“Oh, I’d say do it, Mya. When you have an urge like that, I don’t think it’s the kind of thing that should be ignored.”
She lifted her hands and placed them on my chest, pushed herself off the dressing table and propelled me backwards. I barely managed one step back before I collapsed onto her bed. My heart raced as my body became flooded with arousal. Mya climbed over me and took my head in her hands, hesitated and stared intensely down at me, her eyes searching for the connection she found in mine.
Although Mya acted like she was dominating me, I could feel her body tremble above me. She was trying to be brave and I wasn’t going to leave her to struggle so I quickly wrapped my arms around her and flipped her onto her back, hovering above her.
“Hmm, not quite fast enough, Mya. I think I’m going to take it from here if you don’t mind.”
From her breathless reaction I could see that she hadn’t expected my response and the element of surprise had taken her off guard. Her huge blue eyes widened before her coy smile made an appearance and helped me feel more confident about touching her intimately. In fact, the draw to do so was becoming increasingly overwhelming. That was when, for the second time in my life, I felt what I had felt with Lily, that urge for more, but that time it was with Mya and I knew that I’d never pass up the opportunity of seeing where this could lead us.
“You’re so beautiful, Mya.”
I found myself staring in silence into her sparkling, bright blue eyes after my statement. It felt like the sky would fall if I looked away. Mya licked her lips slowly and drew her hands up both sides of my body and under my shirt. I shivered at her touch and my dick twitched uncomfortably in my trousers. I had to get closer.
Dropping my arms, I allowed the weight of my hips to sag and I lay on top of her causing us to sink deeper into the mattress. Her small soft hands slowly traced over my skin, her gentle touch and tender attention was a very new experience for me. I couldn’t hold back much longer and dropped my head until my forehead was resting against hers.
Once again, we shared a quiet moment where we just absorbed each other. We both swallowed at the same time, our mouths dry in anticipation of what was going to happen next. Mya smelled incredible, her soft sweet perfume overwhelmed my senses.
Cutting into our silence, Mya’s hands moved to my head and she began to run her fingers through my hair.
“I love your hair, Jack. I’ve wondered what it would feel like to run my fingers through it for weeks. It’s so not fair for a guy to have hair like this and you aren’t even in a rock band.”
Chuckling softly, she gently slid the strands of hair pass through her fingers. A few times her fingertips touched my scalp and it sent an electrical pulse through me, which was both delicious and teasing.
Reaching up I brushed a wisp of her hair from her face and placed my lips on hers in a hesitant kiss and then began to move down her neck. I peppered kisses from her ear to the collar of her little white t-shirt. I began to push her leather jacket over her shoulders and she sat up briefly as I pulled the sleeves down her arms. One at a time she lifted her arms so that I could pull the sleeves off and when her jacket was free of her body, I threw it behind me onto the floor.
Glancing back at Mya, I saw that she had lain back onto the mattress with her hands placed casually above her head. As my eyes began to rake down her body, I saw her erect nipples through her t-shirt, holy hell when I saw she was braless my restraint cracked.
Cupping her firm breast in my hand, I took it into my mouth and sucked on her nipple though the material. Mya gasped loudly before a soft moan of pleasure followed and she wriggled under me arching her back, pushing her breasts closer. What I was doing wasn’t enough for either of us so I pulled the material down and took her sweet flesh in my hand before placing my mouth over it again. I sucked and flicked my tongue around her nipple before biting it gently and I felt her body gently vibrate.
“Jeez, Jack. You’re wreaking havoc with me, I almost came then.” When I looked up at her I expected her to be joking but the expression on her face said she was deadly serious.
“Is that so? Well best we get the first one out of the way then because I have a night planned for us.”
I knew I sounded big headed, but I wanted to show her that I wasn’t a one-and-done kind of guy in any sense of the words and that I was a considerate and passionate man. Besides, there was nothing sexier than seeing a woman in a perpetual state of orgasm.
