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by David Hewson


  An exception lay in one of the oldest memories of all: Sister Annette, in the convent kindergarten in Paris, taking her to one side on a sunny June morning. This was twenty-two years ago. Yet, seated now in the apartment in the Borgo, she could still recall the nun’s gaunt, worried face, framed by a starched white wimple, like a picture waiting to be hung on the wall.

  They had gone to a small room Sara had never visited before. The bright sunlight filtered through a single stained-glass window depicting Jesus with a lamb in His arms. The plangent clatter of the bells of St. Eustache drifted into the room, together with the racket of a reggae band busking outside the Les Halles shopping complex. The place smelled of dust, as if it were little used, though it was as clean, and as simple, as every other corner of the convent. They sat next to each other on hard wooden chairs, with their hands joined together around an old, battered Bible.

  Sister Annette was not as old as she looked, the child Sara thought.

  Sometimes she imagined the nun’s face without the wrinkles, without the tension which seemed to come from some inwardly felt pain.

  Without the wimple and the habit too, dressed in normal clothes, like the people she saw on the street. When Sara did this, Sister Annette became a different person: full of life, vibrant, restless. Normal somehow. This imaginary person and the real Sister who now sat next to her shared only one identical feature. They both had very bright, very intense blue eyes and, on this long-dead Paris day, the real Annette turned them on the infant Sara with a fierce, unbending power which gave the child no room for escape.

  Memories were about generalities, not details. Even the child Sara had understood this and never tried to fix each word precisely in her head. It was the meaning which counted and in that, said the nun’s eyes, there could be no room for mistakes.

  They had spoken about the mysteries of God and how no one, not even the greatest human being who has ever lived, could begin to understand everything in His mind. Not Sister Annette. Not the kindly priest with the foreign accent who came into the convent from time to time, gave them talks Sara could not understand, then left, touching each child on the head as he walked to the front door and the bright world beyond.

  Even the Holy Father himself was outside every last detail of God’s great plan, Sister Annette said, which surprised the child Sara greatly since she had been given to understand that the distant white figure who lived in the Vatican was, in some unexplained way, part of Heaven itself.

  On occasion God could appear cruel. There would be times when no one would comprehend His meaning. The innocent would suffer, perhaps more than the wicked. There would be pain where it was undeserved, grief which could appear so great it was impossible to believe one would ever escape its morbid clutches.

  One would ask—and this was quite normal, Sister Annette said, this happened to everyone—whether a loving God could allow such things to happen at all. This was the Devil talking, whispering in our ears at the moment of our greatest weakness. God’s grace, though sometimes incomprehensible, was there to make us free. We made our own prisons.

  We—not He—sent ourselves to Hell. He loved us through our agonies and would, in the end, redeem us with His kindness. Once we had walked the path toward Him. Once we had found our own particular path to Paradise.

  Life was a mystery, the nun said, a gift. And like all gifts it could be taken away. When that moment happened, the faithful didn’t complain. They thanked God that the gift was there at all. They acceded to His greater wisdom. They loved Him all the more and found, in that love, solace.

  Sara had looked up into the sharp blue eyes, struggling to understand.

  She adored this woman with all her heart. For as long as Sara had been in the school—and that predated even the haziest of distant memories—Sister Annette had been like a parent. Her own mother and father were infrequent visitors, tall, stern figures, not staying long when they did arrive. They were busy people.

  When they came they would kiss her on the cheek, leave endless gifts and promises. Sara felt fortunate they had the time to come at all. Sister Annette had agreed on this point too, and Sara knew she would never lie. This was not an absence of affection on their part. They lived in a different world, one where a quiet five-year-old child who spoke so little, who spent her time in daydreams she never revealed to another living soul, would never be happy. They did this for her own good and she would one day be grateful.

  “God works constantly,” the sister said, “beyond our understanding.”

  She hesitated. There was, the child thought, something wrong with her.

