Sidney moved her arms under them and they went up on their elbows above her so she could see their faces. “Hi. I’ve missed seeing your faces. I’ve been sleeping with Jeanette because she’s totally not able to hide anything from us. Poor thing is just shattered. Is…did all of you come?” They nodded with a smile and she let out a deep breath. “I’m so glad. Okay. I have to, you know, keep an eye on the other two. I’m just tougher, I guess.” She swallowed.
“We know, baby, you’re so strong and fearless. Why were you crying in the shower, Sidney?” Zane asked quietly.
“I was…I mean, you know, hung over. My head hurts.” Her voice was small and shuddering.
Boyd chuckled, “You are so pretty, smart, and talented. You know what else you are, baby? A horrible liar.”
Then she started bawling and they hugged and kissed her, their arms crushing around her. “I’m a great liar. I can do better. I’m just tired. I’ll try again if you want.”
They laughed and kissed her entire face, neck, and shoulders, nudging the robe out of the way. Her hands moved into their hair and she tugged her lower lip between her teeth. When their mouths attached to her nipples, she moaned and squeezed her thighs together. “You’re wearing too many clothes.”
Zane was off the bed as Boyd claimed her mouth hard and slid a hand down her body, stroking his finger through her cleft and into her pussy, his thumb working over her clit while her hips arched into his hand. She came fast, spilling the sounds into Boyd’s mouth.
Then he was lifting from her, sucking the flavor of her from his fingers and Zane was back at her other side, naked now and kissing her aggressively as his hand followed the path Boyd’s had taken. By the time she was coming again, Boyd was pulling the robe off her arms and tugging her nipple with his teeth. “Please, I need you now. No more playing. I’m ready now.”
Boyd rolled on a condom and pulled her over him, surging into her with a low groan. “I’ve missed you so bad, Sidney. So fucking bad, baby. There is nothing on earth like the feel of you around me.” He rolled her nipples in his fingers while he kissed her.
Zane was behind her, stroking his lubricated fingers into her ass. “Now Zane, right now. I’m fine.” The men shared a look over her shoulder and he lubed the condom, setting himself at the entrance of her ass. Boyd pulled her to his chest and stroked her back as Zane pressed forward carefully, worried about taking her without extensive preparation.
“You’re past. I’m fine Zane. Now please baby, all the way.” Bracing her hips, he stroked forward and they felt her come around them, milking them hard. “Yes, oh god yes. I’ve missed you both so much. I don’t like feeling like that. I…I don’t do vulnerable real well. Please go hard. Mark me again. I need you both so bad.”
As her muscles began to relax, they were able to move. Working in tandem, they worked in an opposite rhythm, Boyd stroking in when Zane withdrew. Sidney lifted between them, pushing Zane straight up on his knees.
“Oh god, Sidney baby. I can’t believe how involved you get. I’ve missed you so much.” Turning at the waist, she pulled him down for a hard kiss, stroking down and grabbing his ass, pulling him to her. “Jesus, you’re so flexible. That’s incredible.” His hand cupped her breast, rolling her nipple between his fingers.
Below her, Boyd circled her clit with his thumb as he moved steadily into her. With another kiss for Zane, she turned and lowered to Boyd, taking his mouth with her hand at the base of his skull as he growled low in his chest. “You both feel so good. Go together, go hard.” They obeyed instantly and she was screaming between them, “Yes, oh god, yes, please don’t stop. I…I’m coming. Yes, yes, yes.” She came, bracing her hands on Boyd’s chest as they rode her through it. Zane was kissing her back and Boyd’s hand was fisted in her hair.
When the vibrations began to ease, she sat up again as they were buried in her body. Using her legs, she pulled forward, keeping her pussy walls as tight as she could, before relaxing them as she stroked back down. Her men were whispering, begging her for mercy and she ignored them, using every ounce of strength she had to drive herself down on their cocks.
Zane’s hands tightened on her shoulder and hip, Boyd’s spasmed on her neck and thigh. “You’ve made me feel so good, so much, come for me. Give me what I need. Oh to feel you, to please you. Zane, please baby. Boyd. Now. Give me what I need so badly.”
