“I thought you were dead, remember? How would I know you bad a...daughter?”
Letter to Reader
Title Page
About the Author
Dedication
Prologue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Epilogue
Copyright
“I thought you were dead, remember? How would I know you bad a...daughter?”
Alec didn’t sound angry, but he looked as though he were poised to strike or waiting for a blow to fall.
Somewhat angrily, Cait realized he didn’t even so much as suspect the truth. She tried pulling away from him, but he didn’t let her go. He held her while his daughter continued crying for attention.
“How old is your baby, Cait?” he asked.
In her fantasies, in the dreams in which Alec hadn’t been taken away from her, he had known every detail of their daughter’s life. Now he didn’t even know her age.
Alec didn’t repeat his question. Cait’s pale face, her quivering lips, even the odd apology in her eyes, told him more clearly than any words that the baby upstairs was his.
A little girl. A daughter.
His child.
Dear Reader,
The weather may be cooling off as fall approaches, but the reading’s as hot as ever here at Silhouette Intimate Moments. And for our lead title this month I’m proud to present the first longer book from reader favorite BJ James. In Broken Spurs she’s created a hero and heroine sure to live in your mind long after you’ve turned the last page.
Karen Leabo returns with Midnight Confessions, about a bounty hunter whose reward—love—turns out to be far different from what he’d expected. In Bringing Benjy Home, Kylie Brant matches a skeptical man with an intuitive woman, then sets them on the trail of a missing child. Code Name: Daddy is the newest Intimate Moments novel from Marilyn Tracy, who took a break to write for our Shadows line. It’s a unique spin on the ever-popular “secret baby” plotline. And you won’t want to miss Michael’s House, Pat Warren’s newest book for the line and part of her REUNION miniseries, which continues in Special Edition. Finally, in Temporary Family Sally Tyler Hayes creates the family of the title, then has you wishing as hard as they do to make the arrangement permanent.
Enjoy them all—and don’t forget to come back next month for more of the best romance fiction around, right here in Silhouette Intimate Moments.
Leslie Wainger,
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MARILYN TRACY
lives in Portales, New Mexico, in a ramshackle turn-of-the-century house with her son, two dogs, three cats and a poltergeist. Between remodeling the house to its original Victorian-cum-Deco state, writing full-time and finishing a forty-foot cement dragon in the backyard, Marilyn composes full soundtracks to go with each of her novels.
After having lived in both Tel Aviv and Moscow in conjunction with work for the U.S. State Department, Marilyn enjoys writing about the cultures she’s explored and the people she’s grown to love. She likes to hear from people who enjoy her books and always has a pot of coffee on or a glass of wine ready for anyone dropping by, especially if they don’t mind chaos and know how to wield a paintbrush.
To my wonderful family
Prologue
Caitlin Leigh. I will remember you all the seconds of my life.
Locked in each other’s arms, in a windowless prison, cushioned only by their own clothing and a mildewed, paint-plattered drop cloth, Alec couldn’t see Cait’s eyes. He could have reached up and pulled the cord that would flood them in harsh fluorescent light, but much as he craved seeing her eyes, he needed to hold her close against him even more.
“I told you my middle name,” Cait said. “What’s yours?”
“Hmm?”
“You’re not going to tell me, are you?”
“Doesn’t look like it.”
He savored the way her body vibrated as she chuckled against him. He felt he’d squandered the first twenty-four hours with her, letting the precious minutes slip away, unnoticed, not realizing in the course of that first day what she would come to mean to him.
He didn’t know if it was night or day and strangely, with Cait tucked against him, he found separation of time no longer mattered. They’d been granted sporadic meals and even more infrequent nature reliefs. The hours stretched into an infinity made all the more sharply clarified by the simple awareness that everything would end soon.
Alec knew Cait was as aware of their imminent deaths as he, though she hadn’t talked about it after that first long day together. He forced himself to breathe naturally so as not to frighten her now. But Alec couldn’t stop thinking about the stark fact that the terrorists holding them prisoner had marked Cait for death if their demands weren’t met within three days.
Three days had surely passed in the time he and Cait had been locked together. Any minute that closet door could open and they would take Cait from him and execute her.
And Alec, perhaps better than anyone, knew the terrorists’ demands would never be met.
Alec unconsciously tightened his arms around Cait’s slender, lovely body, as if holding her closer he could somehow pull her inside himself, protecting her, saving her. But in his heart he knew, maybe for the first time in his life, he was nearly powerless.
