by Rinelle Grey
“He can stay with me,” Marlee blurted out. As soon as she said it she couldn’t believe she hadn’t thought of it earlier. It was perfect! She tried not to smile, to look properly serious.
Everyone turned to stare at her.
Her mother frowned, but she didn’t say no outright. “You don’t have a spare bed.”
“I can sleep on a pallet on the floor. I have a whole house to myself. I have more than enough room.” The rain stopped abruptly, right as she spoke, leaving her shouting in the sudden silence. She took a deep breath to slow the words tumbling out of her mouth. She tried to think of something she could add that would convince them, but when nothing came to her, she kept silent.
They had to agree. She couldn’t bear it if he disappeared off into someone else’s home where she would only see him if she could come up with an excuse to visit.
Her mother had spent the last two weeks trying to push her to invite someone to move in with her. Surely she wouldn’t say no when Marlee was asking. Just to be sure her mother got the picture, she let her eyes stray to the stranger, let them linger on his face, and let a smile turn up the corners of her mouth.
She hoped it worked. She’d do whatever it took to get off this planet, away from the council’s rules, even pretend to be attracted to the handsome stranger.
What she felt wasn’t real attraction, it couldn’t be. The excitement bubbling along her veins was because of what he represented. A world she had never seen. A world without the hardships and restrictions they faced here. A world where she could make her own choices.
She examined his face one last time, as if she could see an imprint of that world in its shape. If... no when... he woke up, perhaps he would talk to her about it.
Everyone turned to Yasmyn, and Marlee held her breath. Her mother pursed her lips, regarding her through narrowed eyes. Then she smiled and shrugged. “If you are willing, Marlee, that would be satisfactory. We can see about more permanent accommodations once he is well.”
Marlee squeezed her hands together tightly, trying to maintain her adult demeanour. He was hers. For now at least. Permanent wouldn’t matter because once he woke up, he could take them all away.
“Karla, see him settled at Marlee’s. Do what you can for him.” Yasmyn turned to the council. “We must discuss this. There is much to consider.”
Marlee sprinted ahead of Karla and the two men bearing the stretcher, being careful not to slip in the mud. She was glad of the excuse to run. The frozen rain still littered the ground, though it was already beginning to melt in the sun, which had returned with as little notice as it had disappeared.
She arrived panting and leaned on the doorframe for a few moments to catch her breath. As she looked around the small house, she saw it through new eyes. It was small: a bed in a tiny curtained alcove near the fireplace, and an even smaller bathroom off that. She and Nelor had built it together two summers ago. They hadn’t needed much room.
What would the stranger think of her home? How would it compare to what he was used to? The room on his ship wasn’t very big either, but it was so different. Everything there was smooth and shiny. It would be easy to wipe down, easy to keep clean. Not like the wood and dirt here. She sighed. It would have to do. It was all she had.
Bustling into the bedroom, she pulled back the covers on the bed, looking at the sheet. There wasn’t time to wash it. At least it didn’t get as sweaty in winter. She plumped up the feather pillows, determined he would be comfortable at least.
The stretcher arrived, and two men helped Karla lay the unconscious man out on the bed before leaving to see what damage the storm had done. Marlee heated water and brought rags to Karla as she cleaned and bandaged the wound on the man’s head.
They worked in companionable silence until Karla straightened up with a groan, stretching with a hand in the small of her back. “There’s nothing more I can do. Keep a close eye on him, and call me if his temperature rises or if he wakes.”
Marlee nodded, and Karla left, leaving her alone with him at last.
She sat beside the bed, studying his face. He couldn’t be very old, maybe a little older than Nelor. Despite the shadow she’d noticed earlier, his face was clean shaven, and when she reached out to touch it, it was almost as smooth as her own.
How had he ended up here? Was he here to rescue them, or just for the anysogen, as Weiss suggested? What had happened to his ship? Why had he crashed? Would he be okay?
So many questions. And none could be answered until he woke. A sigh escaped her lips. She desperately wanted to talk to him.
