Visions of Fear - Foundations of Fear III (1992)

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by David G. Hartwell (Ed. )


  The old mansion echoed with their laughter, with their

  delightful and original pranks. Mr. Orth knew nothing of

  children, therefore all the pranks he invented were as

  original as his faculty. The little girl clung to his hand or

  knee as they both followed the adventurous course of

  their common idol, the boy. When Orth realized how

  alive they were, he opened each room of his home to

  them in turn, that evermore he might have sacred and

  poignant memories with all parts of the stately mansion

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  where he must dwell alone to the end. He selected their

  bedrooms, and hovered over them— not through infantile disorders, which were beyond even his imagination

  — but through those painful intervals incident upon the

  enterprising spirit of the boy and the devoted obedience

  of the girl to fraternal command. He ignored the second

  Lord Teignmouth; he was himself their father, and he

  admired himself extravagantly for the first time; art had

  chastened him long since. Oddly enough, the children

  had no mother, not even the memory of one.

  He wrote the book more slowly than was his wont, and

  spent delightful hours pondering upon the chapter of the

  morrow. He looked forward to the conclusion with a sort

  of terror, and made up his mind that when the inevitable

  last word was written he should start at once for Hom-

  burg. Incalculable times a day he went to the gallery, for

  he no longer had any desire to write the children out of

  his mind, and his eyes hungered for them. They were his

  now. It was with an effort that he sometimes humorously

  reminded himself that another man had fathered them,

  and that their little skeletons were under the choir of the

  chapel. Not even for peace of mind would he have

  descended into the vaults of the lords of Chillingsworth

  and looked upon the marble effigies of his children.

  Nevertheless, when in a superhumorous mood, he dwelt

  upon his high satisfaction in having been enabled by his

  great-aunt to purchase all that was left of them.

  For two months he lived in his fool’s paradise, and

  then he knew that the book must end. He nerved himself

  to nurse the little girl through her wasting illness, and

  when he clasped her hands, his own shook, his knees

  trembled. Desolation settled upon the house, and he

  wished he had left one comer of it to which he could

  retreat unhaunted by the child’s presence. He took long

  tramps, avoiding the river with a sensation next to panic.

  It was two days before he got back to his table, and then

  he had made up his mind to let the boy live. To kill him

  off, too, was more than his augmented stock of human

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  nature could endure. After all, the lad’s death had been

  purely accidental, wanton. It was just that he should

  live— with one of the author’s inimitable suggestions of

  future greatness; but, at the end, the parting was almost

  as bitter as the other. Orth knew then how men feel when

  their sons go forth to encounter the world and ask no

  more of the old companionship.

  The author’s boxes were packed. He sent the manuscript to his publisher an hour after it was finished— he could not have given it a final reading to have saved it

  from failure— directed his secretary to examine the

  proof under a microscope, and left the next morning for

  Homburg. There, in inmost circles, he forgot his children. He visited in several of the great houses of the Continent until November; then returned to London to

  find his book the literary topic of the day. His secretary

  handed him the reviews; and for once in a way he read

  the finalities of the nameless. He found himself hailed as

  a genius, and compared in astonished phrases to the

  prodigiously clever talent which the world for twenty

  years had isolated under the name of Ralph Orth. This

  pleased him, for every writer is human enough to wish to

  be hailed as a genius, and immediately. Many are, and

  many wait; it depends upon the fashion of the moment,

  and the needs and bias of those who write of writers.

  Orth had waited twenty years; but his past was bedecked

  with the headstones of geniuses long since forgotten. He

  was gratified to come thus publicly into his estate, but

  soon reminded himself that all the adulation of which a

  belated world was capable could not give him one thrill

  of the pleasure which the companionship of that book

  had given him, while creating. It was the keenest pleasure

  in his memory, and when a man is fifty and has written

  many books, that is saying a great deal.

  He allowed what society was in town to lavish honors

  upon him for something over a month, then cancelled all

  his engagements and went down to Chillingsworth.

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  His estate was in Hertfordshire, that county of gentle

  hills and tangled lanes, of ancient oaks and wide wild

  heaths, of historic houses, and dark woods, and green

  fields innumerable— a Wordsworthian shire, steeped in

  the deepest peace of England. As Orth drove towards his

  own gates he had the typical English sunset to gaze upon,

  a red streak with a church spire against it. His woods

  were silent. In the fields, the cows stood as if conscious of

  their part. The ivy on his old gray towers had been young

  with his children.

  He spent a haunted night, but the next day stranger

  happenings began.

