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Read on for an Excerpt from Home to Me, Book 2 of the Andrades
Excerpt from Home to Me
Book 2 of the Andrades
Nick Andrade:
Sexy, charming, bad boy. He’s never been a one woman man, but he’s willing to give it a try every Saturday with Rena.
Rena Sander:
Confident, caring, a woman who plays by the rules. She’s never been in love, and thinks keeping sex with Nick contained to one day a week will protect her heart.
He’s the hot fantasy she’s always craved.
She’s the only woman he’d consider reforming for.
When their relationship is exposed and they must defend it, will these two lovers discover that home is in each other’s arms?
Chapter One
“You can’t stop me—don’t get hurt trying to,” Nick Andrade warned as he moved to sidestep Rena, his brother’s secretary, for a second time.
Her chest bounced beneath her thin silk blouse and her hands went angrily to her hips, momentarily distracting Nick. Rena had always been a twelve on his one-to-ten scale. He preferred blondes as a general rule, but she was his exception. “I’m not letting you by. Gio is on an important international call.”
“I don’t care.”
“That’s exactly why you’re staying out here with me.”
As she blocked him, daring him to test her resolve, he felt his blood rush downward and was reminded why she was trouble and always had been.
Too vividly, he recalled another day when a younger Rena had stood before him in almost exactly the same pose. Gio had just started working full-time at his family’s oil company, Cogent, and he had asked Nick to pick up papers from his friend Kane. Nick had agreed even though it was a long drive. He’d only been home for a day and had already had a row with his mother, so any excuse to get out, even going to Sag Harbor, had been a welcome reprieve.
Rena had opened the door to her family’s home dressed in shorts and T-shirt emblazoned with her college’s name, taken one look at him, put her hands on her hips, and said, “Nick, I’m surprised you’re still alive.”
Her shirt had hugged her young breasts, and the long expanse of thigh exposed by her shorts had temporarily wiped all sense from his head. Yep, trouble. She was Kane’s little sister—even called herself an honorary Andrade because of all the time she’d spent with them while growing up.
Practically part of the family.
Forbidden.
“Rena, a pleasure to see you, as always. Gio asked me to pick up a folder.”
Rena had nodded. “Kane said he left something in the den in case you came by. Would you like to come in?”
He’d shaken his head. He’d never liked being at the Sander’s house. Gio had spent most of his vacations there, but Nick would rather have had needles stuck beneath his fingernails than spend five minutes with Rena’s parents. They were always smiling, always asking about things that were none of their business, and offering advice when it was clearly not requested or welcome.
Gio had claimed they did it because they cared. Nick had seen it as a genetic defect, and one they had passed down to their children.
“I’ll wait here,” Nick had answered and leaned against the doorjamb.
“Suit yourself,” she’d said and walked back into the house. When she’d returned she’d held up the folder but hadn’t immediately handed it over to him. “Gio was upset when he saw the photos of you and your friends jumping out of that helicopter to ski in Vail.”
“Everything upsets Gio . . .”
“He worries about you. He thinks you’re going to get yourself killed with one of your stunts. I think so, too.”
Nick had snatched the folder easily out of Rena’s hand. “It’s called having fun, Rena. You should try it sometime. Oh, wait, Mommy and Daddy would never give you permission, would they?”
“My parents would support whatever I wanted to do.”
With a whistle, Nick had mocked her. “Then come to Martha’s Vineyard with me this weekend. I just got my pilot’s license. I’m flying a bunch of friends up to our beach house. Even Stephan is coming. It’s going to be wild.”
“I can’t. I have finals next week.”
“I’m sure you could blow off studying this one time and still pass your classes.”
“I probably could, but I’m not going to. I have a four point oh.”
“Why bother when a job will be handed to you as soon as you graduate?”
“My grades are important to me.”
“You mean, they’re important to your parents.”
“That too. I don’t like disappointing them.”
“My God, you sound like you’re twelve.”
Rena’s face had reddened and she’d spat, “Fuck you.”
He’s tossed her a lopsided grin. “Thanks for the offer, but I don’t do virgins.”
“You’re such an asshole, Nick.”
Nick had waved the folder, chuckled, and said, “It’s what the ladies love about me.”
Rena had turned and slammed the door in a glorious huff, leaving Nick standing outside, shaking his head in bemusement. He loved the wild look in her eyes when her temper flared, and that he was the only one who could make her that angry. She was innocence and fire, and he’d spent many nights wanting to intimately explore both sides of her.
He’d never pursued her, though. She’d started working for Gio after college, and he’d promised his brother he’d stay away from her. He couldn’t forget her, though, as hard as he tried. Shit, she even sent him a card for his birthday every year.
Lately it was the only one he received. He’d never thanked her for any of them. Honestly, he half hoped each year would be the last year he’d get one, but they kept coming. They made him angry for reasons he couldn’t fully understand. Who the hell takes the time to remember an adult’s birthday?
