by Simon Brett
He screwed the top back on. The brass gleamed too much where his rubber gloves had wiped off its accumulation of dust. He reached up to an overhead rafter, scraped some of the sooty sediment into his rubber-covered palm and gently blew it over the switch. The brass turned uniformly dull.
His hum became a jaunty whistle as he bounced down the stairs to the main switches. Then, with another stroke of serendipity, he remembered what Lilian had given him for Christmas. At the time his reaction had been that the gift was rather mean and totally useless, but at the time he had not visualised needing to test the mains.
The screwdriver was still in its package, so he was able to follow the instructions exactly. The point was to be placed against the suspect appliance and the other end lightly touched. If current flowed, the neon in the handle would light.
He switched the mains back on and returned to the loft. Laying his torch on a rafter so that it was trained on the switch and holding the screwdriver tentatively between finger and thumb, he brought the blade down on to the brass casing.
Nothing happened.
A surge of anger swept through him. This was not the way it should be. Everything was going right for him, he was invincible.
Then he chuckled. Of course. Elementary electrics. He took the rubber glove off his left hand and tried again.
The neon glowed.
Methodically, he went downstairs, switched off the mains, returned to the loft and defused his booby trap. Down again to restore the power, and up again to check the switch was no longer live.
Then he climbed from the ladder to the opening again to see if there was any way the pipe could be avoided. There wasn’t. The light from the landing shone on it, and the height of the steps was such that one needed a handhold for the last pull. He might have been able to heave himself up on the frame of the opening, but Merrily, being some nine inches shorter, would be bound to use the pipe.
Once in the loft, it would be natural for her to keep hold of it. The rafters were not boarded so she would have to balance with care, and lean across towards the light switch. Even though she was lighter than he, her weight would press her hand against the live metal. The shock would pass from arm to arm, through her chest and heart.
Graham picked up the torch and screwdriver and went back down through the opening. He replaced the cover, folded the steps and put everything away. Then he sat down to watch the wrestling.
The final part was easy. On the evening of the 21st of April, Graham packed his bag for Brussels before supper and then went into his study, leaving the door ajar. He sat in the swivel chair, got out one of his pornographic magazines and studied its splayed orifices with detachment.
He was aware of Merrily’s presence behind him before she said, ‘Supper’s ready.’ He shoved the magazine into a drawer. Quickly. But not quickly enough.
‘What’s that you’re reading?’
‘Oh, nothing. Just some insurance thing.’ He rose this time too quickly. ‘Supper, good.’ He hustled Merrily out of the doorway.
‘What have you got in there, Graham?’
‘Nothing, nothing. Come on, I’m starving.’
‘Graham, there’s no point in keeping secrets from me. I’ll find out.’
‘No, you won’t.’ He slammed the study door. ‘Now, listen! I will not have you snooping in my things.’
Merrily put on her little girl pout and a voice to match. ‘Do you think little me’d do a thing like that?’
Yes. Yes, I hope so, he thought, as he said, ‘No. Of course not,’ and kissed her.
After supper, he acted restless and tense. He was getting good at acting. Only a few weeks earlier the tension had been real, but now he knew what he was doing, he felt increasing self-control.
Then, suddenly, he announced. ‘Oh, I knew there was something. I was going to get that sewing machine down from the loft for you.’
‘There’s no hurry. I’m not going to have time to — ’
But Graham had gone. With elaborate caution he went into his study and opened a few desk drawers. He contrived to be on the stepladder to the loft with his arms full of papers when Merrily was drawn by curiosity upstairs.
‘What are you doing?’
‘Oh, just having a clear-out. Taking some rubbish upstairs.’ He wondered if he was overdoing it. Under what circumstances would he take wastepaper to the loft? But Merrily’s suspicion, though rampant, was aimed in a different direction.
‘Really?’ she asked drily.
‘Yes. I thought, while I’ve got the stepladder up. . Nothing you want me to put up there for you?’
She shook her head.
‘I mean you never go up there, so if there was anything. .’
‘No. I never go up there.’ She gave him a mocking look that was almost a challenge, and drifted downstairs.
He worked quickly on the switch. He knew he was taking a risk fitting it without turning off the mains, but he had bought wooden tongs to handle the metal parts, and felt safe. Within five minutes the job was done and he received a comforting glow from the neon of his screwdriver. He used the wooden tongs to switch off the light and went back downstairs.
Merrily looked at him contemptuously as he entered the sitting-room.
‘Where’s the sewing machine?’ she asked.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Graham enjoyed the conference. It was like being back at school. Though the class was made up of international personnel experts, though the surroundings were the impersonal, dust-repellent luxury of a new hotel, though the equipment included videos, computers and interpreters, it was still the values of school which prevailed. What counted were the questions raised after each dissertation, the points brought up in discussion groups, and in supplying these Graham, with his quick wits and lack of real commitment to the subject was able to excel. He also had the comforting sensation that all the delegates were being assessed, and that he was coming out better than the rest. Graham Marshall felt his old self again.
