by Jin Yong
Take you, for example, how many times have you offended me?” While saying this, her eyes were smiling.
Zhang Wuji heaved a deep sigh and said, "Miss Zhao, I offended you because I did not have any other choice. You have given me the medicine I need to save my San Shibo [third martial (older) uncle] and Liu Shishu [sixth martial (younger) uncle]; for that I will be eternally grateful.”
Zhao Min laughed and said, "I think a third part of you is muddleheaded. Yu Daiyan and Yin Liting received their injuries from my subordinates. You did not blame me, but thank me instead?”
Zhang Wuji smiled and said, "My San Shibo was injured twenty years ago; at that time you haven’t been born yet.”
"Those people are my father’s subordinates; therefore, they are also my subordinates. So what’s the difference?” Zhao Min asked, "Anyway, don’t divert the subject, I asked you: If I killed your Miss Zhou, what would you do? Would you kill me to avenge her?”
Zhang Wuji was silent for half a day before answering, "I don’t know.”
"What do you mean you don’t know?” Zhao Min pressed, "You just don’t want to say it, do you?”
Zhang Wuji said, "My father and mother were forced to their death by some people. They are from Shaolin Pai, Huashan Pai, Kongtong Pai [‘pai’ = Sect] and the others. When I got older my reasoning also grew; but the more I think, the more I don’t understand: Who was my parents’ real killer? I should say it was not Kong Zhi Dashi [Reverend Kong Zhi], Tie Qin Xiansheng [Mister Iron Qin], those people; I can’t even say it was my (maternal) grandfather or my uncle; so much so that I can’t say it was your subordinates, Ah Er, Ah San, the Xuanming Elders, and so on. All I can say is that it was fate; I have thought it over yet I could not come to the clear truth. Let’s just say that those people were the killers; then I would kill them all one by one. What do I gain? My father and mother would not come back to life. Miss Zhao, these past several days I have been thinking: If everybody does not kill somebody else, live in harmony with each other, love each other as friends, won’t that be good? I don’t want to seek revenge by killing someone; I also hope others would not kill and harm other people.”
He had had this thought for a long time, only he had not told Yang Xiao, he had not told Zhang Sanfeng, he had not told Yin Liting, yet suddenly in this small restaurant he told it to Zhao Min. Once it came out of his mouth, suddenly he felt weird.
Listening to him pouring out his heart Zhao Min paused to ponder, and then she said, "You are very kind-hearted. I can’t do that. If someone killed my father or my brother, not only I would kill him and his whole family, I would also kill his relatives, his friends, everybody who is related to him. I will wipe them clean.”
"Then surely I must stop you,” Zhang Wuji said.
"Why?” Zhao Min asked, "Are you going to side with my enemy?”
"You kill one person, you will add one guilt to your life,” Zhang Wuji said, "To the person you killed, after he died he won’t know anything, so that was that. But how about his parents, his children, his brothers or sisters, his wife; won’t they feel unbearable grief? When you recall what you did in the future, your conscience will not be peaceful. My ‘yi fu’ [godfather] has killed many people. Although he has never said anything, I know he feels deep regrets in his heart.”
Zhao Min did not say anything; she quietly pondered over what he said. Zhang Wuji asked, "Have you killed anybody?”
Zhao Min smiled and said, "I have not. But when I am older, I will kill a lot of people. My ancestor is Genghis Khan the Great Emperor, Tuolei, Badou, Xuliewu, Khubilai, those heroes. I regret that I was born female. If I were a man, hey, hey, I would certainly accomplish great undertakings.” She poured out one more cup of wine, drank it, and said, "You have not answered my question.” "If you killed Miss Zhou, or anybody related to my subordinates, then I will no longer consider you as my friend; I will never see you again, nor will I speak to you,” Zhang Wuji said.
Zhao Min laughed, "Then do you currently consider me as your friend?” she asked.
"If I hated you in my heart, then I would not sit together and drink some wine with you,” Zhang Wuji said, "Ah! It is so difficult for me to hate anybody. All my life the person I hated most was that ‘hun yuan pi li zhang’ [Lightning Palms of the Originating Formation] Cheng Kun. [Translator’s note: previously it was ‘shou’ (hand) instead of ‘zhang’ (palm); perhaps Jin Yong ‘forgot’?] Yet now that he died, I feel sorry for him. I actually wish he did not die.”