Too many people in my life had an idea of what I was without knowing the man inside, even Lily. I wasn’t just a guy that wanted to sleep around. I was a guy that wasn’t given much of an option. Other than Rosie, no one had truly wanted to know the real me and all the while I found girls attractive and I was having fun, I knew it wasn’t really who I was inside. It was more a case of living up to my image.
But Mya was different. That felt different—all the others paled in comparison and I was desperately hoping that she was feeling the same about me.
Chapter 27 ~ Infatuation
Both hands trailed down the sides of her body until I reached the hem of her t-shirt. My breath was ragged as I pushed the cotton material above her breasts and saw her tight little abs for the first time. Mya’s beautiful skin had a string tan line where her bikini interrupted her bronzed skin. She had a small metal ring in her belly button and I wanted nothing more than to take it between my teeth. I dipped my head near her neck and traced slow, delicate, light kisses down her body.
Watching Mya’s skin respond to my touch as it erupted in goose bumps was more than erotic. Her rapid, excited heartbeat caused a ripple of vibration on her belly and seeing her visibly excited like that turned me on even more.
Arching her back again, Mya’s head rolled to the side as she suppressed a low moan and her hips squirmed into the mattress. I dipped my tongue into her belly button and caught the ring between my teeth, tugging gently on it. Everything I was doing was calm and deliberate, but inside I was anything but. My heart was hammering inside my chest and I was fighting to stay in control. I just wanted to eat her, she smelled and tasted so damn good. I had never felt as weak willed around a woman before.
Pulling back to look up at her, I took in her appearance. Her eyes were full of want, her face slightly flushed and it struck me how young and vulnerable she looked. My willpower not to devour her was definitely waning and I had to give her one last chance to back out, because after that there would be no turning back.
“Mya are you sure you really want to do this with me? I need to know because I’m going to lose myself in you any minute now, love.”
“Of course I am. I wouldn’t be here if I wasn’t. Are you?”
Still staring back at her, I dropped my arms and sat back on my legs to place several light kisses on her belly again. I crawled up to her and took her in my arms. I placed my mouth at her ear and whispered, “I don’t think I could start something physical with you and walk away. The way I feel, I just want to do everything to you, so I have to be sure this is what you want.”
Mya leaned back to look at me and seemed pleased with my reply, her hands cradled my head as she pulled me close for a kiss. That time there was nothing gentle about it, we were hungry and our kiss felt desperate. Maybe we were both on the edge of our friendship ledge and were nervously jumping off, becoming lovers was a game changer but Mya wasn’t hesitant like I was.
Quickly, she sat up, lifted my shirt and pulled it over my head. That was all the reassurance I needed. Within seconds I reacted, flipping the button of her jeans open and I hurriedly unzipped them, tugging them down her slender, toned legs in a frantic attempt to get her naked as quickly as possible. She was telling the truth, there was no underwear in my way.
The time it had taken to pull her jeans off, kneel at the foot of the bed, separate her legs and place my mouth on her inner thighs was impressive, even if I do say so myself. She giggled when my mouth connected with her leg and in an act of modesty she covered her little clean-sh
aven pussy with her hand. I wrapped her hand in mine and lifted it away. Placing it firmly at her side, I applied a slight pressure to it to keep it there while I studied her. She smirked wryly at the intimacy of what I was doing and turned her head away, blushing slightly.
“What are you embarrassed about?” I asked, turning my head to look up at her before chastely kissing her mound. “This is beautiful, it’s an amazing part of the gorgeous girl you are, love. Don’t be shy around me.”
She cringed and covered her face with her other hand, so I went back to licking my way up her thigh to stop myself from staring. I became aware of a slight tremor of anticipation that gripped her as she waited to see what was going to happen next. Her body was literally buzzing under my touch.
Breathing in deeply, I enjoyed her sexy intimate fragrance and suddenly had to hold back my pressing need to be buried inside her. My dick twitched in protest at not having her immediate attention.