She’d taken the “nice girl next door” act too far. All her boyfriends were educated, well dressed, and boring as hell. She was, too, when she was with them. He’d bet none of them knew Rena was a sucker for a dare, or that she ate before she went out because she wanted to appear satisfied by a salad.
They might not know her quirks, but they’d experienced something he hadn’t—the taste of those lips. They knew the way she moaned when she was just about to come. With his heart beating wildly in his chest and adrenaline rushing through his veins, Nick allowed himself the luxury of imagining how she would look in his bed after hours of being fucked.
He met her eyes and came crashing back to the present. What the hell am I doing? He’d come to confront his brother, and doing so while sporting a hard-on was not in his plans. “Gio needs to hear what I have to say. It’s a hell of a lot more important than whatever’s he’s doing, which I’m sure is promising to blow whoever’s on that call to land his latest deal.”
“Are you drunk?” Rena asked, her forehead creasing with concern.
“No,” he said impatiently. Just an idiot who needs to ignore how tightly your skirt is hugging your beautiful ass.
She leaned in and sniffed. He knew that concerned look well. He could have told her he’d stopped drinking completely when he’d returned from his cousin’s wedding, but he didn’t explain himself to anyone. “Get out of my way.”
Her chin raised a notch and her eyes narrowed. “No.”
Nick had never touched a woman out of anger, and he never would. Still, her show of loyalty to his brother fueled his anger. He knew one method that would get her to retreat and he wasn’t above using it. He gave her a blatant, appreciative once-over and wiggled his e
yebrows suggestively. “I can think of something that would stop me.”
She flipped her hair over one shoulder and shook her head. “You’re trying to make me angry.”
Nick stepped closer to her. “Anger isn’t what I’d make you feel.” He ran a finger lightly down her tense jaw and over the wild pulse in her neck. Instead of turning tail and running, she held his eyes, and Nick inhaled harshly. The air between them throbbed with a desire that neither would admit to. Her eyes dilated, and her lips parted just enough that he could imagine slipping his tongue between them and tasting her.
She bit her lower lip gently between her teeth. He groaned audibly and stepped closer, his mouth hovering above hers. For no more than a heartbeat or two, he forgot why he’d initiated this exchange. He was just a man who was about to kiss a woman he wanted, one he’d denied himself for as long as he could remember.
The door behind her flew open. “What are you doing here, Nick?”
Rena’s eyes searched his in confusion. Then she looked away, a slight blush spreading across her cheeks. Nick raised his head and squared his shoulders. “We need to talk, Gio.”
Rena addressed Gio. “Should I call Luke?”
“No,” Gio said in an irritatingly authoritative tone.
“Wise choice,” Nick said over Rena’s head. “You won’t want him to hear what I have to say.”
Gio raised one mocking eyebrow, then motioned for Nick to come into his office. Anger rushed through Nick. He doesn’t take me seriously. He never has. That is about to change.
Rena put a hand on Nick’s arm when he moved to step around her. The light touch was fire on his skin, painful and pleasurable at the same time. In a volume so low only he would hear her words, she said, “Whatever happened, don’t let it come between you. You’re family. There is nothing more important than that.”
“You don’t know what this is about.”
“No, but I know Gio.”
“Your concern for him is touching.” Nick stepped away from her and through the door his brother held open for him.
Just before the door closed, he thought he heard Rena whisper, “It’s not him I’m worried about.”
* * *
Rena Sander paced the carpeted floor in front of her desk. Nick Andrade knew exactly how to get her blood boiling. Yes, she found him attractive, but a woman would have to be dead not to. The Andrade men had all been blessed with good looks. Each had eyes as dark as coal and strong features that would have done any Roman statue proud. Well over six feet with a naturally muscular build, and consistently dressed in casual but expensive international designer clothing, Nick always looked like he’d just finished a cover shoot for GQ.
He used his good looks to get what he wanted, and today that had meant getting around her. How far would he have gone to achieve his goal? And would his ploy have worked? Rena was glad she’d never know. Whatever feelings she’d once had for him were in the past. As she’d grown up, they’d fallen by the wayside, as all teenage crushes should.
Now was not the time to start asking what-ifs.
Plus, dating Nick was probably the only way she could lose her job at Cogent, and she didn’t want to. It wasn’t a perfect job. Gio had a reputation for being demanding, impatient, and often blunt when a softer touch was warranted, but Rena wasn’t bothered by his moods. He’d even fired her a few times since she’d started there. She hadn’t taken him seriously, and he’d always called back to apologize and rehire her.
Job security was a perk of being his best friend’s little sister, but she worked hard to make sure she deserved to be there. No one worked longer hours or was more dedicated to the company than she was, and she was proud of how she could keep the office functioning seamlessly during Gio’s many business trips.
Kane teased her that she only wanted to work there because it kept her in the middle of any and all Andrade drama. Rena would have denied it, but she didn’t like to lie. Gio and his brothers needed her. When someone needs you, you help them—whether or not they ask you to.
It’s practically our family motto.
Permission to assist appreciated, but not necessary.
