A carriage had been sent from the dockyard with some porters to carry Bolitho’s chests and cases to the ship. The wine-cooler she had given him to replace the other that lay on the sea bed in his old Hyperion would remain at Falmouth until the future had made itself clear. It would be a ready reminder whenever she saw it. Something of his.
Allday had gone with Ozzard and Yovell to make sure that nothing was stolen in the dockyard on its way to the ship, as he had bluntly put it. The serious-faced flag lieutenant, Avery, was somewhere downstairs in this inn, The Golden Lion, the best in Plymouth.
She had said good-bye to Bolitho’s little crew as he called them, but Allday had lingered to say his own piece.
“I’ll take good care o’ Sir Richard, m’lady. Have no fear o’ that.” He had seemed subdued, even sad.
She had said, “Is it harder this time?”
He had given her his steady stare. “Aye, it is. When we gets home again, will you come an’ see us wed?”
She had almost broken at his use of the word home.
“Nothing will keep us away.” She had hugged him. The true sailor with his special scent of rum, tobacco and tar: the smells of the sea. “And take care of yourself, John. You are very dear to me.”
She had seen his surprise at her emotion, the easy use of his name. She could read his thoughts. The woman who had been married to the lowest and the highest, who had stripped naked to don a man’s clothing while the ship had been bearing down on the reef, who had half-killed a mutineer with a Spanish comb: how could she feel like weaker souls?
She heard Bolitho coming in now from the adjoining room, patting his pockets as she had seen him do so many times.
He was watching her gravely, his uniform and gleaming epaulettes like a barrier between them. He was wearing the beautiful presentation sword, and she knew Allday had been entrusted with the old family blade.
When they had arrived they had stood by this same window and he had remarked, “They used to have a telescope mounted here so guests could see the shipping in the Sound.” He had tried to make light of it but there was something in his voice, some indefinable sadness. “I expect some rogue stole it.”
“Secrets?” she had said.
“I was leaving then. I was captain of Hyperion. So long ago, it seems now. Nearly fifteen years.”
She had thought of the portrait of his first wife, Cheney, found dusty and forgotten where Belinda had hidden it. She had had it cleaned and replaced on the wall.
Bolitho had said quietly, “It was the last time I saw her. She died when I was at sea.”
It had been a precious moment. She knew she would study the portrait again when she returned to Falmouth: the young bride who, but for a tragic accident, would have given him a child.
A servant appeared at the door. “Beggin’ yer pardon, Sir Richard, but th’ carriage is ’ere.”
“Thank you.” He faced her again and she saw the pain in his grey eyes.
“I wish you were coming with me but I shall go directly to the dockyard. It hurts me so much to part with you, to become entangled again with the affairs of others.” He crossed to the open window and said softly, “In God’s name, there is a crowd outside!”
Catherine watched his dismay. Why was he always so surprised that wherever he went people wanted to see him? To ordinary men and women he was their protection, the hero who stood between them and the hated enemy.
He said, “We must say good-bye, dearest Kate. It should be a tumbril out there, not a carriage.”
They stood quite motionless in one another’s arms, and they kissed, clinging to the last minutes.
She whispered, “I shall take the locket from you when you are with me again. Go down to them, Richard. I will watch from here.”
“No. Not from up here.” He forced a smile. “Come to the door. They will adore it.”
She nodded, understanding. The window where the telescope had once been mounted was the last place where he had seen Cheney, when he had gone to join his ship.
“Very well. Afterwards I shall send for Matthew, and never fear, we will have a guard with us.” She touched his mouth, her fingers very cool. A last contact. She thought of the night. Unable to love, each thinking of the dawn, of today. Now.
“I love you so much, darling Kate. I feel I am leaving so much of me behind.”
Then they were on the staircase and Bolitho saw Avery standing below with the Golden Lion’s landlord. The latter was all smiles at the attention his famous guest was attracting. He had probably spread the word himself.
Bolitho had noticed that Avery stood and walked with one shoulder slightly raised, because of the wound he had suffered when the schooner’s men had struck to the French corvette. But the old tailor at Falmouth had done well, and Avery looked quite different in his new coat with its white lapels, his cocked hat bedecked with gleaming gold lace. The tailors could stitch a uniform together in less than four days; with the comings and goings of sea officers they would work 24 hours a day if need be. Bolitho had thought more than once that they would make a fortune in London.
Avery doffed his hat to Catherine. “Good-bye, my lady.”
She held out her hand and he put it to his lips.
She said, “We have had no time to become acquainted, Mr Avery. We shall put that to rights when we meet again.”
Avery replied awkwardly, “You are most kind, my lady.”
It was obvious he had been badly hurt, far more than by his wound.
The landlord threw open the door and the roar of voices swept over them. People were cheering and calling but he knew not what in the confused din of excitement.
“You drum them Frenchies to perdition! Just like our own Drake!”
Another yelled, “God bless you, Dick, an’ yer ladyship too!”
