“Oh I know, I do see that, and I think I might have a plan.”
Her eyes lighten up. “You do? Really?”
“Yeah, I do, but I warn you that it won’t be easy, but I’m sure you’re expecting that.”
“Yeah, I know, but if we both want it enough, we can do it, right?”
“I think we should alternate,” I tell her as if it’s obvious. “I think when you need to be here and I have to be in the city we’ll just have to get on with it, but when we can we switch between being in the city and being here. That way we can help look after your father when he needs it, you can do any recording stuff that comes along, and I can do my business.”
Lola nods but her eyes suggest that she’s not totally sure. “That sounds wonderful, and like it’ll be really awesome. But it’ll just be so hard.”
“I don’t care though. Do you? It won’t feel difficult to me because that’s what I’ll want to do it.”
She pauses for a moment but eventually she nods. “Okay, well if that’s what you want, we have to give it a go, don’t we? We owe it to ourselves to try.”
Chapter 29 – Lola
Brandon’s kiss is tender and sweet. I can feel love pouring from his mouth as well as passion. It’s different, but in a really good way. I didn’t think I would like anything to be different, but I do. It makes my hands reach up to grab onto his cheeks and I hold him close to me. At least this time I know that we both do want this enough to try, so I don’t have to let him go. The fear that we might lose one another isn’t there anymore.
I take Brandon’s hand and I walk him over to my bed. Once there, I climb under the sheets and I pat the space next to me to make some room for him. He pauses for a moment, but only to smile down at me as if I’m someone he truly does love.
“I love you,” he whispers, only confirming what he’s thinking. “I really do love you.”
“I love you too.” I reach out my hands for him to grab. “Now come here.”
Brandon kicks off his shoes and his trousers and he climbs into the bed beside me. The warmth of his body feels so nice next to me. I slide my leg closer to his and the electricity races right through me. Then we lie there next to one another for just a moment, looking at one another, our eyes filled with love.
Eventually I can’t stand it anymore, I turn onto my side and I throw my leg right across him. I tug him nearer to me and soon he turns on his side to face me. His forehead rests against mine and he curls his hand around my arm to hold me in place.
“You’re amazing,” Brandon mutters. “I’m so damn lucky.”
As his lips edge closer to mine I’m reminded of our very first kiss on that magical night when I first laid eyes on him. How little I knew then how important the sexy stranger that was sweeping through town would become to me. My heart races, my core pounds, every inch of me is on fire. But it isn’t the usual, desperate fire that I feel around Brandon, it’s slower, more sensual, romantic even.
And slowly we peel the clothes off of one another, brushing our hands over each other’s skin as we go. I feel Brandon’s hard muscles, his soft skin, his perfect and his flaws, and I love every part of him. Yes, he isn’t perfect, but nor am I. I don’t need perfection from the man in my life, I just need someone who’s going to love me wholeheartedly and make up for anything he does do wrong. I need him.
Once we’re naked, Brandon pulls me on top of him and he kisses me gently. I straddle over him and angle myself just over his tip, teasing him for just a moment. “You know, I’m not always as prepared as you. Did you bring any protection with you?” When his eyes widen in shock and disappointment, I burst into laughter. “It’s fine. I do actually have something I’m just playing around.”
I grab a condom and hand it to him, and wait impatiently for him to cover himself up. As he does I wonder if there’ll ever be a time when we don’t use protection on purpose. When we’re so settled and in love that we want to have children. I’ve never thought about having a family of my own, I’ve always been so wrapped up in my parents, but now there’s potential that the world might be opening up to me in ever single way and I love that plan.
“Now, come over here.”
Brandon pulls me to him and he slides into me instantly, without any messing around. His thrusts are slow, purposeful, intense, so damn powerful that I think they might send me insane. My head falls back, I gasp loudly, as he touches me everywhere all over me. His touch is phenomenal and I think I might want it for the rest of my damn life.
“Oh God,” I moan as his thrusts brush part my clit. “Oh, Brandon.”
My heart beats so powerfully I think it might explode free from my chest, my breaths are ragged and painful, my whole body tingles as the orgasm trickles through my veins and consumes me entirely. I’m on fire, I’m burning, and it’s all because of him…
Once we lay on the bed next to one another panting desperately, I realize that I’m definitely not done with him yet. Of course I’ll have to wait until he’s ready for me…
“Right,” Brandon says with determination and he props himself up onto his elbows to look at me intently. “Turn onto your front.”
“Are you serious?” I gasp with a laugh as I instantly catch his drift. “Already?”
“Just do it already.” His commanding tone is sexy as hell. I love that about him. But then I also adore it when he’s vulnerable and ready to do whatever I ask of him. “I need you on your front already.”
I do as he asks and bury my face into the pillow. He parts my legs and he tickles his fingers up and down my thighs until I’m shuddering and shivering like a crazy person. My core is desperately screaming for him, I need him inside of me, but now he’s making me wait. I feel like he’s teasing me to the point of no return and I’m about to actually lose my mind.
