by Tera Shanley
Roy shrugged and untied the gray horse from the post. He rode off behind Garret and left her to control her shock enough to face the other riders. To her surprise, both were Indians, and one, a young woman around her own age, though her mannish dress made it difficult to tell at first.
“Háu, I’m Bear Claw,” the man, who was older, said with an amused smile.
“Is your name really Bear Claw?” How perfectly thrilling! She had read books about the Wild West and Indians, though she had never met one.
The woman laughed and Bear Claw’s mouth widened in a grin, showing white teeth against his tanned skin. “No, it’s not. People call me Cookie,” he said in a deep, velvety voice.
“But what is your real name?”
“Some people say you should never give your real name to someone else because then they have power over you.”
“Fair enough. I’m Maggie Flemming,” she said with a smile.
Cookie grinned and nodded at the woman behind him. “This is Lenny.”
“Hello, Lenny. Nice to meet you.”
“She doesn’t have any English, but I’m sure she understood,” he said.
Garret rode around the side of the house with the confidence of a man who knew his place in the world. He was powerful and alluring, with the masculine fluidity of some deliciously dangerous, half tamed predator. And those brilliant eyes! They could trap a woman’s spirit with their intensity.
Roy appeared behind him on the gray, and she made a conscious effort to clack her mouth closed. Cookie waved, then he and Lenny headed down the dirt road. Garret turned to leave but must have changed his mind because he wheeled around to the porch so unexpectedly, his horse rolled its eyes until the whites shone. The disappointment that he would leave so soon was replaced by a fluttering in Maggie’s stomach.
“Roy, I don’t know who she is, but you and I, of all people, know a lady don’t belong out here.” Garret kicked the skittish mount under him and gave her a fiery glare, turned his mount and took off after the rest of his party. He left a trail of dust in his wake.
He didn’t remember her. Not only that, but he had, in so many words, told her to leave. Why did those words, coming from someone she hadn’t seen since childhood, sting so badly? His anger echoed through her bones. Aunt Margaret had said worse on a daily basis, but the power of her insults didn’t hold a candle to the careless reprimand that had come from his lips. It was hard to breathe.
As they disappeared, Roy’s eyes softened with sympathy. “He’s had a hard life, Magpie. After his momma died everything went south and stayed that way.”
“In your last letter you said he was still away at school.”
“He was, but his pa passed a few months ago. And as mean as that old bastard was, he did do one thing right, and that was Garret Shaw. He came back from Georgetown determined to get the Lazy S back up and runnin’ again. His pa nearly laid that ranch in the ground with his drinking, so Garret has his work cut out for him, but if anyone can save that place, it’s him.” Roy sighed and worried at a rusty porch nail with the toe of his boot. “Maggie, I know you’ve thought fondly of Garret since you were knee high to a grasshopper, but he’s different now. Hard living and too much responsibility have made him a calloused man. A good man, but not the marrying kind, you hear? Best you get him out of your head before you get hurt.”
Sound advice, but these things were always easier said.
“I daresay he certainly has changed. And for the worse, if you want my opinion.” The dust had settled enough to reveal Garret’s tall form in the distance. “Don’t worry about me, old chap. I’ll not waste my thoughts a minute longer.”
By the look on his face, the traitorous shake in her voice hadn’t been lost on him either. Roy shook his head and put his hat on. “I have to go work on that damned plow while I still have daylight. I could use some company.”
He took off walking toward one of the outbuildings, leaving Maggie to trail after him, and her billowing skirts after her.
In the hours before dark, Roy worked relentlessly on the wood-rotted plow. She did what she could, handing him new wood and proper tools, but hadn’t the faintest idea how to help beyond that. It was a miracle the old plow could even stay upright.
She cocked her head at the splintering contraption. “Looks like you need a new one.”
“No money for that and besides, she just needs a little extra attention and she’ll be right as rain by morning. Hand me that file.”
She did and he worked tirelessly to sharpen the blade. Besides the rhythmic scraping of metal against metal, the only other noise in the clearing was the first yip of a coyote. As it stretched its voice into long mournful notes, she closed her eyes against the green and turquoise streaks in the darkening sky. It had been so long since she’d heard the prairie song.
