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He ran his hands through his hair and nodded.
I walked over and with him started going over his car. I started at the basics like I would my own car. Talan glared at me, and told me he wasn’t an idiot. I ignored him and continued, we eventually found a kink in his gas line. We worked together to get it repaired quickly, when he climbed in and his car started, I grinned over at him.
“Thank you,” he whispered.
“You’re welcome,” I replied wiping my hands with a towel.
I felt him touch my shoulder and looked up at him. “No, really thanks,” he said softly.
I looked into his dark chocolate eyes and felt lost, he was staring back into mine not releasing me from the connection I felt with him at that moment. He brought his hand up and gently rubbed his thumb across my bottom lip.
“We work well together, Jake,” he murmured before leaning down and kissing me gently. I, on the other hand, wasn’t as gentle; I reached behind his neck and pulled his lips more firmly against mine. He quickly caught on, and teased the crease of my lips with his tongue. I opened for him then lost myself in him, in his kiss. All too quickly though it was over and he let go of me then stepped away looking everywhere but at me.
“You’re right,” I said quietly, trying to hide the hurt at his sudden rejection, “we do.”
I spun around and took off towards the camper so I could get cleaned up. Only I couldn’t get the feel of his lips, or his taste off my mind. No matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t forget it or the connection I felt to him at that moment.
The next morning found me in the staging area waiting with the other racers to begin. I had once again successfully evaded or ignored Talan. I didn’t want to hear him dismiss what had happened the day before, I wasn’t ready for that yet. Instead, I threw myself into preparing for my race today. The field worked quickly, and before I knew it I was staged at the lights waiting for the Christmas tree to flash. I had Powerman 5000 blasting in my ears. I slammed the gas pedal down and was yanked back into my seat, keeping the car in-between the lines, and hoping that I didn’t breakout the entire time down the quarter mile track. Before I knew it, it was over and the adrenaline was pumping through me. I went down pit road stopping to get my time slip. I smiled when I saw the W by my name. I was moving on to the next round.
Once back in my pits, I quickly stopped the car and climbed out jumping on my crew.
“We did it!” I screamed and laughed. It was a surreal moment, I had been working for so long to get here. Now that I was, I felt like I was invincible. I ran around to Talan’s hauler to tell him that I had won, but stopped short when I looked in the open door. Talan had a girl bent over the work bench, she was moaning while he fucked her. I felt my stomach revolt at the sight, and I gasped at the pain. Talan jerked his head up and stared at me while he continued to fuck her then he shrugged, as if to tell me what did I expect. At that moment my heart broke, tears streamed down my face. I knew I was being ridiculous, so we kissed once, it wasn’t a commitment or anything, but still this hurt. It felt as if I wrecked going 200 mph into a cement guard rail. I had never felt anything like this before, and I never wanted to again.
I turned around and ran into my own hauler slamming the door behind me and curled up in the corner and cried. I cried for the years I had loved him without him realizing I existed, I cried and I cried. I also figured out why they call it a crush, because once it’s over your heart and soul were crushed. I cried until I couldn’t any longer, then I pushed off the floor and headed back out to my next race. Talan had been knocked out at the first round so I didn’t see him again the rest of the weekend, me on the other hand, I made it to the finals. I didn’t win, but I was proud of my second place finish. I also knew that I would never be the same, love wasn’t worth the pain it caused. Look at Mama and Daddy, they did nothing but try to hurt each other.
I learned a valuable lesson—love equaled nothing but pain. I also realized that I did in fact love Talan Silas Breton, even after he crushed my heart. Only I knew better than to expect anything from him, it was time to wake up and live in the real world.
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When the summer ended, I returned to Savannah, I went back to school, back to Cotillion classes. I had my debut with Landon as my companion. Life went on, back to normal for everyone. Only I wasn’t the same, I had my racing and I focused solely on that. I agreed to date Landon after he kept badgering me. It made Mama happy, which got her off my back. I worked with the guys whenever possible to get my GTX up and running. I wanted it ready for the spring so I could race this summer; I wanted to win a track championship. I wanted to move on from racing in street classes. I tried to ignore Talan’s existence, but I still heard things and I tried to not listen. I was only mostly successful, he was of course taking the world by storm. The best news was that he would be sticking with the NHRA circuit, which meant next summer I would be focused on the IHRA. I wanted to move on, to leave Neveah in Savannah, and become Jake on a full-time basis.
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Meet Brei Betzold…
Stay at home mom to one very interesting little boy. I have been writing since 7th grade when my English teacher turned me onto poetry and never stopped. Thank you Mrs. Williams. In high school I had yet another English teacher inspire me to start writing short stories where I found my first true love, turning words into something so simple yet complex that it can move other people to love it or hate it, but in the end to feel emotions about something I created. http://mymiserymuse.blogspot.com/
AVOIDING COMMITMENT: JACK’S POINT OF VIEW
The First Time He Meets Lexi
K.A. Linde
Jack and Lexi never had a typical relationship. In the bestselling novel, Avoiding Commitment, you find out why. There are two sides to every story, and Lexi doesn’t even know this one. Get inside Jack’s head in this never before seen short story—the first time he meets Lexi.
