Your Favorite Crazy Bitch
Madison
When I finished I threw the piece of paper in front of the man sitting beside me. “Now tell me what would make my goddamn sister take off in the middle of the night with all this shit going down. Seems pretty funny you fly out of here taking a ride, which ended up with you taking two to the shoulder, on the same night my sister takes off in the middle of the night. Doesn’t seem like much of a coincidence to me. Now start talking.”
“I love her man. I can’t breathe without her but I’m not worthy of her. That stubborn ass woman deserves someone better than me. I’ve tried to keep my distance but she just keeps closing in. The only way I could think of to push her away was to hurt her,” Wall said sounding defeated.
I slammed my fist to the table making my best friend jump. “What that fuck do you mean hurt her? What the fuck did you do asshole”? I could feel the rage taking over. He better start making sense or I was going to beat the fuck out of him. Shot up or not, I’m going to fuck him up if he laid a hand on my sister.
“After Doc came in to knock some sense into me for Carrin getting hurt in the middle of my outburst, I went to apologize to my sister. I met Jewels in the hallway. She offered to help me out last night so I agreed, but I still had to find Carrin first. Jewels followed me but I thought she was in the hallway when I went in to talk to my sister. At first I thought it was just because the bitch was impatient but after the shit last night I know it was just a dig at the girls in that room. Hell, it might have been a plan to keep me occupied so the others could get to the girls easier.”
“What the hell was said? Madison’s been around this club long enough to know what the club bunnies are for,” I said a little calmer than before.
“As I was talking to Carrin, Madison and Athena were watching. Jewels decides to come in the room rubbing all over me asking me to leave with her so she could ride my cock. Her words not mine. When she said it though I saw a look of pure jealousy on your sister. I’ve never seen it before because she’s the queen of hiding emotional shit. Taking the chance to push her away, I played right along with Jewels in an attempt to piss Madison off. I wasn’t trying to make her run away. I just thought that it would hurt her feelings. I want her to have the best of every fucking thing. I was only trying to show her how much of and asshole I am. I did it to get her to move on, hopefully to someone worthy of her man.”
I wasn’t exactly sure whether to ring his neck or comfort him. I know all about not feeling worthy of someone’s love. It took me too long to realize it was worth fighting for and by then she was gone. Gone without a trace for five fucking years. I don’t want my sister gone for that long nor do I want to deal with Wall while she’s gone. This next week is going to be hell as it is with her gone. Between being shot and Madison gone, Wall is going to be a total prick.
“Brother I don’t do this sappy shit and I don’t know what to tell you other than there are worse mother fuckers out there for my sister to end up with. Everyone knows you two will end up together eventually. It would be sooner rather than later if you two would just wise the fuck up and stop making it harder on each other. Grow a set of balls mother fucker and tell her how you feel. She deserves that much after you rubbing skank pussy in her face. Hell, I don’t know if she’ll even believe your ass at this point.”
“I don’t know what to say to make this shit right. That fucking woman drives me insane. She’s so fucking stubborn that she won’t listen to me anyway. Things will just go back to the way they were or I’ll just leave her alone completely. It’s what’s best for her.”
“Well, brother you got a week to figure out what the fuck you want to say. I talked to her earlier. Blaze finally got ahold of her when we were looking for Carrin and Athena. I had to make sure she left before the other two got snatched up.”
“So you talk to her and your just now fucking telling me. Where the hell is she? I don’t have a problem going to get her. Hell I’ll drag her ass back kicking and screaming if I have too,” Wall said starting to get angry all over again.
“You need to chill the fuck out. That goddamn temper of yours is what set all this shit in motion last night,” that seemed to hit a nerve because he instantly relaxed. “When I called her I found she went to Avery. The tour that Avery is on will be over in a week. I plan on having someone at the last concert to escort them home before they both have a chance to skate away on that damn vacation Avery claims she had planned.”
