ALSO BY WALTER MOSLEY
EASY RAWLINS NOVELS
Devil in a Blue Dress
A Red Death
White Butterfly
Black Betty
A Little Yellow Dog
Gone Fishin’
FICTION
RL’s Dream
Blue Light
Walkin’ the Dog
Fearless Jones
Futureland
NONFICTION
Workin’ on the Chain Gang
Copyright
Copyright © 2002 by Walter Mosley
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Contents
ALSO BY WALTER MOSLEY
Copyright
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
For Leroy Mosley
1
MOUSE IS DEAD. Those words had gone through my mind every morning for three months. Mouse is dead because of me.
When I sat up, Bonnie rolled her shoulder and sighed in her sleep. The sky through our bedroom window was just beginning to brighten.
The image of Raymond, his eyes open and unseeing, lying stock-still on EttaMae’s front lawn, was still in my mind. I lurched out of bed and stumbled to the bathroom. My feet hurt every morning, too, as if I had spent all night walking, searching for EttaMae, to ask her where she’d taken Ray after carrying him out of the hospital.
So he was still alive? I asked a nurse who had been on duty that evening.
No, she said flatly. His pulse was gone. The head nurse had just called the doctor to pronounce him dead when that crazy woman hit Arnold in the head with a suture tray and took Mr. Alexander’s body over her shoulder.
I wandered into the living room and pulled the sash to open the drapes. Red sunlight glinted through the ragged palms at the end of our block. I had never wept over Raymond’s demise, but that tattered light reflected a pain deep in my mind.
IT TOOK ME over half an hour to get dressed. No two socks matched and every shirt seemed to be the wrong color. While I was tying my shoes Bonnie woke up.
“What are you doing, Easy?” she asked. She had been born in British Guyana but her father was from Martinique, so there was the music of the French language in her English accent.
“Gettin’ dressed,” I said.
“Where are you going?”
“Where you think I’ma be goin’ at this time’a day? To work.” I was feeling mean because of that red light in the far-off sky.
“But it’s Saturday, baby.”
“What?”
Bonnie climbed out of the bed and hugged me. Her naked skin was firm and warm.
I pulled away from her.
“You want some breakfast?” I asked.
“Maybe a little later,” she said. “I didn’t get in from Idlewild until two this morning. And I have to go back out again today.”
“Then you go to bed,” I said.
“You sure? I mean… did you need to talk?”
“Naw. Nuthin’s wrong. Just stupid is all. Thinkin’ Saturday’s a workday. Damn.”
“Are you going to be okay?” she asked.
“Yeah. Sure I am.”
Bonnie had a fine figure. And she was not ashamed to be seen naked. Looking at her pulling on those covers reminded me of why I fell for her. If I hadn’t been so sad, I would have followed her back under those blankets.
FEATHER’S LITTLE YELLOW DOG, Frenchie, was hiding somewhere, snarling at me while I made sausages and eggs. He was the love of my little girl’s life, so I accepted his hatred. He blamed me for the death of Idabell Turner, his first owner; I blamed myself for the death of my best friend.
I WAS SITTING at breakfast, smoking a Chesterfield and wondering if EttaMae had moved back down to Houston. I still had friends down there in the Fifth Ward. Maybe if I wrote to Lenora Circel and just dropped a line about Etta — say hi to Etta for me or give Etta my love. Then when she wrote back I might learn something.
“Hi, Dad.”
My hand twitched, flicking two inches of cigarette ash on the eggs.
Jesus was standing there in front of me.
“I told you not to sneak up on me like that, boy.”
“I said hi,” he explained.
The eggs were ruined but I wasn’t hungry. And I couldn’t stay mad at Jesus, anyway. I might have taken him in when he was a child, but the truth was that he had adopted me. Jesus worked hard at making our home run smoothly, and his love for me was stronger than blood.
“What you doin’ today?” I asked him.
“Nuthin’. Messin’ around.”
“Sit down,” I said.
Jesus didn’t move the chair as he sat, because there was enough room for him to slide in under the table. He never wasted a movement — or a word.
“I wanna drop out of high school,” he said.
“Say what?”
His dark eyes stared into mine. He had the smooth, eggshell-brown skin and the straight black hair of people who had lived in the Southwest for thousands of years.
“It’s only a year and a half till you graduate,” I said. “A diploma will help you get a job. And if you keep up with track, you could get a scholarship to UCLA.”
He looked down at my hands.
“Why?” I asked.
“I don’t know,” he said. “I just don’t wanna be there. I don’t wanna be there all the time.”
