Luke brushed against her as he reached to change the images to view the fractures from another angle. ‘We’ll have to put a nail and screws in the femur and plates on the tib and fib.’
‘Looks like you’ll be in Theatre for a while.’
‘Sure does. Good thing I always liked Mechano kits and fixing things.’ Luke cast her a mischievous smile before turning back to linger a moment more, his expression serious as he studied the various digital X-rays she had taken. ‘I’ll call Maurice. He’ll want to come in for this one. And with so much bleeding, as well as all the dirt in the wound and the risk of infection with an open fracture, we won’t delay operating.’
As he moved away to talk with Robert Mowbray, the A and E consultant in charge of the patient, Francesca breathed out a sigh of relief and endeavoured to get her wayward responses back under control. This had been going on for nearly ten days now and, despite her regular assurances to herself that things would settle down, her awareness of Luke seemed to get stronger every day.
From the first moment of the first day working together in the fracture clinic, Francesca had been impressed by and in awe of Luke’s skill. He knew what he wanted and didn’t suffer fools gladly, but even in Theatre during a tense operation—where she had seen other surgeons lose their rag and take their temper out on assorted staff—Luke never lost his cool and always treated people with respect. She had quickly realised that Luke had cultivated a work persona, just as she had, reminding her once again just how much they had in common.
They had swiftly fallen into a pattern, with Luke walking her home after work, spending time with her, catching up on their lives without touching on anything too personal or relating to the past, talking mostly about work and their various experiences during their training. On one of their two days off between the change from day shifts to night shifts, she had gone with him to visit his mother. Sadie, recovered from her broken arm, had made her so welcome it had brought tears to Francesca’s eyes.
In all their time together, Luke had done nothing to suggest he saw her as anything other than a friend, leaving her on each occasion with a gentle kiss to her forehead. And that was what she wanted…friendship. So why did she feel disappointed? Why did she yearn for more? And why did the frisson of sexual chemistry increase every time she saw him?
Another question also nagged at her. What was with their shifts? She had no idea how or why it came to be, but their working hours always seemed to match. When she was on call to A and E, so was Luke. When she was asked to cover the fracture clinic, he was taking it. When she was on nights, so was Luke. When she was called to the operating theatre to take images to verify the placement of fixings after repairs to fractures, Luke was there. She didn’t want to ask if he had done something to arrange it, because she didn’t want to appear stupid or for him to get the wrong impression. Maybe it was just an innocent coincidence and nothing to do with Luke at all, but suspicion lingered.
Not that she minded working with him. He was not only a superb doctor, sharply intelligent and exceedingly thorough, spotting things she knew others would have missed, but his attitude to his patients was wonderful. He exuded professional authority mixed with casual charm, he was kind and unhurried, and he listened. He knew when to tease and lighten the atmosphere, when to reassure and ease anxiety, and when to be firm and straightforward.
‘Maurice is on his way,’ Luke announced, appearing beside her and making her jump.
The sound of an ambulance siren cut through the night, its blue lights flashing in the darkness outside as it turned into the approach to the hospital. As the A and E staff swung into action to greet the new arrival, Luke caught her fingers and drew her aside, squeezing them gently before letting go.
‘I don’t know how long I’ll be in Theatre,’ he told her, the expression in his green eyes intent as he looked at her. ‘But hopefully I’ll catch up with you before breakfast and walk you home.’
‘OK.’
Francesca wanted to tell him not to worry, that they didn’t have to be joined at the hip and do everything together, but a worrying part of her wanted, needed, to see him.
His fingertips briefly skimmed her cheek. ‘You look tired. I think we can both use these days off. If I don’t see you before your shift ends, get home and have a good sleep. I’ll call you later and we can arrange to do something over the weekend.’