We sat in silence for at least five minutes before I decided to break up the little powwow. “Look man there isn’t a damn thing we can do about it right now. Avery assured me that there were plenty of security traveling with them and Avery’s been off the radar long enough where I’m sure she would be the last one they would be going after. Let’s give her a few days to calm down then one of us will fly to New York to bring their asses home.”
“Yeah. If you say so Prez. I just hope my feeling is wrong. You need to put that twin thing to use. You know look in deep and see if she’s in trouble or whatever the fuck they say. I’m telling you I can’t shake this feeling that something ain’t right Axle.”
“We’ll my “twin thing” doesn’t work like that. Get some sleep and we’ll call to check in tomorrow morning. Now go. Get the fuck out of here,” I said standing from the table.
I didn’t say anything else to him. I walked down the hallway straight to my room and locked the door behind me. This shit will have to wait. I need a few hours of sleep before dealing with anymore bullshit. I looked at the clock on the night stand. Fuck me it was after one in the morning already. In a matter of hours, I had to be back in church. I set my alarm for ten in order to have time to shower and shave before meeting with the rest of the fuckers. If I had the energy, I’d get it over with tonight. Fuck that!
After taking my cut off to hang on the back of the chair, I kicked out of my boots before falling face first into the bed. In a matter of minutes, I was dead to the world.
Wall
I sat at the table and watched our president, my best friend, walk out the door. Axle must think I’m the reason Madison took off for her little vacation. I probably am but at least my methods seemed to work. I’ve finally pushed her away. It’s what I wanted, right? I just need to sit back and let her move on with her life. She deserves so much more than a loser truck mechanic that can’t control his temper or his dick. I know I’m not worthy of her but it doesn’t make this shit hurt any less.
When she comes back I’ll keep my distance. I’ll stay away so she can move on to better things. I owe that to her. Oh who the fuck am I kidding? I’ve never been able to stay away from her. She’s in my head constantly. The fucking woman is like a magnet drawing me too her. I can’t even fuck anyone that doesn’t have dark hair and even then I have to pretend it’s her. If I can’t imagine it’s her then my dick doesn’t cooperate. Yasmin’s hair was the only reason she was my go to fuck. Hell when I busted my load in her stretched out snatch it was always Madison’s name on my lips. I’m an asshole I know but, I don’t give a fuck.
Hell, Axle is just as fucked up over the blonde that got way. He’ll never say it out loud but I know my best friend. I’ve known him my whole life. I knew he had it bad for Avery but I never called him out on it. It wasn’t my place to state the obvious and get his ass kicked for not going to her father for permission. I know those two snuck around for years before she took off.
When she left, something changed in his normal broody ass. He was always a blunt asshole but since she been gone he’s been worse. Don’t know if that asshole even knows how to have fun anymore. That hard ass man I call my best friend shut the hell down when that little blonde took off. Instead of resorting to loose pussy and booze like I do, he stayed to his self. The only club girl he fucks with is Diamond and that isn’t often enough to even count.
Something tells me I won’t be the only one stewing over what to say when those crazy bitches get back here. I’m not the only one
who needs to figure their shit out. At least when Madison comes back she’ll be here to stay. Avery on the other hand has seemed to make a life for herself. From what I’ve heard she’s living the rock star life she always dreamed about. If she waltzes in only to leave again I’m not sure if Axle will be able to handle it. Fuck it. He’s a big boy. He’ll figure it out. As for me though, I’m going to carry my ass to my room, pop some pain meds and crash for the night. At least with the medicine I don’t have to worry about thoughts of my favorite crazy bitch dancing through my head.
Madison
I sit in silence looking out the passenger side window of my GTO letting Avery’s words sink in. I have a nephew. That little boy curled up in the back seat of my car is my brother’s son. How could she do this? How could she keep him away from his family all these years? I needed answers and I needed them now. She needs to explain to me why she felt she had a right to keep my nephew away from my brother. No wonder this bitch has kept her distance from everyone.
