“I remember having that exact look when I first saw these burgers myself. They look so incredibly daunting up close. But don’t worry, there’s a method to this. You take it apart like this to create two burgers almost. And then you can eat each one with your hands. It’s a messy affair, but it tastes far better than if you do it with a knife and fork.”
“You okay with me eating with my hands on a date?” I asked.
She laughed. “I’m more than okay with it. In fact, I insist on it. Mostly because I don’t want to be the only person doing it.”
I chuckled as I followed her lead. Then I took a bite. “Okay, this is insanely good. Wow, the food around here is incredible.”
“All locally sourced. That’s what makes it so delicious.”
“So good. Now, moving back to our conversation. Tell me about your family?” I asked. I was eager to know more about Emily. She wasn’t as easy to read as I apparently was. Either that or I wasn’t as good as reading people as she was.
“Well, my father left when I was very young. I don’t know him at all. I tried to find him once, but I didn’t get anywhere. And then I just got angry at the whole thing and stopped looking for him. I mean, if he didn’t want to know me, then why should I try and get to know him? So I just left it and carried on with my life.”
“That’s true. I’m sorry to hear that.” I couldn’t believe that any man would want to leave Emily.
“Yeah, me too. But I made peace with it a long time ago. Luckily I still had an awesome childhood. I grew up with my mom and my gran, who were by far the most amazing women in the world. They were such role models to me. And I have no brothers or sisters. Hey, I just realized something. You grew up with only men, and I grew up with only women.”
“Oh yeah, that’s true. And where does your mom stay now?” I asked and took another bite of the burger.
Emily had also just taken a bite. She finished chewing and wiped her mouth with the napkin. I loved how she didn’t mind eating a burger like that in front of me. It was cute.
“My mother passed away when I was a teenager. It was very hard. I lived with my gran, and the two of us got super close. And then, a few years ago, my grandmother died, too. So that’s it. It’s just me now. Alone in the big bad world.”
“I’m so sorry, Emily.”
“It’s okay. It sucks. But yeah, that’s life I guess,” she said. “That was their house, you know. The one that burned down. It’s where I grew up.”
I felt a huge wave of sadness come over me. I hadn’t realized quite how much she had lost when her house had burned down. It wasn’t just a house that was gone, but all her memories had gone along with it.
“Which is why,” she continued, “I’m glad you helped me find that diary. I’m so glad I’ve still got that. And the photos. Which, by the way, I’ve put onto a computer now. All scanned and saved in three different places. I’m thinking of doing the same with the diary.”
I nodded. “You should. I’m so glad those were unscathed. Doesn’t it almost feel like they were saved on purpose? I don’t believe in anything too hokey or anything, but it almost feels like they were the ones that kept those things intact.”
She smiled at me. “That’s exactly what I think.”
Knowing that about Emily only made me like her even more. Mostly because I couldn’t believe how positive she was despite everything that had happened in her life. I thought about the year I spent working as an estate agent, and how miserable I had been. I should’ve been happy that I at least had a job.
I enjoyed spending time with Emily, and I didn’t want the date to end. But as we drove home, I started to think more and more about the fact that there was nobody in Terra’s house. We’d be alone. Was she thinking about that too? I glanced over at her as we drove. She was quiet, and was staring at her hands in her lap. It looked very much to me like she was thinking about it.
As I parked the car, she turned to look at me.
“You honestly don’t have to come in. We can see from here that the house is not on fire. Terra is just being paranoid, that’s all.”
I shook my head. “She’ll kill me if I don’t come in. She’s a little scary, your friend. Even though she’s tiny.”
Emily laughed. “She is. Okay, well, thank you. I’m sure it won’t take long.”
I walked inside with her and looked around. Emily told me a few times that it really wasn’t all that necessary and I had a feeling that perhaps she didn’t want me there at all. I wasn’t going to push my luck. I’d kiss her, and then I’d leave. But as I turned around to her, she grabbed me by the shirt and pulled me toward her.