Zane dropped his head beside her ear, “I love you, Sidney, oh my god, you don’t know. I’m coming for you, honey, all for you, pretty girl. Fuck, yes, thank you, that feels so good. Your ass is so tight, you’re milking me so hard. Taking everything I have.” He roared her name and tightened his hands on her as the condom filled with jet after jet of his seed, liquid heat warming her from the inside, her hand on the back of his head. He never slowed and fisted his hands on the bed as she braced herself over Boyd.
Boyd’s voice was more growl than anything as he thrust up into her body with extreme force. “I’m coming so hard, Sidney. I’m in pain I need to come so badly. Your sweet little pussy is so good to me, so fucking good. Oh god, please, yes, thank you. Fuck yes, baby. I love you so much, Sidney.” He exploded into the condom and held her hard as he pumped through his release.
They moved in and out of her body until they had nothing left, pushing her into another orgasm that wiped her out and milked the men still in her body even harder. When her body began to loosen she collapsed over Boyd with a sigh. They stayed where they were until the tremors faded a few minutes later. Zane kissed over her back and shoulders, resting his forehead on her and breathing out hard.
Zane pulled from her carefully and Boyd held her still over him as his friend went into the bathroom and came back with a cool washcloth. She tensed as he cleaned her and Boyd kissed her hair, “No baby, let us care for you, you deserve our attention. You give so much. So fucking much.”
Zane came back and lifted her from Boyd gently, laying her on the bed and stretching out beside her. Boyd used another cloth to clean the front of her body, then himself and she hid her face in Zane’s shoulder. When Boyd came to stretch out beside her on the other side, she rolled to her stomach so she could see them both but couldn’t meet their eyes.
“I missed you both so much. Thank you for coming. It…it was getting really bad. I feel emotional and I’m not an emotional person. It isn’t normal for me to be so attached, not at all. Never mind so quickly. I’m scared and I hate being scared.”
Zane nudged her chin up to look at them while Boyd stroked his fingers through her hair. She whispered, “Are you sure…? I’m…I’m so crazy. You could still change your minds and I would be okay. I would understand. Really I would.”
Boyd smiled and moved lower on the bed to be closer to her and Zane imitated his position on the other side. “Sidney, I love you and you are the very first woman I’ve ever said that to. I never said it before because I didn’t mean it and I will never ever lie to you.”
Zane’s finger stroked along her jaw, “Sidney, if you knew how much I love you already, if you could understand this has never happened to either of us separately, definitely not together. I won’t hurt you. I swear I won’t hurt you.”
Kissing her temple, Boyd whispered, “It’s crazy for all of us, scary. But I’ve never felt like this before, never needed someone so bad. Only you Sidney. Only you have ever inspired so much emotion in me in all my life.”
“We love you and we have no choice but to run with it, Sidney. When someone has this kind of effect on a man…two men…they have to take the leap of faith and believe it will all work out. Let us love you, treat you the way you deserve. Let us show you how love can change your life. It’s already changed ours.”
“I have never talked about love to another person in my life. Not a friend, a family member, a man. The word feels weird leaving my mouth, like another language. Since I’ve never felt it before, I don’t know for sure what it’s supposed to feel like. I think it might be. I think about you both constantly, wonder where you are
, what you’re doing, wishing I was with you. You take up all my thoughts and when I’m not with you, I hurt inside. It’s like I’m missing something really important. I think that means I love you and that makes me afraid.”
She closed her eyes and swallowed hard, “When you love people, anything can happen. I’m just a crazy woman without much to offer but I want you anyway. I promise to try not to mess up. I mess up a lot. I usually can’t do anything right for very long. I hope you don’t end up regretting me. I don’t want you to be disappointed.” Taking a deep breath, she whispered, “I love you both. That has to be what this crazy emotional destruction inside me is. That I love you, and I’m too screwed up to even know how to.”