Strangely, with Cait nestled against him, he didn’t suffer true despair; the time for that bleak emotion lay in the not-so-distant future. That they were going to die was a certainty, that he had precious moments left with Cait was an unexpected gift.
He traced her jawline with his thumb, and higher, along her cheek. She was an incredible woman, he thought. Slated for death in a matter of minutes or hours, imprisoned in a filthy utility closet with a complete stranger, she’d somehow stayed sane and saucy. She’d valiantly matched his humor, outstripped his denial, and joined his need to expunge thoughts of death by turning to incredible passion instead.
He hadn’t told her he’d been in countless dangerous situations before; there would have been no point beyond recounting his exploits. Besides, he’d never been involved in anything as dire as this particular crisis. Because until this particular crisis, his heart had never been lying on his vulnerable shoulder.
Holding Cait tightly against him, he wanted to tell her who, what he was. But telling her now would be like admitting defeat. Somehow, even in recognizing their inevitable death, Cait had still managed to cling to a modicum of hope, and confessing his background, his training, would be tantamount to dousing even that small flicker of possibility.<
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When had the passion that flared between them metamorphosed into tenderness? Was it sometime during a quiet exchange of childhood memories? That good old black Lab-cross he’d had as a kid. Cait’s beloved Aunt Margaret’s antics with her motley collection of shelteradopted animals — seven at last count. The pain Cait suffered at the loss of her parents, a loss he understood from the dark days when his brother died. Had it been during the swapping of favorite music, books and movies? Or had the tenderness come afterward, when fires ebbed and Cait first curled into his bare body, trust relaxing all muscles but those waiting for their prison door to open?
God knew, he’d tried every trick and ploy in the book to escape, but the terrorists holding them were pros and had foiled each attempt almost before he executed it. But Alec suspected the real reason he hadn’t gone for an all-out final play was Cait; he couldn’t jeopardize whatever slim chance she had for survival. If by some miracle negotiations were successful, Cait should be alive to enjoy her release and she wouldn’t be if he attempted utilitycloset heroics. And if negotiations failed, he had to be around still to use his trump card: his life for hers.
Alec cursed a dark-humored, unsympathetic fate. That he should meet Cait here, now, wasn’t fair. He supposed that somewhere in the back of his mind he’d always known that one distant day his number would come up, that he wouldn’t be able to use brain and brawn to duck a bullet or dodge a knife.
He was uncomfortably aware that Cait would never have thought such a thing. She was young, pretty, a software designer whose conversation skipped from sharp logic to the delightfully absurd. Computer hackers weren’t generally earmarked for early death at the hands of killers.
He opened his mouth to tell her some of this, any of his thoughts, any of his chaotic plans, even his middle name, but stopped when she pressed a kiss into his palm, calling him back to this rare moment of peace. He had to close his eyes against a strange pain deep inside him.
He stroked her face aware of a profound gratitude.
Could he possibly be insane enough to feel grateful to the terrorists? It was a common enough hostage response, he knew from his many years of training and experience. But his wasn’t the classic thank-you-forstopping-beating-me syndrome, but a heartfelt awareness that if the terrorists hadn’t thrown Cait and he together, he would never have known her at all.
How very much he would have missed. He pressed his lips against her forehead and stayed there. If he had his way, he would stay there forever.
“If you could live in any house, anywhere, what kind of house would it be?” she asked, her voice muffled against his chest. Her fingers slowly traced a scar from a bullet that found him years before, as if she knew he’d come close to death from that one also, but in their time together she hadn’t asked about it.
What kind of house? A kind with you in it, he thought, and smiled. She’d asked many such whimsical questions in the past couple of days. In their short time together, she’d taught him to follow her flights of fancy, to visualize her dreams and, finally, as a means of mental escape, to create them himself.
“I’d live in the country,” he said. She murmured in satisfaction. With a lover’s eye as contractor, he built a fine, old farmhouse Cait might like. “The house would stand back from the road, hidden in a stand of tall trees.”
“Oaks and maples.”
“Yes. Trees that change to reds and golds in the fall.” His smile broadened. He could see it.
“Two stories?”
“Absolutely. With a funny little attic you have to bend over in.”
She chuckled and this time the feel of her laughter against his bare chest almost broke his heart. “The attic would have little windows in the eaves. And lots of nooks and crannies. A place where kids can go and pretend they’re pirates.”
“Or kings,” she said.
“Or astronauts.”
In this darkness, death waiting for them at any moment, the attic in his make-believe house seemed more real than any place he’d ever been.
“Tell me about the kitchen,” she said, luring him downstairs with her rich contralto voice. “I already know it’s warm.”