  A cold. Flu perhaps. Sister Annette was ill and the thought made Sara clasp the nun’s hand to the Bible all the more tightly. It was impossible for the child to imagine a world without this woman in it.

  “Sara,” the nun said finally. “God has taken your mother and your father to Him. Yesterday. In America. There was an accident.”

  Sara recalled—would always recall—how this made her mouth go dry, made something hard and painful begin to grow in her throat, like a cancer coming from nowhere.

  “They live with God now. They’re in His Heaven, where you’ll see them one day too, provided you are a good girl, as you are now. God loves you, Sara. We all love you. We will love you every day till He calls us to go to Him too and we’ll wait for you patiently there until we’re reunited. Your parents. All of us.”

  Sister Annette paused again. Her eyes were glassy. “There’s nothing for you to worry about,” she said in a voice that abruptly took a practical tone. “We’ll look after you, forever if you like. You can go out into the world too if you choose. You’ll have the means to do whatever you want.”

  At this point the nun hugged her. Sara could still remember the smell. The stink of death sat upon her, an old, dry stink, like something going bad. Within the year, Annette would join God in Heaven. She would become part of the great procession to His door, willingly, smiling perhaps, as she died.

  “Be sad,” Sister Annette said. “But be happy and wise too. And be grateful. You’ve much to be grateful for.”

  “I will,” the child answered, wondering if she had the courage to make good her promise.

  The sister smiled. “I know you will. You’re a good girl, my little Sara. You always will be. And one day—on this earth—you’ll be rewarded. One day you’ll know some great joy in your life.”

  Those last words were so fixed in Sara’s memory, she was convinced they were accurate, the very ones Sister Annette had used. Yet there was another memory too, an inexplicable flaw in the picture: that as the nun spoke there were tears, thick and salty, running down her cheeks, so slowly, so ponderously, she resembled the pale, static figure of the Virgin Mary in the chapel whose face was stained with drops that were mother of pearl, not human at all.

  Sara Farnese glanced at her watch and wondered at the power of these memories. Sometimes they stood in the way of the present, she thought, easy crutches on which to lean as a substitute for decision and action. What would Sister Annette make of her present existence? Sara knew the answer and did not wish to dwell on it.

  It was now 2:27 and the press were still making a noise beyond the windows. She was sick of the notes being pushed through the door of the apartment block. She had taken the phone off the hook. Still they waited. Still they haunted her.

  She put on a pair of sunglasses and walked to the window. Outside, in the narrow lane, cameras flashed, voices rose, TV crews scrambled to take advantage of this rare appearance by the woman they all wanted to see. A woman the media was already painting as some kind of black temptress, the guilty party to an affair in which one lover—a married one at that—murdered his wife and his ex-mistress’s new lover in the most bloody of fashions.

  People walking down the main road hesitated, stopping to stare at this commotion in the shadow of the Pope’s thoroughfare. Would they be any more forgiving? Would they even wish to understand? Sara doubted it. The best she could hope f
or from the masses was a lack of interest, which was unrealistic given the curiosity the media was creating in the story.

  At 2:29, Sara Farnese walked into her bedroom and unlocked a compartment in the small bedside cabinet. The phone still bore the sticker from the mobile operator in Monaco. Calls made using it were, he’d said, untraceable, unlike those from Italian models. He had one too. If they just used the pair of mobiles, at times they agreed upon beforehand, everything would be fine. No one need ever know.

  She turned on the handset, waited and, sure enough, at half past it rang.

  He wasn’t angry with her, not this time. Sara Farnese felt grateful to hear his voice, which was full of warmth and reassurance, telling her everything would be fine, just to keep calm, keep quiet and never say more than was necessary, particularly to the police.

  She cried a little. It was impossible to halt the tears. She told him too about the noisy animals on her doorstep and the way the thought of them kept invading her head.

  “I’ll send you a gift,” he said.

  They spoke for no more than four minutes, four minutes in which she felt herself restored to the world, one which Sister Annette would have recognized, even if the old nun found parts of it questionable.