“Please say something Madison,” Avery pleaded with me.
“What the fuck do you want me to say Avery? I don’t want to wake him, nor do I want him to see me drag you out of this car to beat your ass. So what is it exactly I’m supposed to say to you.”
“I would like the chance to explain,” Avery said on the verge of tears.
“Well it looks like we still have roughly three-an-a-half hours before we make it back to Great Falls so I think you need to start talking. Tell me why Avery! Why did you take off to have a baby on your own and then choose to cut his family out of his life?”
“It wasn’t like that. I didn’t know I was pregnant til after I was already in California. Hunter knows who his father is. He knows who everyone is. I never kept that from him,” Avery said through sobs.
“He might know who we are but none of us know about him. Do your parents even know? What about Hyde? That girl has been lost without you,” I said sounding like a heartless bitch but I didn’t fucking care at the moment.
“I know it may seem like I’m a horrible person but I had my reasons. No, no one knows that Hunter exist except Romy.”
“Romy knows! How can that bitch know and not have the need to tell his father. This is fucking ridiculous,” I said in a higher level voice then what I wanted. “You better start making sense bitch or I’m going to forget the fact that my nephew is back there and beat your fucking ass before I drag your ass back home.”
Avery
Oh shit this is not going the way I wanted it too so I started to ramble on about the last five years of my life. “Romy came out to hunt me down not long after I left. She caught me by surprise at the bar I was working at. She had flown to California using the excuse of a tattoo convention to hunt me down. She saw the baby bump I was sporting but I told her it was from a one-night stand. She’s never seen Hunter but she knows about him.”
“Ok but you still aren’t telling me what I want to hear. You need to start from the beginning. Start when you decided to disappear without even a note,” Madison stated leaving no room for argument.
“I had no intentions of leaving. The night I left I finally thought I was getting everything I wanted. Braxton made all kinds of promises to me and I believed him. I was going to be his. We planned to tell everyone the next day. He even had this little speech planned out for my father but before he could get a chance to I took off.”
“You’re not making sense. If you were happy and getting what you always wanted, then why take off. What happened? Make me understand,” Madison said as she turned to look at me.
Without saying anything else I pulled the car to the side of the road. I know that I wouldn’t be able to drive as I poured my heart out. With the car stopped, I put it in park before I opened the driver’s door and walked around the front of the car to the passenger’s side. I opened the door and motioned for Madison to slide over. “If you want to talk about this now then your gonna have to drive. I won’t be able to get through this and get us home in one piece.”
Madison gave me one last look before sliding over behind the wheel. Without any hesitation we were on the road again headed back to my family’s home. I thought back to that horrible night when my happiness was ripped away. Diamond’s words popped back in my head clear as day. Those words have never left me and probably never will.
“The night I left Romy was covering for me as usual. My parents thought I was with her at the bar of the club house but I really was in your brother’s room with him. Braxton and I had a long talk that night after our round of lovemaking. Like I said he made me promises for the future. Your brother told me he wanted me for his Old Lady. He was ready to stake his claim to me and let the whole club know. I was told that we would find a spot to build a little house somewhere on the club grounds and eventually I would share the O’Shea name. He made it clear that we were young and could live as we chose. We would add kids to the mix later, much-much later is what I was told. We promised to be each other’s one and only. Neither of us were going to share. He promised to try to support my love of music as long as I would cut back on the amount of nights I spent in the local bars on stage. He wasn’t okay with me pursuing anything outside the local scene though,” I told Madison.
“I willing agreed. I would put him before my music because I loved him. I was okay with everyone knowing that we belonged to one another and making a future together. The kid part didn’t bother me because I wasn’t rushing to be a mom. I have only been with Braxton so he didn’t have anything to worry about sharing me with anyone. I, on the other hand, wasn’t sure if he would be okay with just having me for a lifetime. You know just as well as I do that in our world the men stray. The only one that I’ve never seen stray is my father. Hell, even your dad fucked around on your real mom. Not saying that I’ve ever seen him do that to Momma Bear but, he has a history.”