Before she had a chance to respond, he strode off across the department, heading for the lift that would take him up to the floor that housed the operating theatres. She felt bemused. Her skin still tingled from his feather-light touch, and despite knowing it wasn’t sensible to become so comfortable with him, to see him all the time, she was looking forward to it. She knew she was on dangerous ground, that she should be strong and keep more distance between them. Why hadn’t she told him she already had plans for Saturday? She vowed that she would the next time she spoke to him. She would. Definitely.
‘Francesca, good, you’re still here.’ A and E registrar Will Brown hurried up to her, reclaiming her attention. ‘We have a collapsed man, aged seventy-two. Suspected abdominal aortic aneurysm with possible rupture. We’ve fast-bleeped the vascular surgeon, but we need chest and abdominal X-rays and an ultrasound scan.’
‘Of course,’ Francesca agreed, hurrying with him to Resus.
It was nearly half past two in the morning and things didn’t seem to be slowing down. Whilst she didn’t want anyone hurt or sick, having her attention focused on work and those who needed her meant she had less time to think disturbing thoughts about Luke.
The haemorrhaging under control and a femoral nail having been inserted in the motorcyclist’s thigh, held in place by screws, Luke prepared to work on the lower leg under the watchful eye of Maurice Goodwin. Other members of the team had already thoroughly cleaned the wounds of dirt and gravel and had debrided dead and contaminated tissue.
Things were fairly relaxed under Mr Goodwin’s regime, with classical music playing in the background and a lot of banter flowing back and forth between the staff…the kind his previous boss and mentor, Professor James Fielding-Smythe, would have hated.
Luke tuned out the chatter, and the relentless march of time, as he concentrated on his work, making an incision and sliding a metal plate under the muscles and along the tibia. After manoeuvring the fragment of bone that had splintered off back into place, he positioned the plate and attached it with several screws, bringing the pieces into alignment and holding them together, checking all the time on the X-ray display screen that everything was in the right place.
Next Luke turned his attention to the fibula and the jagged break that had pierced the skin. Here he used a smaller plate for the thinner bone, inserting screws and squeezing the fracture together, watching the screen again to ensure the correct alignment. Then all that remained was to suture the incisions closed and temporarily cover the wounds with sterile dressings to help guard against infection.
‘Good job, Luke,’ Maurice Goodwin praised when the operation finally ended and their patient was taken to Recovery before being moved to the intensive care unit. ‘He’ll have a long recovery ahead of him but he has a good chance of full use of the leg eventually after your repairs.’
‘Thank you, sir. Sorry we had to bring you in.’
The older man waved a dismissive hand before stripping off his protective clothing. ‘All part of the job. Interesting case. I’ll get back home for a couple more hours’ sleep. Call me if there are problems,’ he instructed before heading out.
Luke went to get cleaned up and change his clothes before going to ICU to check on the motorcyclist. All being well, he’d see him settled before his shift finished. Two of his colleagues were in the washroom when he entered. He’d kept himself pretty much to himself during his first ten days, interacting well on a professional level but resisting any social connections.
‘So, Luke, what have you got that we haven’t?’ one of the junior doctors teased.
Wary,
Luke glanced up from scrubbing his hands at the sink. ‘What do you mean?’
‘You seem to be having more success than the rest of the male population around here in chipping away at the Ice Maiden’s chilly armour.’
Luke’s temper rose as the two men laughed. ‘I beg your pardon?’
‘Francesca Scott,’ the second doctor enlightened him with a salacious grin, apparently not reading the signs of Luke’s ire. ‘Many have tried and been frozen in the process, mate. Rumour is perhaps she’s only into women, you know? Be a waste, though, right? I mean, she has a lush pair of breasts! Enough to make a man weep. If you have any luck warming her up, let me know. I wouldn’t be the only one who’d like a turn.’
His fists clenched instinctively and it was only with a supreme effort of will and an inbuilt reminder that he was not his father or his brothers, solving everything with violence, that kept Luke from landing a punch on both the younger men’s cocky, leering faces. No way would these creeps be touching Francesca. Neither would anyone else. If he ever caught them so much as looking at her breasts, they might discover there was more of the Devlin in him than he wanted there to be.