A trace of guilt stirred in her heart. She should be worrying about Nelor, not the stranger. Hopefully he hadn’t been hurt on his way back from the spaceship. Perhaps he and Nerris could repair it. They knew a lot about ships.
Restlessness overcame her, and she busied herself setting up a pallet on the floor and putting on some stew for dinner. She tidied here and there, coming back often to check on him. He didn’t move. His breathing was even, if shallow, and there was nothing she could do but wait.
And wait she did, sitting around for several hours as he lay there. She began to worry. Maybe she should get Karla.
She rested her hand on the unconscious man’s forehead. It felt a little warm. Did he have a fever, or was that his normal temperature? She bit her lip. When she was a child, her mother had kissed her forehead to check if she was too hot, telling her that the sensitivity of her lips could tell temperature changes more accurately.
She frowned. Kissing his forehead didn’t seem quite right, but if he was developing a temperature, the sooner she identified it the better. Concern convinced her, and she bent and touched her lips to his brow lightly.
It felt smooth and warm. Just the right amount of warm.
“Psst! Marlee!” The voice at the window made her jump back, her heart thudding in her chest.
“Nelor!” She ran across the room to take his hands through the window. Had he seen her kissing the stranger? She hoped not. “What are you doing here?”
“Beren told me that you asked to come and dig with me this morning.” He smiled gently at her. “And that the council wouldn’t let you.”
“It’s not fair.’ Marlee frowned at the memory.
Nelor stroked her hair awkwardly. “I know it’s hard right now, Marlee. I miss you too, but the council is right. It will be easier if we both accept that things are over.”
Marlee felt like she’d been head-butted in the stomach by a goat. She had that same feeling of all the air rushing out of her lungs, followed by the knowledge that in a few minutes, she’d be on her behind in the dirt. She jerked back, out of his arms. “How can you agree with them?” Her eyes filled with tears.
“We don’t have any choice, Marlee. The sooner we both move on, the sooner we can get back to being friends, without the council worrying. We knew this might happen when we moved in together. If you keep insisting that you’re not going to find anyone else, the council will continue to keep us apart.” His voice was edgy. Was he annoyed with her? Annoyed that she missed him and wanted to be with him.
She pulled back further into the house, suddenly glad there was a wall between them. “That’s not fair,” she said. She refused to admit that his words made a twisted sort of sense.
“Life isn’t always fair.” Nelor’s words held regret. “But that’s the way it is.” He glanced at the man in the bed behind her. “I bet he didn’t think crashing was fair either. Do you think he’ll survive?”
He was changing the subject, but Marlee was too upset to change it back. “He has to.” She refused to let any element of doubt enter her mind.
“I hope so.” Nelor stared at the bed for a while then turned to her, his face resolute. “Marlee, have you thought about asking him to live with you? He hasn’t been on the planet for more than a day. If anyone can give you a child, he can.”
Marlee’s jaw dropped. Did he think she had offered to have the man stay here because she wanted a
baby? How could he say such a thing? Couldn’t he see? “Why do I need a child if we can escape from here? We could be together again.”
Nelor’s shook his head sadly. “Dad thinks the spaceship is unrepairable. We couldn’t even get the power to come on. I don’t think anyone is going to be leaving any time soon.”
So that was why he was pulling back! It all made sense now. She glanced back at the man lying in the bed behind her. His head tossed from side to side. She turned back to Nelor. “Why is everyone being so negative? I won’t believe that nothing can be done to fix it. That ship is nothing like ours. Maybe he turned the power off? Or there could be ways to fix it that Nerris knows nothing about.”
She refused to give up hope. The alternative was unbearable.
Chapter 6
The rhythmic clack-clack, clack-clack pulled Tyris from sleep.
He lay in a hard, scratchy bed, the light dim. He couldn’t see much, but his eyes were drawn to the only movement—a shape in the corner of the room. A girl sat at some sort of wheel, her hands moving surely, engrossed in her work. He watched her for a moment, his mind blank except for the sight in front of him.
