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by Carol Ann Duffy


  undernourished, and your

  tar-black face was beautiful.

  My poor scapegoat,

  I almost love you

  but would have cast, I know,

  the stones of silence.

  I am the artful voyeur

  of your brain’s exposed

  and darkened combs,

  your muscles’ webbing

  and all your numbered bones:

  I who have stood dumb

  when your betraying sisters,

  cauled in tar,

  wept by the railings,

  who would connive

  in civilised outrage

  yet understand the exact

  and tribal, intimate revenge.

  SEAMUS HEANEY

  The Harvest Bow

  As you plaited the harvest bow

  You implicated the mellowed silence in you

  In wheat that does not rust

  But brightens as it tightens twist by twist

  Into a knowable corona,

  A throwaway love-knot of straw.

  Hands that aged round ashplants and cane sticks

  And lapped the spurs on a lifetime of gamecocks

  Harked to their gift and worked with fine intent

  Until your fingers moved somnambulant:

  I tell and finger it like braille,

  Gleaning the unsaid off the palpable,

  And if I spy into its golden loops

  I see us walk between the railway slopes

  Into an evening of long grass and midges,

  Blue smoke straight up, old beds and ploughs in hedges,

  An auction notice on an outhouse wall –

  You with a harvest bow in your lapel,

  Me with the fishing rod, already homesick

  For the big lift of these evenings, as your stick

  Whacking the tips off weeds and bushes

  Beats out of time, and beats, but flushes

  Nothing: that original townland

  Still tongue-tied in the straw tied by your hand.

  The end of art is peace

  Could be the motto of this frail device

  That I have pinned up on our deal dresser –

  Like a drawn snare

  Slipped lately by the spirit of the corn

  Yet burnished by its passage, and still warm.

  SEAMUS HEANEY

  The Guttural Muse

  Late summer, and at midnight

  I smelt the heat of the day:

  At my window over the hotel car park

  I breathed the muddied night airs off the lake

  And watched a young crowd leave the discotheque.

  Their voices rose up thick and comforting

  As oily bubbles the feeding tench sent up

  That evening at dusk – the slimy tench

  Once called the ‘doctor fish’ because his slime

  Was said to heal the wounds of fish that touched it.

  A girl in a white dress

  Was being courted out among the cars:

  As her voice swarmed and puddled into laughs

  I felt like some old pike all badged with sores

  Wanting to swim in touch with soft-mouthed life.

  SEAMUS HEANEY

  A Keen for the Coins

  O henny penny! Oh horsed half-crown!

  O florin salmon! O sixpence hound!

  O woodcock! Piglets! Hare and bull!

  O mint of field and flood, farewell!

  Be Ireland’s lost ark, gone to ground,

  And where the rainbow ends, be found.

  SEAMUS HEANEY

  The Blackbird of Glanmore

  On the grass when I arrive,

  Filling the stillness with life,

  But ready to scare off

  At the very first wrong move.

  In the ivy when I leave.

  It’s you, blackbird, I love.

  I park, pause, take heed.

  Breathe. Just breathe and sit

  And lines I once translated

  Come back: ‘I want away

  To the house of death, to my father

  Under the low clay roof.’

  And I think of one gone to him,

  A little stillness dancer –

  Haunter-son, lost brother –

  Cavorting through the yard,

  So glad to see me home,

  My homesick first term over.

  And think of a neighbour’s words

  Long after the accident:

  ‘Yon bird on the shed roof,

  Up on the ridge for weeks –

  I said nothing at the time

  Bur I never liked yon bird.’

  The automatic lock

  Clunks shut, the blackbird’s panic

  Is shortlived, for a second

  I’ve a bird’s eye view of myself,

  A shadow on raked gravel

  In front of my house of life.

  Hedge-hop, I am absolute

  For you, your ready talkback,

  Your each stand-offish comeback,

  Your picky, nervy goldbeak –

  On the grass when I arrive,

  In the ivy when I leave.

  SEAMUS HEANEY

  Englan Voice

  I prepare – an prepare well – fe Englan.

  Me decide, and done leave behine

  all the voice of ol slave-estate bushman.

  None of that distric bad-talk in Englan,

  that bush talk of ol slave-estate man.

  Hear me speak in Englan, an see

  you dohn think I a Englan native.

  Me nah go say

  ‘Bwoy, how you du?’

  me a-go say ‘How are you old man?’

