“And what would happen if I decided that Nick wasn’t right for me?”
“Then he wouldn’t find anyone else.”
“Ever?” Jo asked, surprised.
Tom shook his head. “No, never.”
Jo let out a long breath. “Then I guess I’m staying.”
“I’m glad to hear it.”
“I thought you’d want me to leave.”
Letting out a long breath, Tom shook his head. “You make Nick happy, and that’s all I want for my brother. If you left, he’d be a wreck. I know it. So yeah, I’m glad you’re staying, Jo. He needs you.”
Jo smiled softly. “And I need him,” she whispered to herself.
CHAPTER 21
Nick’s throat rattled in warning as Tom put Dan down on the worn couch at the back of their office. He’s injured, he told his bear, settling him. He can’t hurt us.
“Are you going to call a doctor?”
Tom laughed out loud. “No, of course not. How would we explain what had happened?”
“Oh, yeah. Right,” Jo replied, completely embarrassed. Tom was right, they wouldn’t exactly be able to explain all the injuries away.
“Don’t be embarrassed,” Nick grinned, catching her hand. “It’s just a different way of thinking, I guess. Takes time to get used to.”
Tom leaned against the door. "I'll see to Dan," he said, firmly. "There's a lock I can fix on the door too if I have to. Why don't you guys go on up to the cabin?"
“What about your leg?” Jo asked, worried.
“Nothing I can’t take care of,” he replied, calmly. “You guys need some time to talk.”
Nick raised his eyebrows, surprised at his brother’s thoughtfulness. “Thanks,” he said, smiling at him. “I appreciate that.”
“Come up to the cabin when you’re ready,” Jo commented, making him promise he would before leaving the office.
Their ride up to the cabin was quiet, a slight awkwardness between them. Jo gasped as she saw the boarded up windows. “What happened?” she asked, squinting in the early morning sun.
Nick rubbed his chin. “It was another warning.” He shrugged his shoulders, trying to make light of it. “It’s just the downstairs windows. The upstairs ones are fine.” He was going to get them fixed as soon as he could.
“Nick,” she sighed, sadly. “I’ve only made things worse for you, haven’t I?”
He shook his head, unlocking and pushing open the front door. “This was always going to happen, whether you were here or not.”
“Yes, but Dan –”
Pressing his finger to her lips, Nick quirked an eyebrow. “Will you stop worrying? This ain’t your fault.”
Jo sighed against his hand, as he slowly moved his fingers over her cheek and down her jawline. Her eyes fluttered closed. “I’m so sorry,” she murmured, as his fingers dug into her hair.
“Sorry for what?” he asked, stepping closer and wrapping one arm around her waist.
“Sorry for running away.”
Nick kissed her then, brushing his lips against hers before delving in deeper. Jo pressed her hands against his chest, as his hands slid up the back of her neck and into her hair.
“Don’t be sorry, Jo,” he murmured against her lips. “I just can’t believe you came back.”
She sighed, molding her body against his. "Well, I did," she replied, quietly. "Besides, after all of this I don’t think I’d be able to return to a normal life, Nick. I wouldn’t be able to stop thinking about you."
Nick clenched his jaw as she lifted her lips to the side of his jaw. The bear was wide awake, urging him to take her again, but his strength might be too much for her. “I can’t,” he growled, steeling his resolve. “It’s not safe, Jo.”
In response, she twined her hands around his neck, pressing butterfly kisses along the side of his jaw all the way down his neck. “I’m not scared,” she whispered, her breath tickling his ear. “I didn’t know what you were before, but now that I do –” She leaned back to look into his eyes. “It makes me love you all the more.”
Nick froze, stunned. She loves me? Staring into her eyes, he could tell that she was just as surprised as him. She hadn’t meant to say that.
Jo stepped away from him. “What I meant to say was, uh…”
“You love me?”
She swallowed, glancing up at him before dropping her eyes to the floor. “I guess. I mean, it’s been a long time since I –”
“Even though you know what I am? What I could do?”