"If I die tomorrow, what would you think?” Zhao Min asked, "I bet you will say: Thank the Heaven and thank the Earth, my wicked and fiendish enemy has died; from this time on I will be spared of many troubles.”
"No, no!” Zhang Wuji loudly said, "I am not looking forward to your dying; not in the least bit. Wei Fuwang [Bat King Wei] has scared you by threatening to cut your face several times. Later on when I think about it I am very anxious.”
With a captivating smile Zhao Min blushed and lowered her head.
"Miss Zhao,” Zhang Wuji said, "Please don’t make things difficult for us. Why don’t you release the six major sects’ masters; then we all can live happily as friends, won’t that be good?”
"Very good,” Zhao Min delightfully said, "That’s what I was hoping for. You are the Cult Leader of the Ming Cult, your words carry a lot of weight. Go and talk to them, tell them to surrender to the royal government. Wait till my father becomes the Emperor, then he will grant rewards to everybody.”
Zhang Wuji slowly shook his head, "Our Han people all have a wish: to drive you, Mongolians, from invading our land,” he said.
Zhao Min abruptly stood up and said, "What? You dare to say such preposterous thing, defying your superior? Don’t you realize you are blatantly rebelling against the government?”
Zhang Wuji replied, "I am a rebel. Don’t tell me you realized it just now?”
Zhao Min fixed her gaze at him for a long time; the anger and shock on her face slowly dissipated, turning into tenderness and despair. Finally she sat back down and said, "I have already known for a long time, but I want to hear it from your own mouth before I can believe it was absolutely true. You are really beyond any help.” These words were spoken with intense bitter feeling.
Zhang Wuji’s heart was soft to begin with; this time he could not bear to hear her grieving even more, he almost blurted, "I will listen and obey you.” But this thought disappeared in a flash; he tried to control his mind, but could not find some comforting words.
Two people sat facing each other silently for a long time. Finally Zhang Wuji said, "Miss Zhao, it is late, let me walk you home.”
"You don’t want to accompany me much longer, do you?” Zhao Min asked.
"No!” Zhang Wuji frantically said, "If you want to sit here, drinking and talking, then I’ll accompany you.”
Zhao Min smiled slightly, then slowly said, "Sometimes I am thinking: if I am not a Mongolian girl, also not a Junzhu, but a common Han girl just like Miss Zhou, then perhaps you will treat me a lot better. Zhang Gongzi, what do you say: am I prettier, or Miss Zhou is prettier?”
Zhang Wuji had never expected this kind of question to ever come out of her mouth; but he remembered that after all, barbarian women were frank and did not guard their speech too much. Under the lamp light he saw her to be sweet and extremely pretty; he could not help but blurted, "Of course you are prettier.”
Zhao Min reached out with her right hand to hold the back of Zhang Wuji’s hand, her eyes showed happiness. "Zhang Gongzi,” she said, "Would you like to see me often? If I invite you from time to time to come over here and have a drink, would you come?”
As his hand was being touched by her soft and tender palm, Zhang Wuji’s heart was thumping madly. Calming his heart down he said, "I can’t stay here for too long. In a few days I am going to the south.”
"What do you do in the south?” Zhao Min asked.
Zhang Wuji sighed and said, "Even if I don’t tell you, you will be able to guess
; if I do, I’ll make you angry .”
Zhao Min averted her gaze toward the round moon outside the window; she suddenly said, "You have made a promise to do three things for me. Have you forgotten your promise?”
"Of course I haven’t forgotten,” Zhang Wuji said, "As soon as Miss tells me, I will do my utmost to fulfill it.”
Zhao Min turned her head back, looking straight at his face. She said, "Only now do I have my first request. I want you to accompany me to get that Tulong [Slaughtering Dragon] Saber.”
Zhang Wuji had already guessed that her three requests would not be easy to do; but never in his life would he guess that the first request was already a very difficult matter to do. Zhao Min saw his distress look and said, "What? You are not willing? This request certainly does not violate the way of the chivalry; it is also not something you are unable to accomplish.”
Zhang Wuji thought, "The Tulong Saber is in the hand of my Yifu; this fact is well-known in Jianghu [river and lake - martial art world], I don’t have to hide the truth from her.” Thereupon he said, "The Tulong Saber belongs to my Yifu, ‘Jin Mao Shi Wang’ [Golden Mane Lion King], Xie Daxia [Great Hero Xie]. How can I betray my Yifu by taking his saber and give it to you?”