They fell strangely silent as Avery opened the carriage door with the crest of the fouled anchor on it. Bolitho looked at her and knew her mouth trembled, but only he would have seen it. Her fine dark eyes were very steady, too much so; but he knew that as far as she was concerned they were quite alone.
“Dearest of men.” She could not continue. Even when they kissed there was absolute silence, as if the crowd were too awed, perhaps too sad to make a sound. When he climbed into the carriage beside Avery the whole street erupted in cheering. Civilian hats flew into the air, and two passing marines doffed their own in salute.
She watched the coachman touch the two horses with his whip and the wheels began to clatter across the cobbles. Even then they cheered, and small boys ran alongside the carriage until it gathered speed. All the while he kept his eyes on hers, locked together until the carriage had vanished around a corner. Not once had he glanced up at the window with the balcony, and she was deeply moved.
She returned to the room, and without going close to the window, watched the crowd disperse, the sound dying away like a receding tide.
Sophie was waiting for her, her eyes filling her face.
“I was that proud, me lady. All them people!”
She nodded, her hand pressed beneath her breast, afraid almost to breathe, unable to believe he had gone.
“They used to do it to poor Nelson.” Then she said abruptly, “Tell Matthew to fetch our things.”
“All done, me lady.” Sophie was puzzled. Lady Catherine should have been excited, or burst into tears. She did not understand that the tall, lovely woman with the dark hair and high cheekbones did not want to share it, not even with her.
Catherine said quietly, “Go down, Sophie. There is something I must do.”
Alone she stood in the room and looked at the window where another woman had watched him go.
“May love always protect you.” She spoke aloud, momentarily unconscious that what she had just said was part of the engraving on his locket.
She walked slowly down the same staircase, holding her skirt with one hand, her eyes looking directly ahead.
The landlord bowed to her. “God be with ’ee, m’lad
y!”
She smiled, and then froze as a carriage rolled to a halt behind the one with the Bolitho crest.
“What is it, m’lady?” Matthew made to take her arm, his round apple-face full of concern.
She stared at the other carriage as a figure climbed down.
The familiar frock coat and epaulettes, one hand reaching up for his lady’s even as the inn servants ran to fetch their bags.
“It’s nothing, Matthew.” She shook her head as the street and the carriage misted over. She added with sudden despair, “Take me home.”
As Matthew climbed up to his box and kicked off the brake, with the hard-faced guard sitting beside him, she turned at last and allowed herself to look up at their window. There were no ghosts; or were there? Was someone there, watching her depart, still waiting for the ship which had come too late?
Sophie was holding her hand, like a child. “Better now, me lady?”
She said, “Yes,” suddenly glad the girl was with her for the long journey to Falmouth.
She attempted to reassure her. “If Allday were here I think I would ask him for a wet.” But the remark only saddened her.
Don’t leave me . . .
Lieutenant George Avery paused as Bolitho left his side and walked to the edge of one of the many dockyard basins. Ships being repaired, re-rigged, and in some cases new vessels still under construction: Plymouth was always a busy place, and the air was filled with the din of hammers and the scrape of saws. Teams of horses dragged miles of cordage towards a ship bereft of rigging, where more men waited to transform the apparent tangle of meaningless rope into a pattern of stays and shrouds: a thing of beauty to some, an endless tyranny to those who would eventually control it in every sort of sea and weather.
But Bolitho was looking at this one dock in particular. His old Hyperion had been berthed here after her terrible battle, when he had been her young captain. A proud ship which even the stains of death, the torn planking and smashed hull, could not destroy. They had made her into a stores hulk, like the one he saw now in this same dock. Nelson’s words seemed to ring in his mind, when due to the shortages and the losses in the fleet Hyperion had been brought out of her humble role to be reborn, ready to stand once more in the line of battle which was her rightful place. When the choice of a new flagship had been Bolitho’s, he had astounded many at the Admiralty by asking for his old command. Nelson had silenced the doubters by saying, “Give him any ship he wants!”
Hyperion had been old, but the little admiral’s own choice for what was to be his last flagship, the Victory, had been forty years old when she had broken the enemy line at Trafalgar, and Nelson had paid the price for his courage.
Then, in this dockyard, Bolitho had been returning to an empty house, with nothing to believe in and nobody to care for. Now he had everything to sustain him: his lovely Catherine and a love he would never have believed possible.
Avery watched him curiously. “Sir?”
Bolitho looked at him. “Memories. I left an old ship here. But she came back to me. Until that day in October six days before Trafalgar. Some say we tilted the scales for Nelson . . . only Fate can be certain. I often think of it, and the fact that only my nephew ever met Nelson himself. I’m glad. It is something he’ll never forget.”
He thought suddenly of what Catherine had told him, how she had felt like a traitor. Only she had noticed it at first. Now others must never see it, or know that it must have been inevitable. The girl with the moonlit eyes, and the young captain. Perhaps that, too, was Fate.
