by Lisa Daniels
Still plenty of time for that. It’s not like I have to find friends today. Most people are going to be focused on classes and stuff this week anyway, so getting a late start isn’t so bad. It was one of the few thoughts that went through her head as she entered the building for her next class. At least she was more excited about this class. Even if she wasn’t in the right mental state, this class (and more specifically, this professor) were the entire reason that she had chosen this school over so many others. Regardless of her current sleep deprivation, there was no doubt that she would get something out of the class.
Unlike her first class, this one went nearly 15 minutes past the scheduled end time. It had been as fascinating as Serenity could have hoped, but now she felt utterly exhausted. Instead of going over the coursework, they dove right into their actual work, so that most of the class was spent being productive. Even as tired as she was, Serenity was the first one to finish the exercise. Once she submitted it, she began to work on the app for her friend so that the other students would not realize that she was finished. The last thing she wanted was for the rest of the class to start feeling resentful towards her. Over the next 15 minutes, other students finished. The second one to finish began stretching, making sure everyone realized he was done, and Serenity couldn’t help but roll her eyes. The smug look on the guy’s face was annoying, but Serenity felt good to see that the few other students in the class didn’t seem to take it as a challenge. Focusing on their own stuff, they barely acknowledged that he was done.
Less than 5 minutes after the grad student finished, the professor was over at his desk pointing out problems with his work. The guy was frowning and trying to argue, but the professor calmly swatted down the defensive responses to criticism. When the guy didn’t seem to want to listen, the professor patted him on the shoulder and gave him a smile with a quip about the guy being perfect for Silicon Valley. The guy started beaming, obviously misunderstanding the backhanded compliment. The professor’s eyes met Serenity’s, and she gave him a smile. He winked and went back to his desk to wait for the other students. A few minutes later, she received a message about her work with a few recommendations for quicker ways to get the same results. The message ended with “If this had been a graded assignment, this would have been a B+.”
After the rest of the students finished, the professor began speaking at the front again. Serenity closed her app and tried to focus as he reviewed the initial assessments. The potential grades ranged from D to C+. Serenity wondered if maybe he had mistyped his message, and she felt disappointed in herself. Even if she was tired, the assignment had been very easy. Getting a B+ was terrible, a C+ was unthinkable. The other students were furiously taking notes up until another professor entered the room.
“Ah, Professor Cedrus, time’s up. I will need a bit of time to prepare.”
Professor Cedrus looked up at the clock. “Apologies. Lost track of time.”
The other professor smiled, obviously not terribly bothered by the professor going over a bit. “It’s perfectly fine. First day and all. I doubt that most of the students will be on time, so don’t rush. We can get started a little late.”
Professor Cedrus shook his head, “I wouldn’t dream of making you start late. We will be out of here momentarily.” As if on cue, the sound of students putting their stuff away brought Serenity out of her thoughts. Looking around, she realized that she would need to pack up, too.
As soon as the door closed, the professor addressed his small class. “Thanks everyone for such a productive day. I would like for you to build on your work today, but you need to repurpose the app to something that you think would be beneficial to the average teenager.” He smiled at the murmurs that rose. “Yes, it could be connecting it to social media, sending notifications, whatever you think would be popular with the next generation.” A few students started to talk, and Serenity was reminded of just what had been bothering her before she got to class.
As soon as the professor finished dismissing them, Serenity let out a loud sigh, which was audible over the sound of the few other students packing up their stuff and chatting.
“It’s only the first day of the new school year. It’s a bit early for anyone to sound that despondent.” The professor was looking at her, and she was suddenly very self-conscious.
Serenity gave him a faint smile. “It’s not school. Just didn’t get much sleep.” She began packing up her computer.
“Sounded like more than that.”
With a shrug, she picked up her bag. “Yeah, probably, but it’s alright.”
“Still adjusting after the move?” The professor began packing up his own stuff. A student stopped to talk to the professor, and Serenity thought that she had gotten out of the need to respond about her problems. She finished putting her stuff away and was preparing to stand up when the professor’s voice caught her attention.
“So, having trouble settling in?”
Serenity looked over at him. They had talked a good bit when she had been considering making the change, s0 his curiosity was not completely unfounded. In fact, he was a good part of the reason why she had chosen to go somewhere so remote. He had been a major player in the industry for a while, but had decided to move back to Deep River a couple of years ago when the university had offered him a position. She had heard a lot about him because he was a big name in the field, but she had never really paid much attention to anything about his personal life. Mostly she knew that he had been on the forefront of the app industry for nearly a decade and that he lived on the west coast somewhere. When they had talked, he had been surprisingly forthcoming with information, even giving her some tips on how to improve on projects after the teachers had returned them to her. Usually people told her that her work was outstanding – she was not accustomed to being told how to make her apps better.
“Um, just the usual, I guess.”
