by Alexa Riley
“I didn't think so.” I narrow my eyes at his cocky tone but before I can get a smartass remark out, his mouth comes down onto mine.
Chapter Seven
Xander
“What are you doing?” she moans as my mouth moves down her neck and I push her back onto the bed.
“I don’t know, but I can’t stop.” Somehow this woman has possessed me into acting like I’m a sex-starved lunatic. She’s the magnet, I’m the metal and I have no choice but to follow her.
When I was younger I had my fun, but the past few years my brothers and I have been focused on work. I didn’t have time for women and I didn’t have the desire either. I knew when it was time to settle down, I would make the decision and logically weigh my options. But in came Lula and she turned all of my years of carefully constructed plans into dust with one look.
My hands move on her waist and I push her shirt up above her bra. The white lace underneath glows against her dark skin and I’m reminded of the torture of seeing her in a bikini.
“Fuck.” I don’t know what else to say as I look down on her curves and bare skin under me.
Sliding my hand behind her I unclasp her bra and pull it from her along with her shirt, leaving her topless. Her dark rose nipples are tight as I palm each breast, testing its weight.
“Maybe we should slow down?” Her words barely come out as I lower my mouth onto her nipple and suck on the tight bud. “Shit,” she hisses, spreading her legs and raising her hips under me.
I love her dirty mouth because she can’t control it when she’s turned on. I look down and her little jean shorts are the only thing that are keeping her from me, and that just won’t work. I don’t have a plan for how all this is going to go. I just know that a switch has been flipped and I refuse to go back into the dark. After this, things are going to change around here.
“I need you naked.” I move to her other nipple as my hands go to her shorts. “I need to see all of you.”
“Oh God.” Her back arches as I graze my teeth along the underside of her tits and nibble at the tender skin.
She wiggles out of her shorts and panties and I toss them across the room. She won’t be needing those anytime soon. I sit back on my knees and for a moment I just stare at her. Her nipples are wet from my mouth and when I look lower I see her pussy lips are too. I push her thighs apart and just stare at her and drink in just how fucking beautiful she is.
“Xander?” she whispers, and I shake my head.
“Just give me a little longer.” I rub my hands over her knees as I memorize every curve of her body and burn it into my memory. When I close my eyes at night, this is the only thing I want to see for the rest of my life.
I want to be on top of her with my skin on hers and I want to feel just how soft her body is under mine. I look at her pussy and think about how sweet she tasted, and how tight she’s going to be with my cock in her. The thought of fucking her bareback makes me grunt in anticipation. Would she like the idea of me getting her pregnant? What if we got to that point and I came inside her, what could she say? It would be one way to secure her, make sure she can’t take off because a baby would bind us.
The thought of having a family was something in the back of my mind when I thought about the future, but suddenly it’s all I can think about.
“Are you on the pill?” I blurt out, and her eyes widen.
“Um, no, but uh, there’s condoms in the infirmary. I did the inventory last week since some of the guys on the island asked for them.”
“Good.” I pull my shirt off and throw it to the ground as I unbuckle my belt.
“Do you want to go get one?” She watches me undo my shorts and push them off of me as my cock springs free. “Do you not wear underwear?”
“It’s too hot,” I say as I reach down and stroke my shaft a few times. “And no, I’m not going to get one.”
“But—” Her words stop as I lower my face between her legs and lick her sweet honey hole. “Damn, that feels good.”
I put both my hands under her ass and lift her a little as I suck on her pussy. I slide two fingers inside her and one to her ass as I work her into a climax. She’s already so damn wet she’s not far from the edge, but I want to taste it when she cums.
“I plan on fucking you raw, Lula.” I rub my thumb across her clit and she cries out. “About a dozen different times and about a dozen different ways.” I do the same move and her back arches as she whines with need. “I don’t know which way it will work best, so I’ve got to try them all.”
“W-what?” She’s panting and so close that I really shouldn’t play with her.
“This is mine.” I grip her pussy, lowering my mouth to suck on her clit.
“Xander!” she screams, her body giving itself over to my touch.
While her pussy is still pulsing and nice and soft, I move up her body and swipe the tip of my cock through her folds. Her orgasm is still rocking through her as I thrust into her tight pussy all at once.
“Fuck!” Now it’s my turn to cry out as I put my weight on top of her and hold myself deep.
She tenses under me and I feel her nails score my back, but I hold her close as I kiss her to try and take the pain away.
“I didn’t know,” I whisper between kisses. “I should have known but I didn’t. I’m sorry.” I kiss her gently and the taste of her pussy passes between us. “I should have been gentle, but I couldn’t wait.”
The feel of her virginity breaking on my cock is a moment I’ll treasure, but I should have slowed down and made it better for her. Fuck, I’m an animal because even now knowing that she was untouched makes me want to fuck into her deeper and harder. Thoughts of getting her pregnant during her first time make me smile and I wonder if she’s ovulating.
“It’s too big,” she says as I kiss her neck and push her thighs open wider.
“You’ll take me.” I rub my nose along the hollow of her throat and kiss her collarbone. “You’ll take all of it, Lula.”
“I’m so full.” Her voice catches as I grind against her clit. “It’s huge.”