Her dark hair hung past her shoulders and her young face, lit only by the light of a single lamp, was absorbed on the wheel in front of her. There was something appealing about the way she was completely focused on her work, not even aware that he was awake. She didn’t pause to check her phone, didn’t glance up at a television.
Memories crashed in on him. Milandra walking out, discovering the anysogen planet, the asteroid, and the Hylista’s power failing all flickered through his mind in seconds, tumbling over each other in a confused jumble.
He struggled to sit up, his hands tangling in the blankets. “Where am I? Where’s my ship?”
The girl’s hands dropped from the wheel, and she hurried to his side. “Shh.” She eased him back onto the pillows, her skin cool where it touched his.
The pain that had flared when he moved convinced him to lie back on the pillows. He reached up to feel his head, encountering a bandage instead. “What happened?”
“You bumped your head quite hard. Don’t try to get up. You’re safe here.” Her soothing words were at odds with the excitement in her voice.
“My ship, the Hylista, is it in one piece?” He couldn’t remember the final landing. Had the shields protected him, or had the power cut out again?
“It’s... all in one piece,” she said carefully.
“But?”
She frowned. “But what?”
“I sense a ‘but’. It’s all in one piece, but...”
She hesitated. “Nerris thinks it’s badly damaged. He can’t get the power to come on.”
Tyris tried to ignore his heart sinking. He had no idea who Nerris was. It was impossible to judge if he was qualified to assess the damage. “Where am I?” he asked instead.
He looked around the room, searching for clues as to his whereabouts. The walls were dark and gritty like mud, and the floor was bare dirt, brightened only slightly by a round, plaited rug. Through the open doorway he could see a fireplace with a large pot hanging over it.
This had to be the village he had flown over, the one that shouldn’t have existed. People actually lived here. What were they doing on this planet? Were they hoping to sell the anysogen on the black market?
That idea didn’t fit. This wasn’t a temporary settlement, where people lived in tents while they mined the valuable fuel. No, it had taken time to build a house like this.
“You’re on Zerris,” she said.
That didn’t tell him much. Zerris must be the name of the second planet, the one with the anysogen. But it didn’t answer his real question—what were people doing on this planet, and did they know about the anysogen?
When he remained silent, she said, “If you are okay for a minute, I’ll just go get Karla.”
“Karla?”
“Karla’s our nurse. She said to call her when you woke up.”
He nodded, and before he could think of anything more to say, she disappeared.
The silence reached out and enveloped him. He strained his ears, but he could hear nothing, no footsteps, no electrical hums, no motors, no sounds at all. Nothing but the sound of his own breath, unnaturally loud in the silence. He heard a faint ringing, and stared around the room searching for the source, until he realised it was his own ears, protesting against the lack of input.
He had spent his whole life surrounded by sounds. The hum of the air conditioning, the fridge, the computer. Here there was nothing but him. It was disconcerting.
His head hurt. Maybe if he closed his eyes for a moment the dull throbbing would fade. Anything that might prevent the stabbing in his head from returning was worth a try. He lay back, trying to block out the lack of sound.
The door slammed. His head jerked up and his eyes flew open, sending a searing pain through his skull. The girl ran back into the room, breathless. She hung onto the doorway, catching her breath. Her hair had blown across her face, and her cheeks were pink. “Karla’s here.”
An old woman appeared in the doorway behind her. Her leathery face, framed by hair going grey around the temples, was a stark contrast to the other woman’s youth.
The young woman moved the lantern closer to his bed, and the nurse leaned over him. She pulled out a flashlight, cranked a small handle on the side a few times, and shone it into one eye, then the other. He blinked, and tried to keep his gaze steady. She lifted the bandage around his head and looked at the wound. “Can you sit up?” she asked.
“I’m not sure. I think so.” Tyris pushed himself into a sitting position, wincing at the pain. His head pounded, but he didn’t think he would fall.