Sympathy flashed into her eyes as she stepped closer. “Nick,” she said, softly. “You would never hurt me. I know you wouldn’t. I’ve seen your bear and I’ve seen you, and both sides of you want to protect me. Protect us.”
Nick felt his breath catch in his chest.
“Yes, but I could change at any moment. The last time we were together, the bear was tired and peaceful.”
Jo smiled gently. “What if the reason it was peaceful was because you’d found your mate?”
He jumped in surprise at her use of the word. “You know what that means?”
She nodded. “Tom explained it to me.”
Nick ran a hand through his hair, blowing out a breath of surprise. He didn’t know what to do. He wanted to take Jo in his arms and make her his, knowing that she accepted him and his bear but his fear held him back. What if Jo was right? What if the bear was quiet because he was finally with his mate?
“I’m not afraid to tell you that I love you,” Jo continued, trying to be brave. “You’re the best thing that’s happened to me in a long time.”
Nick let out a long sigh, catching Jo up in his arms. “I love you too, Jo. I mean, we’ve only known each other for a short period of time, but I’ve never experienced these feelings before. I tried to hide it from myself for so long, but it can’t be hidden anymore.”
“Then love me,” she whispered, her mouth dangerously close to his.
Letting out a groan, Nick leaned down and brushed his tongue against the seam of her mouth, which opened for him instantly. He caught the scent of her arousal, which only heightened his. Lifting her bodily in his arms, he strode up the stairs, not even breaking their kiss. Dropping her to her feet, he stepped back and grinned lazily.
“Back to where it all began,” he murmured, turning on the hot water.
Jo licked her lips, her cheeks pink. “You do need to clean up after all that fighting,” she replied, stepping closer and running her hands up his shirt. His breath came out in a hiss.
“You first.”
With a coy smile, Jo pulled her shirt over her head, only to catch her breath when biting kisses slammed against her neck, his hands running down her back and into her jeans. “Don’t cheat,” she murmured, dragging his torn and bloodied shirt out of the waistband of his jeans.
“Never,” he growled, dropping all his clothes to the floor in what seemed like seconds. Then he helped her out of hers, before pulling her into the shower.
CHAPTER 22
Jo waited until the shower water stopped running red, before letting her hands trail over Nick’s skin. He was cut and bruised all over, but it didn’t seem to bother him too much.
“Does it hurt?” she asked, her fingers circling a large dark bruise at the side of his ribs.
He shrugged, his eyes focusing somewhere below her chin. “At the time, yes. And after, but we shifters heal quickly.”
“Good to know,” she grinned, her eyebrow lifting as she saw his aroused state. “No problem there, then.”
Nick’s eyes darkened. “None.” His hands were gentle, as he slowly lowered his head to her breasts, pulling a cry from her lips.
He stood up immediately, his eyes searching hers. “Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you?”
Her chest was heaving, as she stared into his eyes. “Why did you stop? Keep going!”
“I’m not hurting you?” he asked, confused.
Jo shook her head, pushing him back down. “No, you didn’t.”
/> Relieved, he tugged her close. “It’s hard for me to stay gentle.”
“Maybe I like it a little rough.”
That’s all he needed to hear. Nick groaned, kissing her hard before letting his hands explore her body further. Jo let out a shuddering breath, tangling her fingers into his hair and throwing her head back. Resting her back against the shower wall, she gave herself up to the sensations he was pulling from her.
Nick lifted his head, letting his hands caress her breasts instead of his mouth. Kissing her hard, he caught his breath as her hands reached for his cock, forcing a snarl from his throat.
Jo glanced up at him, her eyes wide. “It this okay?”
He closed his eyes, nodding. It would take a bit of time for her to get used to the sounds he made, but right now they were sounds of pleasure.
Jo grinned, even though he couldn’t see her. “Good,” she murmured, exploring him gently. She looked up at his strong jaw, touching the scruff on his face with her free hand. He looked rugged, almost dangerous. After everything she’d seen, Jo finally understood why.