Chapter Eighteen
Emily
I hadn’t expected to do anything more than kiss that night. But after Terra put the thought in my head, it was hard to think of anything else. Still, even as we were walking into the house together, I thought that I wouldn’t do anything. It was only our second date, after all. And I wanted to first get to know him more. But that was the thing about our second date; I actually had gotten to know him. Grant had been as open with me as I had been with him. I’d told him things that I hadn’t told people before, and spoken about things that I hadn’t thought about in a very long time. And as he was walking around the house, I suddenly wanted nothing more than to be with him.
Without thinking, I grabbed him by the shirt and pulled him closer. Kissing him again was even better than I remembered from the last time. He was much taller than me, so I pulled him down to the sofa, and as we fell, I landed on his lap. We laughed a little, but I didn’t get off. Instead, I just moved in closer. Sitting on his lap, I was now slightly taller than him, and I bent down to kiss him while running my hands through his jet black hair. I could feel him stirring beneath me, and the feel of his body against mine made me want more.
I pulled off my dress so that I was sitting in just my underwear, and then silently congratulated myself for wearing something pretty that night. Not that it would have mattered, because within seconds he had reached over and unclipped my bra. My small breasts were in line with his mouth, and I groaned as he licked each of my nipples. He pulled me in closer and sucked on my breast, then reached around and put his hands down my panties. I thought I was going to explode from the way he was making me feel. I couldn’t take it anymore, so I stood up and pulled down my panties. I was aware of his eyes on my body and wondered what he thought of my tattoos, which were now clearly visible to him. He licked his lips in an indication that he liked them, which gave me the confidence to instruct him to take his clothes off. He did so while I stood there and watched. I held my breath as his clothes fell off. I’d always known he would be lean and muscular, but I hadn’t realized how perfect he would look. I wanted to tell him, but I was too speechless to talk. He sat down, and I kneeled down in front of him.
I put him into my mouth and sucked. I could feel him shivering with pleasure. I waited until he was at the edge of coming before pulling away. Then I stood up and smiled down at him, waiting for his breathing to subside. If I let him inside me right then, the entire thing would be over. So I stood above him, and took his hand and placed it on my leg. His hand trailed up my leg until he reached between them. I opened up a little and let him touch me. Then I closed my eyes and allowed myself to feel the pleasure rising up through my body. I liked that he was under me and that he was watching me. I liked the way he made me feel. I let him feel me until I could take it no more.
“Condom?” I asked breathlessly.
He nodded and fished one out of his wallet. He put it on, and I climbed back on top of him. I was so wet that he entered inside me quickly and easily. I gasped. Then I leaned in and kissed him. He held onto my waist as I moved up and down. The feeling of him inside me was like nothing I’d ever felt before, and when we came, we came together. He bit into my neck and cried out in pleasure. And when it was over, I looked at him and smiled, kissed him gently on the mouth, and climbed off of him.
I went to sit beside him
, pulling a blanket up around us, and grinned at him.
“Wow,” he said. “I wasn’t expecting that to happen.”
“Neither was I.”
“So, you had no idea about Terra giving you the place for the night?” he asked.
“I had no idea. Didn’t you see how embarrassed I was?”
He chuckled. “Actually, yeah. I did. It was cute. You’re exceptionally cute when you’re shy. She’s a good friend.”
“Oh yes, she is,” I said, and the two of us laughed.
“You know, for someone that’s usually so sweet in shy, you really aren’t shy in the bedroom. Not that we’re in a bedroom,” he said as he looked around the living room. “But you know what I mean.”
“I guess not. I can’t help myself. I get very swept up in the moment. I mean, we didn’t even make it into the bedroom.”
“Hey, I’m not complaining. Trust me. You’re beautiful, Emily.”
I blushed. “Uh, thank you.”