“Keep talking like that and it’s only going to get bigger.”
She moans when I flex my cock inside of her and then pull out a little. “Let me make it good for you.” I reach between us and stroke her pussy a little and I feel her body relax. “All you have to do is lie here and let me do the work.”
“Good, because I can’t move.” I hear the smile in her voice as I nibble on the shell of her ear.
I pet her gently, moving in and out inch by inch. It’s absolute torture for me, but when I look down and see the tinge of blood on my cock I get harder and a little cum pulses out of me. It’s primal seeing her innocence on me and I have an overwhelming desire to eat her pussy again. But the need to cum in her is winning and I keep on rocking in and out.
When her pussy squeezes me in pleasure I know she’s getting close. Her legs spread wider and her hands rest on my shoulders as her body takes all of me now. I’m thrusting hard and pinning her to the mattress as her climax and my own build. The bed slaps against the wall and I’m heavy on top of her, grunting and driving into her.
She closes her eyes tight and calls out my name when her climax grips my cock. I hold her hips steady and line up with her cervix as I pump my seed into her. When she feels the heat of my cum, her eyes spring open and we stare at one another, knowing exactly what I’m doing.
“Open for me,” I demand, and she raises her hips and does what I say. She tilts up and welcomes my cum into her with both of us knowing what could potentially happen.
My cock gets harder and more cum enters her with her participation. It’s so hard and deep that it’s almost painful, but I hold still as I finish. Her pussy is so soft around my cock and even after her climax is over I can feel her trying to suck me in deeper.
“Now I want you to do the same thing on top,” I say, rolling us over and holding her hips. “When you cum again, I want you to hold still just like tha
t. Got it?”
Chapter Eight
Lula
I lie with my head resting on Xander’s chest. I woke up thirty minutes ago but couldn't bring myself to move from him. I suck in a deep breath, breathing him into my lungs. Last night was incredible. In all my life I’ve never felt so connected with someone. I didn't know that level of intimacy existed and it was more than I could have ever dreamed of. I tilt my head to look up at him and he’s sound asleep. His deep, even breathing lifts me with every inhale and I notice he’s smiling.
I didn't know someone could smile in their sleep and my heart clenches that I gave him that peace. He wasn't a bear with a thorn in his paw now, and whatever walls he was holding up have crumbled away. I don’t think he’ll try and rebuild them today, not with the way he touched me and the things he said to me. No matter how many times we made love last night he couldn't get enough. There was no satiating his need for me. In fact, I think he was growing hungrier for me with each touch he let himself have. At least I know that’s how I felt last night.
I run my hand up his broad chest, enjoying the feel of him under my fingers. I think I’m in love with him. I swallow the lump in my throat that forms at the idea of loving him. I’m playing a dangerous game since Xander has finally let his guard down with me. If there’s one thing I know he’ll always put his family first. If he knew who my father is he’d have me off the island before I knew what was happening. It’s going to suck living in constant fear of my secret being found out, but it would suck more to not have Xander even for a short time.
If I’m even halfway in love with him it’s going to hurt when our time comes to an end, so I might as well enjoy the time we have. It was selfish when I didn't protest about him cumming inside of me while I let him take me bare. I couldn't help but think if I got pregnant he couldn't banish me from the island because Xander would never do that to his child.
What if he keeps the baby but drops me back in the States? I close my eyes, making myself believe that Xander would never take a child from its mother. To be honest, after last night I have no idea how Xander would react to such news. I would love to think I’d come before everything else to him but I know that’s too much to ask for. The man only came to terms with wanting me yesterday. It wouldn't be too hard to send him right back into not trusting me. I can't blame him, because my father tried to kill his brother and almost killed his sister-in-law. I bet if he found out about my father he’d think I was a spy for him or something. He’d never believe that I, too, like the rest of them, was hiding from him. I would all be just too coincidental in his eyes. It’s hard for me to even wrap my mind around.
“Lula!” I hear my name shouted and I start to rise but Xander is faster than I am. He rolls over and pins me under him.
“Don’t come in here!” he shouts back.
“X?” I hear Kade say and my door opens.
“I said don’t fucking come in here!”
“Calm down,” I tell him gently. “It’s just Kade.”
“And you’re naked,” he reminds me. I have a blanket and he’s covering me like a shield. I don’t think anyone can see any part of me but Xander.
“You okay, Lula?” Kade asks.
“I’m fine.” My face heats, knowing he has to know what Xander and I did. Why else would grumpy-ass Xander be in my bedroom?
“Kade, get the—” I reach up, covering Xander’s mouth with my hand.
“Is everything okay?”
Why else would Kade be coming up to my room? Since I’ve moved here he’s never done anything like that, so it probably makes him think something’s wrong. “Is Collins okay?”
“She’s throwing up,” he responds instantly, and I bite my lip to keep from laughing as Xander removes my hand from his mouth.
“Isn't that what pregnant women do?” Xander says dryly. I bury my face in his chest to keep from laughing because Xander is right. That’s exactly what they do, but I don’t want to laugh at Kade. The way he worries over his wife is adorable.
