Chloe’s Guardian
by Cheri Gillard
Chloe’s Guardian is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual events, locales, or persons, living or dead, is coincidental.
Copyright 2014 Cheri Gillard
Cover Design by Shelley Schadowsky
ISBN for the EPUB format: 9781311214058
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Contents
A Note to Readers about Suicide
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Chapter 36
Chapter 37
Chapter 38
Chapter 39
Chapter 40
Chapter 41
Chapter 42
Chapter 43
Chapter 44
Chapter 45
Chapter 46
Chapter 47
Chapter 48
Chapter 49
Chapter 50
Chapter 51
Chapter 52
Chapter 53
Chapter 54
Chapter 55
Chapter 56
Chapter 57
About Cheri Gillard
Connect with Cheri Gillard
Book Group Discussion Questions
Read On to Book Two, Chloe’s Watcher
A Note to Readers About Suicide
Dear Reader:
This is a work of fiction. Suicide is depicted within the story. The intent of this author is not to minimize the seriousness or tragedy of suicide. Suicide is one of the leading causes of death among pre-teen to college-age youths. If you are thinking about suicide, please tell someone you trust about your feelings. Make an appointment with your family doctor, or talk to your school counselor or teacher. If you don’t feel that the people around you are able to support you, there are groups of caring people who can and who want to come alongside you. Search online to quickly find phone numbers and organizations that are in place and waiting to help you. You don’t have to be alone.
Click on this link—The Jason Foundation—or this one—American Foundation for Suicide Prevention—if you want some help getting started finding help.
Sincerely,
Cheri Gillard
For my family, who listened to chapters around the fire pit on cool evenings. Who listened again during midterms or finals week. And during jet lag after returning from studying abroad. And after already hearing it three times before.
“And it came to pass when the children of men had multiplied, that in those days were born unto them beautiful and comely daughters. And the angels, the children of the heaven, saw and lusted after them, and said to one another: ‘Come, let us choose us wives from among the children of men and beget us children.’ ”
From the Sixth Book of Enoch
CHAPTER 1
Oh God, this is going to hurt. She reminded herself that it would only last a second, shifting her weight from one foot to the other, trying to make her mind as empty as the open sky in front of her. At the bottom of the cliff the sea rocked back and forth, churning and releasing the fishy brine odor, even all the way up to where Chloe teetered. Her fidgeting knocked loose a rock. It dropped down, down, until it shattered against the rocky shore.
The boulders at the bottom were sharp and rigid. She squeezed her eyes shut. She didn’t want to look at them. But with her eyes closed, Todd invaded her thoughts. And he brought Rebecca with him, embracing her in the same way as when Chloe had walked in on them.
She forced her eyes open, made them stare ahead.
The pain would end when she was dead. Then she’d stop seeing them together.
The voice in her head prodded Jump. It will be better. The voice stole her hope. Nothing was left. She lifted her face toward the sky to keep from looking down. The breeze chilled the tears on her cheeks. It hurt. Living hurt.
After one more deep breath, she decided. A bird cawed overhead. She focused on it. Without taking her eyes away from its soaring form, she leaned forward and let her body fall into the sky.
***
Icy rain bit into his face and woke him up. Acrid smoke, tinged with pitch, clogged his nose. The sounds around him made no sense. Where am I? What’s happened? For one thing, he lay spread out on his back, a vulnerable position he must correct. His legs were lead, refusing to move. A deep pain burned in his back. He wished to get up, to protect his neck, to take a defensive stance. But as much as he willed it, his body wouldn’t respond. He tried to move again but the only thing he could muster was a horrid sound that seeped from his throat. Someone rushed to his side.
“He is coming ’round,” a deep Scottish voice said, the words finally becoming clear.
“Angus, come over here. He is awakening,” another said.
Though blurry, a blond man stooped over Horatius. A stormy black sky backed him and a torch lit his face. Sleet cut at Horatius’ eyes, making it impossible to open them for more than seconds at a time. He tried to reach for the man, to get a hand up off the ground, but his arm rebelled against his thoughts.
The blond man’s soaking hair dripped rain into Horatius’ eyes. Horatius blinked to clear away the water. Help me. Please, help me get up. A hard kick sank into his flank. The impact blotted out the roar of the weather. His breath locked in his lungs and he shuddered to inhale again. The air snagged on his throat. Pain blocked his thoughts. He tried to clear his mind, to remember what he had to do.
The first voice spoke again. “I told you we should have tied him up good afore.” Contempt permeated the man’s words.
How bad was it this time? Would anyone help him? What had happened anyway? The memory was blank.
His eyes burned, swollen, and watery. He forced them to stay open, to look at the face over him. The torchlight sputtered in the rain. Its illumination snapped across the shadows of the man’s sharp features.