They passed her lips back and forth, kissing her for a long time until she lost the tension she’d pulled around her as she talked. Each of them had a hand in her hair, cradling her head with their hands linked. When one was kissing her, the other was whispering about love and their future together. Then they’d trade off and tell her all the things they wanted to show her, to give her, to do for her.
After many long minutes, they pulled her up more firmly between them and hugged along her sides firmly, their arms crossed over her body and their faces on either side of her head.
“Sidney, we’ll never let you regret loving us and I can guarantee we’ll never regret loving you. All our lives we’ve waited for you. To have you at last, to be able to hold you and love you when we’d begun to give up, resigned to spend our lives without the one woman we needed so bad. We will never take that for granted, baby.” Boyd kissed and stroked her so gently she wanted to cry.
Zane nuzzled her, sighing happily against her, “Do you like sports, Sidney? We’re sports fanatics.”
She nodded with a smile and said, “Not golf or baseball really. Talk about boring. I don’t give a damn if it’s the American pastime. If there isn’t contact, I’m not interested. I like blood potential. Football, basketball, hockey, and I’m not opposed to boxing if the guys are big. I hate seeing little guys beat the fuck out of each other, makes me feel like their moms are freaking out watching.” Both of them laughed and she could feel them smiling against her.
“What about traveling? Do you like to travel, baby?” Boyd asked with his lips caressing her ear.
“I never really did much travel that wasn’t running from something before Brooke hired me. I’d like to visit the monks in Tibet someday. Meditate in a temple in India. Experience the purity of a rainforest or Antarctica. As far as just, I don’t know, going to Disney World? No, I don’t really care about that kind of travel.”
That she was perfect couldn’t be clearer. Zane circled her belly button, “Do you know what we do for a living, Sidney?”
“Probably something home-based, you guys have a lot of time for fun. I used to know this girl at the club I worked at, she paid for her kids’ daycare by doing auctions or something. She tried to explain it to me but I was yawning before she got halfway through it. You’re both smart, I bet you could rock stuff like that.”
Boyd asked, “Baby, you think we do Internet auctions for like, video games and stuff?”
“She did all kinds of crazy shit. Jewelry, movies, music, even clothes sometimes.”
Zane lifted up and grinned at his friend, “Honey, do you want to know what we do?”
She shrugged, “Sure.”
“We’re stock brokers, honey. Like our dads. We’re loaded. Not even kidding.” Zane waited for her reaction.
She nodded absently, “Okay.” Stroking their faces, she asked, “How long can you stay with me? Please don’t tell me you’re leaving today or something. I…I really couldn’t handle that. I know you have lives and stuff. Please stay at least a full day.” She had her hands over theirs and was petting them gently.
Zane and Boyd looked at each other in stunned silence. Boyd glanced at Sidney, “Baby, did you hear what Zane said?”
“Uh huh, are you telling me you have to go home for business?” her eyes filled with tears and her lip trembled.
Both of them appeared above her, “Don’t you care that we’re rich?”
She gave a tearful sniff. Sidney didn’t know what they wanted her to say, that was clear in her expression, “Should I care? Honestly, if you guys make lots of money, okay. It’s not like I need it. I have this account where I deposit all my checks. It’s like a CD thing, I’m not even sure. It just sits and I don’t even know how much is in there. I keep out a hundred bucks and deposit the rest. I don’t have a checking account so I pre-pay for my cell phone in cash, the rest goes for food. Brooke and I share clothes because we’re practically the same size even though she’s taller. Jeanette is close, too. None of us are spenders.”
Zane whispered, “We’re going to spoil you rotten, Sidney. Oh my god, I’m going to go insane, I can see it already.”
Boyd added, “Starting with a fucking phone. She needs to be on our account today. And she also needs a laptop of her own with a sat card. I have a shopping list forming in my head. Baby, we’re going to lose it.”
Suddenly going still, Zane replayed what she’d said, “Sweetheart, when you say you buy food with the rest, what do you eat? I don’t think I’ve even seen you eat a regular meal.” He had a crease in his brow.
