The Best American Poetry 2015

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by David Lehman


  “When I had no money, and a great book came out, I couldn’t get it. I had to wait. I love the idea that I have hardcover books here and at home that I haven’t read yet. That’s how I view that I’m rich. I have hardcover books I may never read.”

  Defending Walt Whitman

  Basketball is like this for young Indian boys, all arms and legs

  and serious stomach muscles. Every body is brown!

  These are the twentieth-century warriors who will never kill,

  although a few sat quietly in the deserts of Kuwait,

  waiting for orders to do something, to do something.

  God, there is nothing as beautiful as a jumpshot

  on a reservation summer basketball court

  where the ball is moist with sweat,

  and makes a sound when it swishes through the net

  that causes Walt Whitman to weep because it is so perfect.

  There are veterans of foreign wars here

  although their bodies are still dominated

  by collarbones and knees, although their bodies still respond

  in the ways that bodies are supposed to respond when we are young.

  Every body is brown! Look there, that boy can run

  up and down this court forever. He can leap for a rebound

  with his back arched like a salmon, all meat and bone

  synchronized, magnetic, as if the court were a river,

  as if the rim were a dam, as if the air were a ladder

  leading the Indian boy toward home.

  Some of the Indian boys still wear their military haircuts

  while a few have let their hair grow back.

  It will never be the same as it was before!

  One Indian boy has never cut his hair, not once, and he braids it

  into wild patterns that do not measure anything.

  He is just a boy with too much time on his hands.

  Look at him. He wants to play this game in bare feet.

  God, the sun is so bright! There is no place like this.

  Walt Whitman stretches his calf muscles

  on the sidelines. He has the next game.

  His huge beard is ridiculous on the reservation.

  Some body throws a crazy pass and Walt Whitman catches it

  with quick hands. He brings the ball close to his nose

  and breathes in all of its smells: leather, brown skin, sweat,

  black hair, burning oil, twisted ankle, long drink of warm water,

  gunpowder, pine tree. Walt Whitman squeezes the ball tightly.

  He wants to run. He hardly has the patience to wait for his turn.

  “What’s the score?” he asks. He asks, “What’s the score?”

  Basketball is like this for Walt Whitman. He watches these Indian boys

  as if they were the last bodies on earth. Every body is brown!

  Walt Whitman shakes because he believes in God.

  Walt Whitman dreams of the Indian boy who will defend him,

  trapping him in the corner, all flailing arms and legs

  and legendary stomach muscles. Walt Whitman shakes

  because he believes in God. Walt Whitman dreams

  of the first jumpshot he will take, the ball arcing clumsily

  from his fingers, striking the rim so hard that it sparks.

  Walt Whitman shakes because he believes in God.

  Walt Whitman closes his eyes. He is a small man and his beard

  is ludicrous on the reservation, absolutely insane.

  His beard makes the Indian boys righteously laugh. His beard

  frightens the smallest Indian boys. His beard tickles the skin

  of the Indian boys who dribble past him. His beard, his beard!

  God, there is beauty in every body. Walt Whitman stands

  at center court while the Indian boys run from basket to basket.

  Walt Whitman cannot tell the difference between

  offense and defense. He does not care if he touches the ball.

  Half of the Indian boys wear t-shirts damp with sweat

  and the other half are bareback, skin slick and shiny.

  There is no place like this. Walt Whitman smiles.

  Walt Whitman shakes. This game belongs to him.

  SARAH ARVIO

  * * *

  Bodhisattva

  The new news is I love you my nudist

  the new news is I love you my buddhist

  my naked body and budding pleasure

  in the weather of your presence

  Not whether your presence but how

  Oh love a new nodule of neurosis

  a posy of new roses proposing

  a new era for us nobis pacem

  Oh my bodhisattva of new roses

  you’ve saved me from my no-love neurosis

  You’ve saved my old body from the fatwa

  Let’s lie down in a bed of roses

  a pocketful that rings round the rosy

  If this is the end of the world my love

  let’s fall down in bed and die

  Let’s give a new nod to nothing

  Let’s give a rosebud to nothing at all

  How I love the new roses of nothing

  Oh my bodhisattva of nothing

  boding I hope no news but this

  For our bodies and souls I hope nothing

  but the weather of us in our peace

  from Poem-a-Day

  DERRICK AUSTIN

  * * *

  Cedars of Lebanon

  His legs are as pillars of marble, set upon sockets of fine gold: his countenance is as Lebanon, excellent as the cedars.