He smiled at her, and despite being tired, Serenity couldn’t help but smile back at him. For someone so experienced and knowledgeable, Professor Cedrus was a lot younger than she had imagined. Perhaps if she had known just how young he was, she would have been less focused on talking about projects. Looking at him, the professor looked like he couldn’t be older than his late twenties. At 22, Serenity knew that the age difference couldn’t be that much, and it would have been nice to have a friend already. For all of his concern and attention, she got the same vibe from him as she got from the other people she encountered. If they had talked about other stuff before she moved out there, maybe she would already have a small group of friends roughly her age.
He was looking at her expectantly, and Serenity realized that he had asked her something. She tried to smile, “Sorry, could you please repeat that?”
Professor Cedrus frowned a little. “Are you feeling alright?” The look of concern was obvious on his face, but she was accustomed to that by now. Instead of feeling flattered that he cared, Serenity began to notice details about his appearance. His sandy blond hair was cut relatively short and was very neat. He looked to be roughly as tall as she was and in good shape without being big. As soon as she started really looking at him through her exhausted mind, Serenity realized that her professor was quite attractive.
Probably for the best that we didn’t get friendly then. That’s a distraction I don’t need right now.
He was again looking at her, and she realized that she had missed what he said.
“I’m really sorry, I think I need to get home and get some sleep.”
“Be careful.” He slung his bag over his shoulder and headed for the door.
“Oh, I do have a question, Professor.” He stopped and looked at her as she pulled her book bag over her left shoulder and settled it on her back. “You said that the highest grade was a B-. Was that mine?”
He gave her a look and his mouth twitched. Looking to make sure that no one else was around, Professor Cedrus turned to look at her. “No, that was someone else. I figured saying that someone had B+
work on the first day of class would create the kind of atmosphere that you hated at MIT.”
“Oh.” Serenity looked at him. “I didn’t realize that I complained about that.”
His smile widened, “You didn’t really. It just came across in your desire to leave. The things you didn’t say were a lot louder than the things you did say.”
Uncertain how to take that, Serenity bit her lip. “Well, thank you.”
“No problem. The people here are great, but resentment is universal, even here.”
Serenity couldn’t help but laugh a little. “Yeah, the people here are so different than what I am used to, but they also seem far more guarded.”
He seemed to study her face for a moment. “Sounds like you are having trouble acclimating to the people here. I know what you mean – they tend to be friendly and aloof at the same time. If you would like, there is a group going up to do some whitewater rafting in a couple of weeks. Here–” He reached into his bag and pulled out a notebook. “Give her a call,” he scribbled as he spoke. “She’s coordinating the effort, and I think you will find it really enjoyable.”
Serenity took the slip of paper and stared at it. The handwriting was incredibly neat, and she began to think the man might be perfect. “Thank you, Professor.”
His smile was gorgeous. “And here I was concerned that you would turn it down. I think you will be just fine. See you in a few days.” He adjusted his bag as the professor of the next class entered the room. Serenity nodded at him as the woman began talking to him. Professor Cedrus smiled at her before turning his attention to the other professor. It was clear to Serenity that the woman was trying to hit on Professor Cedrus, and he was not interested. Still, she admired just how kind he was in answering questions and not shutting down the entire thing like Serenity would have done.
Kind to a fault. Bet he doesn’t have a mean bone in his body. She smiled as she walked into the hallway and headed for the exit. Looking at the number on the paper, she pulled out her wallet. Slipping it into the back fold, Serenity made a mental note to call the person coordinating the trip when she woke.
Chapter 3
A Quick Call and an Unexpected Meeting
Serenity woke after a two-hour nap feeling a lot better and knowing that she would suffer for it later. Glad that she didn’t have any classes the next day, Serenity got up and started getting ready to head back to campus. She didn’t have any other classes that day, but it was the perfect opportunity to get supplies and try to find some clubs to join. Granted, programmers weren’t known for being outgoing, which meant she would probably be hanging out with people who didn’t understand what she did. This was fine since they would be interested in being outside. At least if she focused on clubs that did outdoor activities, she would be able to find people with other similar interests.
Suddenly she remembered the phone number in her wallet. If that worked out, she wouldn’t need to look for clubs, at least not today. With two days before her next class, there was plenty of time to hang out on campus and get what she needed for classes. Instead of heading to the campus, she decided to head toward the nearby trail. As she opened the door, Serenity was about to get her wallet out when she realized that she would rather wait until she had finished with the worst of the uphill portion before calling. It would be embarrassing to be panting into the phone, and would give the woman the wrong idea.
A while later, Serenity pulled out her wallet and found the slip of paper. Dialing the number, she realized that she wasn’t quite sure how to go about asking the woman about joining them. She didn’t know much about the trip apart from the fact that they were going whitewater rafting.
The phone was ringing when Serenity stepped outside.
A man answered the phone, “Cora’s phone.” Serenity could hear a woman in the background. “Silas, give my phone back!”
“Um, I was given this number by Professor Cedrus.”