  II

  He rose early, and went for one of his long walks.

  England seems to cry out to be walked upon, and Orth,

  like others of the transplanted, experienced to the full the

  country’s gift of foot-restlessness and mental calm. Calm

  flees, however, when the ego is rampant, and today, as

  upon others too recent, Orth’s soul was as restless as his

  feet. He had walked for two hours when he entered the

  wood of his neighbor’s estate, a domain seldom honored

  by him, as it, too, had been bought by an American— a

  flighty hunting widow, who displeased the fastidious

  taste of the author. He heard children’s voices, and

  turned with the quick prompting of retreat.

  As he did so, he came face-to-face, on the narrow path,

  with a little girl. For the moment he was possessed by the

  most hideous sensation which can visit a man’s being—

  abject terror. He believed that body and soul were

  disintegrating. The child before him was his child, the

  original of a portrait in which the artist, dead two

  centuries ago, had missed exact fidelity, after all. The

  difference, even his rolling vision took note, lay in the

  warm pure living whiteness and the deeper spiritual

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  suggestion of the child in his path. Fortunately for his

  self-respect, the surrender lasted but a moment. The

  little girl spoke.

  “You look real sick,” she said. “Shall I l
ead you

  home?”

  The voice was soft and sweet, but the intonation, the

  vernacular, were American, and not of the highest class.

  The shock was, if possible, more agonizing than the

  other, but this time Orth rose to the occasion.

  “Who are you?” he demanded, with asperity. “What is

  your name? Where do you live?”

  The child smiled, an angelic smile, although she was

  evidently amused. “I never had so many questions asked

  me all at once,” she said. “But I don’t mind, and I’m glad

  you’re not sick. I’m Mrs. Jennie Root’s little girl— my

  father’s dead. My name is Blanche— you are sick! No?—

  and I live in Rome, New York State. We’ve come over

  here to visit pa’s relations.”

  Orth took the child’s hand in his. It was very warm

  and soft.

  “Take me to your mother,” he said, firmly; “now, at

  once. You can return and play afterwards. And as I

  wouldn’t have you disappointed for the world, I’ll send

  to town today for a beautiful doll.”

  The little girl, whose face had fallen, flashed her

  delight, but walked with great dignity beside him. He

  groaned in his depths as he saw they were pointing for

  the widow’s house, but made up his mind that he would

  know the history of the child and of all her ancestors, if

  he had to sit down at table with his obnoxious neighbor.

  To his surprise, however, the child did not lead him into

  the park, but towards one of the old stone houses of the

  tenantry.

  “Pa’s great-great-great-grandfather lived there,” she

  remarked, with all the American’s pride of ancestry.

  Orth did not smile, however. Only the warm clasp of the

  hand in his, the soft thrilling voice of his still mysterious

  companion, prevented him from feeling as if moving

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  through the mazes of one of his own famous ghost

  stories.

  The child ushered him into the dining-room, where an

  old man was seated at the table reading his Bible. The

  room was at least eight hundred years old. The ceiling

  was supported by the trunk of a tree, black, and probably

  petrified. The windows had still their diamond panes,

  separated, no doubt, by the original lead. Beyond was a

  large kitchen in which were several women. The old

  man, who looked patriarchal enough to have laid the

  foundations of his dwelling, glanced up and regarded the

  visitor without hospitality. His expression softened as

  his eyes moved to the child.

  “Who ’ave ye brought?” he asked. He removed his

  spectacles. “Ah!” He rose, and offered the author a chair.

  At the same moment, the women entered the room.

  “Of course you’ve fallen in love with Blanche, sir,”

  said one of them. “Everybody does.”

  “Yes, that is it. Quite so.” Confusion still prevailing

  among his faculties, he clung to the naked truth. “This

  little girl has interested and startled me because she

  bears a precise resemblance to one of the portraits in

  Chillingsworth— painted about two hundred years ago.

  Such extraordinary likenesses do not occur without

  reason, as a rule, and, as I admired my portrait so deeply

  that I have written a story about it, you will not think it

  unnatural if I am more than curious to discover the

  reason for this resemblance. The little girl tells me that

  her ancestors lived in this very house, and as my little girl

  lived next door, so to speak, there undoubtedly is a

  natural reason for the resemblance.”

  His host closed the Bible, put his spectacles in his

  pocket, and hobbled out of the house.

  “He’ll never talk of family secrets,” said an elderly

  woman, who introduced herself as the old man’s daughter, and had placed bread and milk before the guest.