Slipping my hands under her arse, I tipped her pelvis up to make her most sensitive spot more open to me. Leaning forward, I glanced briefly at her serious face as it watched me intensely and drew my tongue along the length of her seam. She shuddered, her back arched as she tried to clamp my head between her thighs, her body instantly tensed in reaction to my expert oral attention.
“Oh fuck. Mmm.” I exclaimed.
Mya’s hands were trying to push me away like what I was doing was too much for her to tolerate even though I had only touched her once. Writhing and twisting her body, I could see her tolerance for teasing wasn’t very high. Warm slick syrupy juices flowed freely down towards her arse and I caught them on the end of my tongue.
We made eye contact and I reached up to tease her entrance with my middle finger. Mya’s mouth fell open and she gasped. “Ahhh.”
When I touched her clit with my forefinger, she moaned loudly and spread her legs wider for me. Then when I started lapping at her clitoris with my tongue, her arse began to buck in my hands and I had to squeeze her arse cheek to keep her where I wanted her.
Inserting a single finger into her wet and swollen pussy as I flicked her clit with my tongue earned me another soft moan followed by a deep breath as she writhed wantonly on the bed. Less than a minute later she fell apart screaming, fisting the sheets tightly in her hands.
I stopped briefly to look up at Mya again and couldn’t help but smile at her rolling eyes as she squirmed. She exhaled shakily and I saw her relax before she murmured, sated. It took less than a minute and I knew she couldn’t take much more of my teasing but I was enjoying her. Mya’s post-come face looked incredible and I grinned wickedly at the effect my touch had on her. She was so responsive.
“I think I just found my new favourite pastime.” I commented playfully.
Teasing her with my tongue and fingers was one thing but I didn’t think I’d be able to be so playful once I was inside her. My dick was aching and harder than it had been for months. She just felt perfect in my arms.
One thing struck me about Mya. She was happy to be led by me, she wasn’t aggressive or pushy at all and for the most part all she had done, apart from kiss me and trace her fingers tentatively over my abs, was to stroke my hair and lie almost completely passively while I explored her. Tugging my clothing was one thing, pushing me sexually apparently wasn’t her style. I briefly wondered whether she had much experience with men.
“Are you okay? You sure you want to do this, Mya?” Her eyes searched mine for a moment and she drew her tongue over her bottom lip and drew in a deep breath.
“Jack, that’s the second time you’ve asked me that, I wouldn’t have brought you here if I didn’t. It’s making me wonder whether it’s what you want. Are you getting cold feet?”
“Fuck no. I guess I’m just a little scared of taking this further and ruining what we have. What if it’s awkward between us, we’ve got three weeks left on tour.”
Mya giggled and shifted her way out from under me to kneel beside me at the bottom of the bed.
“Jack, the thought of you inside me is all I’ve thought about for weeks. If you don’t, I probably won’t talk to you again. I have wanted you since the moment I saw you. Does that help you decide what’s next?” Smiling warmly, she placed her hands on the sides of my head and kissed me in reassurance.
The kiss was tender and unhurried like she had kissed me before. Slowly I stood up; my hands mirrored hers and guarded her head whilst keeping her lips in place on mine. Easing her back on the bed, I crawled over her and lay on top of her, keeping my weight on my elbows.
“It does. Fuck, Mya, of course I want you. You’re so beautiful. I can’t stop staring at you now that I know I can.” Smirking, I dipped and lightly licked her neck from her collarbone to her ear.
My dick twitched when she let out a sexy giggle while scrunching her neck away from my touch. Her skin had reacted in instant goose bumps and once again I knew the chemistry between us was hot.
“Jack, I don’t want to wait any longer. Make love to me.”
Begging was something I was used to from women but no girl had ever asked me to make love to them. Not even Rosie. They all wanted me to ride them hard and for most of them, the wilder the ride the better. What did that mean? We’ve only known each other for a few weeks and wanted to take it further but was this infatuation I was feeling or a friendship that had bubbled over into lust? Aren’t I feeling like I did with Lily when we were teenagers? Is that it? Am I replicating the thing with Lily here?