“Oh, really? And just what did he think Cora could do for you? She’s not exactly a scholar–”
Serenity could hear scuffling, then a woman’s voice came through, “Sorry about that. This idiot doesn’t understand boundaries. Anyway, I have to admit, it’s strange that Alaric would give you my number. How can I help you?”
“Oh, um,” Serenity was wondering if maybe the trip was not meant to be for outsiders. It certainly didn’t sound like they were expecting to have others join them. “He, um, he said that you guys are going whitewater rafting and–”
“Is he planning on joining us now? Are you his girlfriend? Oh, that is so–”
“No, no, no, no. I’m just a student in his class. Just transferred here from–” Serenity suddenly cut herself off. Saying that she was at MIT would probably be considered bragging. Immediately shifting her ideas, Serenity continued, “from the east coast.”
“Oh, you are one of his charity cases, huh?” The woman did not sound derisive, even if her words sounded like she was being condescending. “Well, it’s good to hear that he’s at least taking it a little more seriously, even if he is avoiding actually participating.”
“Wait, is he not planning on going?”
There was a pause. “Ah, you aren’t disappointed, are you? He hasn’t joined us since our first outing, and even then he basically ditched us in the beginning. I don’t think he’s a fan of being outside. You know his type, tech geeks who can’t seem to put down their toys long enough to enjoy the outdoors.”
“Uh,” Serenity wasn’t quite sure how to respond to that considering that was pretty much how people usually viewed her until they got to know her better. Giving a weak laugh, she thought it might be best to bow out. “Well, I just thought that I would see if you guys were wanting more to join, but if you guys already have it planned–”
“Oh, don’t tell me you don’t want to go if he isn’t going. You aren’t one of his love-struck students, are you?”
“What? No! I–”
“Oh good. If you’ll text me your email, I’ll send along the details of the trip.”
The guy with Cora spoke up, “What about we meet up tonight?”
“Oh, that’s a great idea!” Cora’s voice was a little too loud for how close her mouth was to the phone. “How about it? Would you like to meet up tonight and we can discuss everything? It will make it easier to get a feel for your experience level and build up some trust. With some of these guys, that will be better than trying to get accustomed to their thick heads while going down the rapids.”
Serenity was having a difficult time imagining just how a trip out with these people would go. They certainly seemed high energy, but the way they talked about each other left her feeling a little bit uneasy. “I’ll have to–”
Suddenly she heard the guy speaking into the phone as Cora protested in the background. “Hey, Silas again. Please say you will come. We could really use a little more new blood on these expeditions. “
“Um, okay, sure. I think I should have time to make it tonight.”
“Fantastic! We’ll meet up at this little diner downtown. I’ll buy your dinner, as a way of saying thank you for joining us.”
Again the voice on the other end switched to Cora. “Seriously, stop that, Silas. You are such a pain in the ass.”
His voice was a little muffled. “What? I got her to say yes.”
“Oh, really? Really?” Cora’s voice was louder the second time.
“Yes, I’ll come tonight. Homework can wait, right?”
“Homework can burn in hell where it belongs.” Cora’s voice was emphatic as she responded. As if a switch had been flipped, she sounded chipper again when she answered, “This is great! We are really excited to have you. I’ll try to get everyone together and we will see you there at 5:30.”
“Where is there?” Serenity asked before Cora could hang up.
“Oh, right, I’ll text you the name of the place and directions to get there. Ciao.” With that, the line clicked.
Serenity pulled the phone awa
y from her ear and looked at it for a moment, wondering just what she had gotten herself into by following through with her professor’s recommendation.
“Well, Professor Cedrus hasn’t steered me wrong yet.”
She was again startled by a man’s voice. “And exactly how long have you known him that you can trust the man?”
Serenity looked over and felt a sense of déjà vu as she saw the same figure looking out over the same spot. The only difference was that the sun was higher in the sky. Just when she had forgotten about all of this, she was faced with having to talk to the guy again.
“I don’t see why it matters to you.” Serenity didn’t even bother to look at him as she responded and tried to keep going.
The man’s voice was impossible to ignore as she continued up the path. “He’s not what he seems. If you are doing this to impress him, you are just wasting your time.”
“What?” Serenity spun on her heel and looked at the man. “Why would I want to impress him?”
The guy was staring at the scenery. “Because most of his students want to impress him.”
“Who said I was one of his students?” She tried to sound confident because she really did not like the man’s tone.
The guy finally turned, and she thought she saw pity in his eyes. “Only his students call him Professor Cedrus.”
Cursing herself for not having realized her mistake, Serenity tried to get the upper hand. “Maybe you shouldn’t be listening in on other people.”
The amused smile on his face annoyed her, but Serenity couldn’t help but be drawn in to his cool nonchalance and easy way of expressing himself. “Maybe you should learn how to internalize your thoughts. There are plenty of people who would start to make assumptions about you being so vocal about your internal thoughts.”