He turned away. His new flag lieutenant probably thought him mad. He was very likely regretting his decision to leave the tired old Canopus at Chatham. They walked on, and some dockyard labourers who were hoisting a spar by tackle up the foremast of a frigate waved, and one shouted, “Good luck, Sir Richard! You burn them buggers!”
Bolitho raised his cocked hat and called, “You give us the ships, my lads! We’ll do the rest!” They all laughed and nudged one another as if it was one huge jest.
But Avery saw Bolitho’s face as he turned away from them. His eyes were bitter like his voice. “It is quite all right if you don’t have to go out and do it!”
“I expect they meant well, Sir Richard.”
Bolitho said coldly, “Is that what you think? Then I am sorry for you.” Then he took Avery’s arm and exclaimed, “That was unforgivable of me! It is not how I want it to be.”
They reached the main jetty and Bolitho stood looking at the moored ships, the endless bustle of small harbour craft. His nerves were on edge. I need you, Kate. In her uncanny fashion she might hear his unspoken words. He could feel the sun burning into his back, her locket clinging to the damp skin beneath his shirt, one of the new ones she had bought for him. It helped to calm him in some way, and when he recalled how he had only owned one undarned pair of stockings as a youthful lieutenant, he almost smiled. Bless you, Kate . . . you heard me.
Avery said quietly, “Boat’s coming, Sir Richard.” He seemed afraid to disturb his thoughts. He was not shy or so easy to read as Jenour had been: he was withdrawn, biding his time.
Bolitho faced the water as a smart gig appeared around a moored hulk and veered sharply towards the jetty, her oars rising and falling like white bones. He touched his eye and Avery said immediately, “Is there something I can do, Sir Richard?”
He said, “Something in my eye, I think.” The lie came easily enough. But how long before Avery, like Jenour, realised the truth? “Who is in the boat?”
Avery seemed satisfied. “A lieutenant, sir.”
It was strange not to have Allday beside him at this moment, critically measuring up the boat’s crew and anything else that took his attention. He was not in the gig either.
Avery commented, “Smart boat, Sir Richard.”
The bowman was already standing with his boat-hook poised: the lieutenant was beside the coxswain, gauging the moment.
“Oars, up! ” The boat’s crew tossed their oars, each blade in perfect line with the next. It said a lot for their training, when Valkyrie had been commissioned for so short a time.
The gig glided alongside the weed-covered stairs and the bowman hooked on to a mooring ring.
The lieutenant scrambled ashore, his hat already in his hand as he snapped stiffly to attention with a flourish.
“Finlay, Sir Richard, fourth lieutenant!”
Bolitho saw the young officer’s eyes flicker between them, from the famous vice-admiral to the lieutenant with the twist of gold cord at his shoulder to mark him as Bolitho’s aide.
“Very well, Mr Finlay. You have an impressive crew.” He saw the lieutenant blink, as if he were unused to praise.
“Thank you, Sir Richard!”
Avery climbed down into the sternsheets and looked up to watch his new master as he turned, shading his eye to look at the land, the green hump of Mount Edgcumbe, the tiny cottages huddled together in the sunshine.
Bolitho knew the two lieutenants were observing him. Only the gig’s crew remained motionless on their thwarts, although the nearness of dry land was usually enough to relax even the tightness of any discipline.
Good-bye, my dearest Kate. Though distance separates us, you are always with me.
Then, holding the presentation sword against his hip, he climbed down into the boat.
The lieutenant jumped down and called, “Cast off! Bear off forrard!” And as the stream carried them clear he added, “Out oars! Give way all!”
There was a breeze on the water and Bolitho could feel it stinging his eyes, as if to mock his formality. He glanced at the oarsmen, well turned out in their checkered shirts and tarred hats. There was something different, something wrong. Their eyes were fixed on the stroke oar, their bodies pushing the looms, then leaning back as the blades bit into the water as one. He tried to put it from his mind. A new ship, a different captain to most of them, a future as yet unknown; it was to be expected. He turned to watch a passing guard-boat, oars tossed and an
officer standing in the sternsheets, his hat raised in salute as he saw the flag officer in the gig. They would probably all know by now, he thought. He glanced at the seamen again. Not hostile, not indifferent. Cowed. It was the only description.
So Trevenen had not changed. On matters of discipline and performance he had been described as a fanatic.
Finlay the fourth lieutenant ventured hesitantly, “There she lies, Sir Richard.”
Bolitho shaded his eyes. Valkyrie was big, right enough. From a distance she looked almost as large as Hyperion had been, and she had been a two-decked 74 .
Finlay was shifting nervously on his seat. “Watch her, Cox’n! You have the current under your coat-tails!”
The man at the tiller nodded, his eyes measuring the boat’s speed through the water.
Bolitho saw the scarlet coats of the marines already in position and had the impression they had been there for a long time. Sunlight flashed on several telescopes, and even at this distance he thought he heard the trill of calls. It had taken him years to get used to these moments, steeling himself for the first encounter. He had always tried to put it in proper perspective, telling himself that they would be more worried about him than he should be about them.
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