In his own world when people were shot at like that they came back next week for another episode, but he didn’t think this person would be doing that.
A gust of wind blew through the tree, making it sway giddily. He climbed down a little way. The first part was reasonably easy, since the branches were all fairly close together. It was the last bit that appeared to be an insuperable obstacle—a sheer drop which could cause him severe internal damage or rupture and might in turn cause him to start believing things that were seriously strange.
The sound of voices over in a distant corner of the field suddenly caught his attention. A lorry had pulled up by the side of the road. He watched carefully for a moment, but couldn’t see anything particular to believe in and so returned to his introspection.
There was, he remembered, an odd function call he had had last night, which he hadn’t encountered before, but he had a feeling that it might be something he’d heard of called remorse. He hadn’t felt at all comfortable about the way the person he had shot at had just lain there, and after initially walking away the Monk had returned to have another look. There was definitely an expression on the person’s face which seemed to suggest that something was up, that this didn’t fit in with the scheme of things. The Monk worried that he might have badly spoiled his evening.
Still, he reflected, so long as you did what you believed to be right, that was the main thing.
The next thing he had believed to be right was that having spoiled this person’s evening he should at least convey him to his home, and a quick search of his pockets had produced an address, some maps and some keys. The trip had been an arduous one, but he had been sustained on the way by his faith.
The word “bathroom” floated unexpectedly across the field.
He looked up again at the lorry in the distant corner. There was a man in a dark blue uniform explaining something to a man in rough working clothes, who seemed a little disgruntled about whatever it was. The words “until we trace the owner” and “completely batty, of course” were gusted over on the wind. The man in the working clothes clearly agreed to accept the situation, but with bad grace.
A few moments later, a horse was led out of the back of the lorry and into the field. The Monk blinked. His circuits thrilled and surged with astonishment. Now here at last was something he could believe in, a truly miraculous event, a reward at last for his unstinting if rather promiscuous devotion.
The horse walked with a patient, uncomplaining gait. It had long grown used to being wherever it was put, but for once it felt it didn’t mind this. Here, it thought, was a pleasant field. Here was grass. Here was a hedge it could look at. There was enough space that it could go for a trot later on if it felt the urge. The humans drove off and left it to its own devices, to which it was quite content to be left. It went for a little amble, and then, just for the hell of it, stopped ambling. It could do what it liked.
What pleasure.
What very great and unaccustomed pleasure.
It slowly surveyed the whole field, and then decided to plan out a nice relaxed day for itself. A little trot later on, it thought, maybe around threeish. After that a bit of a lie down over on the east side of the field where the grass was thicker. It looked like a suitable spot to think about supper in.
Lunch, it rather fancied, could be taken at the south end of the field where a small stream ran. Lunch by a stream, for heaven’s sake. This was bliss.
It also quite liked the notion of spending half an hour walking alternately a little bit to the left and then a little bit to the right, for no apparent reason. It didn’t know whether the time between two and three would be best spent swishing its tail or mulling things over.
Of course, it could always do both, if it so wished, and go for its trot a little later. And it had just spotted what looked like a fine piece of hedge for watching things over, and that would easily while away a pleasant preprandial hour or two.
Good.
An excellent plan.
And the best thing about it was that having made it the horse could now completely and utterly ignore it. It went instead for a leisurely stand under the only tree in the field.
From out of its branches the Electric Monk dropped onto the horse’s back, with a cry which sounded suspiciously like “Geronimo.”
18
DIRK GENTLY BRIEFLY ran over the salient facts once more while Richard MacDuff’s world crashed slowly and silently into a dark, freezing sea which he hadn’t even known was there, waiting, inches beneath his feet. When Dirk had finished for the second time, the room fell quiet while Richard stared fixedly at his face.
“Where did you hear this?” he said at last.
“The radio,” said Dirk, with a slight shrug. “At least the main points. It’s all over the news of course. The details? Well, discreet inquiries among contacts here and there. There are one or two people I got to know at Cambridge police station, for reasons which may occur to you.”
“I don’t even know whether to believe you,” said Richard quietly. “May I use the phone?”
Dirk courteously picked a telephone receiver out of the wastepaper bin and handed it to him. Richard dialed Susan’s number.
The phone answered almost immediately and a frightened voice said, “Hello?”
“Susan, it’s Ri—”
“Richard! Where are you? For God’s sake, where are you? Are you all right?”
“Don’t tell her where you are,” said Dirk.
“Susan, what’s happened?”
“Don’t you—?”
“Somebody told me that something’s happened to Gordon, but . . .”
“Something’s happened—? He’s dead, Richard, he’s been murdered—”
“Hang up,” said Dirk.
“Susan, listen. I—”
“Hang up,” repeated Dirk, and then leaned forward to the phone and cut him off. “The police will probably have a trace on the line,” he explained. He took the receiver and chucked it back in the bin.
“But I have to go to the police,” Richard exclaimed.
“Go to the police?”