After a late dinner of dried beef and warm beans had their famished stomachs satisfied, Roy lit his pipe. Every night she could remember from her childhood, he’d smoked, the sweet smell of tobacco wafting around her while she’d played on the rug in front of the stone fireplace.
While he read by the dim candlelight, she wrote of her adventures in her journal. Tomorrow she’d start work on her dress to remove most of the underskirts and take it in, make it more appropriate for her new life. Water was precious and less fabric meant easier laundering out here. The stiff crinoline that held her dress to its full form, she wouldn’t miss at all. Her wardrobe would have to be adjusted, just as her soul and body would.
She’d show them she could be much more than just a proper lady.
Chapter 2
The combination of early morning light streaming through the small window and the rustling of the straw mattress she lay on woke Maggie. The faded patchwork quilt that had blanketed her in the night had been kicked into a lumpy pile at the end of the bed.
She stretched the soreness in her shoulders and back from days of traveling, listening for Roy’s movements around the house. Nothing. He must have risen earlier to start work on the homestead.
Her body, she discerned, was weak and adjusted to city life. That would have to be remedied, and quickly.
She found fresh water in the basin, washed her face and tried to tame her unruly auburn locks with pins. Leaving the hats with their feathers and satin rosettes nestled in her suitcase, she picked the plainest dress of the five she’d brought, a sturdy gray serge, and dressed. She would look more the part of a frontier woman, and hopefully have more suitable gowns when Garret Shaw made an appearance in the next couple of days to drive Roy’s cattle.
Her pulse fluttered. As an insensible afterthought, she dabbed some rose salve on her full lips. Ridiculous little hope. She wiped the salve off with the back of her hand. A brute of a man like him would never appreciate any extra effort on her part.
A trip to the stove brought the discovery of cold biscuits Roy left for her when he’d taken breakfast long before. She took her fare onto the front porch and ate overlooking the view she loved so dearly. The breeze lifted her hair and the air smelled like wheat and cattle. A far cry from the cluttered smells of the city.
Sweating, cussing a string of obscenities, Roy worked the front acreage with a two mule team and the plow he had put so much effort into keeping viable. “Son of a motherless goat on a crutch, you godamned stubborn cockchafer! Haw!” wafted to her on the wind. She smiled. Roy always had a colorful way of swearing, and though her mother had been horrified by it, Maggie couldn’t help but be secretly impressed with his creativity.
“Cockchafer,” she mouthed. Absolutely the worst word she had ever heard, and delightfully naughty to say out loud.
She wiped the crumbs off her dress. Slowly Roy made his way behind the plow, his shirt sticking to his back. She’d learn how to help him out around the house. She hurried to the pump for a bucket of water, strode out to the field and handed him a sloshing ladle.
He drank deeply. “Thank you kindly, Magpie. You bored yet?”
“A little,”
she admitted with a smile. “I suppose I need to learn the ropes around here.”
Roy laughed and wiped the back of his arm across his drenched brow. “You remember Buck?”
“Of course! He was the best horse a girl could have. Please tell me you still have him,” she said, grinning like a child on holiday.
“He’s in the barn. Just take him around the corral, though. I reckon it’s been a long time since you rode a horse and I want you safe about it. After you get your horse legs back you can take him farther out.”
She raced off toward the small stable, water sloshing from the bucket in her hand.
“Do you remember how to put a saddle on him?” Roy shouted after her.
“I’m sure it’ll come back to me,” she called behind her.
“Be gentle with him. He’s an older horse now,” he yelled.
The barn was modest in size and smelled of horses, hay, and leather. The air was slightly cooler inside than out and dust motes swirled lazily through the dusty light. Buck must have smelled her because he stuck his head over a stall door and whickered a greeting.
“You’ve grown fat, old friend,” she cooed as she brushed burrs out of Buck’s mane. “You’ve grown fat, and I’ve grown weak. Whatever shall we do to remedy this dreadful situation, huh? I think we can help each other out, don’t you?” She put the brush down and hoisted the blanket and saddle over the horse’s back.