He chuckled. “I love how you’re nervous now when earlier you were not shy at all. So, tattoos, huh? That was unexpected.”
I laughed. “Yeah, I was wondering what you would think of them. Not everyone likes tattoos. You’re probably someone who would have one more than me. I assume if someone had to guess between the two of us, they’d assume you had ink and I didn’t. And yet you have none, and I have two.” I loved the fact that we both had a side of us nobody knew about. I liked that we weren’t just what people assumed that we would be.
“Tell me about them,” he said as he trailed his fingers along my ribs. My body shivered at this touch.
“Well, this one is for my mother. She made the most amazing cupcakes in the world. I used to call her The Cupcake Queen. So I got this one designed in honor of her,” I said.
I loved that tattoo. It was a cartoon rendering of a woman in an apron, holding a cupcake which was larger than usual. The woman was wearing a crown. It was bright and colorful and everything that reminded me of my mother. Every time I looked at it, it made me smile.
“That’s amazing. I love it. That must’ve hurt,” he said. “I know the ribs are supposed to be so painful. And that is not exactly a small tattoo.”
I shrugged. “Not as much as losing her. I could handle this sort of pain any day. It was totally worth it. I smile every time I see it. My mother was not a typical mother. She would’ve loved this on me. And then, on my back,” I said and turned around. He ran his fingers over that tattoo also, and I smiled at the way he made me feel. “That’s for my gran. It’s the words from a passage in her diary that I loved so much.”
“Oh wow. It’s exquisite. Just like you.”
“Thank you. You know, even though my house burned down, I’ll always have these on my body to remind me of them. I actually never thought about that until now.”
“That’s a nice way of looking at it. You’re amazing, Emily.”
We sat and spoke for a while. I made us coffee, and we drank it naked on the sofa. Every now and again we’d stop and kiss. He was just so easy to talk to. When I started yawning, we decided to call it a night. We both put our clothes back on, and I walked him to the door.
“Thanks for a beautiful night, Emily.”
“Thank you for checking on the house,” I said and chuckled. “Uh, so next Saturday I’m moving into my new house.”
“You are? Do you need help? I don’t need to be at the ranch on a Saturday, and I’d love to be there.”
I grinned. “With those muscles, I couldn’t say no! I’d love that, Grant. Or Patriot. Hmm, I’m not sure which name is sexier?”
He bit his lip. “You find me sexy?”
“Are you kidding me? More than you realize.”
He leaned in and kissed me.
“Goodnight, Tattoo Girl.”
“Goodnight, Patriot.”
Chapter Nineteen
Grant
“Good morning! You’re still up early even though you had such a late night,” my brother said as he saw me walking down the stairs.
I laughed. “I know. I wanted to sleep in, but my body seems programmed now to get up at this time.”
“Welcome to my world. Anyway, I’m glad you’re up. I need to ask you a favor.”
“You do? Ask away.”
“Well, any chance you can help at the ranch today? I need help bailing hay. One of the other guys that was supposed to help me called in sick. He never calls in sick, so I know it must be bad. I could use the help.”
“Of course, man. I don’t mind helping at all. I’ve got nothing else to do today, anyway.”
I was just glad it wasn’t the following weekend when I needed to help Emily out. This weekend I could do. And I wasn’t lying; I really had nothing else to do with my day. I’d hoped to sleep in, but that hadn’t happened, anyway. And the money was pretty good on the ranch when you worked weekends.
“Great, I’m on my way there now. Help yourself to food and meet me there?”
“Perfect. I won’t be long.”
After a quick bite to eat and two cups of coffee, I made my way over to meet up with Brady, and I started working immediately. While we worked, he asked me all about my date with Emily.
“You came home late,” he said.
“Uh, yeah. We went for dinner, and then I spent some time at Terra’s house with her.”
“Oh yeah? How’s Terra doing?”
“Oh, she’s fine. I mean, I only saw her before the date when I went to pick up Emily. She actually went to see her mom and spent the night there.”