“What are you doing?” I groan while raising my hips to him, trying to lure him in towards me. “Stop teasing me already, will you?”
“Will you just be patient?” he chuckles, sounding like he loves the way I’m begging for him right now. “God when did you get to be so needy already?”
I twist my neck to stare at him over my shoulder. I flick my hair out the way and look at him through shiny, happy eyes. He smiles down at me while he’s rubbing his hand all over my butt. “It’s just you,” I tell him sincerely. “It’s just you that does this to me. No one else makes me feel this way.”
“Yeah well, no one else does what you do to me either.”
“Oh fucking hell, Brandon, I can’t take it anymore.”
Those are the magic words. He grabs onto my hips and pulls me towards him, then he slides himself into me all over again, making me feel incredible. The sexual thrill consumes me, it takes over all of me, and it’s all because of Brandon. He touches me deeply, his cock massages all of me, and fuck me it feels wonderful. I fist the sheets beneath me as he moves so I can fix myself in place and present myself to him. All of me.
He’s the one, I think to myself as he thrusts in and out of me, sending me to heaven. He’s definitely the one for me.
As the hot bliss rolls through my body a second time I forget where I even am. The pleasure is so intense that I don’t even know what to think anymore. I’m crazy, animalistic, wild, insane…and I love every damn second of it. I love that I get to keep this feeling going forever more. I don’t think that this is a sexual chemistry which will end up burning out. This is the real deal. The sort that doesn’t stop.
***
I stare down at Brandon’s sleeping body, watching the heavy breaths fall in and out of his mouth while he sleeps and a smile creeps up onto my mouth. This man makes me so happy, he’s absolutely the best thing to ever happen to me. Of all the shitty luck that I’ve had in my life, finally something good has happened to me. I might have lost my mom, I might have spent the majority of my life caring for my dad and looking after his farm, but now something is happening that’s just for me.
I slide out of the bed and throw a tee shirt and some
panties on. Then I set about making some breakfast for me and Brandon. I want just a little bit of a calm before the storm of the day that awaits me. I have a lot of conversation to get through, a lot of plans for the future to make, and much as I cannot wait to get started, I just want a bit of time with my man first. The man I intend to marry, that I want to spend the rest of my life with, the one that I get to keep just for myself. The farm, the caring, even the music… that’s all the stuff I can still do but I can have a piece of life that’s just for me as well.
“Good morning.” A sleepy voice makes me jump out of my skin. “What are you up to?”
“Oh you know,” I reply with a playful wink. “Just planning the rest of my life.”
“Ooh, that sounds interesting. And it smells delicious too. Can I get in on that?”
I giggle loudly. I find myself laughing a lot around Brandon which is wonderful. He cheers me up and makes me light and happy even when it feels like things are dull. “Well, it does involve you so I suppose you should get involved. Take a seat, I’m making you some breakfast.”
Brandon takes his seat and he grins expectantly up at me. “That sounds awesome, I think I’m going to like having this whole girlfriend thing.”
“Oh, so I’m your girlfriend?” I ask with a smirk. “When did that happen? I don’t remember you asking me.”
“No, I suppose not.” He taps his chin thoughtfully. “And I suppose just saying I love you doesn’t quite cut it anymore. Fine, I suppose I better ask. Will you be my girlfriend?”
“Hmm, no.” I play about with him at first. “Or maybe I mean yes, I’m not quite sure.” Then I lean down as I hand him a plate of food and I press my lips lightly against his. “Of course yes, I’ll definitely be your girlfriend.”
And with that, I feel the first day of the rest of my life appear. Me and Brandon will face the future head on, whatever it takes. Him with his family and new business venture, me with mine and my potential singing career. It’s going to be amazing!
Chapter 30 – Brandon
“Have you got everything together?” my dad asks me, sounding actually a little more nervous than I feel. “Are you sure you’re all prepared?”
I can’t help but laugh at his remarks. It’s funny, after all the years I spent trying to impress him, now that I’ve stopped we’re closer than ever. I think he actually has respect for me now. He sees me as someone worthwhile. “Yes, Dad, I’ve been preparing for this moment for over a year. Ever since I ran into Lola in that drug store. I’ve known since then that I want her to be mine forever. Now it’s just time to make that official.”
“It’s just a shame that she had the Valentine’s Day musical show case today, or you could have done this earlier. You could know now, either way.”
I don’t like the way he says ‘either way’ like the fact she might say no is an option, but I decide to let that slide for a moment. I don’t want to make myself even more nervous.
“Yeah, I suppose so.” I shrug in a blasé manner. “But I wouldn’t do anything to step in the way of her music career. She’s worked so hard for this. She deserves all these breaks.”
“She might not be our highest grossing performer but I am glad we signed her. She gets steady work and she always does what’s asked of her in a professional way. We never have any trouble with her. Not like some of the other singers that I don’t need to name.”
I smirk to myself as I think over all the stories that Dad has told me. I don’t know if he knew what he was getting himself in for when he dived into the music industry. Although I think at first he was only supposed to be a silent investor. He pushed himself further in.