Mounted, she made exactly one turn around the fenced area near the barn. The saddle slipped, almost pitching her off. Buck’s naughty trick of sucking air into his lungs when she tightened up the cinch of his saddle had worked again. How could she have forgotten? She slid dangerously to the side and hobbled off inelegantly to tighten it up. “Snarky little horse. You couldn’t give me a break on my first day back?” she asked the old buckskin horse, smiling.
Remounted, she walked him around the corral, feeling the pull of long unused muscles. By the time she managed to kick Buck into a trot, the excitement of riding him again had her laughing.
Roy had given Buck to her when she turned seven, and she had always loved riding him. He was a gentle-natured young gelding when Roy presented him to her thirteen years before. Now, he was downright comatose. Getting him into a trot required a surprising amount of effort, but long in the tooth or not, Buck was still her horse and she loved him.
She opened the gate and rode out to drink in her surroundings. Freedom that had never existed for her in Boston filled all the open space, and though she was slow to regain rhythm on her horse, a piece of her opened up. Something that had been closed for a long time; something deep inside her. For the first time in as long as she could remember, she could breathe.
A short yell came from the other side of the house, and she turned Buck around. The mules raced out of the front pasture. The blade had come out of the earth and the plow flailed behind the frightened team on its side. Her breath caught in her throat and she kicked Buck hard to get him going. He lurched, almost dislodging her from the saddle as he took off. She held onto the saddle horn for dear life and pointed him toward the front of the house.
Roy lay about two hundred yards away on a bed of tilled earth, and he barely moved, which confused her. He held a shaking hand in the air as if he hailed her. As she reached him, she reined in the horse and jumped off. Her ankle wrenched, shooting pain into her leg as she landed near her fallen father.
“What’s happened?” she said through a fog of panic, held his head up and put it in her lap.
“The plow— I was trying to fix it underneath and the team spooked. Snake—”
“Shhh,” she murmured. The flesh of his stomach was open and bled freely. Dear God! “Why didn’t you unhitch the horses, you ridiculous man?”
Roy tried to smile. “Don’t boss me around.” He’d gurgled when he’d spoken.
“I don’t know what to do. What do I do?” she whispered. “I’m going to go get help, Roy.” She ripped off a length of her petticoats and put it onto his stomach, placed his hand firmly over it. “Hold that tightly on.”
“It’s too late, Magpie.”
“No! Don’t you say that. This isn’t all I get with you. You’re going to be around for a long time. Hold that tight. Tighter! I’ll bring help.”
If he replied, she didn’t hear it. She scrambled up on Buck and kicked him until she could barely hold on and rode hell for high water. Tree branches whipped at her skin and reached for her like clawed hands as they flew toward the main road. Her breath stayed caught and stifled the lump of fear that filled her throat. Every thundering hoofbeat brought her closer to help, but what if Garret was out with the cattle or in town on an errand? What if she couldn’t find anyone while Roy lay there hurt and alone?
Wilderness blurred by in a messy canvas of greens and browns, and Buck’s labored breathing picked up as the old horse slowed down.
“Come on, Buck. Can’t slow down now,” she chanted, and he held steady, possibly at the sound of her panicked voice. Whatever the reason, she was grateful.
She pulled him through the woods to avoid the corner at the road and raced for the dusty trail that led to Garret’s house. She’d ridden this road a hundred times in her youth, but none of them held such terror as it did now. Every minute was an hour as she pounded toward the house. As it came into view, a great shuddering relief took her. Now, if only she could remember how to stop the horse.
By the time she reached the house, Buck was beyond her control. The old horse had reacted to her fear, and she couldn’t seem to slow him down, now he’d gotten going. Garret loaded supplies with two other men into a flatbed wagon, but it was Cookie who reached her first. He waved his hands and brought the frenzied horse skidding to a stop to avoid him.
“Whoa! Easy there, fella. Easy,” he crooned as he grabbed the reins of the rearing horse.
