by Amy Davies
“Stay with me, baby stay with me
Tonight, don’t leave me alone”
I keep my eyes on Letty through the entire song. She has tears streaming down her face but she, is also the smiling beautifully. She has handed Demi off to Beck, who is standing next to her. I chuckle a little between words when I see Demi running her fingers through Beck’s hair; she loves his hair. Letty walks towards the stage and I remove the mic from the stand and kneel down to eye level with her, singing the last few lines directly to her. I place the mic at my feet and reach for Letty. I pull her up onto the stage and kiss the fuck out of her before she can speak. Our tongues dance with our beating hearts, all wet and sensual. I know that we should stop but she tastes too damn good. She grips the hair at the back of my neck and I growl at her, which I know for a fact that she freaking loves.
“I fucking love you Letty Shaw so-to-be Letty Phoenix. This baby is where we belong.” I kiss her again and then it’s her turn to pull away.
“I fucking love you too Ryder Phoenix. You are my home. You, Demi and me. This is where we belong, baby. You Ryder Fucking Phoenix are our Inside Noise and I will love you forever, baby.”
We kiss again and Beck places a squealing Demi on the stage and she runs to us and I pick her up and kiss her cheek.
“Love you Daddy, love you Mama”
This is where I was always meant to be, right here with my hearts. My Inside Noise.
The End
Epilogue
Reeve
Beautiful, fucking beautiful. She just doesn’t know it; she walks around without a care in the world. She is so full of confidence but not in a way that pisses people off. She doesn’t act high and mighty but she can handle herself. Just like the day I picked her up at the airport. I was picking her up as a favor for Juicy, not that I wanted to but she is carrying my niece or nephew. I was talking to a blond babe at the time when this little five foot nothing comes storming over to me, lugging her large suite case behind her tiny body.
She was wearing tiny black shorts with a white camisole on that had ‘Boss’ written across her rather nice tits and she was wearing black and white high top shoes. She looked hot as fuck, even though she had just spent hours on a plane. I can tell you now that she has a mouth on her that I would love to see wrapped around my dick someday very soon.
She bitched all the way back to Lucy and Rafe’s apartment. Since Ryder moved in with Letty and Demi and with Lucy pregnant, there was a major move around. Rafe moved in with Lucy and Maisey moved in with Gunner and us boys. Oh the fun. I had to turn the music up to drown out her bitching, she wasn’t happy that I wasn’t there to help her get her luggage and that I was more than happy with trying to get my dick wet. Of course she was spot on, but oh well.
I am a man-whore baby, suck it up. Pun intended.
I am here now at my mom’s house having a BBQ with all my family and friends. Ryder is in the pool with my niece Demi. Fuck, I love that little girl to the moon and back. I see all the girls sitting around with my mom talking babies and baby showers, and fuck I have no clue what the hell goes on at those things.
I catch Rafe glancing over to Lucy, who is in the center of all the ladies of the house. I see her sitting there in her black and white bikini, her hair pulled back into a ponytail that showed her sexy as fuck neck.
God I want to taste the skin where her neck meets her shoulder. I can feel myself start to get hard again, it always fucking happens around her. But she won’t give me the time of day. She told me after her first trip to Max Point that I wasn’t going to get her between Skeet and me. We shall see, we shall fucking see.
“Dude, you have to stop staring at her, she won’t give in. We have tried since she got here over a week ago. She just isn’t into us,” Skeet says, as he takes the lounger besides me. I take a pull of my beer but keep my eyes on her. As if she senses us looking at her she turns her head to meet my gaze. I smile and wink at her. She smiles back but quickly looks back to something that Letty has said to her.
“I think we can wear her down, dude. I can tell she wants us; she just doesn’t know it yet. We will have her Skeet, don’t you worry about that. There is just something about her that I can’t put my finger on.” A loud squeal from Demi diverts my eyes and I smile at the boys throwing her around in the pool.
“She has a thing for you maybe, Rev, but I don’t think she will be into a threesome. I see how she looks at you when you are not watching her. She wants you dude, not both of us. Plus you do know what will happen if we screw her and then she gets hurt. Lucy will have our balls and nail them to the nearest wall and dude, I have to say, I am kinda attached to my balls. I need them for mini Skeets later in life” He winks at me. Does she really like me? That must be the case but she is too scared to make a move because I know that Lucy, hell everyone has told her about my reputation. I place my bottle on the table and stand, turning to Skeet, who is watching me with a smirk on his face. He knows me so well.