  “There are secrets in every family, and we have ours, but

  he’ll never tell those old tales. All I can tell you is that an

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  ancestor of little Blanche went to wreck and ruin because

  of some fine lady’s doings, and killed himself. The story

  is that his boys turned out bad. One of them saw his

  crime, and never got over the shock; he was foolish like,

  after. The mother was a poor scared sort of creature, and

  hadn’t much influence over the other boy. There seemed

  to be blight on all the man’s descendants, until one of

  them went to America. Since then, they haven’t prospered, exactly, but they’ve done better, and they don’t drink so heavy.”

  “They haven’t done so well,” remarked a worn

  patient-looking woman. Orth typed her as belonging to

  the small middle-class of an interior town of the eastern

  United States.

  “You are not the child’s mother?”

  “Yes, sir. Everybody is surprised; you needn’t apologize. She doesn’t look like any of us, although her brothers and sisters are good enough for anybody to be

  proud of. But we all think she strayed in by mistake, for

  she looks like any lady’s child, and, of course, we’re only

  middle-class.”

  Orth gasped. It was the first time he had ever heard a

  native American use the term middle-class with a personal application. For the moment, he forgot the child.

  His analytical mind raked in the new specimen. He

  questioned, and learned that the woman’s husband had

  kept a hat store in Rome, New York; that her boys were

  clerks, her girls in stores, or type-writing. They kept her

  and little Blanche— who had come after her other children were well grown— in comfort; and they were all very happy together. The boys broke out, occasionally;

  but, on the whole, were the best in the world, and her

  girls were worthy of far better than they had. All were

  robust, except Blanche. “She coming so late, when I was

  no longer young, makes her delicate,” she remarked,

  with a slight blush, the signal of her chaste Americanism;

  “but I guess she’ll get along all right. She couldn’t have

  better care if she was a queen’s clyld.”

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  Orth, who had gratefully consumed the bread and

  milk, rose. “Is that really all you can tell me?” he asked.

  “That’s all,” replied the daughter of the house. “And

  you couldn’t pry open father’s mouth.”

  Orth shook hands cordially with all of them, for he

  could be charming when he chose. He offered to escort

  the little girl back to her playmates in the wood, and she

  took prompt possession of his hand. As he was leaving,

  he turned suddenly to Mrs. Root. “Why did you call her

  Blanche?” he asked.

  “She was so white and dainty, she just looked it.”

  Orth took the next train for London, and from Lord

  Teignmouth obtained the address of the aunt who lived

  on the family traditions, and a cordial note of introduction to her. He then spent an hour anticipating, in a toy shop, the whims and pleasures of a child—an incident of

  paternity which his book-
children had not inspired. He

  bought the finest doll, piano, French dishes, cooking

  apparatus, and playhouse in the shop, and signed a check

  for thirty pounds with a sensation of positive rapture.

  Then he took the train for Lancashire, where the Lady

  Mildred Mortlake lived in another ancestral home.

  Possibly there are few imaginative writers who have

  not a leaning, secret or avowed, to the oceult. The

  creative gift is in very close relationship with the Great

  Force behind the universe; for aught we know, may be an

  atom thereof. It is not strange, therefore, that the lesser

  and closer of the unseen forces should send their vibrations to it occasionally; or, at all events, that the imagination should incline its ear to the most mysterious and picturesque of all beliefs. Orth frankly dallied with the

  old dogma. He formulated no personal faith of any sort,

  but his creative faculty, that ego within an ego, had made

  more than one excursion into the invisible and brought

  back literary treasure.

  The Lady Mildred received with sweetness and warmth

  the generous contributor to the family sieve, and listened

  with fluttering interest to all he had not told the world

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  — she had read the book—and to the strange, Americanized sequel.

  “ I am all at sea,” concluded Orth. “What had my little

  girl to do with the tragedy? What relation was she to the

  lady who drove the young man to destruction— ?”

  “The closest,” interrupted Lady Mildred. “She was

  herself!”

  Orth stared at her. Again he had a confused sense of

  disintegration. Lady Mildred, gratified by the success of

  her bolt, proceeded less dramatically:

  “Wally was up here just after I read your book, and I

  discovered he had given you the wrong history of the

  picture. Not that he knew it. It is a story we have left

  untold as often as possible, and I tell it to you only

  because you would probably become a monomaniac if I

  didn’t. Blanche Mortlake— that Blanche— there had

  been several of her name, but there has not been one

  since— did not die in childhood, but lived to be twenty-

  four. She was an angelic child, but little angels sometimes grow up into very naughty girls. I believe she was delicate as a child, which probably gave her that spiritual

 

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