“Good. How do you feel?”
“I have one hell of a headache, but otherwise, I seem to be all here.”
She nodded, and exchanged a glance with the girl. “You’ve been unconscious for most of the day. If all you have is a headache, I’d say you got off lightly. I was beginning to be quite concerned.”
Tyris swallowed. “All day? That seems like a long time. Will...” he had to force the words out, “will there be any permanent damage?”
“Only time will tell, but the fact that you woke up on your own and appear lucid is a good sign. Tell Marlee if you feel dizzy or if your vision is blurry.”
Tyris nodded, then immediately began wondering if it was blurry vision or the lamplight making her face seem indistinct.
“Marlee?” Karla said.
The girl, who had been hovering in the background, jumped forward. “Yes?”
“Give him some feverfew tea and some food. He can get up when he wants to, but don’t be surprised if he is a little unsteady on his feet. If there are any problems, come and get me.”
The girl nodded obediently and followed the old woman from the room. A few moments later she returned with a pottery cup and held it out to him. “It tastes awful, but it will help the pain.”
He took the cup, his fingers brushing hers for just a second. She pulled back quickly.
“I’m sure I’ve tasted worse.” He raised it to his lips, grimacing at the smell. Bitter, but with a hint of honey. He downed it swiftly, handing the cup back to her, and lay down again with relief.
She put the cup on the table beside the bed then stared at him for a few moments. He thought she was going to say something, but she just crossed to the window and fussed with the curtains for a moment. She turned and came back to the bed and straightened the quilt near his feet.
Tyris waited, hiding a smile, and sure enough, eventually she asked, “What are you doing here?”
“On this planet? I crashed. I thought you would have noticed.”
“Yes, I know that. I found you in your ship, the Hylista.” The name sounded strange the way she pronounced it. Wrapping a strand of hair around her finger, she stared at him. “But why were you out in this part of space? It’s a long way from the central planets.”
How much
did she know? How could he find out without giving away his reasons for being here? “I could ask the same question of you. I thought this planet was uninhabited.”
“We came from Semala when the meteor hit.”
The total devastation of the neighbouring planet, still deep in the grip of an impact winter even after all this time, flashed in front of his mind. He nodded. “Why come here though? Don’t you know this planet is polluted? Why not go back to the Colonies?”
A shadow of pain crossed her face. “The Tenacity, our ship, wouldn’t have made it back to the Colonies. It took us nine months just to reach this planet.”
His heart sank. Any hope that he could leave in the second ship receded. “So you’ve been stranded here all this time?”
She nodded.
“Wow.” It was woefully inadequate to describe his feelings. He couldn’t imagine living in these squalid and primitive conditions for a week, let alone years. He didn’t want to imagine it.
Looking at his surroundings made him wonder why he was here. Was this some part of the nurse’s house? Was the girl her assistant? He looked at her surreptitiously. She couldn’t be very old. Her demeanour suggested late teens, but even under the bulky clothes, her curves suggested she’d hit womanhood.
“Um. Marlee? Is that your name?”
“Yes?”
“Do you have a bathroom?” She looked at him blankly for a moment, so he repeated his request. “I need to use the toilet.”
Understanding dawned on her face. “Oh, of course. Here.” She held out a small round earthenware pot to him.
He took it, looking at her incomprehensibly for a moment. Then he felt a flush steal across his face. “I think I could probably get up...”
“Are you sure?” she asked doubtfully. “The bathroom isn’t far,” she said, and waved to a curtain against the side of the wall, “but I’m not sure how much help I could be.”
Tyris was torn. The idea of taking a fall in the bathroom, his pants around his ankles, wasn’t appealing. But neither was the pot. “I think I can manage.”
Marlee nodded, and stood near the bed. Tyris took a deep breath, ignored the pain in his head, and swung his legs over the side. He was glad of Marlee’s presence as he struggled to his feet, clutching at her shoulder as the world tilted.