“What else can I do? I have to go to the police and tell them that it wasn’t me.”
“Tell them that it wasn’t you?” said Dirk incredulously. “Well, I expect that will probably make it all right, then. Pity Dr Crippen didn’t think of that. Would have saved him a lot of bother.”
“Yes, but he was guilty!”
“Yes, so it would appear. And so it would appear, at the moment, are you.”
“But I didn’t do it, for God’s sake!”
“You are talking to someone who has spent time in prison for something he didn’t do, remember. I told you that coincidences are strange and dangerous things. Believe me, it is a great deal better to find cast-iron proof that you’re innocent than to languish in a cell hoping that the police—who already think you’re guilty—will find it for you.”
“I can’t think straight,” said Richard, with his hand to his forehead. “Just stop for a moment and let me think this out—”
“If I may—”
“Let me think—!”
Dirk shrugged and turned his attention back to his cigarette, which seemed to be bothering him.
“It’s no good,” said Richard shaking his head after a few moments, “I can’t take it in. It’s like trying to do trigonometry when someone’s kicking your head. OK, tell me what you think I should do.”
“Hypnotism.”
“What?”
“It is hardly surprising in the circumstances that you should be unable to gather your thoughts clearly. However, it is vital that somebody gathers them. It will be much simpler for both of us if you will allow me to hypnotize you. I strongly suspect that there is a very great deal of information jumbled up in your head that will not emerge while you are shaking it up so—that might not emerge at all because you do not realize its significance. With your permission we can shortcut all that.”
; “Well, that’s decided then,” said Richard, standing up, “I’m going to the police.”
“Very well,” said Dirk, leaning back and spreading his palms on the desk, “I wish you the very best of luck. Perhaps on your way out you would be kind enough to ask my secretary to get me some matches.”
“You haven’t got a secretary,” said Richard, and left.
Dirk sat and brooded for a few seconds, made a valiant but vain attempt to fold the sadly empty pizza box into the wastepaper bin, and then went to look in the cupboard for a metronome.
Richard emerged blinking into the daylight. He stood on the top step rocking slightly, then plunged off down the street with an odd kind of dancing walk which reflected the whirling dance of his mind. On the one hand he simply couldn’t believe that the evidence wouldn’t show perfectly clearly that he couldn’t have committed the murder; on the other hand he had to admit that it all looked remarkably odd.
He found it impossible to think clearly or rationally about it. The idea that Gordon had been murdered kept blowing up in his mind and throwing all other thoughts into total confusion and disruption.
It occurred to him for a moment that whoever did it must have been a damn fast shot to get the trigger pulled before being totally overwhelmed by waves of guilt, but instantly he regretted the thought. In fact he was a little appalled by the general quality of the thoughts that sprang into his mind.
They seemed inappropriate and unworthy and mostly had to do with how it would affect his projects in the company.
He looked about inside himself for any feeling of great sorrow or regret, and assumed that it must be there somewhere, probably hiding behind the huge wall of shock.
He arrived back within sight of Islington Green, hardly noticing the distance he had walked. The sudden sight of the police squad car parked outside his house hit him like a hammer and he swung on his heels and stared with furious concentration at the menu displayed in the window of a Greek restaurant.
“Dolmades,” he thought, frantically.
“Souvlaki,” he thought.
“A small spicy Greek sausage,” passed hectically through his mind. He tried to reconstruct the scene in his mind’s eye without turning around. There had been a policeman standing watching the street, and as far as he could recall from the brief glance he had, it looked as if the side door of the building which led up to his flat was standing open.
The police were in his flat. In his flat. Fassolia Plaki! A filling bowl of haricot beans cooked in a tomato and vegetable sauce!
He tried to shift his eyes sideways and back over his shoulder. The policeman was looking at him. He yanked his eyes back to the menu and tried to fill his mind with finely ground meat mixed with potato, breadcrumbs, onions, and herbs rolled into small balls and fried. The policeman must have recognized him and was at that very moment dashing across the road to grab him and lug him off in a Black Maria just as they had done to Dirk all those years ago in Cambridge.
He braced his shoulders against the shock, but no hand came to grab him. He glanced back again, but the policeman was looking unconcernedly in another direction. Stifado.
It was very apparent to him that his behavior was not that of one who was about to go and hand himself over to the police.
So what else was he to do?
Trying in a stiff, awkward way to walk naturally, he yanked himself away from the window, strolled tensely down the road a few yards, and then ducked back down Camden Passage again, walking fast and breathing hard. Where could he go? To Susan? No—the police would be there or watching. To the WFT offices in Primrose Hill? No—same reason. What on earth, he screamed silently at himself, was he doing suddenly as a fugitive?
He insisted to himself, as he had insisted to Dirk, that he should not be running away from the police. The police, he told himself, as he had been taught when he was a boy, were there to help and protect the innocent. This thought caused him instantly to break into a run and he nearly collided with the proud new owner of an ugly Edwardian floor lamp.