Zhao Min said, "I do not meant for you to steal or snatch or take it by deceit; I also do not want to own this saber. All I want is for you to tell me your Yifu’s whereabouts, so I can borrow it and play with it for a couple of hours, and then I will return it to him right away. You are Yifu-yizi [fosterfather, foster son]; don’t tell me he won’t allow you to borrow it even for a couple of hours? I want to take a look at it, not to swindle his possession; I won’t use it to kill anybody, do you think I am violating the way of the chivalry?”
Zhang Wuji said, "Although this saber is talked-about in the martial world, but actually it doesn’t have anything worth looking about it except it is very heavy and unexceptionally sharp.”
"There is a saying,” Zhao Min said, "’Wu lin zhi zun, bao dao tu long, hao ling tian xia, mo gan bu cong. Yi tian bu zhu, shei yu zheng feng?’ [Martial world’s most venerable, Prized saber dragon
slaying, Controlling all under Heaven, None dares not to follow. Power of heaven not appear, who can possibly compete? - Meh’s translation] The Yitian Sword is in my hand; I surely must see what this Tulong Saber looks like. If you are concerned, you can stay by my side while I am examining the Saber. With your current skill level, I should not be able swindle you in any way.”
Zhang Wuji considered carefully, "My original plan was leaving immediately to fetch Yifu after rescuing the six major sects’ masters, to ask him to hold the Jiaozhu position. Miss Zhao promises to take a look at the Saber only for a couple of hours. I know it’s hard to say whether she has some crafty trick under her sleeves, but if I guard by her side, she won’t be able to seize the Saber. Only Yifu once said that the Tulong Saber holds a big martial art secret. Yifu has taken possession of this treasured Saber before his eyes were blinded, yet by his intelligence and wisdom he still could not penetrate the details of this secret. Given only a short couple of hours, how could this Miss Zhao uncover the secret? Besides, Yifu and I have not seen each other for more than ten years; perhaps on that isolated island he has succeeded in understanding the Saber’s secret.”
Seeing he was hesitating and not answering, Zhao Min laughed and said, "It’s up to you if you are not willing. I can think of something else for you to do, and it surely will be much more difficult.”
Zhang Wuji realized this woman was extremely cunning; if she presented another difficult problem, he might not be able to do it. Thereupon he busily said, "Very well, I agree to borrow the Tulong Saber for you. But let me get it clear: you can only borrow it for a couple of hours. If you change your mind and want to steal it, I will not let you go.”
"That’s right,” Zhao Min laughed, "I can’t use a saber, especially a heavy one. What’s good it is for me? You are respectfully presenting the Saber to me so I will not dare to offend you. When are you going to leave?”
"Within these next several days,” Zhang Wuji replied.
"Nothing could be better,” Zhao Min said, "I am going to pack now. When it’s time to leave, come and get me.”
Zhang Wuji was startled. "Are you going to come?” he asked.
"Of course,” Zhao Min answered, "I heard your Yifu lives on an isolated island far away. If he is not willing to return to the mainland, will you take tens of thousands ‘li’s journey to bring the Saber to me, let me look at it for a couple of hours, then take another tens of thousands ‘li’s journey to return the Saber back to him, and then take tens of thousands ‘li’s journey again to go back home? There is no such logic in this world.”
Zhang Wuji remembered the dangerous great billows of the ‘Bei Hai’ [Northern Sea]; whether they would be able to find the ‘bing huo dao’ [Ice and Fire Island] in the vast and boundless ocean was still a great uncertainty. There was no guarantee if they would not meet any accident during the three times voyage back and forth to the island, so what she said was right. Moreover, his Yifu had lived on ‘bing huo dao’ for more than twenty years; he might not be willing to return to the mainland in his sunset years. "The wind and the waves on the ocean are merciless,” he said, "Are you sure you want to brave this danger?”
"If you can brave the danger, why can’t I?” Zhao Min replied.
With uncertainty in his voice Zhang Wuji asked, "Will your father let you go?”
Zhao Min replied, "Father has given me the authority to command the Jianghu warriors. For the last
several years I have wandered to the east and journeyed to the west; Father has never forbidden me.”