With one hand, Nick pulled her palm to his mouth, kissing it before working his way up her arm and towards her shoulder. A shiver shook her, speeding its way up her spine but she didn’t let him go. Working her hand slowly, she gave him a wicked grin as he rolled his hips and groaned.
“Jo,” Nick muttered, his voice low and husky. “I love you.”
Her heart raced, as she lifted both hands around his neck. He was irresistible. “I love you too, Nick.”
He pulled her up into his arms, her legs spanning his waist. Pressing her back against the shower wall, he braced his legs and grasped the top of her thighs, strong enough to hold her tightly.
Nick looked into her eyes, pressing a kiss to her mouth as his arousal rested against her core. Slowly, he slid into her soft folds, a moan of pleasure coming from her lips. She was ready for him.
Flooded with sensations, Nick held himself back. He didn’t know what would happen when the bear was awake. He didn’t want to hurt Jo, unable to help himself from letting his teeth graze the skin at her collarbone as he dropped his head.
“Don’t hold back,” she exclaimed, her face a mask of ecstasy. “Don’t be scared, Nick. This is right. You know it.”
His hands cradled her face, as the bear let out a growl of satisfaction. Jo was right. She was his mate and he was hers. He had to let this happen, to trust that the protective instinct he had for her wouldn’t allow the bear to hurt her in any way.
“I know it is,” he whispered, gently nipping her lip as he pressed himself a little deeper into her. She leaned back, her hands grasping the top of the shower cubicle, giving him greater movement. Nick bucked into her again and again, waiting for her to find her release as he’d done before.
Pressure built, her whole body on fire. His strokes drove her closer to the edge, the strong grip of his hands making her crave him even more. As he began to move faster, Jo moaned again, her world exploding around her as she came. Closing her eyes, she held onto Nick. Her bear shifter. Her mate.
Nick couldn’t help the snarl that ripped through him, his release imminent. “I need to let go,” he shouted, his hands letting go of her thighs.
“No,” Jo urged, tightening her legs around his waist. “No, Nick. Stay with me. It’s different this time.”
He could barely breathe, knowing he was too close to stop now. Reaching for him, Jo tangled her fingers in his hair, her breast pushing against his chest. Dipping his lips to the curve of her neck, he pushed into her again and growled out her name, letting his teeth sink lightly into her skin.
Warmth flooded her as Nick let go, his head thrust back as he growled loudly. His chest began to heave with breath, his hands gripping her tightly. The bear reared up, stretching wide but there was no urge to change. There was no snapping of bones, no muscles stretching and snapping – there was just Jo.
Jo clung to him for a long moment, waiting until he’d set her back on her feet before looking up at him. The bear growled again, settling down quietly as Nick pressed a kiss to Jo’s forehead. “I love you, Jo,” he murmured, smoothing her hair back.
“And I love you,” she whispered, resting her head on his chest.
When Tom walked in, a few hours later, he grinned at the innocent picture Jo and Nick presented. They were both showered and dressed, lazily sipping cups of coffee on the sofa.
“Nice picture of domestic bliss,” he quipped, helping himself to a cup.
“How’s Dan?”
Tom shrugged, sitting down opposite. “Sleeping. Pretty banged up so he won’t be able to shift for a while. We’re safe for the meantime.”
“Did you put that lock on the door?” Nick asked, slightly concerned.
“Of course I did.”
“Good.”
Jo looked up at Nick. “What’s going to happen to him?”
“To Dan?” Nick pressed his lips together. “I don’t know. We’ll just get him better and take it from there.”
There was a brief silence as they all thought about what had happened. The Northern Wind pack wasn't exactly going to let up any time soon, especially when they thought Dan was dead. Things could get pretty dangerous.
“What are your plans, Jo?” Tom asked, eventually.
Jo swallowed, blinking a few times. “I – I hadn’t really thought about it,” she stammered, glancing over at Nick. “I quit my job, you see and I –”
“You did?” Nick interrupted, surprised. “You didn’t tell me.”