“Well, I think that’s how Lola likes it, Dad. I think she likes to keep a lower profile because then she still gets to keep some of her own life. She can go back and check on her dad – not that he needs it much these days – and she can see how Tim and the other farm hands are doing. She’s happy with the level of success that she has.”
“Yeah, and she gets to spend time with you as well.” Dad nudges me and smirks. This weird friendship we have now is awesome actually. “That’s got to be a bonus, right?”
“Yeah, well it’s helped.” I half shrug as I answer him. “Especially in the beginning when things were tough, when I was setting up my business. It helped a whole lot then!”
My business that’s now going from strength to strength. It’s one of those markets that people didn’t realize had much of a demand in until I started working in it. Now it’s rolled out massively. I’m actually making more profits than I originally intended, but I put them back in to expanding it. It’s amazing how easy it is for me to get help now, it seems that everyone wants to give something back, even my dad. Working on this for myself, seeing the difference I’ve made to others lives, it makes me so happy and it also makes all the sacrifice worth it. I wouldn’t want to be doing anything else in the world.
“Good, I’m glad you’ve managed to find a good girl. It inspired me to find one of my own!”
The other big news in my life is my father and his new, unexpected girlfriend. That came out of nowhere and stunned me. Sure, she’s a little younger than him, but she’s fiery and she puts him in his place which is just what he needs. She also has her own money, probably more than him, so she definitely can’t be accused of being a gold digger. Seeing my dad care about something other than the business is wonderful. It makes him happier and me too. The fact that I helped him to see that falling in love isn’t something to be afraid of is awesome.
He’s now been with her for six months, which means they might as well be married in my dad’s terms. It’s pretty much forever.
“Well, that’s great. June is awesome… you just keep taking care of her.”
I glance around the room once more, just confirming that everything is where I want it to be. I’ve hired out the entire Italian restaurant where I took her for our first proper date for calzones, and I’ve got it so there’s just one table in the middle of the room. A single candle sits in the middle of the table, flickering away beautifully, and I have a trail of rose petals leading to the table and fairy lights twinkling above us like stars. I have also brought in a couple of those cans of cider we drank while sitting on those rubber tires at ‘the dump’ in Lola’s home town. I kind of want it to be a homage to all the things we’ve been through together, while being a promise of things to come.
“It looks good, son, stop worrying.”
“Dad, I have to be honest. You’re the one who has me worrying,” I laugh awkwardly. “Now I’m second guessing everything. Maybe I shouldn’t have asked you to help me.”
“You need me here. For so many reasons… oh!” He pulls his cell phone out of his pocket. “Yep, just like this one. I’ve just had a text, Lola is being brought here now.”
“And she doesn’t know?” I’m still so desperate for this to be a secret. I’ve done so well at keeping it from her so far, despite the fact that I’ve been planning it for weeks. Usually I’m crap at keeping things from Lola so this has been hard. “She’s still not aware?”
“No, the event guy just said he’s taking her to meet you and that you’re in a work meeting. You have nothing to worry about. It’s all going to plan.”
I breath in deeply and nod, trying to believe my father. After all the hardship that Lola has endured in her life, I really want this to go perfectly. She deserves it after taking care of everyone else her whole life. She needs me to take care of her now.
“Right.” Dad pats me on the back. “I’m going now. Leave you two kids to it. I have to pick up Lola’s dad from the airport then he’s coming to stay with me so we can all go out and celebrate tomorrow.”
“Great, great, that will be a nice surprise. I guess I’ll see you then. I’ll message you to let you know what happens though.”
Once my dad leaves, I’m alone and it all becomes very real. I have a ring in my pocket, all tucked away in a little box that I agonized over for absolutely ages, a
nd the room is all set up. Much as I want this to happen, now it’s really happening. Now the moment is really here. My heart is racing, the butterflies in my stomach have turned into birds, my throat is completely dry with fear. I don’t know if I’m actually going to be able to speak once the moment arrives.
“Hello? What the hell is going on?” All of a sudden, Lola’s voice breaks through the silence and I’m filled with a powerful warmth that can only come from her. “Brandon? Why are you having a meeting here? Isn’t this a little weird… oh!”
All of a sudden she comes into view and her hand claps across her mouth in shock. She doesn’t fully look like herself at the moment with all her stage make up on and her fancy sequined dress. Personally, I prefer her all natural, but I adore her all the same.
“There’s my super star.” I extend my arms out to hug her but she doesn’t immediately step into my embrace. She pauses where she is, looking a bit confused.
“What’s going on here?” she asks desperately. “Is this for Valentine’s Day?”
“It is,” I confirm. “Because you deserve to be spoiled.”
Eventually she falls into my arms and I hold her close to me. With her head on my chest, I slide my eyes closed and I just feel her for a moment. She feels good against my body, I love holding her. She just feels so right against me.
“Champagne?” Oh, I almost forgot about the waiter who will be dipping in and out, providing us with drinks and food throughout the evening. “Or would you prefer something else to drink?”
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