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CHAPTER 1
Corner Cafe
Jack sat in the coffee shop, drumming his fingers against the counter. His coffee rested half-empty next to him, a vestige of the mad after-class rush that wore on his nerves.
He was thankful for the reprieve, so he could chill and listen to the underground Seattle rock music he favored. There was a pretty new band that he liked even if they were small and local and no one else had heard of them before. Maybe one day, they would get picked up and be popular, but he kind of hoped not. He’d prefer to keep their sound original and not have them sell out
He was just ready to get off work. He had a few more hours left to deal with customers, and then he was planning to grab a beer and watch last weekend’s college football games with Seth. He had some intro accounting homework to wrestle with, but after the day he’d had, that was the last thing on his mind.
“Large coffee, please,” someone said, breaking him out of his thoughts.
“Yeah, coming right up,” he said, turning around to complete the order. “Cream or sugar?”
“No, thank you,” she said, her voice tentative.
Jack glanced over his shoulder, a smirk crossing his face. He quickly tried to school his features into order as he turned around. It was that girl again. Almost every day he’d worked recently, she had been here, studying at a table adjacent to the counter.
He didn’t know who she was. It didn’t seem right to ask while he was working, and he hadn’t found a way to bring it up during the short conversations they had when she ordered her coffee—always a large, always black. She might actually drink more coffee than him, which was a feat, considering he worked here.
“Here you go,” Jack said, setting the steaming cup on the counter.
The girl was wearing soft pink lip gloss, accentuating her full lips, as she smiled up at him beneath thick black lashes. Under those lashes were deep, dark chocolate brown eyes as big as saucers that made him feel like he was sinking through quicksand. Her curly brown hair cascaded out around her shoulders and over the curves
of her breasts, giving her a wild look.
He felt his cock twitch and leaned forward on the counter. He sure as hell didn’t want anyone to notice his reaction. Christ, he was at work!
“Thanks,” she said, handing him her credit card.
He promptly swiped it and handed it back to her along with a receipt.
She smiled up at him once more, a big grin showing all her teeth, like she had remembered her confidence after all. She quickly turned around and headed to her table where she immediately removed stacks and stacks of papers.
Blowing out a breath, Jack straightened and adjusted himself. Maybe he shouldn’t get her name.
He fished his phone out of his pocket and hid it behind the register. His manager didn’t like employees to be on their phones, but she wasn’t in today. If he didn’t have any customers, then he didn’t see why it was a big deal.
He sighed when he saw that he had missed a text message from his girlfriend, Danielle.
Hey! Really missing you right now. Ugh, I wish I would have transferred in, but now, it’s too late…
Ugh was right. He was really glad she hadn’t transferred.
Since school had started a couple weeks ago, Danielle was hovering even more than normal. Somehow, they had survived freshman year with her attending community college in Savannah while he was in Athens. He knew he had kind of been an ass to her lately, but they had been dating forever, so Danielle was used to it.
Then came the summer. This summer had been brutal. He wasn’t used to her being around all the time anymore. He wasn’t used to her being in his space, taking up all his time, and forcing herself into everything he did. He had just forgotten what it was like to have a girlfriend around.
Seth had made fun of him all summer about it. Seth’s affectionate term for him was pussy-whipped. He could take Seth’s jokes when they were alone, but when Seth would say it around Danielle, Jack would get in a few good punches. Danielle thought it was cute and funny, and Jack thought it sounded like a slow, painful death.
After a summer of agonizing torture, he had really thought it was over. He couldn’t take it anymore. Two weeks before school started, he had tried to break up with her, but she had looked at him with her coy smile and determined gaze right before she dropped down to her knees. How could he even argue with that?
Since then, that had pretty much been the staple of their relationship—Jack thinking he wanted to break up with her, and Danielle convincing him rather thoroughly that he didn’t.
Still, he had moved back to Athens with Seth the first weekend he could. He was ready to have his own life back. Yeah, he probably should have manned up and just told her to fuck off, but it wasn’t like he was getting it from anywhere else right now. Plus, he had the benefit of being four hours away from her. Maybe he would do it over fall break…or sometime when he knew he wouldn’t be going home for a long time.
He ignored the message from Danielle. He might call her later or something—if he remembered.
As Jack rang up the next customer, he found his eyes drifting to that girl again. She had a friend with her, which was new. With a bleached out pixie cut and tight-ass pants, she was cute, but not hot like her friend. The new girl kept looking up in his direction, her breasts falling out of her low-cut top. Jack quickly turned away, not wanting to draw unnecessary attention, but he could still feel her eyes on him.
His phone beeped again, and he groaned, wondering when the messages would ever stop.
Can we Skype tonight? I’m really missing you. ;)
Oh, how the wink face wasn’t necessary.
“You busy there?” someone chirped happily.
Jack hastily put his phone away and stared up at the blonde girl with the big tits. Seriously, if her shirt were any lower, he would be able to see her nipples. Did she expect him to look at her face?
“How can I help you?” Jack asked.
The girl leaned forward on the counter as if he couldn’t already see straight down her shirt.