  Just after three Sara walked tentatively to the window, standing far enough back to be able to see without being seen. The street-cleaning vans had arrived in the Borgo Pio, a day before schedule, even though the place was still free of litter, thanks to the cruel August weather which was chasing people from the city. Two vans were working their way along the road, spraying water everywhere, big circular brushes turning from beneath their bellies. Then they turned into Vicolo delle Palline, a place no cleaning truck had ever visited before, and made straight for the crowd beneath the window. The media mob scattered, clutching their cameras, cursing as the vehicles ploughed remorselessly through their midst.

  Sara Farnese watched from behind the curtain and wished she could laugh. There had been more generous gifts but none so welcome or well timed. Nevertheless, this unwanted attention would return.

  The crowd began to reassemble. Through it came two now-familiar figures, one large, one smaller and slender. She recognized the policemen from the day before and began, very carefully, to assemble her thoughts.

  Eight

  Jay Gallo sat on the dry turf of the Esquiline Hill,not far from the Via Mecenate, eating calzone from the pizza rustica shop around the corner: zucchini flowers and salty anchovies wrapped inside mozzarella. The dig was in its fourth day and halted once again. He wondered how long it would be before some anxious producer in New York read the latest accountant’s report and pulled the plug on the show, taking his meal ticket with it. Gallo desperately wanted out of this job. There was better money to be made running rich tourists around the city and spinning them rare and occasionally racy stories.

  He hated TV crews. He hated their dirigible-sized egos. He hated their organizational incompetence. But most of all, Jay Gallo hated their dishonesty. Once, before the drink and the dope took hold and sent his life swerving off in a different direction, Gallo had been a promising scholar at Harvard. He knew his subject: late imperial Rome, though it was now greatly expanded to embrace the needs of a hungry translator and tour guide. Watching this fake archaeology show dig up what may or may not have been an unimportant chunk of the Domus Aurea, Nero’s Golden House, and imbue every shard of pottery, every rusting iron nail, with some dubious link to the past was agony. For all his personal deficiencies, Jay Gallo understood intellectual rigor and recognized when it was being tarnished for the sake of pecuniary gain.

  Scipio Campion—even the name made his teeth grate—personified this sin completely. A minor Oxford professor with very little chin and an accent that could cut glass, he was born with the fake English academic poise American television adored.

  If the show were to be believed, Campion had—in one single season—found the camp from which Spartacus’s army had surveyed Pompeii, uncovered the remains of a palace in Glastonbury, complete with wall paintings, which he was able to pass off as a possible site of Avalon, and, on the outskirts of modern Alexandria, revealed the tomb—and within it, to much excitement, the decapitated skeleton—of Caesarion, the son of Julius Caesar and Cleopatra. It was all so unseemly. Undeserved too.

  Jay had watched Campion go through the motions on camera. There was nothing to it. Jay Gallo knew he could do better if they gave him a chance. The bitch of a producer had laughed in his face when he just happened to mention it.

  He finished the calzone and listened in silence to the latest argument between Campion, the producer, and the camera crew, which seemed to focus largely on how the star should be lit.

  “Morons,” Jay Gallo said miserably to no one, wishing he were not in such an evil mood. Business had been bad of late. He’d been reduced to playing errand boy for people he despised, delivering packages that contained God-knew-what to addresses he never wanted to see again. Being stuck on the set of some lousy TV show was better than jail. Just, he mused.

  Then his mobile phone vibrated in his shirt pocket and with a sweaty, tired hand he pulled it out, got up and walked away from the crew to make sure they didn’t start yelling at him for talking on set.

  “Mr. Gallo? My name is Delgado. I work for a tour company in the Borgo. You won’t have heard of us. I have an urgent problem. Are you busy?”

  “Very.” It was a stock answer. There was always this ritual with the last-minute customers. You had to make them feel very grateful—and very generous.

  “Ah. I’m sorry. Perhaps some other time then.”