“You think I like goin’ to work?”
“You like it enough,” he said. “’Cause if you didn’t like it, you’d quit.”
I could see that he’d made up his mind, that he’d thought about this decision for a long time. He probably had the papers for me to sign under his bed.
I was about to tell him no, that he’d have to stick out the year at least. But then the phone rang. It was a loud ringer, especially at six-thirty in the morning.
While I limped to the counter Jesus left on silent bare feet.
“Hello?”
“Easy?” It was a man’s voi
ce.
“John? Is that you?”
“I’m in trouble and I need you to do me a favor,” John said all in a rush. He’d been practicing just like Jesus.
My heart quickened. The little yellow dog stuck his nose out from under the kitchen cabinet.
I don’t know if it was an old friend’s voice or the worry in his tone that got to me. But all of a sudden I wasn’t miserable or sad.
“What you need, John?”
“Why’ont you come over to the lots, Easy? I wanna look you in the eye when I tell ya what we want.”
“Oh,” I said, thinking about we and the fact that whatever John had to say was too serious to be discussed over the phone. “Sure. As soon as I can make it.”
I hung up with a giddy feeling running around my gut. I could feel the grin on my lips.
“Who was that?” Bonnie asked. She was standing at the door to our bedroom, half wrapped in a terry-cloth robe. She was more beautiful than any man could possibly deserve.
“John.”
“The bartender?”
“Do you have to leave today?” I asked.
“Sorry. But after this trip I’ll have a whole week off.”
“I can’t wait that long,” I said.
I gathered her up in my arms and carried her back into the bedroom.
“Easy, what are you doing?”
I tossed her on the bed and then closed the door to the kitchen. I took off my pants and stood over her.
“Easy, what’s got into you?”
The look on my face was answer enough for any arguments she might have had about the children or her need for sleep.
I couldn’t have explained my sudden passion. All I knew was the smell of that woman, her taste and texture on my skin and tongue, was something I had never known before in my life. It was as if I discovered sex for the first time that morning.
2
JESUS, FEATHER, BONNIE, AND I sat down to breakfast at nine o’clock. Jesus had made the pancakes from a mix while we were still in bed, proving once more that he was a better son than I deserved.
“Those pancakes were delicious,” Bonnie said to the boy.
“I’m dropping out of school,” he replied.
“Do it hurt if you drop?” Feather asked, and then she giggled.
I snickered and Bonnie gave me a hard look.
“When did you decide that?” Bonnie asked.
“I ’ont know,” he said. “Lately.”
“Did you know about this, Easy?”
“He told me this morning.”
“What do you think?”
“I think we have to talk about it.”
Jesus chose that moment to stand up and walk out of the kitchen. It was a rare show of anger on his part. I wanted to stop him, make him come back to the table and discuss his education. But I still felt feverish and giddy. I wanted to run from the room, too.
“Jesus,” Bonnie called. But he pretended not to hear.
“Juice, wait up,” little Feather screamed. She jumped out of her chair and ran for the door.
“Feather,” I said.
She stopped and turned around. She was full-faced but not chubby, with bushy blond hair, light skin, and Negro features. She was another man’s child but I was the only father that she had ever known.
“Um… ah…,” she stammered. “May I be excused?”
“Go on,” I said, and she was gone.
Frenchie ran after her. The screen door was already closed but he scratched at it until it bounced open, then ran to find his little-girl master.
When I looked over at Bonnie I found her gazing at me as if I were some Martian just dropped out of the Twilight Zone.
“What’s wrong with you, Easy?”
“He just sprung it on me this morning,” I explained. “And I know Juice. If you tell him no straight out, he won’t do any homework or he might even try to get in trouble so they have to expel him.”
“So you just let him throw his life away?”
“I have to talk to him, honey. I have to see what his problem is. Maybe we can work something out.”
I was no longer grinning, but there was a carefree tone in my words.
“It’s not just Jesus. You’re acting very strange this morning,” Bonnie said.
“Strange? When’s the last time I made you feel that good?”
“You never made me feel like that before,” she said. Her dark eyes were large and filled with concern. The shape of Bonnie Shay’s face contained the continent of Africa. Those eyes saw in me things that I could barely imagine.
“Well then, what you complainin’ about?”
She reached across the table, binding my arms with hers.
“What’s wrong?” The question gained a lot of weight the second time around.
“Nuthin’s wrong. I just decided to come back to bed and love my woman — that’s all.” I tried to pull away but she was too strong. “And I know how to deal with my own boy.”