‘You know nothing about Francesca and I don’t appreciate you disrespecting her. I wouldn’t do it again,’ he advised curtly, walking away to the locker room, aware the two juniors were staring after him in surprise.
Once alone, Luke drew in a steadying breath. The comments from his colleagues made him wonder why Francesca had cultivated her reputation for coldness and unapproachability when he knew neither was true. A frown darkened his brow as he thought back, wondering what had happened to her in the ten years he had missed out on and if there were clues there he had yet to discover. He knew she’d had a rough time with that domineering, driven woman for a mother. Francesca had been so oppressed, pushed relentlessly to do something he wasn’t at all sure she had enjoyed. And she’d been kept on such a tight leash she had known no fun, no joy, had not been allowed friends or any freedom. He recalled what she had told him about the incident with his mother’s shortbread and renewed hurt for her tightened his gut.
His father and his brothers might have been bastards who belonged in the gutter, but at least he’d had his ma, had known some love and affection. How much of that had ever been in Francesca’s life? Luke ran a hand through his hair. What else had happened to her? Was it just because of her mother that she shied away from relationships, from caring? Or had something else happened in the last decade that had hardened her resolution to remain alone? He needed her, badly, and he believed more and more that she needed him, too…needed to learn to love and be loved.
He changed scrubs, wrote up his notes and went to the ICU to check on his patient, all duties he had to perform before he was free to go in search of Francesca. With every day that passed, he was filled with renewed determination to stay close to her, to win her round, to show her how good things could be between them. Now they had some time off and he had plans for the weekend….
‘It’s only a few more weeks until Gina’s wedding and we’re going for the final fitting of dresses on Saturday,’ Holly Tait, a nurse from the children’s ward, explained to the small group gathered at a table in the canteen.
Francesca allowed the talk to wash over her. She’d sat with Holly because she liked her. Around the same age as herself, Holly was a great nurse…she was also shy and didn’t gossip. Unfortunately, several others had come to join them as night shifts drew to an end, and Francesca wished she had just gone home as she usually did rather than come up here for some breakfast first. She’d told herself it was because she was too tired to be bothered to eat anything when she got home, but she very much feared it was all down to weakness of will and a traitorous part of her was lingering in the hope of seeing Luke.
‘Are you coming to Gina’s hen party, Francesca?’ Holly asked, reclaiming her attention.
‘If I’m not working.’
It was a cagey answer, she knew. She didn’t enjoy social occasions and hen nights were usually the worst of the worst. But she liked Gina, and knowing that her celebrations were different from the norm made her reconsider. Instead of some wild, boozy night, Gina had planned a day of being pampered at a spa for a select group of friends, followed by an evening meal at a favoured restaurant. That she had been included on the guest list made Francesca feel both honoured and nervous.
The talk moved on, the girls giggling as they discussed how lucky Gina was to have won the heart of her rich and sexy Italian doctor. Seb Adriani had fallen so in love with Gina he had left his home country to come to Strathlochan to work alongside her at the drop-in centre.
‘Well, I’m pleased for her,’ Holly said, ever loyal in her support. ‘Seb is a really nice guy and they are so in love.’
‘She deserves her happiness,’ Francesca agreed, knowing how Gina had devoted so much of herself to care for her elderly grandparents. Her grandmother was still alive and Seb had embraced the older lady, insisting she be part of their family after their marriage.
She shared a smile with Holly, seeing the sadness behind the other girl’s eyes, knowing from Annie how much Holly was in love with A and E doctor Gus Buchanan. It was a difficult situation because Holly’s devious, manipulative sister Julia had all but stolen Gus from under Holly’s nose, getting pregnant and trapping him into an unhappy marriage.
‘Do you remember your first kiss?’