Hearing the words ‘Father has given me the authority to command the Jianghu warriors’ Zhang Wuji’s heart was moved, "My journey to the ‘bing huo dao’ to fetch Yifu might take years or at least months,” he thought. "Supposing she is executing the luring-the-tiger-to-leave-the-mountain trick, then she might launch a large scale attack on my Cult while I am gone. But if she goes with me, her subordinates might lose command and spare me unnecessary worries over those I leave behind.” Thereupon he nodded and said, "Very well, I’ll come and get you when it’s time for us to leave.”
He had not finished speaking when suddenly they saw bright red light from beyond the window, followed by a faint clamoring noise of commotion coming from a distance.
Zhao Min went to the window to take a look. "Aiyo!” she cried out in alarm, "The Wan An Temple Pagoda is on fire! Ku Dashi, Ku Dashi, come here, quick!” She called out several times, but Ku Toutuo did not answer. She went to the outer hall but Ku Toutuo was nowhere to be seen. She asked the waiter and was told that that Toutuo went away as soon as they arrived; he did not even sit down, and he had left for a long time. Zhao Min as astonished; suddenly she recalled his strange smile earlier and could not help blushing. She lowered her head and stole a glance toward Zhang Wuji.
Zhang Wuji saw the fire was getting bigger by the minute; he was afraid his Da Shibo [first martial (older) uncle] and the others’ internal strength had not recovered and they died inside the burning Pagoda. "Miss Zhao,” he said, "I have to go!” Before finished speaking he had rushed out the restaurant.
"Wait!” Zhao Min called out, "I am coming too!” But by the time she reached the door, Zhang Wuji had disappeared.
o0o
When Ku Toutuo was taken away by the Princess, Lu Zhangke decided to take Concubine Han into his disciple, Wuwang Apu’s room. The Wan An Temple Pagoda had a total of thirteen floors, so the total height was about thirteen ‘zhang’s [1 zhang is approximately 10ft or 3.3m]. The top three floors were consecrated to house the image of Buddha, Buddhist literature, and other religious articles; nobody could stay in these floors. Wuwang Apu was in charge of guarding the Pagoda, so he occupied a room in the tenth floor; from which he could see all around and thus had a better control over the overall situation.
As he entered the room, Lu Zhangke told Wuwang Apu, "Go an
d guard outside the room, don’t let anybody enter in.” As Wuwang Apu went out the room Lu Zhangke immediately closed the door, untied the bundle to let Concubine Han out. Her beautiful face showed both shocked and hurt expression; her sad eyes were pleading. Lu Zhangke quietly said, "Now that you have arrived here, you don’t have to be afraid. I will treat you well.”
He did not want to unseal her acupoints yet, fearing she would cause a commotion. Thereupon he gently laid her down on Wuwang Apu’s bed, pulled up a quilt to cover her up; and then took another cotton-quilt to replace the bundle and set it aside. With Concubine Han safely tucked in the bed Lu Zhangke started to attend to other businesses. He did not dare to stay inside the room for too long; he went out hurriedly, forbidding Wuwang Apu from entering the room or allowing others from doing so. He knew his main disciple had always regarded him with respect and fear, so it was unlikely for him to disobey his master’s order.
Lu Zhangke thought, "I need Ku Toutuo to help me keeping the secret. If I want to win his favor, I must rescue his old lover and his daughter first. Luckily the Cult Leader of the Devil Cult made such disturbance last night, precisely over that girl by the surname of Zhou. I can always put the blame on him by saying the Devil Cult’s Jiaozhu rescued Old Nun Miejue and Miss Zhou. Truly the Heaven is on my side; Junzhu will not suspect anything. This little devil head’s martial art is superior, Junzhu cannot blame us from failing to stop him.”
All Emei Pai’s female disciples were imprisoned on the seventh floor. Miejue Shitai, being a Sect Leader, was imprisoned alone inside a smaller room. Lu Zhangke ordered the guard to open the door and then walked in. He saw Miejue was sitting cross-legged on the floor, her eyes were closed in meditation. She had been on a hunger strike for several days, but although she looked thin and pale, her countenance still showed her proud and valiant character.
"Miejue Shitai, how are you?” Lu Zhangke greeted.
Slowly Miejue Shitai opened her eyes. "It’s not good in here, what good are you talking about?” she asked. [Translator’s note: It was a play on words: ‘How are you?’ in Chinese is ‘ni3 hao3’, with literal translation ‘you good’]