  “I didn’t say I was unavailable,” Gallo snapped. “Just busy.”

  “But we need someone right now. I’ve been let down badly by one of the agencies. We have a party of very important people due to visit Ostia. I must find a translator for them within the hour.”

  “What’s the gig?”

  “The what?”

  “What kind of tour? What am I supposed to talk about?”

  “Late imperial finds. The harbor. Nothing too detailed.”

  Gallo smiled for the first time that day. “Hey. I can go into as much detail as you want. I worked on that at Harvard.”

  “So I heard. Then you’re free?”

  Gallo knew when a sap was rolling over. “Let me be honest with you. I’ve got some personal business. If I’m going to cancel it’s got to be double time. Six hundred dollars for the day.”

  The voice on the end of the line hesitated. “That’s a lot of money.”

  He could only say no, Gallo reasoned. There was just one more day of filming anyway. The crew had paid him in advance. He didn’t normally jerk people around but on this occasion it would be a pleasure.

  “Take it or leave it.”

  “Can I pick you up in thirty minutes? Where will you be?”

  “At the bar of the Osteria Capri. In Labicana, the Colosseum end.”

  “Drinking coffee?”

  “Drinking coffee,” Jay replied, puzzled. Had people been talking?

  “I’ll be there,” the man said and ended the call, before Gallo even had time to ask how they’d recognize each other.

  He walked over to the crew. They were back to filming now. Campion was holding up a piece of broken pottery and speculating on whether it was an imperial wine goblet which Nero himself had once gripped.

  Gallo stepped straight into the scene and prised the shard of unglazed brown ceramic from his fingers. “Let me interrupt this pile of fancy with a fact,” Gallo said, smiling for the camera. “Nero lived here two, three years at most before he had his slave kill him to stop the Romans tearing him apart limb from limb. Emperors weren’t into Mediterranean peasant chic. They ate off fancy plates. They drank from fancy glasses. This is stuff that never got out of the kitchen. This is stuff a slave would have been ashamed to own. You have excavated imperial Roman Tupperware, my man. And don’t you tell those good people out there otherwise.”

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bsp; Jay Gallo felt good. Maybe he would fit in a quick beer before the agency man turned up. It could hardly do any harm.

  The producer, a small woman with a malevolent dark face, stabbed him in the arm with a podgy finger. “You’re fired, mister,” she hissed.

  “Oh calamitous day.” Gallo chuckled and set off down the hill, so happy he began to whistle.

  There was time for two beers before the man arrived. Gallo had a pleasant smile on his face. He could do a good job when he felt like this. Everybody loved him.

  They went outside and left in a long black Mercedes.

  Gallo remembered thinking when he climbed in that it had Vatican number plates, which seemed very odd indeed.

  Nine

  The mob of damp hacks clustered around the door looking grumpy, determined and somewhat ridiculous.

  Luca Rossi scowled in their direction. “I cannot believe I fell for this.”

  “We have a deal. Remember?”

  “The deal was I came here. Well, I’ve done that. Now you go in and talk to the woman on your own. She can’t stand the sight of me anyway. You’ll likely get more out of her.”

  “You’re going drinking again?”

  “Ha, ha. There’s a reporter I know. He’s been useful in the past. We need to talk. Sometimes they know stuff that’s never come anywhere near us. Okay?”

  Costa shrugged. He wondered if Rossi was being entirely honest with him. There had been times in the Rinaldis’ apartment when the big man seemed to be engrossed, puzzled, though he never said a word afterward. “If that’s what you want.”

  “And then I’ll make my own way back. Don’t worry about me. We can talk again at dinner.”

  Costa very much wished to get out of this arrangement. “She’s got the hots for you, Uncle Luca. There can be no other explanation. I’d just cramp your style.”

  The big man seemed offended. “Crazy Teresa’s not so bad-looking. A man could do worse.”

  “I just don’t want to deflect attention away from you, me being young, slim and attractive and all.”

 

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