He was now the kind, handsome gentleman that Sophie had fallen in love with …
Jazz came along as Chloe began to blow the candles on her birthday cake. Adam watched her cheerfully, clapping along with the others.
“Hi Adam, I’m your friend Jazz,” Jazz said. “I’ve brought you a present.”
“But it’s not my birthday,” Adam said, looking confused.
“I’ve got a present for Chloe, but this is for you,” Jazz repeated, and she handed it over.
Adam began to walk further down the orphanage garden, so he could sit down on a bench, alone, and gather up his thoughts.
Adam was very excited about opening the presents, immersed in his own thoughts to think what Jazz had given him. He began to open the bright turquoise wrapping paper, which was decorated with glittery silver stars. The present began to reveal.
It was that slab of clay from all those years ago, which he and Sophie Steele had pushed their foot in as a memory of her winning the apartment, and there was a love letter with it. Adam sobbed as he read it.
I always thought that dreams were just dreams, but you made them all come true and even better, you built new dreams with me! I cannot thank you enough for being more than perfect because you showed me that even all the things that seem wrong are actually opportunities to work at them together and bring us closer together. No matter how far you are and no matter what you do, I always want you to know how much you mean to me, and how much I truly love you and how much I will always be yours forever.
I love you so much and wish I could be there to hug and kiss you all day and all night long, but for now, this love letter will have to be my message. Please know that you are a big part of me and I think of you all the time. I love you, and I've loved you before I was born, because I believe I was made for you, and will be yours for all eternity.
Adam remembered their first kiss once more.
Adam smiled at Sophie, and then they both stared at the mistletoe that was hanging above them. He always wanted to find the right moment to do this, and the time right now seemed perfect. Adam leaned over and his lips brushed against hers. His hand tangled in her hair and Sophie’s arms slid around his neck. She closed her eyes and as soon as their tongues made contact she felt every cell in her body feel like it was on fire. Adam deepened the kiss, continuing to explore her mouth. He had never had this feeling before. “I love you Sophie,” Adam said against her lips, his voice desperate. “I love you so much.” He ran his hands down her back, sending shivers down her spine. Sophie tightened her grip around him, fighting to get closer still. Her hands ran down his chest, feeling his muscular body as they continued to kiss. The stubble on his chin scratched hers. “Mmm,” Adam murmured against her mouth.
“Please don’t stop,” Sophie breathed into him, gasping. “I want you. I want you so much.”
Adam ran his fingers on her cheek, and then his lips slowly moved to her neck. He kissed her neck all the way down to her collarbone, before his mouth pressed against hers once more, more firm, and even more desperate. He continued to groan, and Sophie felt sensational. His lips moved to her ear frantically, as his hand moved to her hip and their hands continued to explore each others bodies.
When they finally broke apart, they were both smiling. They talked for while, but then they couldn’t help but kiss each other again.
She moved closer to him, looking up at his kind face that was now bathed in the glow of the evening sun. She felt a powerful outburst of affection overcoming her. She compulsively reached out and placed her hands on his smooth cheeks. He didn't resist. Her heart beating heavily, she slowly elevated herself by standing on her toes and stared into his eyes, almost pleadingly, trying to communicate her desire to be consumed by him. He stared back, and apparently understanding her feelings, drew closer to her. She closed her eyes, her lips parted slightly, awaiting that which she had been longing for. A few seconds passed before she finally felt his warm lips brush against hers. At that very moment, she felt her passion for him course through her body, causing her to shake uncontrollably. She raised her hands above her head, allowing him to wrap his arms around her waist and hold her tightly as he began to kiss her lips. She moaned softly, kissing back to the best of her ability. Moments later, she felt his wet tongue slide between her lips. She greeted it with her own tongue, feeling his moist breath in her mouth. As they rubbed their tongues against each other, she felt his hands slide down her back and to her bottom. She squirmed playfully as he squeezed her bottom lightly and wrapped her arms around his neck. They kissed passionately, holding each other in their warm embrace, expressing their unspoken love. After what felt like eons to her, their mouths finally parted, and their eyes finally met. They continued to hold each other, silently staring into each others eyes. After giving him a watery smile, she placed her head against his chest. The beating of his heart was audible, an indication that he felt the same way she did. He stroked her hair gently, planting a loving kiss on her head and then nuzzling his nose against it.
His eyes watered as he remembered Sophie Steele.
He turned to his side, and he could see a vivid but imaginary Sophie sitting by his side. He was using the power of his heart to see her.
She touched his face and hugged him, brushing the tears away from his face.
Adam wrapped his arms around the air, as if Sophie was there.
After all this time, and after everything he’d been through … it felt like nothing had ever changed.
***
I will always remember your loving heart
And how you helped me whenever I needed it
You were there when no one else was
I don't know what I would do if you left me
But if it must be like that
I will always remember you
You will always be in my heart and in my mind
I will miss you more than anything in the world
But I know you are up in Heaven watching over me
And that is how I will get through the rest of my days ahead
It is your love that will keep me going
I know you can't read this but if you could
I love you and will miss you with the entire world
You will remain in my heart forever more
And when I get sad I'll just think about all the fun we had
You taught me to never stop loving and that's just what I'll do
For no matter what happens I will always love you
I hope that when you are in Heaven you will remember me too
You said you will always love me and I hope that still stays true
Even though you aren't here on Earth I will still love you
I will miss you and I hope in Heaven you will be watching over me
And I know when you are up in Heaven you will keep me safe
You have seen me change from a little boy to the young man
And I thank you for helping me get there
With your love and support you helped me believe
That I can do whatever I want to
Because of that I thank you
I love you for now and always
I hope you remember that even when you are gone
So for the last time...I love you and good-bye.
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