The question from one of the other nurses startled Francesca from her reverie. ‘Um, yes. Do you?’
‘I’ll say.’ Carolyn giggled, leaning forward to share her confidence. ‘It was foul! But most people say that, don’t they?’
The others joined in and they all laughed over their stories and memories of their first kisses. ‘How about you, Francesca?’ Carolyn asked.
‘Me?’ A flush warmed her cheeks. She seldom found herself in this sort of situation and hated to talk about herself, but memories of that first kiss were so vibrant in her mind she found herself replying. ‘It was…nice.’
Nice? Who was she kidding? It had been perfect, wonderful. And even though they had both been so young and she had been so inexperienced, nothing had really lived up to it since. Which was ridiculous, but true all the same.
‘Well, go on, then!’ the girls teased.
‘What?’
‘You seem to be the only one of us who enjoyed their first kiss! Mine was wet and sloppy and revolting and I vowed never to do it again.’ Holly giggled shyly.
‘Mine was gross, too, but I’ve made up for it since!’ another joked. ‘Come on, Francesca.’
‘There’s not much to tell,’ she lied, silent for several moments as she relived that unforgettable day in her mind…
It had been exam time near the end of the school year. She had been sixteen, surrounded in the school playground by the gang of girls who had tormented and teased her for as long as Francesca could remember. Luke had come outside and the girls had jostled her, pushing her forward, bumping her into Luke and daring her to kiss him. She had been mortified as they had stood back to giggle and make catcalls. Tears had stung her eyes as she had forced herself to look up at Luke—eighteen, so handsome, her hero. He had looked past her to the group of girls, had realised what was going on, and the expression in his green eyes had gentled.
‘Are they making you do this?’
She’d nodded, too shy and humiliated to speak.
‘Well, let’s give them a show they won’t forget.’
‘What?’ Her eyes had widened, round and scared. ‘You don’t have to.’
He’d smiled then, the sinful, bad-boy smile that still made her melt. ‘I know. But I want to kiss you,’ he had confided, shocking her anew.
‘Y-you do?’ she’d managed, scarcely able to breathe.
‘Very much.’
‘But…’
He’d looked down at her, considering. ‘Have you been kissed before?’
A tide of embarrassed colour had washed her cheeks as she shook her
head in denial.
‘Do you trust me?’
‘Yes.’
The affirmation was immediate. She had always trusted him, despite the things they had said about him and his beastly family. Instinctively, she had always known that Luke and his mother were good people, and for years Luke had been her silent protector, always in the background but there if she’d needed help. Her skin tingled unbearably as he raised a hand, his fingers gliding along her cheek before sliding back into the untamable fall of hair, drawing her towards him.
‘Just relax and follow my lead,’ he whispered. ‘I’ll look after you.’
Drawing in a ragged breath, she nodded, eyes drifting shut at the feel of his lips as they pressed gently and firmly against hers. He was wonderful. She could hear the taunts and whistles from the girls but all she could focus on was him. He pulled away slightly and she experienced a crushing sense of disappointment that it was over, but he didn’t let her go. Eyes sultry with something she didn’t recognise, he brushed the pad of his thumb over her lips.
‘Open your mouth for me, Chessie,’ he instructed softly, using the name only he called her.
‘W-what?’
He smiled, amused but kind. ‘I want to do this right.’
A bit bemused, she nevertheless did what he said, her lips parting as he tilted her head and his mouth took possession of hers once more. There was no other way to describe it. Gently, firmly but thoroughly, he possessed her, teaching her what kissing was like. The world ceased to exist beyond their own space as his lips caressed hers. Then she started in shock as his tongue teased her lips before sliding inside her mouth. Even more shocking, she found she liked it. More than liked it. And she kissed him back, tentatively touching her tongue to his, gasping as he kissed her more deeply, more strongly, drinking her in, tasting and savouring her as if unable to get enough.
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