by Violet Duke
âYou keep repeating that, but I have to wonder if youâre doing that for my benefit or yours,â Summer said softly. âAnd if you two are so serious, then why are both of you so concerned with what I will or wonât do to your relationship?â
âNot fair, Summer.â He shook his head. âYouâve never had to compete with anyone.â
SUMMER STARED AT Gabriel. The hell she hadnât. However, none of that mattered. She would convince him to marry her, so she could get Ivy back. What he did afterwards, was no concern of hers.
âLet me make it easy on you. If you donât help me, then Iâll make Azalea look like a saint compared to how many marriages Iâll break up around here.â
His nostrils flared. âWhat about Elise?â
âIf she loves you so much, then she can wait for the divorce. Hell, have an affair with her until then, if you want, but I get dibs on the honeymoon.â Summer lifted her chin, daring him to call her bluff.
For the love of God, call it.
Yes, she wanted his help, but she had only ever slept with exactly two men in her entire life. The second one had been Darius, and it had taken months for her to learn to trust him enough to even get that far.
Gabriel remained silent, so she fell back on what she knew made him uncomfortable.
She walked up to him, placing her hand on his chest and breathing him in. âIâd be very gentle, angel. Or rough. However, youâd like it.â
He grabbed her wrist, but she noticed he didnât try to push her hand away. âSummer.â
She fluttered her lashes at him. âYes, angel?â
His gaze dropped to her lips. âSex doesnât scare me. Iâm perfectly comfortable with the act.â
Her mouth dropped open a little. âBut I thought you were waiting.â
âI am.â
âSo, how would youâ¦?â
âIt doesnât matter, but Iâll be damned if I let you threaten me into anything.â He pulled her closer, until nothing separated themânot even daylight.
They still fit perfectly together. Her head right under his chin, her chest to his chest⦠His grip tightened. She wanted to kiss him, and she wanted him to kiss her back.
âWill you think about it?â she asked, breathless. Her heart beat loudly in her ears, and her blood sang in her veins. Gabriel was touching her, willingly touching her, and holding her close.
His perfect mouth thinned. Suddenly, his eyes widened a little and he made a little noise, something between a grunt and a growl.
âWhatâs wrong?â she asked.
âElise saw us.â Gabriel let go of her, like she was a hot poker.
âYou didnât do anything wrong.â It was all her fault. She never should have touched him.
âI still need to talk to her.â
âDoes that mean youâll help me?â she tentatively asked.
He shot her a dark look. âIt means weâll talk later. I hope youâre happy.â Then he stalked away, calling Eliseâs name.
Summer watched him go. She wished she could say that she wasnât happy, but she was. Though she really hadnât wanted to hurt Elise, she had to get her daughter back. No matter the cost.
Someday, after the divorce, Gabriel and Elise could be together again, and Summer would never bother him again, even if it would permanently break her heart in two.
It was funny, if she thought about, because her heart had stopped working a long time ago.
CHAPTER NINE
GABRIEL JOGGED AFTER Elise, calling her name again and again.
Finally, she turned around, her green eyes blazing. âIf I had wanted to talk to you, then I would have stopped, before everyone in the entire county heard you shouting my name.â
âLet me explain,â he said.
Eliseâs lips smashed together, and then she took a breath. âThereâs nothing to explain.â
âNothing happened.â
âI know nothing happened, Gabe. Youâre not that kind of guy.â Elise made a little face. âYouâre kind, honest, and love saving damsels in distress.â
Affronted, he stepped back. âI enjoy helping people, Elise. It gives me joy to do for others what was done for me.â
âItâs not your job to save everyone,â she snapped.
Hadnât Carlos said those very words to him? âI know itâs not, but all we were doing was talking, honey. Nothing more. I made no promises to help her.â
She smiled sadly. âYou didnât have to. The look on your face said it all for you.â
âI canât believe Iâm hearing this.â He ran a hand through his hair. âIâve done nothing, but repeat to Summer that you come first, that you are what I have to focus on, not her.â
âHave to focus on?â She tilted her head to one side. âYou make it sound like a chore you have to do.â
âIâm not going to win this argument, am I?â he asked. âIâm not going to be able to convince you that no matter what, Iâll keep my promise, am I?â
âOh, Gabriel. The only woman youâve ever kept your promise to is standing right where you left her.â
âIâve never broken my promise to anyone.â
âThatâs because youâve never made one before.â She glanced away. âI talked to your ex-fiancée.â
âAnd what did Zoe have to say?â
âThat youâre everything I know you to be, everything that any woman could want, but only one woman truly holds your heart.â
Zoe had said that to her? Zoe had known that about him, yet continued to be his friend and take him back, over and over again, until she finally met the man that made her happy? Some kind of friend heâd been.
âWhat would you like for me to do?â he asked.