“There’s been a lot going on,” she replied, grinning. “When I was at the hotel, I remembered what you’d said about not letting Brian treat me that way, and how I needed to find out what it was I wanted from life.”
Tom got up, leaving them in peace for a few minutes.
“And what do you want?” Nick asked, his fingers brushing down her cheek.
Jo smiled up at him. “I want you, Nick.”
“You have me.”
Chuckling, Jo shook her head. “That’s as far as I’ve got.”
“I see.” Nick looked down at her, his heart beginning to thump in his chest as he put his coffee cup down. He took her hand in his, rubbing his fingers over the back of her hand. “How would you feel about living here?”
Her eyes widened. “Living here, in the cabin?”
“Sure.” He glanced at the boarded up windows. “I know it needs fixing up, but I could do that for you.”
“But what about the bears?”
“Well,” he continued, swallowing his sudden nerves. “I could be here too.”
“You mean, live here?”
“Yeah.”
“With me?”
He nodded, watching her face.
Jo felt a sudden rush of tears, which she blinked back immediately. Putting down her cup of coffee on the table, she threw herself into his arms. “I’d love that.”
He kissed her, hard. “Good.”
Tom wandered over, sitting back down. “You’re all sorted then, Jo.”
Settling back down on the sofa, Jo grinned over at him. “I guess so.” Her smile flickered. “Although, I don’t have a job.”
He quirked an eyebrow at his brother. “We’ve been saying we need someone to help run the mechanics for a while, haven’t we?”
Nick shook his head, rolling his eyes at his brother. “It’s nothing like what Jo’s used to though.”
“What do you need?” she asked, putting her hand on Nick’s knee.
“Just boring office stuff.”
“Maybe do the place up a bit.”
Jo grinned. “Then I’m in.” Sure, it wasn’t what she was used to, but Jo was determined to find a new life for herself, one that involved Nick.
“You’re sure?”
She smiled up at him, feeling completely sure about her new life. "Yeah, I am. I'll stay here with you.”
Ignoring Tom’s groan, she kissed Nick again, happier than she’d ever been before.
Alpha Bears Book 2
Emilia Hartley
PROLOGUE
Savannah cautiously joined the group, struggling to cope with the amount of blood she could smell. Apparently, this had not gone the way they'd planned. She'd been left behind, as the newcomer of the pack, and told to guard the camp. She wasn’t happy about it but did what Lucas had told her. He was the pack leader, after all.
Moving towards him, she lowered her head before speaking. A growl came from her throat. What happened?
Lucas rumbled in response, his teeth bared. They were too strong.
Flood looked at her. They had a human.
Savannah stared at Flood, not quite able to understand. A human was weak, so what difference would having one there make?
The human killed Dan.
The pain in her body was immediate. Roaring loudly, Savannah rose on her hind legs and let go of the immediate rage that filled her. The sound echoed through the woods, her agony over the death of one of their pack echoing through the trees.
Lucas stood up on his back legs too, but for a very different reason. He was shifting – a sign that they all should do the same. Roars turned into grunts of pain, as bones snapped and muscles shrank.
Savannah pulled a blanket from the stash they kept by the side of their cabin. They always kept some there, but she couldn’t remember the last time she’d needed to use one. It wasn’t often Lucas allowed them to shift into their human skin, and Savannah still felt more bear than human if she was honest. Her body was sore as she flexed her fingers, trying to get used to the human sensations again.
“Fix yourselves up,” Lucas barked, walking towards the fire pit they’d built nearby. It hadn’t been used in weeks but, right now, Savannah was thankful for it. She needed to get warm. Her feeble human skin was already shivering, even with the thick blanket held tightly around her. The rest of the pack went in different directions, needing to clean their wounds. They were badly beaten.
Lucas stayed naked, ignoring the blanket she held out to him. Being pack leader made him extremely dominant, even in his human form. While Savannah sat beside the fire, shivering from the cold, Lucas stormed around the fire, muttering to himself.
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