He was untroubled by what he was missing back at Crasoco. The Departmental Heads’ meeting was less interesting than the Brussels conference and, he decided, probably no more useful. Already he was forming sentences with openings like ‘Of course what they’re doing in Holland about this problem. .’ or ‘I think the statistics from West Germany are relevant in this matter. .’ He was refurbishing his armoury of information, little details which could be used in his old game of confusing his colleagues. He might not fool Robert Benham, but he could still fool the rest of them.
And Graham was now feeling more confident about Crasoco. Yes, he’d missed George Brewer’s job, but he wasn’t written off yet. A hatchet man like Robert Benham was bound to make enemies, and a focus would be needed for the disaffection he created. George Brewer’s policies had become unfashionable and been reversed by the appointment of his successor, and exactly the same might happen when Robert Benham went.
Because there was no doubt that Robert Benham would go. He had made it clear that Head of Personnel was just a rung on the ladder he had planned for himself. Within five years he would have moved on to another company or … or who could say what might have happened to him?
Graham found that being away from London gave him objectivity. Since he lost the job, he had been too bound up in thoughts of his own failure and Robert Benham’s success. Now he could achieve a more balanced view of his position. All was by no means lost.
He also liked living in a hotel. He liked the anonymous cleanness of the decor, the polished tiles of the shower, the paper-wrapped individual soap, the breakfast that appeared in obedience to a form hung on the door. He liked the impersonal luxury of a world where every service was part of a financial contract, where nothing depended on the inefficient motivations of duty or goodwill, where environment was merely a support system, not an expression of personality. This was the style in which he intended to live in the future.
The thought process of removing Merrily from his life was now complete. He did
not think of her at all, just of himself as a skilled athlete returning to peak efficiency. There had been a hiccup in his training, a virus perhaps, which had laid him low, but he was now on the mend and would soon be capable of even greater feats.
So totally had he expunged the memory of his wife that when the call came through, his first reaction was of irritation. Reality was limping too slowly behind his thoughts. The new structures in his mind were all designed, but he had to deal with a few niggling details before he could start building them. Merrily’s death became a formality, no more than a planning permission, but one that still, exasperatingly, had to be obtained.
He had flown to Brussels on Wednesday, 22nd April, and the conference had started that afternoon. He had an untroubled expectation that he might hear something from London the next morning, but the call did not come, so he was able to enjoy the point-scoring of the second day. He was in the hotel foyer on his way to the first Friday session when he was paged for a phone call. He took it in a booth near the Reception Desk.
His first feeling when the speaker identified himself as a policeman was one of annoyance. He had been looking forward to the day’s events. The second session in particular, a seminar on redeployment of staff too inefficient to be left in their current jobs but too senior to be demoted, was exactly the sort of occasion when Graham would excel. Still, he had to get the planning permission, tedious though it was.
‘I’m very sorry, sir. I’m afraid I have some bad news for you.’
‘What? Something hasn’t happened to one of the children?’
He was gratified by the glibness with which the right words came into his mouth.
‘Not the children, no sir. I’m afraid it’s your wife.’
‘What? Has she had a car accident?’ Again, he congratulated himself.
‘No, sir. Not a car accident. A domestic … an accident with electricity.’
‘Oh, my God. Is she all right?’
‘I’m sorry, sir. I’m afraid she’s dead.’
Mentally he counted up to ten before saying, ‘Oh no! She can’t be!’
And while he counted, he felt the glow of satisfaction spread within him.
The water of the Channel gleamed enticingly as he looked down from the plane. He had enjoyed the last few hours, making his excuses to the conference organisers, booking his flight, dispassionately explaining the circumstances of his need and feeling the officials’ admiration for his bravery. Having lost his wife was like holding a sick-note, an excuse only to do the things he chose.
But it was much, much more than that. It was an achievement, an ambition realised. He had decided to kill her and, almost by remote control, he had brought about her death.
His point of vantage over the Channel was suitably godlike. He was in charge, a puppet-master pulling the strings he selected at the moment he chose.
He felt a sense of power.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
He had told the police when he was arriving and there was a uniformed constable at the Boileau Avenue house to meet him.
Graham’s first question was: ‘Where are the children?’, which he thought sounded properly concerned. He had devoted the journey to thinking of appropriate emotions for a widower. What he was really feeling, a gleeful confidence, he knew would not fit the bill.
‘They’ve gone to their grandmother’s, sir,’ the constable replied. ‘She said she could cope. Obviously very upset she was, but said it was her duty to look after the poor motherless little ones.’
Graham’s knowledge of his mother-in-law left him in no doubt that the policeman was quoting her verbatim. Merrily’s death, he felt sure, had provided Lilian with an irresistible new range of scenes to play to the extent of her histrionic powers.
‘Yes. The children. It’s terrible. It’s going to scar them for life.’ He felt these disjointed sentences were suitable for a man in his supposed state of shock.
‘They recover, sir. Remarkably resilient. Though I’m afraid your daughter. . She actually found your wife’s body.’
‘Oh no.’
The constable nodded lugubriously. ‘’Fraid so, sir. Not till the next morning, but — You know how your wife died, sir?’