âI think itâs best if we break up.â
âNo.â
She laid a hand on his arm. âThe minute I felt a need to go into Carolina Dreams and warn Summer Holland to stay the hell away from my man was the moment I knew I needed to let you go.â
âJust like that?â Gabriel stood there, stunned. âI canâtââ
âNow you donât have to. Seriously, Gabe, itâs for the best.â Elise leaned in, brushing a light kiss on his cheek. âI wish you happiness.â It began to rain, and she made a little sound, letting go of him and grabbing her umbrella. âGoodbye, Gabe.â
âGoodbye, Elise.â With the rain beating down on him, he watched her walk away, wondering what it said about him that he only felt the smallest bit of regret.
He wasnât sure if he wanted the answer to that question.
Whirling around, he searched for Summer, but the park was empty. He thought for sure she would have stuck around to gloat. It was for the best anyway. He really needed time to think.
Helping Summer was possible now, but to what end? He had meant what he said to her about marriage and divorce.
He walked along the wet, tree-lined path and shoved his hands in his pockets. As a child, he never minded the rain, because it meant that he could get a little cleaner, that he and his mother could have a little water to drink.
He sighed.
Maybe Summer was as desperate as the woman whoâd raised him on the streets of Bogotá, Columbia. From what he knew, or at least what he thought he knew, of Summer, she and his mother had a lot in common when it came to men.
They didnât trust them. They used them and were used and abused in turn.
It was a nasty, vicious cycle that he would never know if his mother ever broke, but maybe this was his chance to help Summer break free of her past for good.
Itâs not your job to save everyone.
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No, it wasnât, but all heâd been doing for Summer was throwing her life jackets over the years. It was time to pull her out of the oceanâpermanently.
But he wasnât quite sure how to implement that. There was someone he needed to talk to, someone whose judgment he trusted implicitly, even when he hadnât bothered to listen.
*
SUNDAY DINNERS WERE anything but quiet at the Edwardsâ house, especially with six brothers and sisters. Gabrielâs family hadnât always been this large. Until the age of eight, there had only been his biological mother and himself living in a house comprised of wood, metal, and pieces of cardboard. It was a period of his life he didnât care to dwell on, much less looked upon with fond memories.
His adopted father, John, sat at the head of the table, with his wife and Gabrielâs adopted mother, Gloria, on his right. Occasionally, Gabriel would catch the two of them staring at him, and then exchanging knowing glances. It wasnât a big stretch of the imagination to figure out what they were thinking.
Eliseâs mother and Gloria had become the best of friends, since Eliseâs parents had moved down here. Both mothers had made it perfectly clear they loved the idea of Gabriel and Elise seriously dating. He wouldnât put it past either mother to have engaged in a little wedding planning either.
A spoonful of peas sailed through the air, hitting Isabella, the next to the oldest of all the siblings, in the neck. She narrowed her eyes at Hope and Faith. âStop playing with your food,â she said while signing the words with her hands.
The twins looked at each other and silently giggled, fingers furiously signing their next plan of assault on their big sister to each other.
Gabriel caught their attention and nodded at Paul, who was busy circling his dinner plate with miniature trains. Identical smiles grew to Cheshire proportions.
âI heard Summer Holland was back in town,â Isabella said as she stabbed a piece of roast beef with her fork.
Heard his tail. Maybe he should throw his peas at his sister, along with his roll and what was left of his portion of the roast beef.
âIs this true, Gabe?â Gloria asked, her brown eyes missing nothing. She shook her head at the twins, and then instructed Michael to eat the rest of his mashed potatoes.
âYes, maâam.â Even if he didnât suspect his mother already knew, he wouldnât have lied to her. Not that he shared his private life with anyone. It stayed privateâat least, when he could help it.
Gloria glanced at her husband, and then back at Gabriel. âWhy is Summer back?â
âShe wanted to return the truck she borrowed from me.â Not the whole truth, but it was all he felt comfortable giving at the moment.
âIs she leaving soon?â John asked as he fed Anna, another one of Gabrielâs sisters. Sheâd been six months old when theyâd adopted her from China, and had been born without her hands. Now she was three and insisted on feeding herself most of the time.
âNo, sheâs planning on staying for good this time. She wants to reconnect with her family.â For a while, Gabriel had blamed himself for Summerâs extended absence. After all, heâd been the one to convince her to let Rose adopt Ivy. If anyone deserved Summerâs anger, it was him. But heâd seen the pain in her eyes, the uncertainty of her situation, and for a moment, she reminded him of the woman whoâd given him up.
Given. More like sold to John and Gloria Edwards. Or had tried to sell him. Then again, his mother had been eleven or twelve when sheâd given birth to him in a slum. A malnourished boy couldnât have been anything but a drain to her. Maybe selling him to the two American missionaries had been her gift to him. Heâd only wished sheâd done it sooner.
He set his glass down beside his plate, tracing the condensation along the rim. For eight years, heâd endured poverty, hunger, and hopelessness. Things he had in common with his adopted brothers and sisters. Only Isabella, his parentsâ one biological child, was perfect.
