by Violet Duke
âMy favorite,â I breathe in amazement, reaching down to touch the delicate petals. Hunter gives a bashful grin.
âI remember.â
I frown. âI didnât tell youâ¦â my voice trails off as I realize: I did, not now, but three years ago. A passing comment, I barely even registered it myself.
All that time, and he remembered.
âYou did all this, for me?â I look around, overcome. Itâs like a scene from a movie, every detail perfect with the lights of Beachwood stretching out below us. âBut, it must have taken forever.â
âIt was worth it.â Hunter moves closer, reaching to touch my cheek. âJust to see this look on your face.â
I catch my breath, looking up into his eyes for the first time. Blue, and deep, and true.
âYou did this, for me.â I whisper again, still not quite believing it. Any minute now, Iâm going to wake up, and find this is all just a dream. Any second nowâ¦
âIâd do anything for you.â Hunter whispers, leaning in to kiss me.
Itâs real.
The touch of his lips, cool and smooth on mine; the feel of his hand twisting in my hair; the solid mass of his body, pulling me closer. The details knit themselves together and wash over me in a wave of pure rightness.
Heâs for real.
I sink into the kiss, unable to stop myself, unable to hold back a moment longer. Heâs here. He came. For me.
I reach up and pull Hunter closer, deepening the kiss until my blood shivers and Iâm gasping for breath. I want to lose myself in his arms right here, up above the world where nothing can touch us, and Iâm safe from all the whispers of pain and doubt. I want the kiss to last forever, but after a moment, Hunter gently pulls away.
âYour foodâs getting cold,â he grins, and guides me over to the table. He pulls out my chair for me, and I sink down into the seat, blinking in disbelief all over again.
âWhat is this?â I ask, staring at the dishes as Hunter lifts their lid with a flourish to reveal waffles and bacon and eggs.
âBreakfast.â He grins. âItâs pretty much the only thing I can make, so I figured Iâd play it safe.â
âYou cooked?â My voice rises.
He gives a bashful shrug. âItâs nothing fancy.â
âCompared to cold pizza and a beer, this is fancy as hell,â I tell him.
Hunter takes a bottle from the cooler, and pours me a glass of something light and bubbly. âChampagne,â he passes me a glass. âAnd a toast.â He pauses, waiting until I raise my glass to mirror his. âTo you.â
âHunterââ I protest, still overwhelmed, but he speaks over me.
âTo you, Brit. For everything you donât even know you do.â
He taps his glass to mine, but as the delicate ring echoes, I swear I see a shadow in his eyes, just for a second. Something dark Iâve never noticed. But before I can even be sure itâs even there at all, the light returns, and Hunter grins at me, excited as a kid on Christmas day.
âEat,â he orders. âYou must be hungry, running around all night. Did Garrett give the secret away?â he adds, drowning his plate in maple syrup. âI told him to cover for me. He left the back door open,â he explains with a smile. âI had to wait until you were out front serving customers, and then sneak everything up in stages.â
âI never guessed,â I tell him truthfully, picking at my food. I look around again at the rooftop, lit up and more beautiful than I could have ever imagined. âHe kept your secret alright.â
Hunter must have heard the note of regret in my voice, because he stops, his fork halfway to his mouth. âWhatâs wrong? Donât you like it?â His eyes look at me, suddenly full of insecurity.
âNo! I mean, yes, I do, I love it,â I hurry to say. âI justâ¦â I swallow. âI didnât think you were coming, thatâs all.â
Hunter frowns. âI said I would.â
I look up to check if heâs for real, but his face is clear and sincere. âPeople say a lot of things,â I tell him gently. âIt doesnât mean theyâre actually going to follow through.â
âOh. Britâ¦â Realization dawns. Hunter reaches across the table and takes my hand, holding it tight between his. A delicious warmth rolls out from where heâs touching me, up my arm, enveloping my whole body. âIâm sorry,â he murmurs, âI didnât think.â
I swallow, selfconscious. He must think Iâm such a messed-up kid, not even being able to believe a simple promise. âItâs fine.â I try to pull away. âThis is amazing, Hunter. Really. Worth the wait.â
I give him a weak smile, mad at myself now for even bringing it up. Hunter works like crazy to set up this amazing surprise, and I go drag the mood down with all my stupid insecurities. Talk about a buzzkill, Brit.
âItâs not fine,â Hunter tells me, holding tight to my hand. His eyes are creased with concern as he watches me. âYou need to know, Iâll always come through for you. If I make you a promise, Iâm going to deliver.â
This time I do pull my hand free. âYou canât say that,â I reply in a small voice, stabbing at a piece of waffle. âYou donât know whatâs going to happen. Things get in the way, all the time. Itâs better just not to promise, that wayâ¦â
I trail off, not wanting to finish.
That way, I donât get my hopes up. That way, I donât wind up feeling like a fool.
When I look up again, Hunter is watching me with a crooked smile.
âWhatâs so funny?â I ask, feeling a flash of defensiveness.
âNothing.â Hunter replies, his smile broadening. âI just figured out how Iâm going to make you believe in me.â
âHow?â I challenge.