“What did John want?”
“I don’t know. Really. He just said that he needed a favor and that I should come on down to his lots. It’s probably just a construction thing. I know a lot more about that kinda stuff than John does.”
“You told me that he’s hardly called you in the last year,” Bonnie said.
Her grip loosened slightly. I took the advantage to pull away. “So?”
“Isn’t that what you said you used to do?” she asked.
“What are you talkin’ about?”
“Favors. Didn’t you say that you used to trade in favors? That before you had honest work, you used to help people when they couldn’t go to the authorities?”
“It ain’t nuthin’ like that here,” I said. “John’s an old friend, that’s all.”
“What are you doing making love to me three times this morning? Why are you just sitting there smiling while your son tells you that he’s dropping out of high school?”
I heard her questions but they didn’t mean anything to me. If I thought she’d’ve let me, I would have taken her back into the bedroom for number four.
“I guess the love kinda built up. You know, I been so tired at night.”
“You’ve been sad, Easy. Sad because of your friend. I don’t care that you need to grieve.”
That was too much. I stood up, hoping that the air would be cooler above my head. In the few months since Raymond’s death I had come closer to Bonnie than I ever had with a woman. She knew my dreams and property holdings, but I could not talk to her about my impotence — my failure to save Mouse’s life.
“It’s okay. Nuthin’s wrong. I was just a little confused when I woke up. It just kinda threw me off, that’s all.”
Bonnie stood up and caressed my face with her fingers, then shook her head slowly and shrugged. It was her way of saying that a fool was his own worst enemy.
“I’m going to be gone for three or four days,” she said. “Depending on the layovers and weather.”
“Oh. Yeah.”
“I told you that I’d have to be gone for days at a time now and then,” she said sweetly.
Bonnie and I hadn’t been together long. She moved in with me only a week after Mouse had died, but already I found myself aimless and unsatisfied when she was away.
“That’s okay,” I said. “Just don’t forget where home is.”
“Don’t you forget who loves you,” she said.
3
I DROVE MY NEW USED PONTIAC with all the windows down and a Chesterfield cigarette between my lips. Somewhere, way in the back of my mind, there was an alarm going off. It was like the uneasy feeling after a nightmare that you can’t remember. The worry had no picture, so it was more like a suspicion than fear. At the same time I was happy to be driving toward someone else’s troubles. The sensation of delight on top of anxiety made me smile. It was a grin that represented a whole lifetime of laughing at pain.
JOHN’S LOTS were on an unpaved street that hadn’t been properly named yet. T
here was a sign where the street name should have been that read A229-B. John was building six homes, three on either side of the street. He was part of a syndicate put together by Jewelle MacDonald, the girlfriend of my real estate agent, Mofass.
Mofass had been dying from emphysema for the past few years. The doctors gave him three months to live about every six months or so. But Jewelle kept him going and made the few shanty houses he owned into nearly a real estate empire. Jewelle had put together six or seven colored businessmen to invest, along with a downtown real estate firm, in a couple of blocks under construction in Compton.
John was standing out in front of the first of his houses on the north side of the road. The straw hat, T-shirt, and blue jeans looked wrong on him. John was a night man, a bartender from the time he was sixteen in Texas. He was taller, stronger, and blacker than I, ugly enough to be beautiful and silent as a stone.
“Hey, John,” I said from the car window. My tires had kicked up a low-riding mist of red and yellow dust.
“Easy.”
I got out and nodded at him. That was all the greeting old friends like us needed.
“Nice-lookin’ frame, anyway,” I said waving at the unfinished wooden structure behind him.
“It sure is gonna be nice,” he said. “They all comin’ along good. Mercury an’ Chapman workin’ out just fine.”
John gestured and I saw the two men across the street. Chapman was hammering at a beam near the roof of one house while Mercury pushed a wheelbarrow full of debris. Both men were ex-burglars I’d helped out in my old life of doing favors. They used to make their living by tunneling into businesses the night before payday, when the safe was sure to be full of cash.
It was a good living, and they weren’t greedy — two jobs a year kept them in groceries. But one day they decided to hit a dockworkers’ payroll in Redondo Beach. That safe had too much money for the payroll, and within a week there were white men in cheap suits canvassing Watts, looking for the whereabouts of the two black burglars who specialized in payrolls.
When they realized their situation, Mercury came to me.
“How could you be stupid enough to knock over the dockworkers?” I asked him. Chapman had been so scared that he refused to leave his mother’s house.
“How we gonna know that they was mob men, Mr. Rawlins?”
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