Copyright © 2016 by Melanie Walker
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Acknowledgements
To the readers of the TAT series and letting me share these awesome tales with you.
Thank you for the endless patience, loyalty and belief that I would bring them to life.
Thank you, for never giving up.
Sincerely,
Mel
Dedication
This is my hardest dedication. It is equal parts heartache and passion.
I dedicate this book to love.
All it has taken from me-
And all it has rewarded me with.
This book is for C-
Who taught me young love is forever in your heart-
Even when the heart breaks as hard as a broken promise.
This book is for W-
There was no fight like ours.
It was Perfectly tragic…
There was a strength that I got from knowing you that changed me for better and worse
It fractured any belief in forever
This book is for D-
For being that cosmic love
All he would ever be is a character I rewrite hoping for a happy ending-
There isn't one, and so it's love.
You can never truly hate, unless you have truly loved
And it is there that passion is born.
Playlist
Small, but epic
5AM ~ Amber run
Hey Hey, My My, ~ Battlem ( NOAH POV On Cal and T Thanksgiving)
What hurts the most ~ Aaron Lewis
Hail to the King ~ Avenged Sevenfold
Simple Man ~ Lynyrd Skynyrd
Arms wide open ~ Creed
Broken ~ Everlast
Jars ~ Chevelle
Holocene ~ Bon Iver (Final scene CAL POV)
Promise Me
The final Encore
(Book 6)
TAT: A Rocker Romance
Thanksgiving Night
Noah
So, as far as lying in bed next to your girl goes? Epic and awesome. I figured I would be bored by now and ready to go crazy, but no, I can't get out of this bed. "We don't need to eat girl. I want to feast on you all night."
I roll until I am between her spread thighs and my face is seconds from being buried in her sweet pussy once again. She makes this sweet sexy sigh as I use my thumbs to open her, she is swollen and red and I know I might have pushed her too far. I place soft kisses at her cleft and, God damn. She arched her sweet ass off that bed and I know that even sore, she wants more. "I gotta let this pretty cunt rest girl. I guess we eat Thanksgiving." I kiss up her body and nuzzle at her neck like I know she loves.
"If you're there, I am there." She says and kisses me, playing with my lip ring. "I think this is my favorite piercing of yours."
I laugh and rise up off her to grab my phone, walking buck ass naked to the bathroom and start the shower. She follows me, sliding behind me in front of the sink, kissing along my back. I look at her behind me through the mirror. I am heavily tattooed, very few parts of my un-inked skin is visible. I look at her smooth and soft sun kissed skin, a blank canvas against my finished piece. She takes my breath away, so soft and clean.
"Holy hell, Noah look at me!" I laugh as she spazzes the fuck out at her swollen lips and crazy fresh fucked hair.
"You're insane if you think you look bad." I turn and pull her naked body to mine and place my hands on her ass. "You look how I intended. If anyone saw you here right now they would know your man fucked you senseless all day."
I see her sweet blush and she buries her face in my neck. "My man…" She isn't asking, she's letting it sink in.
"Yeah girl. Done with the bullshit. I don't care about whatever comes our way, I only gotta know you trust me and you'll ride the storm."
She looks at me and takes my face in her hands, kissing me sweetly. "I do trust you Noah. With everything and I love you. This is where I need to be, like this with you." She looks at me with unshed tears in her perfect blue eyes and it wrecks me knowing she still hurts. "I hate that I hurt you. I hate that I never let you tell me, that I immediately assumed the worse."
"Girl, you were hired to keep me from wanting to get high. Your mind was gonna go there. I could have told you to trust me to keep you safe and that I needed you to be with me." I did, I wished still that I had her to go to after seeing that rank bastard. I wouldn’t have let him know she existed, or see her but I shouldn’t have went alone.