  —Song of Songs 5:15

  If you can see them, the snow-covered

  cedars, crowning the hills, come

  to the cabin between the two tallest,

  their branches hooked

  with the tantrums of crows.

  ~~

  Will you find me without the pink and blue hydrangeas?

  Will you find me without the spikes of St. Augustine grass?

  Will you find me with the bloodied snow—where some frail thing was

  raptured?

  ~~

  If you find a stag and kill it,

  throw its hind legs over your shoulder

  and drag it to my cabin

  between the tallest cedars.

  Its blood on the snow is my voice pursuing you.

  ~~

  I sleep on a cedar bed

  with red fur blankets,

  the wood of the gates of paradise,

  wood which hid the naked couple.

  Wood of shame. Wood of passage.

  If you come, I’ll press my hand

  to your chest. A key

  to the fittings of a lock.

  ~~

  You knock at the door.

  Break several cedar branches

  and dust off the snow.

  Bring in seven for the bedroom,

  seven for the fireplace,

  then rest your head on my chest—

  even bare

  branches can make a kind of summer.

  from Burrow Press Review

  DESIREE BAILEY

  * * *

  A Retrograde

  She crept into my room, took me outside into the mosquito night thick with the gutted hums of fishermen’s wives, piercing the flesh of a sleepwalking sky.

  She taught me that cobwebs are hammocks for spirits, a stop along the way to rest their weary skins, a knot on the thread of their pilgrimage to a place they had almost touched once.

  In those days, a village could grow legs. Wedge itself deep into the throat of mountains where horses couldn’t smell it, where footsteps couldn’t sear its memory onto peeling roads.

  Dear mama:

  The orchids have teeth

  the machetes are ornaments

  rusting upon the walls.

  I want to build you a temple

  of teeth

  but m
y hands are too tender

  my hands are for stringing

  the rice grains of rosaries.

  Dear mama:

  On the ocean roams a shadow of splinters

  the fish are hurling themselves onto the shore

  the shore will break into birds of dust

  the scales are mirrors

  blinding the sun.

  On the ocean roams a shadow of splinters

  how will I swim to you

  when the day is done?

  from Muzzle

  MELISSA BARRETT

  * * *

  WFM: Allergic to Pine-Sol, Am I the Only One

  —lines from Craigslist personal ads

  Hi. I react really badly to Pine-Sol. My eyelids swell up and my eyes

  turn bright red. I am a REAL woman. It is January 1, 2014.

  Educated men move to the top of the list.

  We were both getting gas Wednesday evening. Fish counter, Giant Eagle:

  My husband knows how attractive I find you.

  You caught me singing loudly. Your name means “wind.”

  This Christmas season marks my eighth year of being single.

  Please have a car (truck preferably) and a job.

  I collect candles and have two grown children who are on their own now

  thank God. I already bought your birthday present—

  It’s a tie. With swordfish on it. There are certain things

  my nose can’t handle and smoking is one of them.

  I signed up to volunteer at a local park for a Merry not Scary

  trick or treat trail—it would be nice to have a companion.

  Must be willing to be seen in public with a size 16 woman.

  I’m a little bigger, but not sloppy-fat. Six one four five nine eight

  two three one nine. I can swing a hammer and am a pro

  at putting on makeup. Sexiness to me is you

  plus a photographic memory. Do you have questions

  you’ve always wanted to ask a woman? You left your receipt

  and that’s how I figured out your name. I was behind you

  at the Lane Avenue Starbucks drive thru and you paid

  for my grande nonfat no whip Mocha Frapp.

  Your silver hair was gorgeous. Wow. The first time

  we made love our souls connected and intertwined

  and seemed to remember they were destined for one another.

  Let’s go to the shooting range. I have no business expertise,

  but I’d love a guy who is good with rope.

  from The Journal

  MARK BIBBINS

  * * *

  Swallowed

  When I see an escalator I have to kiss

  everyone on it, don’t you? If you like these

  pastries—our lawyer calls them perfidy rolls—

  there are more on his helicopter.

  He’s Serbian or something,

  whole family wiped out

  by his other family. But he’s fine now.

  Drop a kiss on the cultural floor,

  three-second rule applies. I don’t even know

  who I’m kissing anymore, do you?

  Sneak away to where the world snaps in half

  and come back with sanctions, come back

  with sauces, come back with Haribo,

  come back with Inferno flashcards,

  come back with the glottal nonstop.