“Believe me when I tell you Avery I know that some of the guys don’t know how to keep their dick in their pants. That’s a lot of the reason why I took off. Wall’s never given me any promises or even said I was his but I can’t stand to see him with girls draped all over him. Every time I have to see it a part of me dies,” Madison added.
“Then you should understand my reasoning then.” I quickly moved forward with my story before Madison could interrupt me. “I left Axle sleeping in his bed to go get a snack from the kitchen. When I walked into the kitchen Diamond’s half-naked ass was sitting at the table with a soda and a sly look on her face. I could tell that bitch was waiting to tell me something and I knew even before she spoke it would piss me off. I tried to avoid her by keeping my head down while I went through the refrigerator. She wasn’t having it though. She managed to kill my happiness with just a few sentences.”
“What did she say? I’ve always tolerated that bitch but you know I don’t care for the free pussy that hangs at the club. Those bitches are toxic! Just say the word and I’ll drag the bitch out by her hair chick,” Madison quickly threw her thoughts in.
I took a deep breath and laid out my conversation with Diamond for Madison…
“Well look at what we have here. One of the club’s perfect little princesses doin’ the walk of shame. Whose bed did you just crawl out of baby girl,” Diamond asked in a sickening know it all voice.
“It’s none of your damn business Diamond. I had too much to drink tonight so I’m crashing here.”
“Honey you really need to learn how to lie better. We both know you’ve been in that room with Axle for hours. You’re lucky most of the guys are out tonight or you would have some serious explaining to do.”
“I have no idea what you’re talking about,” I lied.
“It’s your story darling tell it how ya wanna, but let me let you in on my little secret. I had a few hours with Axle early today. That man sure knows how to rock a girl’s world if you know what I mean. It’s become our little afternoon ran de vu. He was just telling me how good of an Old Lady I would make him. He knows I know how to keep my
mouth shut and play the obedient girlfriend.”
“You’re lying thru your teeth bitch. You know none of these guys will ever make a club whore and Old Lady. Besides it’s none of my business,” I said with a brave face even though I was dying inside. I might have called her a liar but deep down I knew it was the truth.
“Believe what you want princess but you’ll see who’s right when I’m wearing my property patch. Axle went to see Kimmie the other day to have it made. He’s planning on announcing it to everyone at the barbeque this weekend.”
“Well then I hope you two will be happy together,” I said thru gritted teeth.
“Thank you sugar. I’ll make sure he knows you gave us your blessing. Don’t worry though, I’m okay with his side pieces. You can still get your rocks off with him as long as he’s coming home to me.”
“What the fuck Avery? My brother never claimed her for his Old Lady. He’s never even mentioned that before. He’s always treated that bitch for just what she is, a club whore,” Madison said bringing me back to my thoughts.
“You say that Madison but I heard it with my own ears. I’ve seen her walk out of his room with that orgasmic glow. I watched her hang off of him the whole time we were together. It killed me sneaking off to be with him behind closed doors while she got to be seen with him in front of everyone. Maybe you didn’t see it but I did.”
“Avery you really are a dumb bitch if you think that bitch would ever measure up to you in my brother’s eyes. That man has had eyes for you since you were in middle school but with him in high school he waited for years to have you. You had to have seen that.”
“I know what I thought I saw but, I don’t believe it. Even if he wasn’t claiming her and was going to claim me, I couldn’t be the woman who turned her head while her man fucked around. I’m not wired that way. I will not give everything to a man just to get half in return.”
With Madison’s silence I continued on with my story. “I all but ran out of the kitchen leaving Diamond at the table. I went back to Axle’s room to get my phone and car keys. He was still asleep when I kissed his forehead and walked out the door. I thought about leaving a note but even though I was pissed at him I didn’t want him suffering a beat down from my father when he popped up with the only form of communication I left behind.”
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