Over the eighteen or so years she’d known them, she’d watched the four Andrade brothers grow from sad boys into angry men. They each hid their scars in different ways, but they didn’t fool Rena. Yes, they had lived a privileged life that, on the surface, appeared ideal, but Rena knew the truth of how they’d been raised. Between their workaholic father and their viciously insecure and spiteful mother, they’d been deprived of what Rena considered any semblance of a healthy home. They craved love and understanding like half-wilted flowers crave water.
Gio: the angry family patriarch. His word was law and his temper was short. Until he met his fiancée, Julia, he’d hidden himself away in his work. The change in him had been heartwarming. More than ever before, it made Rena wish the same happiness for the others.
Nick: the unredeemable and notorious playboy. Young, rich, and gorgeous. He was photographed more than many movie stars were, and could be counted on to consistently provide front-page-worthy scandalous photos. His dating practices were legendary—heiresses to porn stars—and if half of what the papers claimed he’d done were true, he’d have a lot of explaining to do if he ever made it to the gates of Heaven.
Luke: the rich surgeon and the glue of the Andrade family. He called his brothers daily and smoothed over whatever was brewing. He reminded her of her brother, Kane.
And Max: the youngest, who had branched off to make his own fortune in the hotel and casino business. He was the most private of the four boys and the one Rena knew the least. In general, he kept himself outside of all family drama.
Rena reached for the phone and called the brother she’d been told not to. “Luke?”
“Rena,” Luke answered warmly. “I’m about to go into surgery. Can we talk later?”
“Nick is here,” Rena said in a rush.
“That’s good. I’ve talked to him about getting more involved at Cogent. I’m glad he’s doing it.”
Rena began pacing again with the headset in her hand. “I don’t believe his visit is business related. Nick said he had something he needed to say to Gio and he didn’t look happy about it.”
“Shit.” Luke sighed. “I can’t come now. Do you have any idea what it’s about?”
“I was hoping you did.”
“Nick has been spending time with our mother since she had that episode.”
“You mean her heart attack?”
“I haven’t seen her health records, so I can’t say for sure. It might have been a severe panic attack.”
“You think she lied?”
Luke sighed again. “No. She wouldn’t go that far, but she could exaggerate the situation. She hasn’t been the same since we attended Stephan’s wedding without her. I don’t know what she has against Victor and Alessandro, but she can’t handle the idea of any of us spending time with either of them. I’ve tried to talk to her about it, but she won’t discuss it.”
“So you think she said something to Nick?”
“I don’t know. She’s upset that Gio isn’t speaking to her right now. Maybe it’s about that.”
“They had an argument right after the wedding, didn’t they?”
“That’s what I hear. Gio was furious with her for trying to pay off Julia.”
“I still don’t understand why she would do that. Julia makes Gio happy. Who wouldn’t want her son to find love?”
“She would tell you she does whatever is necessary to protect us. For some reason that included keeping Julia and Gio apart.”
“I don’t think Patrice likes you and your brothers getting along the way you have since Stephan’s wedding. I wouldn’t put it past her to have faked an episode just to draw attention back to herself.”
“Hey,” Luke reprimanded.
“Sorry, I know she’s your mother. I just don’t understand her. She has four amazing sons and more money than she could
spend in ten lifetimes. Why isn’t she happy?”
“I wish I knew,” Luke said sadly. “She’s heading to a dark place. I hope she doesn’t take Nick with her.”
Rena stopped and chewed her lip. “I could talk to him.”
“Listen, I know you care. I wouldn’t tell you this if I didn’t consider you one of us, but don’t get involved this time. I have a feeling this is going to get really ugly before it gets better. I don’t want to see you get hurt.”
Rena laughed even though she found little humor in the situation. “You’re the second Andrade to say that to me today. Nick said almost those exact words a few minutes ago. You should have seen his face when he said it. Something really upset him today. I wish I knew what it was.”
“Don’t do it, Rena.”
“What?”
“Don’t try to help Nick. He’s right. You’ll only get hurt.”
“I wish the four of you could always be as happy as you looked right after you came back from the island wedding.”
With a sigh, Luke said, “I have to go. Rena, promise me you’ll let them sort this out themselves. I have some time late this afternoon. I’ll come by to smooth over whatever blowup they have this morning. Stay out of it.”
“I will.”
“You’re not a good liar, Rena.”
Rena hung up the phone and squared her shoulders. Maybe not, but if Nick and Gio wanted me to stay out of this, they would have had their spat away from the office.
Rena placed her hand on the door to Gio’s office and took a deep breath.
I will not stand back and do nothing while they tear each other apart.
Sorry, Patrice. Whatever you’re up to is not going to work. Not this time.
Not on my watch.
Chapter Two
“I went to see Mother this morning,” Nick said slowly, watching his brother’s reaction. Of his three brothers, Gio was the most difficult to talk to about anything. Luke could always be relied on to provide a sympathetic ear. Max gave his unfettered opinion, when he cared enough to have one. Talking to Gio was more like trying to cross a field of land mines while blindfolded. It was impossible to guess which word would set Gio off, but an explosion was inevitable.
