, his warm in the bend of her arm.
“You ain’t dirty,” he growled, hands grasping her shoulders, shaking her from the shadow of that wish. She leaned against him feeling the steady beat of his heart against her own; he ran the tip of his tongue down the side of her neck. “Ain’t no wine they got up to the House good as this—” fingers caught in her kinky hair, palms resting gently on her cheeks. “Ain’t no way I’m ever going let you get away from me, girl. Where else I going to find eyes like this?” He kissed her closed lids. “Or a nose?” He pecked playfully at the bridge, the tip. “Mouth.”
His lips were firm and velvety as the tip of a cat-tail willow; her skin yearned under their touch. She trembled. “Mmmmmmmmmm. I sho like this be-hime.” Hands cupping her buttocks, he dared her, “Tell me all this goodness ain’t mine. And when it get to moving—Lawd! I knowed it was going be sweet but not this doggone good!”
Talk as beautiful as his touch. Shivering, she pulled at his shirt. This was love, her hand at his back, his mouth. “Sho you want,” she asked him, “sho you want this old—?” His lips were on hers, nibbling, nipping, “Dessa,” a groan in his throat. Her sentence ended in a moan. Thighs spreading for him, hips moving for him. Lawd, this man sho know how to love…
Desire flowered briefly, fled in dry spasm, gone as suddenly as the dream had come, so lifelike she had felt herself with him, knew herself among Carrie and them, been swept up in the warmth of their presence. And woke. S
he closed her eyes. Chains rasped, rubbed hatefully at her ankles and wrists. Coarse ticking scratched at her skin; corn husks whispered dryly beneath her at each move. Kaine’s eyes had been the color of lemon tea and honey. Even now against closed eyelids, she could see them—Kaine’s eyes, Carrie’s smile…
I sent my Dessa a message
Dessa mouthed the words
Chilly Winds took it,
Blowed it everywhere.
and heard his voice in her ear
Hey, hey Dessa da’lin,
This Kaine calling, calling…
The Darky
“You have seen how a man was made a slave….”
—FREDERICK DOUGLASS,
Narrative of the
Life of Frederick Douglass,
1845
One
The Hughes Farm
Near Linden
Marengo County, Alabama
June 19, 1847
“…Was I white, I might woulda fainted when Emmalina told me Masa done gone upside Kaine head, nelly bout kilt him iff’n he wa’n’t dead already. Fainted and not come to myself till it was ova; least ways all of it that could git ova. I guess when you faints, you be out the world. That how Kaine say it be. Say that how Mist’s act up at the House when Masa or jes any lil thang don’t be goin to suit her. Faint, else cry and have em all, Aunt Lefonia, Childer, and the rest comin, runnin and fannin and car’in on, askin, what wrong? who done it? Kaine hear em from the garden and he say he be laughin fit to split his side and diggin, diggin and laughin to hear how one lil sickly white woman turn a House that big upside down.”
The darky had sat on the floor of the root cellar, barely visible in its shadow. Occasionally her head moved toward the block of light from the open door or her chains rattled in the darkness. There had been nothing in the darky’s halting speech and hesitant manner to suggest the slave revolt leader she was convicted of being. Held spellbound by that very discrepancy, Adam Nehemiah had leaned forward from his perch on the cellar steps the better to hear the quiet rasp of her voice. He hadn’t caught every word; often he had puzzled overlong at some unfamiliar idiom or phrase, now and then losing the tale in the welter of names the darky called. Or he had sat, fascinated, forgetting to write. Yet the scene was vivid in his mind as he deciphered the darky’s account from his hastily scratched notes and he reconstructed it in his journal as though he remembered it word for word.
“…I work the field and neva goes round the House, neitha House niggas, cept only Aunt Lefonia. Kaine, when me and him git close and see us want be closer, he try to git me up to the House, ask Aunt Lefonia if she see what she can do, talk to Mist’s maybe. But Aunt Lefonia say I too light for Mist’s and not light enough for Masa. Mist’s ascared Masa gon be likin the high-colored gals same as he did fo they was married so she don’t ’low nothin but dark uns up to the House, else ones too old for Masa to be beddin. So I stays in the field like I been.
“Kaine don’t like it when Aunt Lefonia tell him that and he even ask Mist’s please could I change, but Mist’s see me and say no. Kaine mad but he finally jes laugh, say what can a nigga do? He been round the House, most a House nigga hisself—though a House nigga never say a nigga what tend flowas any betta’n one what tend corn. But Kaine laugh when Childer try to come the big nigga over him, tell him, say, ‘Childer, jes cause you open do’s for the white folks don’t make you white.’ And Childer puff all up cause he not like it, you don’t be treatin him some big—and he was raised up with Ol Masa, too? ‘Humph.’ So he say to Kaine, say stedda Kaine talkin back at ones betta’n him, Kaine betta be seein at findin him a mo likely gal’n me….”