  Me nah go say

  ‘Wha yu nyam las night?’

  me a-go say ‘What did you have for supper?’

  Patois talk is bushman talk –

  people who talk patois them dam lazy.

  Because mi bush voice so settle in me

  an might let me down in-a Englan

  me a-practise.

  Me a-practise talk like teacher

  till mi Englan voice come out-a me

  like water from hillside rock.

  Even if you fellows here

  dohn hear mi Englan voice

  I have it – an hear it in mi head!

  JAMES BERRY

  The Nation

  The national day

  had dawned. Everywhere

  the national tree was opening its blossoms

  to the sun’s first rays, and from all quarters

  young and old in national costume

  were making their way to the original National

  Building, where the national standard already

  fluttered against the sky. Some breakfasted

  on the national dish as they walked, frequently

  pausing to greet acquaintances with a heartfelt

  exchange of the national gesture. Many

  were leading the national animal; others carried it

  in their arms. The national bird

  flew overhead; and on every side

  could be heard the keen strains

  of the national anthem, played on

  the national instrument.

  Where enough were gathered together,

  national feeling ran high, and concerted cries of

  ‘Death to the national foe!’ were raised.

  The national weapon was brandished. Though

  festivities were constrained by the size of

  the national debt, the national sport was

  vigorously played all day

  and the national drink drunk.

  And from midday till late in the evening

  there arose continually from the rear

  of the national prison the sounds of the national

  method of execution, dealing out rapid

  justice to those who had given way

  – on this day of all days –

  to th
e national vice.

  ROY FISHER

  Handbag

  My mother’s old leather handbag,

  crowded with letters she carried

  all through the war. The smell

  of my mother’s handbag: mints

  and lipstick and Coty powder.

  The look of those letters, softened

  and worn at the edges, opened,

  read, and refolded so often.

  Letters from my father. Odour

  of leather and powder, which ever

  since then has meant womanliness,

  and love, and anguish, and war.

  RUTH FAINLIGHT

  Willow Song

  I went down to the railway

  But the railway wasn’t there.

  A long scar lay across the waste

  Bound up with vetch and maidenhair

  And birdsfoot trefoils everywhere.

  But the clover and the sweet hay,

  The cranesbill and the yarrow

  Were as nothing to the rose bay

  the rose bay, the rose bay,

  As nothing to the rose bay willow.

  I went down to the river

  But the river wasn’t there.

  A hill of slag lay in its course

  With pennycress and cocklebur

  And thistles bristling with fur.

  But ragweed, dock and bitter may

  And hawkbit in the hollow

  Were as nothing to the rose bay,

  the rose bay, the rose bay

  As nothing to the rose bay willow.

  I went down to find my love.

  My sweet love wasn’t there.

  A shadow stole into her place

  And spoiled the loosestrife of her hair

  And counselled me to pick despair.

  Old elder and young honesty

  Turned ashen, but their sorrow

  Was as nothing to the rose bay

  the rose bay, the rose bay,

  As nothing to the rose bay willow.

  O I remember summer

  When the hemlock was in leaf.

  The sudden poppies by the path

  Were little pools of crimson grief.

  Sick henbane cowered like a thief.

  But self-heal sprang up in her way,

  And mignonette’s light yellow,

  To flourish with the rose bay,

  the rose bay, the rose bay,

  To flourish with the rose bay willow.

  Its flames took all the wasteland

  And all the river’s silt,

  But as my dear grew thin and grey

  They turned as white as salt or milk.

  Great purples withered out of guilt,

  And bright weeds blew away

  In cloudy wreaths of summer snow.

  And the first one was the rose bay,

  the rose bay, the rose bay,

  The first one was the rose bay willow.

  ANNE STEVENSON

  Immigrant

  November ’63: eight months in London.

  I pause on the low bridge to watch the pelicans:

  they float swanlike, arching their white necks

  over only slightly ruffled bundles of wings,

  burying awkward beaks in the lake’s water.

  I clench cold fists in my Marks and Spencer’s jacket

  and secretly test my accent once again:

  St James’s Park; St James’s Park; St James’s Park.

  FLEUR ADCOCK

  Begin

  Begin again to the summoning birds

  to the sight of light at the window,

  begin to the roar of morning traffic

  all along Pembroke Road.

  Every beginning is a promise

  born in light and dying in dark

  determination and exaltation of springtime

  flowering the way to work.