  Dear Ciacco, your flowers were delicious but barely

  a lunch so we dug a new grave for the stems.

  “Finish us up,” they sang, “or finish us off.”

  Lie down in sewage to stay down; sit up

  only for people-will-see-me-and-die-level fame,

  smiling like your teeth are on fire.

  Oh darling you know what they say:

  why have one factory

  when you can have five. Our lawyer always

  reminds us, “Little hands, long hours.” Indeed!

  If I could eat my voice I would, but I’m off

  to seize the world, the inside of its machine.

  This is the way Celan ends, not with a bang

  but a river. Woolf, too; she goes out

  the same goddamn way—

  I mean, wind any creature tight

  enough and it does what it has to do.

  from Lemon Hound

  JESSAMYN BIRRER

  * * *

  A Scatology

  Abracadabra: The anus. The star at the base of the human

  balloon. Close it tight as the sun, then let it unfurl:

  Crepe paper, the spiraling heart of the pipecleaner flower.

  Do you know what to do? Pry open that shopworn diary.

  Easy. Use your fingertips, mirrors. See what you’re hiding

  from yourself. Use spoons to reflect: Your ass, backwards,

  goes raveling outward like an expanding universe.

  Have you considered muscerdae, the soft and smooth

  innumerable droppings of mice? Guano, the bats’ own

  jellicate wallpaper? Read those fewtrils for alphabets and become

  kahuna. Revere their secret dictations until,

  like all things, the secrets reorder the order of your language.

  Make those soft, inward labyrinths your own. Know them

  not for their oubliettes alone, but for what they release:

  Omina. Fortuna. The ways in which you see and might become.

  Parousia. That moment in which the body feels least heavy, most

  quiet, uncalmably calm. Consider: Between scatology and eschatology

  remains only “he.” Not “the man” or “man” or “men” but Old English,

  see? Us all, perhaps, though this is not the point. The point is

  this: We can take in language from either end and make language

  understood—again, from either end. Embrace your exits, where bloom

  virginities of every orifice. Where bloom oracles: We are all full of shit.

  We could choose to make this space in us so small no digit, no wind, no

  x could ever pass through. Or we could open a world any finger or tongue

  (yours?) could enter into and speak. We could make a primer. Have you considered:

  Zero—the shape that comes to mind—in its most common, most practical functions

  makes everything the same as or equal to itself.

  from Ninth Letter

  CHANA BLOCH

  * * *

  The Joins

  Kintsugi is the Japanese art of mending precious pottery with gold.

  What’s between us

  seems flexible as the webbing

  between forefinger and thumb.

  Seems flexible but isn’t;

  what’s between us

  is made of clay

  like any cup on the shelf.

  It shatters easily. Repair

  becomes the task.

  We glue the wounded edges

  with tentative fingers.

  Scar tissue is visible history

  and the cup is precious to us

  because

  we saved it.

  In the art of kintsugi

  a potter repairing a broken cup

  would sprinkle the resin

  with powdered gold.

  Sometimes the joins

  are so exquisite

  they say the potter

  may have broken the cup

  just so he could mend it.

  from The Southern Review and Poetry Daily

  EMMA BOLDEN

  * * *

  House Is an Enigma

  House is not a metaphor. House has nothing

  to do with beak or wing. House is not two

  hands held angled towards each other. House is

  not its roof or the pine straw on its roof. At night,

  its windows and doors look nothing like a face.

  Its stairs are not vertebrae. Its walls may be

 
white. They are not pale skin. House does not

  appreciate your pun on its panes as pains.

  House does not appreciate because house

  does not have feelings. House has no aesthetic

  program. House does what it does, which is

  not doing. House does not sit on its foundations.

  House exists in its foundations, and when the wind

  pushes itself to full gale, house is never the one crying.

  from Conduit

  DEXTER L. BOOTH

  * * *

  Prayer at 3 a.m.

  I washed your father’s pants in the kitchen sink.

  That should have been enough to tell you.

  I am still convinced there is no difference

  between kneeling and falling if you don’t get up.

  The head goes down in defeat, but lower in prayer,

  and your sister tells me each visit that she has learned

  of a new use for her hands.

  I’ve seen this from you both: cartwheels through the field

  at dawn, toes popping above the corn stalks like fleas

  over the heads of lepers. Your scarecrow reminds me

  of Jesus, his guilt confused for fear.

  The sun doesn’t know; the fog lifts

 

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