“I…I don’t eat much. I like salad and tuna, and sometimes chicken breast or lean steak. I don’t like fried foods. They hurt my stomach. I can’t eat much dairy either. I take vitamins and drink my weight in water.”
Boyd asked quietly, “Honey, how do you ration a hundred dollars a week on food and a cell phone? Did it used to be enough but you don’t have enough now?” She shrugged and his eyes widened, “Baby, are you going hungry?” She shook her head but both of them could tell she was lying.
“Why, Sidney? Why didn’t you keep more money out?” Zane felt physical pain that she wasn’t eating.
She chewed on her lip, “It seemed weird to run out. It was always enough before and I really don’t have a huge appetite. So I’m careful. I’m only one person. I pay for my phone and use what’s left. It’s no big deal.”
Both of them realized what had happened at the same time, what she was actually telling them without admitting to a damn thing, “Sidney, is your phone based on minutes?” She nodded. “So you’ve used all your money on calling us this week, haven’t you?” Boyd felt tears behind his eyes.
“I have eaten. Jeez. Brooke is crazy about breakfast, no matter what time we get down there. She won’t let me pay and that makes me feel like a loser. After some shows there’s snack food and I’ll eat the healthy stuff. Jeanette paid for the Jack last night. She always asks me questions like this, too. I think she’s actually tracking my caloric intake or something. Crazy, huh? She does that for Brooke and the kids too. She is so smart it is scary, I’m not kidding.”
They stared at her without speaking for a long minute. “Get dressed, Sidney. Come on, baby.” Both men were up and pulling her with them. “We need to be back to meet everyone at four. Brooke has an appearance tonight. We know you’ll need to be here for that. We have time.”
Sidney dug her feet in, “I want to stay here. I haven’t seen you in days. I don’t want to go anywhere.”
They stood shoulder to shoulder in front of her. “We’re not leaving and we’ll be following you for the rest of the tour. We can do our work anywhere in the world. We will make up for dragging you out now. On that, you have our word. Right now, we’re feeding you and picking up some things. Let me see your wallet, Sidney.”
When she didn’t move, Boyd held his hand out and she rolled her eyes. Stomping to her duffle, she pulled out a little wallet and handed it to him, crossing her arms furiously. He opened it and looked at Zane, “Baby girl, when do you get paid again?” She told them in two days. “Honey, you have three dollars and change in here. Do you have access to the account where you put your money?”
Her chin went up stubbornly, “They were going to give me a card but I was afraid I’d lose it. I have to
find one of their locations or I can deposit through some banks that are linked. I don’t withdraw because it’s a pain in the butt.”
Zane held her shoulders, “Sidney. Oh my god. Honey.”
Boyd went to his pants and took out his wallet. Taking out several large bills, he folded them small and tucked them in a hidden pocket of Sidney’s wallet. “You are not to deposit this money, Sidney. You keep it on you and use it if you run low. Not run out, Sidney. If you start to run low you use this money. I’m not kidding. You are never to be without money on you again.”
Zane told her, “Put your clothes on, sugar. We’re out of here in ten minutes.” He and Boyd were throwing on clothes and she stood staring at them nervously. Sitting on the edge of the bed they stared at her standing naked a few feet away, “What, baby?”
“Well, I…I’m not sure what to do because I don’t want you to think I can’t do it. I don’t want your money. I didn’t earn it and it isn’t mine. I work hard and earn enough money. I don’t need much.”
Turning to one another, Zane said, “Can you believe this? Years we’ve fought women off who made it very clear they liked our bank accounts more than us and we fall for the one woman who thinks making sure she has food is doing too much for her.”
“I have no idea how to reason with her. I say we just make her take our money and kiss her less mad at us later, what do you think?” Zane nodded and they started pulling clothes out of her bag. When they had a bra and panties on her, they paused to enjoy the view. “God, you’re hot.”
With a small smile she said, “You two are hot. I’m cute but really flexible so it all works out.” They laughed and grabbed her jeans and a t-shirt. She grabbed sneakers and socks, pulling them on and finger combing her hair. She started to grab her wallet and they took it from her, putting it back in her duffle. “But, I…”
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