And he saw it, too, could smell the clean pine scent of the polished floor planks, the garlic and fresh parsley hanging from pegs above the countertops. “It’s big, the kind you can cook in while a whole party of people crowd in to help. Pans hang from a circular ring above a butcher-block island. One wall—”
“Has a great fireplace.”
“With a mantel.”
“For pictures of the kids.”
“For pictures of the kids,” he repeated, his heart performing a slow flip as he could see school pictures tucked in an odd assortment of antique frames collected from garage sales and auctions. A little boy—blond like Cait, a little girl, dark like him.
“Is there a window? I see a window somewhere,” Cait said. Her voice was tremulous now, and the hand on his shoulder gripped with almost painful intensity.
He had to clear his throat to speak. “Better than that. There are French doors on the left side, and through them you can see the back lawn.”
“It’s lush and green.”
“And bright with rain from an afternoon shower.”
“And outside is a picnic table.”
“Beneath one of the huge oak trees.” He could see the preparations for the picnic already out on the kitchen’s butcher-block table, a checkered cloth, a basket filled with goodies, a treasure trove of promise.
“And after the kids go to bed, we’ll go through those French doors, drink cheap wine and make a wish on the first star.”
She kissed him then, almost fiercely, as if sealing a pledge. He responded equally fervently, not from desire this time, but as if by kissing her now he could make the pretty illusion become reality somewhere, somehow.
They’d found something rare and remarkable, an ability to transcend terror by touch, by words, and finally, in this strange prison, by weaving a dream so beautiful and so rich a kiss could make it happen.
They dressed slowly, not talking, Alec half afraid that any acknowledgment of the present would make it come crashing in on them. In the light now, seeing Cait’s mussed blond hair, the shadows beneath her green eyes, Alec wished he could really make her promises, ached to assure her that all would be well, that a future did wait for her, for them.
Alec had to clear his throat before he could speak. “My middle name—”
The door of their prison exploded inward and Alec instinctively jerked Cait behind him, trying with a last-second desperation to block her from harm. One of the four terrorists, probably a second in command, jabbed at him with the point of his deadly 9 mm semiautomatic.
Alec could see by the look in the men’s faces that something had changed. Something had gone wrong with their plans. They no longer looked merely dangerous, they were murderous in their frantic need for action, wild-eyed in their loss of control.
He felt a hopelessness steal over him, but still he kept Cait behind him. “You don’t need her,” he said. “Take me.”
“The woman,” the man with the assault rifle said, making another jab at Alec.
“You don’t get it, pal,” Alec said. “I’m FBI—”
Even as Alec was spitting out his words, the terrorist was flipping the rifle around. He gave a vicious swipe to Alec’s head, hitting him exactly where Vandever himself had performed the same trick two days before. The blow wiped any explanations away. The room exploded into neon colors then tilted sharply. Despite every desire warring with gravity, Alec crumpled and slumped to the side.
Through a haze of pain Alec heard Cait cry out as he fell back against the wall of their prison and slid to the drop cloth they’d abandoned on the floor. One of the terrorists grabbed Cait by the hair and arm, dragging her from the closet. The other, the one who had struck him, lifted his gun and pointed it at Alec.
Cait’s scream pierced the murk and Alec blinked away the mist, staring into the b
arrel of the rifle while taking in Cait’s pain-racked form. Cait called his name, her voice echoing in the small room, and then the sound was drowned out by the sharp reports of the semiautomatic. Alec felt the hot impacts and saw Cait convulse as if the bullets had struck her instead. She screamed again and fought her captor. Her head was cruelly wrenched back and she was dragged from the doorway.
Alone in the closet, a dark burning in his chest, Alec knew he was dying. He tried lifting a hand to his wounds and even this small effort seemed monumental. He could feel blood seeping from his body and could smell the sharp scent of copper, could taste it in his mouth.
Somewhere down the corridor, out of sight, Cait continued to scream.
And after the kids go to bed...
He felt his body growing cold and the world growing indistinct. He wanted to close his eyes and let the cold take him, but Cait’s screams lashed him awake. He had to tell her something, but couldn’t remember what it was.
We’ll go through those French doors...
Then, surrounding Cait’s screams, Alec heard other shouting, other voices. Maybe they could help him remember what it was he needed to tell her. Something about his name.
We’ll drink cheap wine...
And then... two gunshots, one after another. Muffled. The sound a weapon makes at point-blank contact. And Cait’s screams ceased.
And make a wish on the first star.
But there were no more stars. Cait was gone.
Alec closed his eyes and let the cold take him.
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