“I don’t like it.” Kade’s voice comes out sounding like Xander’s when he’s in a bad mood, which is most of the time.
“I can give her something. I’ll grab it from the infirmary and meet you at your place,” I tell him.
“Will you hurry?” I push on Xander’s chest to try and get up, but he doesn't move.
“The sooner you get the fuck out of her room, the sooner I will let her out of bed,” Xander answers for me.
“Fine, but I want to talk to you later, X.” The door shuts before Xander can agree. I think because it’s not really a request but an order. I know Xander could take any of his brothers head on, but for some reason they tend to listen to Kade for the most part.
Xander stares down at me, not moving. “Good morning.” I give him a soft smile, unsure what else to say.
“Morning.” A slow smile spreads across his face as he leans down and kisses me. I hum with pleasure and I don’t want to get up, but I know Collins needs me.
“I’ll let you up, but let's make this quick.” He rolls off me and stands on the side of the bed. I turn on my side and take all of him in. His body is a work of art and I got to enjoy every detail of it during our late shower last night. I still can’t believe he fit inside of me. I mean, I know he did because he proved that half a dozen times, but damn, his cock is huge.
“Keep looking at me like that and we’re never going to leave this room.” He offers me his hand and I take it as he pulls me from the bed. He gives me another one of those kisses as he brings me flush against his hard body. I moan into his mouth and warmth blossoms through me.
“Tell me this isn't only a fling. That I mean more than that to you.” His hand slides between us and his fingers graze across my stomach.
“I think I made it clear last night this isn't a fling.” It isn't an I love you because I know it’s too soon for that and I can’t expect him to feel those things. I shouldn't be feeling them at all, but I am. I try and tell myself I’m so needy for affection and attention that I’m clinging to this like it could be love but I should know better. He kisses me again, proving his point and leaving me breathless.
“Get ready or we’ll be back in the bed and Kade will be banging on the door again. This time it will end with the two of us fighting.” He gives my ass a smack and I jump because I know he’s right. Those brothers will full-out fight and then act as though it’s no big deal while their noses are busted and bleeding everywhere.
I dart into my closet and pull on a pair of white shorts then grab a bra and shirt before slipping on some shoes. When I come out Xander is dressed in his clothes from yesterday and somehow looks even sexier.
“Almost done.” I go to the bathroom and get myself together then settle with pulling my curls up because they are not going to be tamed quickly. “Let’s roll,” I say when I walk out.
He takes my hand as he leads me out of the house and over to the golf cart. It takes no time to get to the infirmary and grab what I need. Within just a few moments we’re at Kade and Collins’s house and we barely get the cart to a stop when Kade rushes out to us, looking irritated.
“I got it.” I hold up the pack of pills. “I’ll check on her.” I walk past him.
“She’s in the master,” Kade says, and I nod and open the screen door. “You. In my office.” I look over my shoulder to see Kade stepping into Xander’s path.
“I’ll see you later,” I tell Xander. He doesn't look like he’s okay with that, but he gives me a soft smile before he turns his head to glare at his brother. “No fighting,” I shout as I head up the stairs to find Collins.
The bedroom door is open so I knock on the frame. Collins sits up immediately and her eyes widen.
“You slept with Xander,” she hisses in a low voice. I guess Kade likes to gossip.
“I thought you were sick?”
She waves her hands at my question. “I threw up a little bit but I’m fine now. You know how he is.” I step into the room and wa
lk over toward her.
“Well, if it happens again you can take one of these. It dissolves in your mouth so you don’t need to swallow,” I say, setting the pills down on the nightstand.
“Forget about the pills.” She grabs my hand and pulls me down onto the bed to sit next to her. She wiggles all around, clearly excited about Xander and me sleeping together.
“Tell me everything.”
“Ahh…” I stall, not sure what I should say.
“Come on, Lula. I need the girl talk, so spill. I want to know everything,” she says, leaning closer to me. “You don’t have to tell me all the dirty details but give me something. I can’t even picture Xander with a woman.”
That makes me smile so I tell her some of the details and actually enjoy having a friend to talk to. In the past twelve hours I’ve gone from feeling so alone to feeling like I have people. It’s almost like having a family, but as much as I love it, I’m scared. I’m getting a taste of what life can be and I know I could easily lose it all.
Chapter Nine
Xander
“You care to tell me what the fuck you think you’re doing?” Kade crosses his arms over his chest as I take a seat in the chair next to his desk.
“You walked in the room, Kade. If you don’t know what that was I’m afraid to ask how your wife got pregnant.”
His anger builds and I watch his face redden as he uncrosses his arms and stomps over to his desk. “This is serious, Xander.”
Normally I’m not the one that needs to be told to take things seriously, so this is a bit of a role reversal for the two of us. “It’s also none of your goddamn business.”
He begins to pace as he talks, which is what he does when he’s trying to process information. “I can’t believe you. I brought her here to care for my wife and then you’re going to fuck her? Are you completely without self-control?” He’s not really asking me the question as he continues to pace. “There are plenty of women on the island that would be more than happy to keep you company, but no, the one woman that I absolutely need here to make sure nothing happens to Collins, you have to go and fuck her.”
