by Simon May
26. A letter of 17 September 1943 from Count Franziskus von Plettenberg’s military commander permitting him to marry Ursel and enclosing his medical certificates and proof of Aryan origin.
27. The bombed idyll of Blumeshof 12 (r. foreground) in 1945.
28. The ruins of Ilse’s studio at Budapesterstrasse 43, Berlin, in 1945. Behind it the destroyed Hotel Eden, famous for its 5 p.m. jazz teas, which had been frequented by Marlene Dietrich, Otto Dix, Bertolt Brecht, and the young Billy Wilder.
29. Ilse’s temporary studio in 1945, with her portraits of US soldiers. On the reverse of the photo she writes: ‘On the walls a gallery of handsome men.’
30. The temporary graves of Geri and Eva, Ilse’s neighbours, shot in their home by Soviet forces and buried by her, Berlin, 1945.
31. My father, Walter May, in London in 1958.
32. My mother, Marianne, my brother, Marius (r.), and me (l.) in 1959/1960.
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