He smiles at me, so confident and cool, like heâs discovered the secrets to the universe. âIâm going to prove you wrong.â
I blink. âWhat do you mean?â
âItâs simple,â Hunter says, eyes full of certainty. âYou believe that people let you down, that they leave you, and break you, and lie. I wonât. Iâm going to be there for you, Brit. No matter what, Iâm going to keep showing up, and proving you wrong, until you accept it. Iâm not like the rest.â
My breath catches, a painful knot aching in my chest. When he talks like this, saying such sweet promises, I want to believe him, God, I do. Then I remember, every other broken promise, every other man who lied.
âItâs OK,â Hunter says, as if he can see my inner battle. âIâve got plenty of time. Like I said, Iâm not going anywhere.â
âBut, why?â I canât help the plaintive question that slips from my lips. I look at him, so perfect and sweet, and I just canât understand. âWhy me? All of this, the planning, the chasing⦠Why do all of this, just for me. There are hundreds of other girlsââ
âI donât want them. I want you.â
âBut why?â I have to ask again. Maybe if he gives me a reason I can understand. âYou just showed up here like some Prince Charming, trying to sweep me off my feet. But I donât believe in fairytales, or handsome princes, or happily-ever-afters. Those things arenât real.â
âSure they are.â Hunter says. I glare at him, but he smiles. âMagic is real. Itâs the way I feel when I look at you.â
I roll my eyes, but Hunter gets up, coming around the table and pulling me to my feet. âDonât tell me you donât feel it,â he murmurs, gently tracing his fingertips down my cheek.
I shiver, closing my eyes to breathe in the sensation of his hands on me, pulling me closer; the crisp, clean citrus scent of his after
shave, laced with something deeper and musky. All him.
âSee?â Hunter whispers, close to my ear. He drops tiny kisses down the arch of my neck, making me tremble and setting my body alight. âMagic.â
I waver. When heâs holding me like this, touching me, itâs easy to be seduced by the words that spill so easily from his lips. And maybe I should let him. As long as I know, deep down, I canât trust him in the end, then whatâs the harm in playing along, just for a little while?
The idea is tempting, and so, so easy. Because even though I know itâs right, I donât want to be stuck like this, so bitter and negative. I donât want to keep shutting him down. Not with the candlelight dancing all around us, and Hunterâs eyes watching me, eager and hopeful.
I can pretend. I can give him that much, at least.
âMagic,â I say softly, and Hunterâs smile is like a bolt of lightning in the dark skies: bright and true, and enough to take my breath away.
He pulls me into his arms, resting my head against his chest, and begins to sway; slow-dancing softly to the song playing on his souped-up iPod, the same Incubus song he was playing in the truck on the ride back from the fairground.
âHow do you do it? Make me feel like I do?â
âHow do you do it?â I whisper along with the lyrics, wishing I could keep this moment frozen in time forever. âItâs better than I ever knewâ¦â
CHAPTER ELEVEN
WE STAY ON THE rooftop for hours, just talking and laughing, sitting on the far perch looking out at the lights across the bay. I want to stay here forever, but too soon, Hunter is packing up his things and driving me home. All the way back, I try and picture the rooftop: framing it in my mind to capture every detail and moment, for all the lonely nights I know I have ahead of me.
âYouâre quiet. Sleepy?â Hunter asks, as he pulls out of the parking lot.
I nod, not trusting myself with words right now. Hunter turns his attention to the road, one arm slung over the back of my seat as he drives through the still, silent town. He doesnât seem to realize just how special this night was for me, but then, heâs probably used to staging amazing dinners for the girls heâs dating; going out of his way to come up with thoughtful little gifts.
He doesnât know that this is the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me.
I gaze out of the window at dark shadow of the bay, trying to calm the maelstrom of emotions rising up in my chest. Iâm not used to this, to feeling so much hope and awe and confusionâlike my heart is just overflowing with emotion with no time to process it or take a step back from it all. Iâve spent so many years building a solid fortress around my heart, keeping everyone out with sarcasm and bitter detachment; using every betrayal and disappointment to build my walls higher, forge the steel stronger.
Now, Hunter is blowing all that to pieces.
When Iâm with him, I canât help but want the things I taught myself to never want, dream of a future I know is all a lie. Itâs like my head knows the dark truth, that I can never be the girl who gets this life of easy, sweet affection, but my heart is falling over itself to believe him all the same.
But what happens if I fall too far? What happens when Hunter slips off his pedestal, and reveals that heâs just the same as every other guy after all, and leaves me alone with nothing but my memories?
We pull into the driveway at the beach house. Hunter helps me down from the truck and we walk slowly to the front door. I pause on the front porch step.
Silence.
âThank you,â I say softly, trying to fit all my emotions into just two words. âTonight was amazing.â
I look up into his eyes and have to catch my breath. Hunter is standing in the shadows, looking like a dangerous angel as the light cuts across his cheekbones; blue eyes shining so strong and true I would gladly drown in their depths.