“I’d like a caramel macchiato with a double shot of espresso and lots of whipped cream,” she said in a seductive tone.
“Sure thing,” Jack replied, turning away from the overly flirtatious girl to make her drink.
“So…what are you doing tonight?” the girl asked.
Jack sighed. In a way, he had expected it. Before this job, he hadn’t known girls could actually be assertive enough to ask him out point-blank like that. He had always been polite about it, but they had never been his type, not that he really had a type. Blonde, blue eyes, nice ass, put together—that was Danielle. He didn’t know if it was a type, but none of the girls who had approached him were ever it.
“Ah, you know, just hanging out with friends,” Jack said with a shrug, trying for nonchalance.
He placed the drink on the counter in front of her as she slid a purple slip of paper toward him.
“Do you see my friend over there?” she asked, nodding her head in the girl’s direction.
Jack glanced over at the girl. Her head was buried in her books like she might never look up again. She was chewing on her bottom lip and pushing a lock of hair behind her ear reflexively before it fell back into her face again.
“She’s coming to this concert tonight.” The blonde pushed the paper into his hands.
Glancing down at it, Jack saw that it was an advertisement for a show at the Theatre. He had never heard of the group, but they were described as an original DJ-rap duo. Not really his thing.
“And?” He was waiting for the kicker.
“You should be there,” the girl said, raising her eyebrows.
He folded the paper. “I’ll think about it.”
“If you’re smart, you’ll show.” She straightened abruptly and took her drink. “Thanks for the coffee.” The girl winked at him before she departed.
That hadn’t gone as expected. Jack was surprised that he had been wrong. Nonetheless, he was glad he didn’t have to turn the blonde girl down. It tended to hurt business.
Jack’s eyes fell to the purple flyer in his hand. He knew he was a sucker for even contemplating the possibility of meeting her. Really, what could he accomplish by following those big brown eyes anywhere? He had been dating Danielle for three years now, and though he kept saying he was going to break up with her, he didn’t really even believe himself.
He took one last look at the girl seated at the table across from him. When he stared her, he felt that same stirring in his body that he’d had when she had been at the counter. He didn’t know what it was. She was hot, but it was more than that. It was just something about her.
Fuck. He was going to that concert.
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CHAPTER 2
That Girl
“You want us to go to what?” Seth asked, leaning back in the dingy brown recliner and reaching out for his beer.
“There’s a concert at the Theatre tonight.” Jack ran his hand back through his dark hair as he waited for some smartass comment from his best friend. He knew it was coming.
“Dude, no one goes to the Theatre in the middle of the week unless they’re chasing townie pussy. I don’t recommend it,” Seth said, wrinkling his nose.
“You’re such an asshole.” Jack shook his head and plopped down on the couch. “You know that, right?”
“That’s why the ladies love me.” Seth raised his eyebrows suggestively.
“You’re delusional.”
Seth chugged the rest of his beer, set the empty aluminum can on the table, and belched. He wiped his mouth with the back of his hand and smiled at Jack.
“Seriously, how do the girls resist you?” Jack asked sarcastically.
“Can’t keep them off me.”
Jack hated to admit how true that was. His friend had the weirdest game Jack had ever seen. It was like the less Seth tried, the more girls threw themselves at him. Since they had started college together, Jack couldn’t remember a single time when Seth didn’t have at least two or three gi
rls around the apartment, vying for his attention.
“So, why do you really want to go to the Theatre?” Seth asked, returning his attention to the football game on the screen.
Jack was silent for a minute. It wasn’t that he couldn’t tell Seth about the hot girl he had seen at work. He had told Seth about hundreds of hot girls he’d met while working. He didn’t know why he wanted to hide it, especially after just asking Seth to go to the concert with him. It just…something about this felt different. Why was he making a big deal out of this? After all, it was just a girl, and it was just a concert.
“I was invited.” Jack took out the purple piece of paper from his pocket and unfolded it before handing it to Seth.
He looked at it briefly and scoffed. “DJ-rap duo Nick and Neal? Dude, are you serious right now?”
“What the fuck else do you have better to do besides work on finishing off that case of beer?”
“Anything sounds better. I don’t have time for wannabe rappers when I have free booze sitting at home.”
“If it’s any consolation prize, a blonde with huge tits gave this to me,” Jack said.
Seth’s ears perked up. “Now I’m listening.”
Jack chuckled to himself and grabbed the paper. “She and her friend are going to the show, and she gave me the paper while leaning against the counter and showed me her nipples.”
Seth walked into the kitchen and grabbed another beer. “Wait, are you into her? Because you know how I love girls who show off their nipples in the middle of the day,” Seth called out.
“She’s all yours,” Jack offered. He hoped he sounded generous and not just like he was giving in too easily.
Seth crashed back into the recliner, tossed Jack a beer, which was caught in midair with one hand, and then he popped open his own.
“So, it’s the other girl then,” Seth said intuitively.
Damn! Seth knew him too well. Even when he tried, Jack couldn’t hide anything from Seth. That was the problem with staying friends with people Jack had known all his life. Sometimes, he thought Seth knew him better than he knew himself.