Brady laughed. “So, let me get this straight. You spent the evening at Terra’s house without Terra?”
“Yep,” I said without saying anything else.
“Oh, come on. Something had to have happened then.”
“What do you mean? It was only our second date,” I said innocently.
But Brady was my brother and knew me too well. “Then why can’t you stop smiling? Go on, spill the beans. You know I’ll keep asking until you do.”
I chuckled. “Yeah, we got together.”
“You slept together? Stop beating around the bush. I want facts, man.”
“We slept together,” I said and laughed. “And it was amazing!”
“I’m sure it was. You haven’t been laid in a long time.”
“That’s true. But that wasn’t why it was amazing. Let me just say that Emily might be sweet to the rest of the world, but she’s a very different person in bed. Did you know she has two tattoos?”
“I didn’t know. Where?”
“On her ribs and on her back. Beautiful.”
“I guess she saves that for the men she sleeps with. Lucky you.”
I thought about Emily’s naked body and quickly tried to push the thought away. “Lucky me,” I said. “She’s incredible.”
“You seem to really like her.”
“I do. A lot. Look, the sex was amazing, and I’m dying to do it again. But it’s more than that. I get along so well with her. She’s the easiest person to talk to. And she’s very easy on the eyes.”
“So you’re going to see her again?”
“Of course I am. I’m actually helping her next Saturday when she moves into her new house.”
“I’m sure you’ll be doing more than just helping her move.”
“Let’s hope so,” I said and grinned.
For a while we worked in silence, working with the hay bales. I was so lost in thought about Emily that I didn’t mind the silence at all. It was Brady who broke it. He stopped and looked at me with a concerned look on his face.
“Why are you looking at me like that?” I asked him.
“Just be careful, okay.”
“Careful? Of what?”
“I know you like Emily, and I’m sure she likes you. But just be careful. She’s a nice girl, but it’s obvious that someone is upset with her. I mean, come on dude, someone burned down her house. If there’s someone out there that would go to those lengths to get back at h
er, you know it’s got to be bad. And do you really think they’re going to do that and then just walk away? They’re probably watching her. They probably know that you are now sleeping with her. Just be careful. Don’t get involved in something like this. You’ve had to go through enough shit in your life. You don’t need this too.”
“You really think someone cares about me being with her? I don’t think we’re being watched. In fact, we’re not even a hundred percent sure that it really was arson. That’s just what we were told.”
“Your chief told you that. He’s not the sort of guy that bullshits people. If he told you that then it was because it was true. Anyway, just be careful. This is a small town. People talk.”
I sighed. “Sure, I’ll be careful. I promise.” But I wasn’t really that worried. Brady was just being paranoid. He’d been living in a small town by himself for far too long. I liked Emily, and she liked me. I didn’t see any reason why the two of us couldn’t be together. And how did we know that the arson wasn’t just some random act of violence by some madman? Maybe it had nothing to do with her. I wasn’t going to stop seeing her just because of that. And even if someone did do it on purpose, then I wanted to make sure that she had someone by her side to protect her. I was more than happy to be that man.
It was a particularly hot day, and working all day on the ranch had me exhausted. I was happy when Brady called it a day.
“Oh, I forgot to tell you. Harold called a little while ago. He’s coming over to do a few things on the ranch. He’s probably already here. He wanted to know if we were up for meeting him for a beer. Want to join?”
I wiped my forehead with my shirt and nodded. “I’d do anything for a cold beer right about now.”
Harold was waiting for us when we arrived and the moment we sat down, two beers were placed in front of us.
“I figured you’d want a cold one as you got here. Today is so hot.”
“Thank you,” I said and took a grateful sip while Brady did the same.
“I’ve got to hand it to you boys. It’s not easy working out on the ranch all day, but it’s even harder when the weather is like this. You boys did well. I’m very impressed.”
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