I pull her with me to the shower and just hold her under the spray. There is no shower head in this stone encased heaven. I had the shower customized so the water came from above across the tiled ceiling like a rain storm. It had a shit ton of settings, and a remote. I could activate the entire shower, or just a small part, which I usually did when I washed my hair and body. Right now I put on a slower setting and let the warm water fall on us both.
"I shouldn’t have went alone babe." I say, the truth cutting me open like a dull blade would. I hate weakness, but this moment I would prove my faith and trust in her, and let her see me weak. "I was mad as hell over seeing Carrie so fuckin scared all the time. I was heated and on edge. I picked that fight with you in a way. Part of me believed you trusted me, part of me believed you would jump defensive. You did both."
"I said it because you were so vague. I didn't think you would use Noah. I said it to fight because you wouldn’t just tell me."
I shake my head no and kiss her wet lips, running my fingers through the long wet strands of her hair. "It's over now. No more. He's probably gonna get killed in prison once they learn the truth about him"
"What do you mean?" I realize she has no idea what happened, just that I went.
"When I saw him, he asked what I wanted. I told him I wanted to know why? He said that he never wanted us, but that our mom did. He started insinuating that Carrie would be as evil and corrupt as him and I flipped. The guard on the phone told me it was my warning and if I flipped out again I would be banned, so I chilled out. He told me that I was just like him." I brush the water from my face and pull my hair back before kissing her quick like I need to.
"He told me I was him. I had a hole in me that was only filled by hate. He got in my head for a minute, but I pulled myself out and told him that he was done effecting us, that he was dead and we would never think of him again. He flipped out and started threatening me that his reach was long and if he wanted to hurt us he would."
I turn so my back is facing the of the shower and use the remote to use just the end so we could get moving. I could stay in here with her all day, fuck yeah. But Carrie would literally drive here to pull me to dinner. Little psycho that she is.
"I flipped out when he threatened me, so I threatened back and told him to play nice or the meanest fuckers in there might find out who he is and what he did. At that point he flipped out and the guards started rushing in and took him down. I just laughed, hung up the phone to leave…"
I stop, scared to tell her what I did. I don't want her to fear me or hell, judge me but I tell her because this is the only way to show my trust in her. "I see this chick talking to her guy at the end of the visitation room. Dude is built like a fuckin tank, tatted up with some serious gang shit. His lady looks almost as in
timidating. Luckily she knew who I was immediately. So I took her phone and told her old man who he was and what he did to me and Carrie. Told him he was a former Lieutenant for Seattle PD and told him to spread the word. Chances are his days are seriously numbered and I hope I get the call he was shanked."
"So, this guy was what? Gonna spread the word?" She doesn’t look so much scared as she does concerned.
I nod. "Yeah told me he would handle it, even told me to tell Care that he wasn't worth her suffering."
"Can you handle it if he gets killed, knowing you spilled the beans?" That is her concern. Not for Cody, but for what Cody's death would do to me.
"Babe, I would rejoice in his death. There would be no sorrow, no loss. His death would be a blessing to me and Carrie. To Chad and Noelle and the latest secret rug rat. He is evil, incarnate. I haven't done more than scratch the surface with you where he is concerned. I probably never will. Those are doors I don't open, ever. I will answer questions, and I can tell you what you need to know, but I won't ever hold your hand and dive in that nightmare. Feel me?"
She nods and leans forward to kiss my chest, my angels face and I know she is thinking of my mom. "He confirmed something though baby. He confirmed your mom loved you guys. Those few memories, they were true babe. She loved you both."
I don't know why, but her words uprooted some dark pain I had been holding for twenty eight years. Uprooted that shit because she is right, he did give me that. What I didn't know or was prepared for was the solace that came from knowing. I nod, unable to form words and just hold her close, so fucking thankful for her and the way I can see things in a completely different way. "I love you girl."
"I love you too boy." I laugh at her calling me boy and smack her ass.
"We need to get ready, Carrie will flip out if we don't eat."