“Be right back, I am going to score us a girl for the night.” I look at her across the pool before turning back to my best friend. “Maybe for a few nights.” He nods his head in understanding and I walk around the pool to the girls.
They all stop talking when I arrive at their table and I wink at Lucy. “How is my baby, Juicy?” I rub her swollen baby belly and she chuckles.
“Baby Phoenix is doing good, moving a lot and killing my bladder big time.” I smile and kiss her cheek. I look up and make eye contact.
“Can I have a word, please babe?” I nod in the direction of the house with my head. Lucy shoots me with a frown as I stand; I hold my hand out for her and she takes it. Still holding her hand, I walk into the kitchen and quickly pin her against the kitchen counter.
“What do you want, Reeve?” Fuck, her accent makes me hard. I lean in and kiss her delectable neck, fuck me she smells amazing, but tastes even better.
“You, Lipsy. You know that you want me, want us. And believe me we both want you too.” I pull back to look at her face. She is breathing heavily and her amazing tits are rising and falling in her bikini. All I want to do is slide the triangle over and take her nipple into my mouth and suck hard. I want to hear her moan my name.
“I am not into that. Please don’t call me ‘Lipsy’ Reeve, I have a name.” I chuckle.
“But I like it, it suits you. You have a perfect mouth, so hot and sexy. You know how to use it, baby. Those perfect lips wrapped around my dick or Skeets. Perfection. You know you want it so why not just cave and lets go fuck?” She flinches from my harsh words, then she pushes away from me and moves away.
“I am not fuck-buddy material, Reeve. Sorry mate, but it’s so not fucking happening. I don’t just sleep with anyone. I am not an easy shag, Reeve Phoenix, so I am sorry to disappoint you. You need to look elsewhere. I am tired of being walked over and used.” With that she walks back out into the LA sun to join my family. Used? What the hell happened to her?
Damn I am going to have her. With or without Skeet.
Acknowledgements
I would like to say a huge THANK YOU to my husband Darryl, you have been there through it all and held me up all the way, never backing down and taking my crap from me. I love you baby and I couldn’t have done this without you. <3
My 3 beautiful children, Jackson, Max and Isabelle aka Izzy. You 3 make me smile, you are the reason I get up in the morning and do what I do. Keep it up kiddo's. <3
Again my girls over at Eye Candy Bookstore, Kellie, Carrie, Toski, Christine and Hilary. Thank you for being there and being supportive when I needed it.
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Kellie, Kellie, Kellie where would I be without you. You are my Chickpea and my rock. You have been there for me from the beginning and you take my shit and make it better. I can not thank you enough for what you have done for me. Even outside of this book you were there for me.
Love you, Chickpea <3
Again I would like to thank Steve for doing my
cover and my darling and yes my good looking nephew Kyle for appearing on all my Phoenix Boys series covers. Loves you both.
A special thank you goes out to Kalon Smithers who out of his very busy rock star schedule let me borrow his drum sticks for the photo shoot for the cover ;)
I struggled through this book due to family issues but I always had my girls, Kimmy, Kaz and Carolyn at my side, supporting me and being there when I needed them the most.
There are a few bloggers that I need to thank and a few girls that have pimped my books to no end and I can’t thank them enough.
First the girls, Sarah, Jane, Tracy, Violet and Rhiannon and Renee, thank you girls so bloody much, words can't say enough what you do for me.
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Ryder Playlist
Counting Stars - One Republic
Clarity - Zedd featuring Foxes
Demons - Imagine Dragons
'22' - Taylor Swift
Chariot - Gavin DeGraw
Don't - Ed Sheeran
Don't Ya - Pussy Cat Dolls
A Thousand Years - Cristina Perri
Burn - Ellie Goulding
Dj got us fallin in love again - Usher featuring Pitbull
Closer - Ne-Yo
Bruno Mars - Locked Out Of Heaven
Guilty All The Same - Linkin Park
Kiss Me Slowly - Parachute