Rolling over I managed to reach the floor and pull the box of condoms as I fought against that last thought. This isn’t Lily and this is different. Trying to open the cellophane was like trying to enter Fort Knox and when I surrendered and handed the condoms to Mya we were both chuckling heartily. I was definitely out of practice. In the end Mya ripped it with her teeth, then peeled the little gold opener strip and produced a foil wrapper. Without hesitating she tore it open and pulled the latex sheath from it.
“Are you doing the honours or am I?” she smirked, holding the condom between her thumb and forefinger.
“Hmm, I don’t think you have anything to fill that, but it might be fun watching you try to wear it.”
“Jack, I was rather hoping you could help me with that. You may have something that can pack it out.”
Smirking wickedly at how sassy she was, I grinned and took the condom from her and began rolling it down my dick.
“Always happy to help a damsel in distress or in this case, undressed.”
As soon as it was on I didn’t want to wait a moment longer. Mya smiled wickedly up at me and bit her bottom lip. Her eyes were seductively heavy and her skin tinted pink with arousal. Her shyness forgotten, Mya reached out and wrapped her little hand around my length.
“Anyone ever told you, your penis is very big?”
“All the time. I’ve never found a vagina it didn’t fit though, but that doesn’t sound like much of a compliment to give a woman, does it?”
Dropping her jaw at me, Mya smacked me on the side of my arse.
“Well you’ve obviously had a lot of loose women, Jack.”
“Are you implying it won’t fit inside you?”
“I don’t know, Jack, do you think we should find out?”
“Is that your pathetic attempt at begging me to fuck you?”
“I’m not going to beg and you’re not going to fuck me, Jack. Look at me, I’m not the kind of girl you fuck. I’m the kind of girl you make love to.”
Smiling sweetly at me, Mya was goading me into taking the next step. She was trying to sound confident and slightly arrogant with her statement, but I saw the nervous look was back in her eyes. I was feeling pretty desperate to have her, but recognised her warning was about taking care of her. So I tried to tread carefully because I was determined to give myself the best chance with her and get it right.
This girl wasn’t the type you did a one-and-done with. Mya was in a class of her own. Apart from being funny, smart and beautiful, she was very
talented and independent as well as being ball-crushingly innocent looking and sweet as sin. She was like bright sunlight suddenly flooding a darkened room and had exactly what I needed to help me feel like myself again. She was definitely girlfriend material but I still felt that five years difference between us could create some problems and I had a bit of a hang up about that for some reason.
Chapter 28 ~ You don’t play fair
The strange thing about us lying on that bed was that, if I’d been with anyone else I’d probably have been twenty minutes into a nice sexual workout. Even though I was feeling extremely horny, I didn’t want my first time with Mya to be a frantic groping session. The fact that I was thinking of it being the first time made me think I was more invested in this thing with her than I’d been willing to accept until we were both naked and all the bullshit had been stripped away.
Mya chewed the side of her mouth and I placed my fingers against her lips to stop her. She was driving me nuts with her sexy little innocent ways so I drew my fingers across them and poked one of my fingers into her mouth. She took my breath away with the power she put behind sucking it. My dick bounced heavily against her leg as the feeling radiated through me.
Mya rubbed her knee against my groin and a low gravelly sound tore from my throat. I took my wet finger out and began trailing it down her chin then between her breasts and down the length of her body to her pussy. Goose bumps appeared on her skin again, her nipples hardened and her breath caught in her throat.
“Oh, god, you taste delicious.” I murmured, moving my head back to her nipple before my mouth engulfed it and sucked hard.
She writhed and drew her palm up my arm and shoulder to grab a handful of my hair at the nape of my neck. My scalp tingled under her touch stimulating my own erogenous reaction.
My fingers were moving across Mya’s clitoris and I slid them down the wet channel to her entrance, she felt open and ready for me.
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