“He chosed me. Masa ain’t had nothin to do wid it. It Kaine what pick me out and ask me for his woman. Masa say you lay wid this’n or that’n and that be the one you lay wid. He tell Carrie Mae she lay wid that studdin nigga and that who she got to be wid. And we all be knowin that it ain’t for nothin but to breed and time the chi’ren be up in age, they be sold off to anotha ’tation, maybe deep south. And she jes a lil bitty thang then and how she gon be holdin a big nigga like that, carrying that big nigga chile? And all what mammy say, what Aunt Lefonia and Mamma Hattie say, don’t make Masa no ne’ mind. ‘Tarver known fo makin big babies on lil gals,’ Masa say and laugh. Laugh so hard, he don’t be hearin Mamma Hattie say how Tarver studdin days be ova fo he eva touch Carrie. Masa, he don’t neva know it; but Tarver, he know it. But he don’t tell cause the roots stop his mouth from talkin to Masa same as they stop his seed from touchin Carrie Mae.”
Nehemiah paused, the pen poised above his journal. He couldn’t bring himself to believe that negroes actually had some means of preventing conception, yet he could not keep himself from speculating. The recipe for such a potion would be worth a small fortune—provided, of course, that one could hit upon some discreet means of selling it. A contraception root would be very like slave trading, he thought with a low chuckle, something from which every gentleman would profit but which no gentleman would admit knowledge of. Probably he gave the negroes too much credit, but it would do no harm to question the darky further about this, he thought; he continued writing.
“Masa do wonder, but it’s more’n one stud and Tarver is good fo drivin otha niggas inna field; good for to beat the ones what try for to be bad. Carrie Mae bedded wid David then and gots a baby comin…
“Kaine chosed me. He chosed me and when Emmalina meet me that day, tell me Kaine done took a hoe at Masa and Masa done laid into him wid a shovel, bout bus in his head, I jes run and when the hoe gits in my way, I let it fall; the dress git in my way and I holds that up. Kaine jes layin there on us’s pallet, head seeping blood, one eye closed, one bout gone. Mamma Hattie sittin side him wipin at the blood. ‘He be dead o’ sold. Dead o’ sold.’ I guess that what she say then. She say it so many times afta that I guess she say it then, too, ‘Dead o’ sold.’ Kaine jes groan when I call his name. I say all the names I know bout, thought bout, Lawd, Legba, Jesus, Conqueroo—anybody. Jes so’s Kaine could speak. ‘Nigga,’ Kaine say, nigga and my name. He say em ova and ova and I hold his hand cause I know that can’t be all he wanna say. Nigga and my name; my name and nigga.”
“And what has that to do with you and the other slaves rising up against the trader and trying to kill white men?”
His tone had been a bit sharp, Nehemiah thought reading the question now, but he had been startled by that casual revelation of violence against a master. Perhaps he had made some overt sign of his excitement—after all, he was actually tracing the darky’s career back, perhaps to her first mutinous act—for she had opened her eyes and looked at him. Nehemiah still marveled at how wide and black her eyes had appeared in the half-light of the cellar, the whites unmarred by that rheumy color characteristic of so many darkies. He had understood then something of what the slave dealer, Wilson, might have meant when he talked of the darky’s “devil eyes” her “devil’s stare.”
“I kill white mens,” her voice overrode mine, as though she had not heard me speak. “I kill white mens cause the same reason Masa kill Kaine. Cause I can.”
It had been an entrancing recital, better in its way than a paid theatrical, the attack on the master, the darky’s attachment to the young buck, that contraception root—all narrated with about as much expression as one gave to a “Howdy” with any passing stranger. And then that bald statement that seemed to echo in the silence. This was the “fiend,” the “devil woman” who had attacked white men and roused other niggers to rebellion.
Nehemiah replaced the pen in the standish, seeing again the ghostly gleam of the darky’s eyes in the dimness, the bulky outline of her body. Who would think a female that far along in breeding capable of such savagery? He shook his head, chiding himself; he shouldn’t be surprised. Though the darky had no scars or marks of punishment except on her rump and the inside of her flanks—places only the most careful buyer was likely to inspect—these bespoke a history of misconduct. But the darky, according to
the trial record, had been offered for sale at a bargain price (which Wilson jumped at) because she’d attacked her master. And neither the attack nor scars were mentioned in her description in the coffle manifest. How many others on Wilson’s ill-fated slave coffle had carried a similar history writ about their privates? Nehemiah wondered; how widespread was such collusion?
Nehemiah leaned back carefully in the rickety chair, a sense of well-being spreading through him. This case was likely to yield more toward his book on slave uprisings than he had hoped. The obvious complicity between slave trader and slave owner in the resale of a dangerous slave was a theme worth investigating. It was the nature of the negro trader to buy cheap and sell dear—and warrant any one that could move as “likely” or sound. That was business and the wise buyer was ware. But to omit mention of a darky’s mean streak went beyond sharp dealing and bordered on outright fraud.
Wilson, at least, had paid for his cupidity. That darky out in the root cellar and several bucks had somehow freed themselves, overpowered the guards, and freed the rest of the slaves on Wilson’s coffle. The uprising had occurred on the trail, a couple of days east of Linden. Though the renegades had fled through the countryside, there had been none of the marauding and pillage rumor still attributed to them; the posse under Sheriff Hughes had caught up with them too quickly. Still, the toll in life and property had been horrifying. Five white men had been killed. Wilson himself had lost an arm. Thirty-one slaves had been killed or executed; nineteen branded or flogged: some thirty-eight thousand dollars in property destroyed or damaged.
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