“Sorry,” he said, “sorry.” He was startled that anyone should want such a thing, and slowed his pace to a walk, glancing with sharp hunted looks around him. The very familiar shop fronts full of old polished brass, old polished wood and pictures of Japanese fish suddenly seemed very threatening and aggressive.
Who could possibly have wanted to kill Gordon? This was the thought that suddenly hammered at him as he turned down Charlton Place. All that had concerned him so far was that he hadn’t.
But who had?
This was a new thought.
Plenty of people didn’t care for him much, but there is a huge difference between disliking somebody—maybe even disliking them a lot—and actually shooting them, strangling them, dragging them through the fields and setting their house on fire. It was a difference which kept the vast majority of the population alive from day to day.
Was it just theft? Dirk hadn’t mentioned anything being missing, but then he hadn’t asked him.
Dirk. The image of his absurd but oddly commanding figure sitting like a large toad, brooding in his shabby office, kept insisting itself upon Richard’s mind. He realized that he was retracing the way he had come, and deliberately made himself turn right instead of left.
That way madness lay.
He just needed a space, a bit of time to think and collect his thoughts together.
All right—so where was he going? He stopped for a moment, turned around and then stopped again. The idea of dolmades suddenly seemed very attractive and it occurred to him that the cool, calm and collected course of action would have been simply to walk in and have some. That would have shown Fate who was boss.
Instead, Fate was engaged on exactly the same course of action. It wasn’t actually sitting in a Greek restaurant eating dolmades, but it might as well have been, because it was clearly in charge. Richard’s footsteps drew him inexorably back through the winding streets, over the canal.
He stopped briefly at a corner shop, and then hurried on past the council estates, and into developer territory again until he was standing once more outside 33 Peckender Street. At about the same time as Fate would have been pouring itself the last of the retsina, wiping its mouth and wondering if it had any room left for baklavas, Richard gazed up at the tall ruddy Victorian building with its soot-darkened brickwork and its heavy, forbidding windows. A gust of wind whipped along the street and a small boy bounded up to him.
“Fuck off,” chirped the little boy, then paused and looked at him again.
“ ’Ere, mister,” he added, “can I have your jacket?”
“No,” said Richard.
“Why not?” said the boy.
“Er, because I like it,” said Richard.
“Can’t see why,” muttered the boy. “Fuck off.” He slouched off moodily down the street, kicking a stone at a cat.
Richard entered the building once more, mounted the stairs uneasily and looked again into the office.
Dirk’s secretary was sitting at her desk, head down, arms folded.
“I’m not here,” she said.
“I see,” said Richard.
“I only came back,” she said, without looking up from the spot on her desk at which she was staring angrily, “to make sure he notices that I’ve gone. Otherwise he might just forget.”
“Is he in?” asked Richard.
“Who knows? Who cares? Better ask someone who works for him, because I don’t.”
“Show him in!” boomed Dirk’s voice.
She glowered for a moment, stood up, went to the inner door, wrenched it open, said “Show him in yourself,” slammed the door once more and returned to her seat.
“Er, why don’t I just show myself in?” said Richard.
“I can’t even hear you,” said Dirk’s ex-secretary, staring resolutely at her desk. “How do you expect me to hear you if I’m not even here?”
Richard made a placatory gesture, which was ignored, and walked throu
gh and opened the door to Dirk’s office himself. He was startled to find the room in semi-darkness. A blind was drawn down over the window, and Dirk was lounging back in his seat, his face bizarrely lit by the strange arrangement of objects sitting on the desk. At the forward edge of the desk sat an old gray bicycle lamp, facing backward and shining a feeble light on a metronome which was ticking softly back and forth, with a highly polished silver teaspoon strapped to its metal rod.
Richard tossed a couple of boxes of matches onto the desk.
“Sit down, relax, and keep looking at the spoon,” said Dirk. “You are already feeling sleepy . . .”
Another police car pulled itself up to a screeching halt outside Richard’s flat, and a grim-faced man climbed out and strode over to one of the constables on duty outside, flashing an identity card.
“Detective Inspector Mason, Cambridgeshire CID,” he said. “This the MacDuff place?”
The constable nodded and showed him to the side-door entrance which opened onto the long narrow staircase leading up to the top flat. Mason bustled in and then bustled straight out again.
“There’s a sofa halfway up the stairs,” he told the constable. “Get it moved.”
“Some of the lads have already tried, sir,” the constable replied anxiously. “It seems to be stuck. Everyone’s having to climb over it for the moment, sir. Sorry, sir.”
Mason gave him another grim look from a vast repertoire he had developed which ranged from very, very blackly grim indeed, at the bottom of the scale, all the way up to tiredly resigned and only faintly grim, which he reserved for his children’s birthdays.
“Get it moved,” he repeated grimly, and bustled grimly back through the door grimly hauling up his trousers and coat in preparation for the grim ascent ahead.
“No sign of him yet?” asked the driver of the car, coming over himself. “Sergeant Gilks,” he introduced himself. He looked tired.
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