âI saw the two of you eating lunch together in the park,â Isabella said, eyes all wide and innocent. Yeah, his sister was perfectly annoying. But he loved her anyway.
âOh no, not lunch. That means weâre exactly nothing, Bella,â Gabriel pointed out.
Judah, the newest member of their family, sat in his motherâs lap, looking a little scared and a whole lot overwhelmed. His baby brother had arrived only two months ago from Romania, his little legs bent at odd angles and his fingers permanently curved.
His mother frowned, but kept her comments to herself.
âWhere are Ms. Kelly and Ms. Nancy?â he asked, referring to in-home nurses who helped take care of all the special needs children his parents had adopted or fostered.
âThey deserved a day off,â his dad said as he balled up his napkin. He stood and began clearing off the table. âLike your mother does.â
âYes, sir.â Gabriel grabbed his glass and plate.
Paul, the third oldest of the kids, copied him, and they both followed their dad into the kitchen.
John was at the sink, rinsing off his plate. Paul opened the dishwasher and unloaded the dishes. The twins ran in and out of the kitchen, bringing dirty plates and empty bowls with them. Gabriel could hear Isabella trying to coax Judah into sitting with her as Anna started demanding lap time with Gloria.
The three men worked in silence, Paul stopping every so often to rearrange the silverware drawer to his liking. Once the last dish was placed inside the dishwasher and all the clean plates were put away, they headed out to the front porch.
Gabriel and Paul sat in the porch swing, while their dad took his usual place in the rocking chair. It was still sunny outside, but pink and orange streaked the evening sky. The swing creaked as Paul moved his legs back and forth.
âCanât say Iâm happy about this turn of events,â John finally said. The urge to defend Summer was strong, but he remained silent as his dad continued, âBut I trust you to do the right thing.â
Gabriel laid an arm along the back of the swing. âAs in help her out, but nothing more.â
John nodded. âYour motherâs not happy with you right now.â
His parents knew of their past, so he couldnât exactly blame them. âSo this little man time out here is to voice her concerns?â
âItâs to voice our concerns. Neither of us are telling you to stay away from Summer. Youâre a grown manâone who usually makes good decisions. But thereâs only so much you can offer a woman like her, and your judgment seems to be skewed when it comes to Summer.â
Gabriel clenched his jaw. The place between his shoulder blades pinched together. âA woman like her?â Wasnât his dad the man who preached unconditional love and to help out your neighbor? To not judge a person, because you donât know what they had endured or were still enduring.
âDonât take a phrase out of context, son,â John warned. âIâm not talking about her reputation; Iâm talking about her actions. Actions that have hurt my son.â
Gabriel exhaled, letting the tightness in his shoulders ease up. This he could understand. He didnât like it, but he could understand his parentsâ need to protect him. âI appreciate your concern,â There was that word again, âbut things are different. Summerâs different this time.â
The conviction in his voice surprised him. Maybe his heart knew something his brain didnât. Usually his brain was telling him to stay the hell away from her, to not get involved beyond what she needed.
The last time Gabriel tried to get involved, Summer had burned him so badly that he still had scars. He looked down at his arm, at the scar in the shape of a thumbprint. It looked as though he had been branded. There were two more on his left bicep that resembled fingerprints.
If he had been a man who believ
ed in the supernatural, he would have said that those were Summerâs marks on him. Marks sheâd given to him while she was in labor with Ivy, as she clenched his hand and gripped his arm when another contraction had made her cry out.
Those marks, those little reminders of when he tried to be more than just a friend to her, were nothing like the one on his heart. In reality, they were nothing more than burns from welding a motorcycle frame together the morning Summerâs daughter had been born.
Funny how he hadnât noticed, until that evening. Until he was homeâalone and worried out of his mind for her. But it had been made very clear he hadnât been needed.
âYou said that before,â his dad pointed out.
Paul stopped swinging and shuffled back inside.
He glanced up at his dad and said, âThis time Iâm different, and Iâm doing things differently, too.â This time, he would make a difference in Summerâs life.
John smiled and nodded. âDifferent is good.â
CHAPTER TEN
BUT HERE HE WAS, two weeks later, walking into Carolina Dreams with a determined look on his face. Jemma Leigh had said that sheâd heard Elise had broken up with him, but Summer seriously doubted that.
The bells on the door rang, and then went silent.
She backed up, against the counter, desperately wishing she had something in her hands other than Blackbeard, the fickle cat. He meowed at Gabriel before jumping out of her arms and heading to the back.
âTraitor,â she muttered.
Gabrielâs scent washed over her before he reached her, but this time it didnât give her comfort. She knew sheâd pushed him too far. She also knew she had no chance at getting Ivy back, that her hopes and dreams for a real family were about to be dashed to pieces.
âAre you really determined to go through with it?â Gabriel asked, stopping just shy of touching her. Today, he wore another button-down shirt and khaki pants. His dark hair was thick and slightly wavy⦠slightly tempting her to touch him.
She fisted her hands by her side. âYes.â