It was enough to dump her on her rear, extracting a loud yelp as her tailbone felt like it crashed through her throat. The wind was knocked cleanly out of her.
Cookie led the still panicked horse out of the way, and Garret barreled down on her, grabbed her shoulder and lifted her into a sitting position. “Have you gone mad, woman? You could have killed someone comin’ in like that.” His narrowed eyes widened and his jaw clenched. “What has happened?
She tried to drag a breath into drowning lungs, but couldn’t. Then fear for Roy spurred the winded words out. “Roy…hurt bad.”
“Burke, ride for the doc,” Garret said. “Cookie, you’re with me.” He didn’t wait for the men or make sure his orders were followed. “Stay here,” he barked at her, jumped on Buck and tore off for Roy’s homestead, whipping her horse on both flanks with the reins.
He was going to kill her horse, was her last thought before everything went black.
* * * *
“Dadburned woman!” Garrett growled as he kicked the buckskin gelding again, to no improved speed. Maggie Flemming had brought in a nearly spent horse for him to get back to Roy’s place on. He’d tried to convince Roy to sell the blasted nag years ago, but the old man had refused. “Keepin’ him for sentimental reasons,” Roy had said. Damn fool. In this country, riding nags was a deathwish.
Hoofbeats thundered behind him. Cookie, catching up quickly on a fresh horse. A newfangled wave of annoyance with the woman rushed through him. At the helm of his frustration was the sheer amount of times he had thought about her since meeting her the day before. Her fair skin, bright green eyes, dark hair, and freckles had served quite the contrast when she stood next to Roy with his dark, leathery skin. She would have been a right pretty woman if it weren’t for the ridiculous full skirts and the snooty little hat she was wearing. That, and she stood like she had a fence post for a spine. She looked like she was going to a damned ball in the middle of the Texas desert.
That woman was responsible for whatever had happened. Roy knew better than to have a high falutin’ lady out in the wilderness, and now he was paying for it. Well-bred women didn’t belong out on a struggling
cattle ranch in the middle of nowhere.
Was she a mail order bride?
He shook his head against the thought. Roy wasn’t the type. If the old man had lost his mind and gotten hitched, some stupid mistake by that city slickin’ lady would surely bring him around again.
By the time the house came into view in the distance, his worry had convinced him that Roy had probably only cut his finger or some other such injury common in the daily life they led. The small amount of blood had probably sent the skittish woman into a tither. Roy was likely sitting up in his house with a bandage on his pinkie drinking moonshine, and they’d laugh together about the dramatic tendencies of city folk.
Then he came upon Roy, lying in the dirt of his front acreage, barely moving and soaking the earth beneath him with his blood. Garrett cursed and jumped off the horse before the panting creature had even stopped moving. Cookie was right behind him, pulling quickly gathered medical supplies from the saddle bags of his own horse. By the amount of blood and the paleness of Roy’s skin, the bandages would be of no use.
“Roy. Roy, you still with me?” he asked the old man. The man who had acted as a father for him when his had failed.
“Garrett,” Roy breathed with a pained smile. “I thought you wouldn’t get here in time. I’ve been holding on.”
“C’mon, old man. Save your strength.” He leaned closer to block Roy’s view of his stomach.
“I’ve already seen it.”
Garrett took Roy’s trembling hand. “It’s not so bad,” he said as he shook his head slowly in denial of a fate that, by the grim look on his face, Roy had already accepted.
“Listen to me. Listen!” Roy demanded hoarsely. “The woman you met. Maggie.”
“I don’t care about that woman—”
“Please, Garrett. The woman is Margaret.”
“Your daughter, Margaret?”
Roy nodded. “I want you to marry her.”
Maybe he’d heard him wrong, or maybe they were both in shock. His shaking hand was slick with warm blood from the man who’d taken care of him during the darkest parts of his childhood. The man who’d written him every week he was away at school. And now Roy wanted to tether him to the girl who’d hurt him the most? His old friend wouldn’t ask if he was in his right mind. “No. You ain’t thinking straight. You don’t know what you are asking.”