“Good,” the man said. “I want him awake. Draw him up.” He flipped back his heavy, sodden hair. “There, hang him there.”
Hands grabbed Horatius and dragged him. Gawwh! Agony shot through his back when they raked him across the rocky ground. He tried to break free but his legs were useless and his arms barely better. What happened? Why can’t I move?
Someone coiled a coarse rope around his neck while his arms dangled limp at his sides. They would not respond. Think! His brain would not clear. He couldn’t pull his thoughts
together to make a plan. Was it just the whiskey I drank? Was it poisoned? Something was horribly wrong. These were mere men. He shouldn’t be vulnerable to their feeble assaults.
The noose tightened and lifted him—first his head, then his shoulders—from the ground. He jerked higher and higher with each tug on the rope. The force crushed his neck, squeezing pressure into his head. His eyes bulged, opening them to his surroundings.
Lightning flashed and castle turrets pulsed in the ominous sky. Four men had the other end of the rope and hauled together as they counted off. The rope hung over a stone archway in a castle wall. The man with stringy, yellow hair stood near Horatius as his feet left the ground.
The man’s mouth moved but Horatius couldn’t hear him over the roar in his head. The strain would surely burst his popping eyes any second. His vision darkened. His lungs ached for air. Agony. The pressure in his head! He had to get down. The man reached up to Horatius and yanked a knife from his spine. Searing pain shot through his back like a jolt of lightning and his body convulsed with one bone-breaking spasm.
The rope loosened and he crumpled to the ground, limbs flung wide and useless. Air wheezed through his crushed throat as his lungs fought to expand. The blood receded from his face, the roar faded, the strain in his eyes eased.
The blond man appeared above him again and bent down. A torch flickered yellow in his close, probing eyes. And Horatius saw. Terror eclipsed his pain.
The man was possessed. Satarel. The demon. His father. His father who was bent on destroying him. Horatius had to look away, but he was paralyzed. He could not avoid being seen, being detected.
But what does it matter? Satarel has already found me.
The man yelled over his shoulder in a voice that held the echo of Satarel. “Seamus, go get the hatchet. I will relish taking his head now.”
Sudden footsteps approached quickly, slapping through wet muddy puddles.
“MacKay, what goes here?” Will Keith. The name came to him. Will’s voice took on a ferocity all at once. “God’s teeth, what have you done, MacKay?” Keith splashed to Horatius’ side and wrestled with the corkscrew of rope to loosen it from around his neck.
“Horace, ’tis I, William. Can you hear me? Can you speak?”
Horatius tried to answer, but a sole rasp escaped his throat.
William was suddenly lifted away, pulled off his feet by men on either side. He roared with indignation. “Unhand me, you fools! I am laird here. MacKay, stop this now or your life is forfeit.”
“You are in no position to threaten me, Keith,” Angus MacKay shouted over the rain, again in his own voice. “Mayhap I will take this castle from you. I will be laird of Dunnottar. And I will not show such favoritism as you did for this mongrel. He stole me betrothed. I will give the justice that you did not.”
A new man sauntered over, carrying a sword, swinging it around casually in circles. “Forget Seamus and the hatchet, boy,” he said to MacKay. “Use my weapon.” Horatius knew him. From long ago. And recently. His stature towered over the one called Angus MacKay, just as Horatius would have, could he stand. It’s coming back. Bits and pieces. In the midst of the confusion, the pain, the frustration, something started to return.
Panahasi. My brother. Of course. Now he remembered. He had to get up before Panahasi removed his head, or it would be his extinction, his complete and utter annihilation.
Other fragments of memory flashed as he fought to organize his thoughts, to remember. A woman’s face, her body, a tryst, whiskey. They all swam into his thoughts and clogged his understanding. The recollections were hard to sort, difficult to piece together. I should do something. What am I supposed to do?
“You may not let me be the one to behead him, Father,” Panahasi shouted into the sky, “but it does not mean I cannot do this!” Two-handed, he lifted a second sword high and plunged it down, ramming it through Horatius’ chest.
Flesh tore, bone snapped. Panahasi disappeared and bright colors flared through his vision. The sword ripped back out. His lifeblood sprayed from the gape, chasing the blade. Breath wouldn’t come, his chest couldn’t move.
“Finish it, Father,” Panahasi yelled at MacKay. “Time is wasting.” Panahasi knocked his blood-covered weapon against MacKay’s sword, who jumped back as though threatened. Satarel had lost control for a moment. Panahasi laughed. “Jumpy now? Are you losing your nerve? Do not fight it, boy. Think of your fury. He took your woman. Give yourself over to the power.”