The edge of his lips quirk upwards in a playful smile. âThe nightâs not over yet.â
I catch the glint in his eyes. My heart skips. âItâs not?â
âUh huh.â he shakes his head, reaching to trace up my arm and around the thin straps of my sundress. I shiver. âWeâve still got a while before this truck turns back into a pumpkin.â Hunter gently backs me up against the wall. âAnd every Prince Charming needs to kiss his princess goodnight.â He dips his head to kiss along my jaw and down my neck.
âItâs way past midnight,â I point out, teasing. My pulse kicks as his tongue laps at the delicate hollow of my collarbone.
âNot in Hawaii.â Hunter replies, his mouth muffled against my skin.
I laugh. âIs that official fairytale time then?â
âSure.â Hunter lifts his head so I can see his expression, full of amusement. âEveryone knows.â
âI must have missed that week in school,â I murmur, and then the words go out of my mind because Hunter is sliding his hand around the front of my chest, teasing and toying with my nipples through my dress.
I groan with pleasure. Hunterâs eyes flash dark, and then his lips are on mine again, but thereâs nothing gentle about this kiss. It blazes, hot and hard, demanding my surrender. Iâm trapped up against the wall, but I give in willingly; locking my hands up around his neck, and pressing myself to the hard contours of his body in an eager embrace.
The feel of him against me is heaven. My breasts ache, crushed against his chest as Hunterâs tongue works its wicked magic in my mouth. He licks and probes, demanding, and I arch up, desperate for more. His hands rove across my body, sending shivers of sensation rolling through me as he caresses my bare shoulders, down my chest, dragging his thumbs across my hard, aching nipples.
God yes.
I whimper against his mouth, loving the feel of his hands, hot and demanding as they cup and squeeze at my tender breasts. He drags my dress lower, exposing me, and lowers his head, sucking at one bare nipple. I cry out and fall back against the wall. My legs are weak, but he locks one arm around my waist, holding me up as his mouth continues its glorious assault on my breasts and his other hand slides lower, reaching between us to find the wet, aching heart of me.
Oh!
A sob rises in my throat. His fingers find me through the thin fabric of my dress, rubbing gently in slow, even strokes that send wildfire racing through my blood. I buck against him, mindless, but he wonât speed up his touch. His tongue lazily circles my nipple, licking in tandem with the slow pressure between my thighs, building, rising, until Iâm left panting in his arms.
Hunter lifts his head and licks across my lips. âDo you feel that?â he whispers, his fingers fluttering against me.
I moan.
âHow about now?â
Hunter eases up my dress, and slips his hand beneath the fabric, his skin hot against my bare thighs. His fingers find me again, rubbing gently, just my panties between us now.
âOh god,â I whimper, straining against his touch. The heat is building in me, a thick, low ache that cries out for more. For all of him, inside me. Hard and full. âHunter,â I gasp. âGod, donât stop.â
Hunter takes a labored breath. His eyes are dazed, fixed on mine as his fingers drive me wild. âJesus, Brit,â he groans, capturing my mouth again in a punishing kiss. âYouâre so wet. So fucking perfect.â He slips his thumb under my panties, pushing them aside, and I let out another cry to finally feel his skin, hot on mine. He slides one finger up inside me and I shudder, pleasure rolling through me, heady and sweet. âI want you,â he growls, low in my ear. âGod, you make me crazy.â
His thumb circles my clit, stronger now, slick with my desire. I gasp ragged breaths, my whole body trembling, strung out on his touch, and his scent, and the wave of emotions rising, ready to crash, ready to drown us all. His fingers surge faster, pressing ha
rder.
âCome for me, Brit.â Hunter fixes his gaze on mine, dark and demanding.
âI canât,â I sob, âIâm not there.â
âYes you are.â Hunter suddenly slows his hand, and Iâm left gasping, bereft. âYouâre there because I say you are.â
I writhe in his arms, desperate for his touch again. âPlease, more,â I beg.
Hunter slowly shakes his head. âYouâre going to come for me,â he instructs, a thrilling domination in his tone, âbecause Iâm stopping. In five seconds, I take it all away. So you better come.â
Iâm still reeling from his words when he starts the countdown.
âFive, fourâ¦â he whispers. My body is aching, my blood boiling in my veins. I see the look in his eyes, determined, and my pulse kicks with fear. I know heâs not playing with me now. Heâs going to stop. Heâs going to leave me like this, so close, on the edge. Heâs going to take it all away.
âThreeâ¦â Hunter whispers, stilling his hand and giving one, slow sweep of his thumb. I shudder, desperate, but caught here, frozen, so close.
âTwoâ¦â He pulses his fingers inside me, featherlight.
Oh God.
âOne.â
And then his hand is gone, and Iâm left trembling, on the edge, staring helplessly into his eyes. Iâm mindless, in agony, my whole body tense and wanting.
âCome.â Hunter growls the order, taking my face in his hands and slamming me back against the wall. His hips grind against me as his tongue plunges deep in my mouth; his hard-on pressing with glorious sharp pressure between my thighs, overwhelming. Obliterating. My body rises to his command and I break, my orgasm sweeping through my body and leaving me gasping into his mouth as I shudder and ache and he kisses me to heaven and back.
I surface from the darkness, limp in his arms. Hunter kisses the corner of my mouth tenderly, holding me up until I can find the strength to stand again.