"Fine." She says and looks at the male soap in my bathroom and then me with a droll stare. "I will use this once, but I will smell like you all night so I hope you'll still want me."
I laugh as I dry my hair, watching her lather hers. Her breasts are high and on point, water is falling over every curve and crease and my dick wants to keep going. "Wash your pussy baby, tell me if you're sore."
She looks at me, a loofa in her hand as she washes her legs, slowly now. So fucking slowly. I drop the towel and let her see my hard dick in my fist as I stroke it. "I was dead wrong Noah." She says and licks her lips, her eyes locked on my dick. "Those piercings are my favorite."
I smile and step back in the shower, forcing her against the wall so her back is to my front. I won't push in until I know she can take me. Sex that is painful is not, nor will it ever be my fuckin kink. "Are you sore baby?" I ask and lick a path from her shoulder to her ear. I can feel the bumps lining her flesh as I breathe and nuzzle against her.
I take her hand in mine and slide it between her legs, feeling the slippery hot lips of her pussy. I slip our fingers between the folds, met with hot juicy pussy, drenched for me. "How's it feel girl?" I ask low against her ear forcing a tremble to wrack her body.
I swirl our fingers from clit to hole and back waiting for her to tell me. "Tender. Fuck me slow Noah."
Do not think I need to be asked twice. I line myself up, and pause before entering. I quickly make work of the jewelry from my ladder, setting the gages on the shelf in the shower. She looks over my shoulder watching. "Why take them out?" She has a pout and, fuck she is a freak in bed and I know she loves the ladder.
"Because, it will make it softer baby. Don't worry, I'll put them back in after." I don't wait for her to complain, or beg which I would love. I line up and push in, slower than I normally do. I seat myself inside and let her body adjust to the thick ridges of my cock, and the length. God blessed me, yes he did.
I loved her slow and easy and with a filthy tongue until she came all over me and gave me a reason to wash her slow and sweet.
We pull into my sisters, promptly at six-forty-one. She said six, so if they are eating they are eating. I had four of the best hours spent with my girl. It's thanksgiving, I was showing my thanks and shit. Once there, I see Cal and T at his Jeep and groan not in the mood to deal with her shit today. "Fuck my life…" I say and shut the car off, that beautiful engine that purrs like the prettiest pussy, calmed out to silence and I could hear them yelling.
"She doesn’t know what happened or that you were alone. I called her for Jenny's number and pretended you were in the other room."
I laugh and look at her. "Naughty girl, I like it. It's hot, you having my back and all."
"She scares me a little when she gets in work mode. There was no way I was letting her know where you were, without me."
That… that shows me more than anything she does trust me. "She might still know I was with Jen yesterday, but at this point I don't give a fuck if she wants to pitch a fit." I didn't know what was up with her lately. The last few months she slowly became someone it was hard to love. I love her, but she was turning into something ugly.
I look at Cal and I can see pure fury in his eyes and T is crying. Suddenly my anger is concern and whatever has her ass in an uproar is coming to a head. We step from the car and I can hear T crying and begging him to stop and listen.
"What the fuck?" I ask and keep Brights hand in mine as I make my way to break up whatever the fuck has got them heated.
Tay drilled her tear streaked eyes into me and screamed in my face. "Don't act like you care, you caused this!"
As verbal slaps went, it was weak. She was placing blame in the wrong spot. I step up. "How so, and calm the fuck down on me, I can hear you."
"This has nothing, nothing to do with Noah! You did this, you broke us!" Cal roared, his hands shaking as he hit the car. I saw Shame and Chad standing close in case anything got out of hand. Tay was hysteric and begging him to listen to her when Bright tugged on my arm, mouthing she was gonna go in. I nodded and looked to Shame and Chad to get their asses out here stat.
His voice was raw from screaming I assume, as he spoke to Chad. "Bro, tell me lil' man hasn’t seen this shit?"