MacKay grew angrier, giving Satarel more leverage. He gripped the hilt with determination. He looked down at Horatius and his eyes steeled against him. MacKay’s own countenance disappeared, replaced by evil.
“You are a fool to think you can win redemption,” Satarel said through MacKay’s voice. “They threw me out. Rejected me outright. They will not let you in—a half breed.”
Darkness tunneled Horatius’ sight, blending with the night’s shadows. He couldn’t keep listening. His father’s words faded. They became muffled and distant. His existence began to collapse through the gaping hole in his chest.
“Horatius.” Then he heard it a second time. “Horatius.” The plural voice spoke into his essence. It was music. It was beauty. Everything hopeful and loving. They had spoken, pulling him out of his stupor just enough.
His memory came. He’d left his father’s realm to seek redemption. Though he’d always failed, he was determined to change, to please They.
I have to transfigure!
Plasma spurted into his lungs.
Now or I won’t make it.
His eyes went blind.
Father will decapitate me.
Cells began to shut down.
I have to transfigure.
His heart sputtered. It missed a beat. Then another.
Did he have the strength? Could he do it? If They had bothered intervening, he must have a chance. A chance for redemption. My father must be wrong about me.
He gathered every ounce of will that his mangled body could muster and concentrated. Air gurgled through the blood in his throat. He couldn’t think, couldn’t focus enough. The fluids were drowning him. His heart was failing.
MacKay screamed and raised the sword. The arc of the swing hit its apex and the blade dropped downward.
Horatius strained beneath the pain, the suffocation, the agony.
Somewhere beyond, he grabbed hold of a tiny thought, an extended hope. He held on for dear life, just for that split second.
And he transfigured.
CHAPTER 2
Transfiguring was like shedding the weight of the entire world. Power coursed through him like a jolt of ecstasy. Nothing felt as freeing as changing from weighty matter to pure energy. His physical wounds disappeared. His strength magnified to unfathomable extremes.
Both the seen and the unseen dimensions were visible to him now. Next to him, Satarel’s essence straddled two worlds, still locked into MacKay. Panahasi, his face covered in blood, was screaming vile words at Satarel.
For that brief moment while Panahasi distracted Satarel in the corporeal world, Horatius flew from the cliff top. He left Dunnottar Castle and transferred into the realm of the Celestials.
The second he materialized in the Corridor, a flaming arrow shot through his back. The arrow pulled power from him as it came out his chest. He spun and faced three Fallen, all of whom were under Satarel’s command. Two wielded their flaming swords in arcs. The archer fitted another blazing arrow into his bow.
Horatius generated a ball of fire, launched it at the archer, and shot away through the heavens. He zipped by two other battling Celestials—one good and one evil—fighting for a soul in Dunnottar beyond.
Satarel’s men chased after him, spreading out to come up on either side. Through their common thoughts, Horatius heard their venomous ideas. They plotted their strategy—and visualized his annihilation. Another arrow shot past him, biting his side. If they hit him one more time, he’d lose too much power. He cursed the vexing demon
s and launched another fire ball at them. I have to outmaneuver them.
He continued his ascent, nearing the High Corridor even though it was off limits. The Escorts going toward the Great Entrance could not be interrupted. But he did need Pure to distract the demons in order to make his escape.
Where is everyone? The Corridor is empty. The battles must have been extreme in other sectors. The Celestial Chatter in his thoughts was excessive. Conflict was everywhere.
Darryn of the Gate charged at him, his face twisted with indignation.
“What are you doing here, Horatius? You are not cleared for this sector.”
Horatius passed him, not giving up any speed. Darryn turned and fell in beside him, easily keeping pace.
“It is my father. Need help. Where is everyone?”
“Oh dear, oh dear,” Darryn said. “I received no word you planned to come through here.”
“I didn’t plan to, Darryn,” Horatius said. “This is urgent. Where are Baraqiel and Ra’amiel?”
“Michael called them. A bomb detonated in Sector One-fifty-three. Thousands of requests poured in. Michael wanted greater infiltration. You cannot be here. You are flying too close to the Gate. Oh dear. You cannot disrupt the Escorts.”
“I’ll stay away from the Gate. When you see Satarel, slow him down for me, would you?
“See him? He cannot come here! And you cannot stay!”
“All right. I’m going. Would you give me a boost?”
“Oh dear, oh dear,” Darryn said, but it didn’t keep him from throwing a force of energy around Horatius that erased him from the sector. He reappeared along the edge of the corporeal world—the Chronos Band. He needed to disappear into time and transfigure back to his human form before Satarel tracked him.
But Satarel’s toxic thoughts surged into his mind. He, too, was in the new sector, following too closely.
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