Yes, of course I do, Graham was about to reply, but then remembered that no one had told him the precise details. He must concentrate. Step warily. Not allow the bubbling confidence inside to let down his act of bewildered bereavement.
‘I just know it was an electrical accident.’
The policeman outlined what was believed to have happened, and Graham found that the official conjecture was gratifyingly close to his own projection of events.
‘. . and the shock ran along her arms and stopped the heart. Then she fell down from the loft on to the landing, but the children didn’t hear anything. It was next morning that your daughter found her.’
‘They sleep so heavily,’ said Graham in a dull voice. Then, feeling an outburst might be timely, added, ‘Oh God! If only they’d woken! If she’d got to a hospital in time, she might have been saved.’
‘I’m afraid it wouldn’t have helped, sir. Death must have been instantaneous. She wouldn’t have felt a thing.’
‘I suppose that’s some kind of comfort.’ Graham allowed his voice to break a little. Then he swayed and reached for the wall to support himself.
The constable was instantly solicitous. ‘Here, you sit down, sir. Come on, you’ve had a terrible shock. Look, I’ll go and make you a cup of tea.’
Graham sat and waited, rationing out occasional sighs and sobs when he thought the policeman was in earshot. The tea came; standard practice in dealing with shock had been followed and it was very sweet. Not to Graham’s usual taste, but he drank it gratefully.
When he reckoned sufficient time had elapsed for him to have recovered, he decided to show more curiosity. He didn’t wish to appear unsurprised by what had happened. ‘But how? Why was the switch live?’
‘Old wiring, sir, I’m afraid. The insulation was perished. She’d probably have survived just touching the switch, but supporting herself between it and the water pipe, she didn’t have a chance.’
‘Oh God,’ Graham intoned. Then threw in another for good measure. ‘Oh God. I knew the wiring was dangerous. We were about to have it done. I’d got the estimate in. It was going to be started next week. He couldn’t do it. . any. . earlier.
He was rather pleased with the way he let this sentence tail off. Lilian was not the only member of the family with dramatic talent.
‘Our people have looked at the wiring, and made it safe temporarily,’ said the constable. ‘Death trap they reckon, the whole house. If it hadn’t been the loft switch, it could easily have been somewhere else.’
Good, thought Graham, good. That all helps to make the killing more plausible. He felt the welling confidence, which had been so slow to arrive after the old man’s murder, that he was going to get away with it. An involuntary smile began to twitch at the corner of his mouth. To maintain appearances, he bit on his knuckle and shook his head in ostensible disbelief.
It was as well he was looking away, because the constable’s next speech was tinged, for the first time, with suspicion, and Graham had to plan his reaction.
‘One thing that did puzzle us, sir. .’ the policeman began diffidently, ‘was why your wife went up to the loft, anyway. .’
‘Why?’
‘Seemed a strange thing for her to do, while you were away. According to her mother, she had never been up there before. .’
Trust Lilian to put her oar in. ‘No, no, I don’t believe she had.’
‘Her mother said your wife was planning some tidying, but not in the loft. Presumably she was looking for something.’
‘I suppose so.’
‘We had a look round up there to see what it might be she was after.’
‘Oh yes.’ Graham gave little. He would wait until the direction of the man’s words became clear before he chose his reaction.
‘What we
did find. . the policeman paused, assessing his impact, ‘was some magazines.’
‘Magazines?’
‘Pornography.’
‘Oh. But surely it’s not illegal to — ’
‘No, no. Fairly soft stuff, these were. No grounds for prosecution or. . No, the interesting thing about them was that they’d been put up there quite recently. Get a lot of dust in a loft, you know. There was hardly any on them.’
Graham met the constable’s eye, which was curious and unyielding. Embarrassed honesty, Graham knew, was what was called for, and that was what he supplied.
‘All right. I put them up there.’
‘Thought that must have been the case, sir.’ The policeman nodded complacently.
‘Yes, I. . I mean, lots of men buy material like that. It’s no reflection on how well or badly your marriage is going. .’
‘No, no, of course not, sir.’
‘So, anyway, I would sometimes look at that sort of stuff and. . Anyway, one day I found my son in my study. He was looking for something in my drawers. . something quite innocuous, a stamp or an envelope or. . and it struck me that I didn’t really want him finding the magazines, so I moved them up to the loft. Preparatory to chucking them out of the house.’
‘Of course, sir. When was this?’
‘Last week.’
‘Hmm. About what we reckoned. So you did actually go up to the loft last week?’
‘Yes.’
‘What interests us about that is. .’ the man paced his sentence ponderously, ‘why you didn’t get a shock when you switched on the light?’
Graham had not been prepared for that. He felt himself colour and begin to sweat. ‘Well, that’s simple. I … I didn’t switch it on.’
‘No?’
‘No. You see, we only moved into this house last year and, quite honestly, since getting the removal men to chuck various bits up into the loft, I’ve hardly been up there. I couldn’t remember whether there was a light rigged up or not. So I used a torch. I was in a hurry, you see, because, well. .’ A little embarrassed cough. ‘Merrily was out just for a few minutes and. . she didn’t know I had these magazines and I didn’t really want her to. . to. .’