"The girls took him and Noelle to the music room to beat the hell outa' our gear. Can't hear shit, have at her." He snarls and he is directing his snarl at Tay.
Oh, I definitely missed some shit.
I make my way to Chad and Shame and watch the fight continue. "What the fuck did I miss?" I ask both as Cal storms to the driver side of the Jeep, trying to leave but T ain't letting him.
"Tay… fuck." Shame says and I can see the anger, the disappointment on his face.
Cal must have heard us whispering because he came at all three of us, not a fair fight mind you, but his anger wasn't at us. No he was using us as a buffer to avoid talking directly to T.
That meant shit was extreme.
Cal was very much like me and he didn't do games or bullshit. Toying with her, talking about her like she wasn't right fuckin there? Oh she must have seriously fucked up. I fear the truth, though I have a suspicion based on everyone's reactions right now.
"Calm out bro, breathe my man. What the fuck happened?"
I was scared someone was about to accuse me of sleeping with Tay. Hell she was blaming me, he wasn't and nobody would come right out and say it.
"You wanna tell him baby? You wanna see him crumble? On the happiest day of his fuckin life?" He roars and now I am seriously tripping out.
"Well someone better get to yackin' or I am headed in to ask the girls what the fuck, I know they'll talk." I look around seeing Mike and Roni's car. "Fuck where's Mike, he'll tell me?"
"Noah, Cal and I need-" Cal cut T off with a wicked laugh.
"We what sweetie? We need to work it out?" He looks at me, brutal pain and emptiness meet my gaze and I know. I know, he doesn’t need to tell me… I know. "She fucked Black, has been fucking him since before the tour!"
I was right. I didn't know she would fuck Robert Black the piece of shit head of Hessian Aggression Records. But I knew by the sadness in his eyes his woma
n was stepping out on him.
Mother fucker. Fuck… I had no thoughts on this as of yet. I had no idea what it meant for us as a band, for Cal and T and Axe, fuck Axe.
I look to T, my disappointment obvious. "T…"
As I say it I want to know how the fuck she wants to pit this shit on me. I see Sully pull in and it is obvious we are having some major shit go down. But Sully will jump in feet first.
"What's up boys." He says with a smile and looks to T who's back is turned. Once he see's Cal's red rimmed eyes he steps back. "What the fuck bro?" He looks terrified and is experiencing what I did before putting it together.
"T fucked Black." I say, not bothering with the ho-hum bullshit.
The look of shock on Sully, was obvious and it turned to disappointment in a flash. "Wait, you're serious?"
"Yeah!" Cal says and you can hear the exhaustion in his voice, or what is left of it. I am mind fucked on this whole thing. And fuckin pissed.
"Mind tellin' me how this shit is my fault?" I ask Tay and make my way to her. "I am pretty fuckin sure I wasn't in the room pushing you to spread your fuckin legs."
"Noah- " Sully says but I put my hand up stopping him.
"How in the fuck are you gonna pit this bullshit on me? I gave you everything you asked for on that fuckin contract!"
"If you hadn't fucked everything up and dealt with her death then none of this would have happened. I wouldn’t have been in meetings fighting him tooth and nail on your behalf." She says and places a hand on her hip and I want to fucking spit on her. Cruel I know, but I was on her side. I cheered her on for making Cal suffer a little to figure his shit out. I was on her side with Hessian and sucked it up.
"Don't blame him T. So help me God, don't stoop that low." Cal was almost whispering, the creaks and cracks in his voice could barely be heard.
"I sure as fuck know that to slip and fall on a dick is impossible." Chad says and we all turn to him. "You knew better Tay... You knew what Carrie and I went through with Trisha. Knew that we suffered for it and it was as simple as my dick was in her, for however brief it was in her. I lost everything for it." You could see the anger coming to a boil on him, he was seething mad. "So don't, don't pretend anyone but you is too blame. You chose to fuck him, chose to destroy your family and us for dick!"
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