  Begin to the pageant of queuing girls

  the arrogant loneliness of swans in the canal

  bridges linking the past and future

  old friends passing though with us still.

  Begin to the loneliness that cannot end

  since it perhaps is what makes us begin,

  begin to wonder at unknown faces

  at crying birds in the sudden rain

  at branches stark in the willing sunlight

  at seagulls foraging for bread

  at couples sharing a sunny secret

  alone together while making good.

  Though we live in a world that dreams of ending

  that always seems about to give in

  something that will not acknowledge conclusion

  insists that we forever begin.

  BRENDAN KENNELLY

  River & Fountain

  I

  I am walking backwards into the future like a Greek.

  I have nothing to say. There is nothing I would describe.

  It was always thus: as if snow has fallen on Front

  Square, and, feeling the downy silence of the snowflakes

  That cover cobbles and each other, white erasing white,

  I read shadow and snow-drift under the Campanile.

  II

  ‘It fits on to the back of a postage stamp,’ Robert said

  As he scribbled out in tiny symbols the equation,

  His silhouette a frost-flower on the window of my last

  Year, his page the sky between chimney-stacks, his head

  And my head at the city’s centre aching for giddy

  Limits, mathematics, poetry, squeaky nibs at all hours.

  III

  Top of the staircase, Number Sixteen in Botany Bay,

  Slum-dwellers, we survived gas-rings that popped, slop-

  Buckets in the bedrooms, changeable ‘wives’, and toasted

  Doughy doorsteps, Freshmen turning into Sophisters

  In front of the higgledy flames: our still-life, crusts

  And buttery books, the half-empty marmalade jar.

  IV

  My Dansette record player bottled up like genies

  Sibelius, Shostakovich, Bruckner, dusty sleeves

  Accumulating next to Liddell and Scott’s Greek–English

  Lexicon voices the fluffy needle set almost free.

  I was the culture vulture from Ulster, Vincent’s joke

  Who heard The Rite of Spring and contemplated suicide.

  V

  Adam was first to read the maroon-covered notebooks

  I filled with innocent outpourings, Adam the scholar

  Whose stammer could stop him christening this and that,

  Whose Eden was annotation and vocabulary lists

  In a precise classicist’s hand, the love of words as words.

  My first and best review was Adam’s ‘I like these – I – I –’

  VI

  ‘College poet? Village idiot you mean!’ (Vincent again).

  In neither profession could I settle comfortably

  Once Derek arrived reciting Rimbaud, giving names

  To the constellations over the Examination Hall.

  ‘Are you Longley? Can I borrow your typewriter? Soon?’

  His was the first snow party I attended. I felt the cold.

  VII

  We were from the North, hitch-hikers on the Newry Road,

  Faces that vanished from a hundred driving-mirrors

  Down that warren of reflections – O’Neill’s Bar, Nesbitt’s –

  And through Front Gate to Connemara and Inishere,

  The raw experience of market towns and clachans, then

  Back to Rooms, village of minds, poetry’s townland.

  VIII

  Though College Square in Belfast and the Linen Hall

  Had been our patch, nobody mentioned William Drennan.

  In Dublin what dreams of liberty, the Index, the Ban:

  Etonians on Commons cut our accents with a knife.

  When Brendan from Ballylongford defied the Bishop, we
r />   Flapped our wings together and were melted in the sun.

  IX

  A bath-house lotus-eater – fags, sodden Irish Times –

  I tagged along with the Fabians, to embarrass Church

  And State our grand design. Would-be class-warriors

  We raised, for a moment, the Red Flag at the Rubrics,

  Then joined the Civil Service and talked of Civil Rights

  Was Trinity a Trojan Horse? Were we Greeks at all?

  X

  ‘The Golden Mean is a tension, Ladies, Gentlemen,

  And not a dead level’: the Homeric head of Stanford

  Who would nearly sing the first lines of the Odyssey.

  That year I should have failed, but, teaching the Poetics,

  He asked us for definitions, and accepted mine:

  ‘Sir, if prose is a river, then poetry’s a fountain.’

  XI

  Someone has skipped the seminar. Imagine his face,

  The children’s faces, my wife’s: she sat beside me then

  And they were waiting to be born, ghosts from a future

  Without Tom: he fell in love just once and died of it.

  Oh, to have turned away from everything to one face,

  Eros and Thanatos your gods, icicle and dew.

  XII

  Walking forwards into the past with more of an idea

 

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